czwartek, 15 lipca 2010
Grandpa
Plans: hernia - belt, Win training program for Rey, download all MetalSlug games.
I woke up after 7. After a while I went upstairs to get my laptop. I copied the files to a removable drive, I came back, I did it and it woke me up well. I went back to sleep around 8. I set the flash timer. After a while, I had a lucid dream, which I reported in the OBE journal.
I was called twice by an unknown number. As it turned out later, it was Mrs. Beata (from my mother). It was between 9-10. I did not answer because I was very sleepy. Today I am going to experience OBE again, I got excited to read this book about hidden places in the astral.
Ok 11 Rey also called. He asked how was my reading going. He has postponed today's meeting to Monday, thanks to which I have some time to finish (or rather listen, I already have an audiobook 15h). He also said that it would not be 3 p.m. because it is terribly hot. So much.
I got up after 11, traditionally some breakfast, then a gym (only shoulders with a belly). Return. I called my dad to ask where he is and if we are going to krk for documents. He said that he had already been to Krakow, which I thought was where there is so much time ... It was not nice. After a while I went to sunbathe. After training, I also ate cottage cheese. I had a place just a few meters away, because there was a guy standing there and someone was drying their panties in the sun :) Today I found myself much thinner. I came back, my mother was already there, we even met in front of the block - I think she was taking the laundry. At home I ate croquettes, I tried to listen to the TV, it was damn quiet and I could not hear anything, but for my mother of course TOO LOUD FUCKING !!!
Dad came by too, as usual mom is not nice to him. Dad asks something, tries to talk and this Bitch disposes of him, attacks him with words, I am ashamed that she is my mother and I would like a divorce, so that she would move anywhere and we will stay here alone with dad. Maybe he would get lucky and find a better woman. I also had an idea recently, I would ask God if they ever had classes until 7 PM. I might do it soon.
I was alone for a while, I watched Malanowski (something like detectives). The father cheated on his wife, he had a lover and the lover is missing. She left a farewell letter and it's over. It turned out that his children had kidnapped her. The mistress did not prosecute. Interestingly, the man who betrays was the main character here.
Dad around 17 asked if we could go, I also jumped up for clothes for me and dad, downloaded the book of Master and Margarita and packed: shoes for a change and water. I also took my laptop - otherwise I wouldn't be writing this diary now :) Going out Kamil, a little �obuz, as usual, pretend to be stupid, where are you going. I could answer: you are agile. I will ask my mother to see a doctor. On the way, we stopped by to a Malgosia: short shopping, we took Atlanta ice cream, dad was reluctant at first, but he liked the ice cream. We also bought unusual nectarines. We went to my grandfather, I wanted to entertain him, but then I forgot. I even poured ice cream into a bottle.
We talked a bit with my grandfather about the army, touching eggs, hernia, we watched the reporters' express: the drama of treating people in a psychiatric ward, severe physical injuries. One person could not even move his head an inch, whether it was up or down. Confidence. I also tested laptop batteries, I did exercises for expanding my eyesight for speed reading - I'm done, all the time for exercises. It is a pity that there is no exercise wizard as it makes learning difficult. I played Star Wars dad.
PS we went to my grandfather for the night, because tomorrow we are going to the lake with a document and it will be more convenient if I spend the night here
Today I want to experience this at 5:30 am. I hesitated to take zolaphrene, but I don't think so.
środa, 14 lipca 2010
The vocal cords
The morning was horrible
From 5:30 am someone disturbed, woke me up, dad comes in, david, ringtones on the phone. Ok 7 I took my laptop in advance, the files were downloaded. I needed it for my alarm clock. Meanwhile, David came. It turned out that Daniel fell asleep and they were to go to work that evening. Luckily David fell asleep too. I do not think I did wake up sufficiently, because I did not have a lucid dream. I hope that today I finally get up at 5:30 with my mother. Put the alarm clock somewhere else - that's probably for the best. I wonder how daniel's father accepts such an employee, in addition, he pays PLN 150 a day with meals.
The morning was so bland. Today I did not exercise, I went to the river, probably before 1 pm. Marta wrote about whether Arek still likes her. I called Arek. Arek said that he does not mind keeping in touch, but I think he does not care about further acquaintance. I wrote back to marcie similarly and added that arek sends 200 msms a day to Paulina. Marta thanked for the explanations.
After my return, I also do not remember much ... I watched the detectives, ate dinner, an insane friend tried to reflect the client's husband. The client herself became a suspect by the police. I went downstairs to practice my voice. I was doing mattress blowing and cow blowing. I don't think you should overdo this cow - for the first time I overloaded my voice and found out what it meant. I took the egg for recovery. I watched Star Wars while resting - the voice rested and after the recording I like it very much :)
Pajamas came, he had a grudge against me, he calls and I don't write back to him. I explained that I live downstairs and have a renovation. He gave me the Bruce Lee books, as always, he also talked and talked a lot. I had a few jokes in front of the girl, although I failed to tell the bird what he was shedding (an egg during the trip). We talked for hours
We also exchanged a bag with David, my mother asked for fear - I explained everything to her and confessed. I also told Monika that she doesn't have to pretend to be my mother anymore
I also tested the purchased recording - we'll see if I can really fall asleep. I talked to Bartek wasp about joint vacations next week, and to poet Łukasz about illusions - although I do not agree with his views. I also sent him this recording to test on himself
PS on the river I listened to the next part of schizophrenia and listened to the end. The girl talked about recovery and now she is a therapist herself. It seems to me that the book is incomplete because it is missing how she recovered. I need to talk to Esther about this
Million Dollars
Yesterday was written with a delay.
In the morning I used to lie down. Around 10-11, the director from Ochikara called me. From what he said, he is also from Rabka and commands the branches in Zakopane and Kraków. As only 2 people are willing in Zakopane, he encouraged me to register myself for the Krk branch. I agreed, although I could also say that I would prefer it buried due to the lower price, unfortunately I did not. His voice was very pleasant. I told him that I knew this school when I attended a technical college there. He was surprised when I wrote the lower Mszane in the form (he even thought it was in the rabka). I explained that I had to rewrite for personal reasons, he was discreet and did not ask for details. We disconnected.
In the morning, too, finally came the hard drive from Bogdan. He added 5-10 more material CDs. There was a lot of sinister stuff. I have to admit that I tried to add a note to each cd. Before the evening, I started copying materials to a portable disk, at the beginning it reached a speed of 2-5MB, later in the evening it was even up to 20MB / s. Avi 700mb movie downloaded in one minute to disk. It also pissed me off that the tiniest movement of the cable or the laptop disconnected the connection to the disk.
At 15 I made an appointment with Bartek. In the meantime, I was watching the detective and writing a progressive script for Bartek (actually I was working with Wampirek for 6 magic numbers). There was a boy in the detectives who missed my mom, he got on the buses to London for luggage. The bus had an accident and they found the boy at the end. Mother decided to find a job in Poland.
Bartek was a lot late, he was supposed to be 15 and he was after 16. Mom also sends him. Then she showed tipsy. We went down with Bartek and I entered it according to the script. As the subconscious said, he laughs at it :) I myself, speaking these words brechtalem with laughter, bartek too :) Subconsciousness gave the numbers: 6, 8, 14, 26, 47, 49. After the screening, we went to send my money to the sports totalizer. I also asked you in the window: If we win these millions, we pick you up :) You smiled. For this text, please be careful, these are numbers worth millions of zlotys. I think I'm going to use this text to pick up some guy in the store. I gave Bartek a coupon as a proof of confidence, but when it turned out at 10:15 pm - Bartek wrote: ass. I had no access to the numbers because they transferred the draw to the TVP Info channel.
They replaced that door today, it pissed me off in the morning, and I have to chase down every now and then, as if Dad couldn't tell everything at once. Before they left, I went upstairs, I wanted to download the files. But my dad asked if I had to do it, because the door had to stand like this. I gave it up, but finally changed his mind and went up. I downloaded files from the hamster and transferred them to the disk. It was here that the speed reached up to 20MB / s. Revelation! I also played an omnipotent look sound: relaxation, motivation, concentration. I wanted to try it yesterday before going to sleep, see if you really fall asleep, but I thought how it would work, in combination with olanzapine it may be uninteresting.
Late in the evening, around 9 p.m. somebody called Bozena. she wanted to talk to my mom. It seemed suspicious to me. I even went to the bench, believing that it would be Monika and impersonate my mother. I thought someone was trying to kick me. I made an appointment with Monika today at 14, but it will not be needed anymore. The third time she called, I said that my mother was asleep and should I pass something on. It turned out that she was her cousin's daughter (i.e. my distant cousin) and she wanted to find out something about the class. I just wonder why she called me? Maybe Mateusz gave her a number? I do not see any other solution.
Today I also need to remind my dad about the ZUS papers, dad already called, but describe the incident in the next report
wtorek, 13 lipca 2010
The bait was splashed
Oh, it's a boring day today, so I guess I'll turn a little
I set the alarm clock at 7:02, a little bit of a light, finally went upstairs to disconnect the router ok in the morning. Rafal came a moment later. Earlier, however, mum and Dawid left for their respective sites. I lounged until 12, meanwhile my dad was coming.
I went to Jurek to get a printout at the polytechnic, I transferred money to the bank. After returning, it turned out that my dad also had an errand, so I visited the bank for the second time. A moment later I went to the river. I also wrote to Rey that I would not be able to come in today (to tell the truth, I did not want to say so).
I listened to the next episodes of schizophrenia. I wrote down important conclusions from today: drugs give uninteresting facial expressions, heavy gait and movement, sleepiness, you gain weight about 20-30 kg, but then the weight returns to normal after stopping these drugs. Poor girl has already finished these drugs, she still burns even 17 hours and the doctors said it was a symptom of the disease. It is sad that my doctor says the same. I'm pissed !!!
Rey called at the river. He knew I was sunbathing, but I felt stupid, although he mentioned it in a cultural way. I think Hania called her dad and found out, at least that was what Rey said
I came back home and I think there was nothing interesting today. I talked to Tom Glowacki at the gg, we were wondering which field of study was the best in computer science, he got into the Jagiellonian University, despite the fact that he had a similar result in computer science to me. from Os� o lotolotku and our experiment (we plan to learn 6 digits using hypnosis). I will have to rewrite the script for progression tomorrow. Ester, unfortunately, canceled the meeting on the 20.
For the first time in a long time I visited nk: as many as 10 messages. I spoke with Sebastian Krawiec. He asked about my relationship, that they were wondering with Kaj� if I had a girlfriend. I told a fictional story, I think I wrote a little long, but in great detail. Then I talked about studies, immortals: we changed the topic of the conversation. I think it worked, maybe Kaji will say it. However, I changed the name instinctively, so I deleted Anita from contacts on NK. I mentioned that we even have common passions (psychology), I am studying medicine and we are going on a holiday together in 1.5 weeks.
PS in the morning, my dad and I also moved the box to the TV. Unfortunately, Spain won yesterday. I also had a description: octopus lick your fingers: D
PS I also wrote on gg, in the matter of eaten 9.75 for the recording on gg. I did not receive a reply to my e-mail from dotpay.
PS I outsmarted David with a suitcase late in the evening. Persphasia, in any event, as if Sebastian or Kaja were asking. Besides, I met Oskak in the park. He walked the kids on a ponytail
niedziela, 11 lipca 2010
Rey2
Once again yesterday was written with a delay.
I set the alarm clock in the morning at 8:30 am, because at 10 am I had an appointment with Bartek Os�. Murdered as usual, I got up at 9:50, ate quickly and waited for Bartek. This one came around 12
We had a nice chat for a while, I liked the joke, and the trackpoint's name was clitoris: D I installed a script for him - a magnet for women. He responded well to autogenous hypnosis and closing his eyes, though his hand rose at the last moment when I was counting 10.
We ended up like 1:05 pm and I was late for Rey. We said goodbye to Bartek, I went upstairs, changed my clothes and flew. I was before the crash, but the door was closed. I called Rey - I was very confident. He was supposed to find me through the window, but I couldn't see him. It turned out that the entrance is on the side, at 3 or 4 there was a name on the intercom: Zawadzka-Rey, I thought it was a flat for my spouse. The name seemed familiar by the way.
I called upstairs, Rey opened the door for me (his name is probably Stanisław, although despite trying to find out, I'm not sure). I think my spouse greeted me in a cold voice at first, but then she became very nice and sympathetic. As it turned out later: It was Hanna Zawadzka, I thought that she used to make wallets for my dad, so my trust grew. I was just wondering how my spouse would receive me, since the guy got to know me under the influence of %%. I explained to Rej the basic computer operation: clicking the mouse, searching for information on the internet, and we were done quickly. I showed my spouse how to speed up the computer and burn CDs. A very nice atmosphere. Rej mentioned a philosophical cafe and decided that we would go there to practice. I didn't like the idea, because I preferred to practice with him at home. I will have to tell him about it tomorrow that I would prefer it. As an argument I use that I am stupid to practice a little on my own, and if in a group, I would prefer to organize one first.
We went to the cafe: she was marika, she looked so adult, that Rey stated that she was the owner. Then we talked about creating an actor's colic - but Rey was imposing a bit of his will. I reminded him in a gentle way that it would be appropriate to talk to the owner first, the spouse agreed with me. PS Spouse picked us up, I was driving in front of a kangoo-like car. There we practiced voice diction: I got to know the exercises with the cow and mooing (it gasps falling down with the trunk), for the diction: jaw, happy, happy, tra, tre tri. We also took Mr. Tadeusz's recording on vinyl records, we borrowed the book Master and Margaret in return. Marika also stated that the professor would rather agree to a theater club because she is open to this type of suggestion that the cafe should be developed. We also found out that almost nobody comes to this cafe.
After a long time we broke up, probably after 3 p.m., I went on foot with Rey, the spouse went, earlier she took Rey apart to talk to him, would Hania put on a mask of a cheerful person ? I do not know, but I did not feel that it was artificial, on the contrary, it was very nice. PS at home it turned out that the actor who plays the detectives is from Rabka and he is her nephew. She had his picture of him with his family on her desk.
We went on foot with Rey, he mentioned that this river was higher, so people could companion and it would be an attraction. We went on and stopped on a bench near the fountain, he was in the shade and I was warmed by the sun. Good deal. A lot, but I nodded a lot, but still the guest has an amazing charisma and a great voice. As for me, a lot has been achieved in my life. After some time we broke up, I said that my girlfriend Anita will come tomorrow, so we will not meet. Earlier, in a cafe, we made an appointment for 15 with him. I am to read The Master and Margaret and memorize one page of the text. He walked down the promenade, I walked on the other side, he didn't want us to go in one direction.
And nothing interesting at home, I was studying for tomorrow's session with Anita in memory of texts. I almost dug up at the suggestion of my hand, but later in the evening she wrote that she will not be able to do so because she has a job. From the rest of the conversation, I had a busy time until Thursday. There was a Uruguay-Germany match, Germany won, it is a pity that Podolski and Klose did not play, Klose could have equaled Ronaldo's record, but the coach would not put him on the pitch. As he said, his only interest is for the Germans to win the 3rd place. The match was beautiful and everyone fought until the last minute.
That evening I did not take zolafrene either, I decided to take 150 mg of tramal and see how it works for me. In the morning I woke up around 9 am full, but I was still lying down out of habit. Now go sunbathing
Tramal2
Today's written on time
I didn't take olanzapine that day. Before 9, I woke up fully rested and refreshed, although I slept until 10-11. I got up, some sandwiches, and went to the silk. Mom went out 3 times today. The first time in more than 4 hours - apparently she was sunbathing. It is difficult to say if I see changes in her skin.
In the gym, I did shoulders, knees my stomach. The cage had terrible soreness, I guess I'll do it once a week to get a good rest. Meanwhile, mom came in. As usual she was preaching, I already instinctively move away when she speaks, eventually she pissed off and left. Mum either doesn't say anything or too much - which could be simpler and shorter. Besides, I don't want to talk to such a girl. Yesterday I remembered that I stood up for Dad again, she again makes him complain about choosing a color in the kitchen. My mother is holy, of course, and blames my dad, she tried to explain, but I'm on my dad's side anyway.
Hah, I thought for a good 30-60 minutes
After the gym I went to sunbathe in front of the block. Initially, I was in front of my mother's lounger, but I moved to Bartek's block. At 13:40, as Bartek had planned, he came. I saw him, but he was walking around the block - as he said, he saw a pretty girl and wanted to see her. He also said that my stomach is smaller, which made me feel very strong.
At the beginning I made a conversation with Bartek with his subconsciousness. I asked about the future: the subconscious said that Bartek will meet a pretty girl today and tomorrow there will be nothing interesting. Then a break, a conversation. In the meantime, my dad came by and wanted something. PS I invited Bartek to the apartment earlier, he used the bathroom and my dad called me, we agreed that I would leave the keys in his shoes for him.
Then I hypnotized Bartek again. We were doing regression, also incarnation. He was in 1900 or 1899. He was about 20 years old on the border between Poland and the Czech Republic, probably the Austrian partition. As he said, the visualization is very pleasant. He was upstairs, he wrote a poem, then he went to town, some friend asked about him and how his girlfriend was. He was home too, but nothing out of the ordinary happened. I left him in this visualization for a long time. I said that I have to stop because I'm in a hurry, but the laptop is actually raining (low battery). I could have said it straight, but I told Bartosz that I was scheduled to learn speed reading.
Later I spent some time at home, it was probably 4 pm. Mom went out again. Between 5.30 p.m. and 6.30 p.m. I took the tram. At first it didn't hurt my head, but it seems to me that over time it turned into positive energy to act. I was in the church, I saw the quartermaster with her son and Ola from the cafe. I like this girl, she has a pretty sister too. Earlier, my brother asked me to give him a suitcase. I succumbed at first, but at the bottom I realized that I must be tough and did not agree. It was a long curse.
I have also given files for hoarding and uploading. I am sending meta-leadership and downloading Lech D�bski liberated mind. I have to hurry because tomorrow the transfer for this week is gone. During the week I didn't have a net and I didn't have how to do it.
I also went to the GG, I talked to Tomek Glowacki, the ester invites me to his place, we arrange the details. Tomek was admitted to the Jagiellonian University, and he has the same% of matura exam as I do. Beata wrote a long letter from her cousin, in short: applied computer science is crap, and I have already signed up there, unfortunately. hmmm ...
I guess that's it. I still feel the positive effect of the tram. Now it's Netherlands-Spain but the match sucks, a lot of fouls, it's not worth watching, that's why I'm on top
PS I bought some recording at gaze.com.pl, but there was an error and I have a problem with getting my money back.
sobota, 10 lipca 2010
Reg
Were it not for the last event of yesterday, the title of today's entry would be: Home Day or Home Day. PS is writing late again.
Throughout the day I read about fast reading, the old broadcast hypnosis (I have the entire website on disk). I flew to Calabria for a pizza, David returned from Bochnia - he brought dirt and the whole house smelled of socks
I watched the honeymoon years - an episode with the impersonation of T.Norek as an interior expert. Detectives - a repeat of the girl who was kidnapped - title: motorcycle rally.
The octopus bets Spaniards as the winners, and Germany on the bronze medals.
In the evening Arek called, he was returning from Paulina. Earlier, however, I called to see if he would lend me an orange shirt - unfortunately he took it to Paulina and she was soaked in sweat. Then we met in the park - I was supposed to offer him cheese fries on the occasion of a missed birthday wish. Unfortunately, he was in a hurry, I escorted a piece to the salty. Arek told me to talk to my dad and help him with the money. However, I am foolishly drawn to my father and I am willing to help him beneficially.
Coming back, I went to the �abka: peanuts and rozek.
But the most important meeting of the day. I met a guy whose name is probably: Miko�aj Rej. Great guy. The first one asked me for a French or Spanish word. I did not know he was Foam, he only told me this himself.
PS before this event, two homies asked me to give them a call heyah - I have no money - I replied.
The guy was holding on to the railing and could barely hear me. He had an amazing personality, charisma - even though he was drunk. He gave his phone number, knows mnemonics and can learn a foreign language in 3 months. As he claims - he knows a lot of them.
Today I have an appointment with him at 13, he lives with the old Krych. I told him that I was a programmer and we offered an exchange: I would teach his wife how to use a computer, and he would train me in diction - he had an impressive voice. A ... He also gave me his grace, I hid it next to it in the basement. In a moment I'm going there to hide it more carefully. Apparently, there are many words written on it, you just need to put something on it to read them.
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