wtorek, 22 marca 2011
ManTree
golf ball, ave12345, autograph autograph, ambitions to write the game, autograph autograph
The day was finally written on time
I think I forgot to write recently, but to practice the kegel muscles you will need a small pinpong ball or something that will imitate it: maybe a very small apple, pit after avocado ...
Besides - I probably slept that night, I took tranxene 10mg + zolpidem late, played music on my headphones and probably slept, but I fell asleep late, because in the morning I realized that the art of contact with people is still about - the rules seem quite interesting to me. ..
I got up a little before 11am, at the time I was playing millionaires and I couldn't help but do it under the bed. millionaires drowned it out a bit. Dad wanted to give me a pension slip - I was in bed then and I told him to put it on the table, because why is he giving it to me. I could add: "Can't you guess?".
Dad took my grandfather somewhere - probably also to the doctor. At that time, I went about my own affairs. I was getting ready for a trip to the city, my dad scolded me that he would not make it to an ophthalmologist. theoretically, if I had the money with me then.
I followed the tracks, I noticed that I was going faster this time. I went to the post office, on the bench in front of Malgosia I saw a very mature girl's appearance. I went to the post office to collect my pension, the lady also asked me for a proof to confirm my identity - all ok. I got over PLN 580, from what later I learned from my grandfather every year I increase the pension by about PLN 20. Grandpa started from 600 PLN.
I went on quickly to an ophthalmologist. I knew he was admitting until 1pm, but I wanted to make sure. I was about 7 minutes early, but since she's cool, I didn't want to bother her anymore. then, as my grandfather rightly said at home - I could have done a little differently. Just go in, knock, and you would certainly like to see me, because it is a private visit and you will be glad to earn a little more. Interestingly, this doctor bills you - amazing!
Then I went to the spa. I wanted to start a conversation with a certain implication by buying a cookie: "Hello, recently I had an oatmeal cookie, I liked it very much" - give you an oatmeal cookie? // I really wanted a black ball, but I took both.
I went at the table, on the right you can drink one of the few water - each for different ailments. Some for inhalation, others for drinking. I took my laptop, I wanted to connect with the spa. I think I entered the WEP password 1234567890 correctly, but unfortunately there was a problem with the IP address. There was no DHCP, I tried manually, but there was no internet connection anyway. Later in Greg I found out that the password to ave is: ave12345: D
After I finished, I moved on. I went to chestnuts on the internet. I ordered a coffee - I felt I had a lot of money and spent a lot during that day. There was also the WRU team - that whole michalek. on a logical level - cautious, but emotionally moderately. I took my laptop and sorted out a few things: under, gg with grzesek, data to allegro, I was also able to download the drug compendium. I could use a health encyclopedia, but I think I installed one recently on my dad's computer. Some other homies were probably rubbing against my seat on purpose. Finally, I went out into the world.
I went to the post office, I wanted to send parcels, but the queue was terrible. I went again to the place where I received the rent, to buy envelopes, but linden. I went downstairs to pick up the power supply. I checked 5V, 1A and it's okay - but at home it turned out that the cable is only 0.5m, in addition it cost as much as PLN 38 without a bill
I took the tight bus home. Quick dinner, and I went to Greg - with the IBm laptop, I guess
Being at the entrance, I was worried about the jacket that it would break more - and here I made another mistake. I gave up, I could say that it is artificial leather and it is a pity that it would destroy itself.
PS after leaving the health center I was downstairs at the optician's, but they were terribly expensive. I also visited pharmacies and bought skylight drops. Unfortunately, they didn't have kindergartens, only ones, 2, 3 ...
Before I went to greg, I visited the store. I wanted to buy ice cream, but I bought cips and tea to drink. I was almost still talking to Greg. I lied blood from my eyes to dramatize it. Being in front of the computers, my eyes and head hurt a lot. We turned off one lamp and it helped a little, although on the other hand there was an excuse to go, because I had learned little with Pawn. Unfortunately, I was spinning - because I didn't study that much. Here I found out what the password to ave is, and that Grzesiek has an open autograph. Kuba Turski, his dad is said to be sponsoring a wake-up call. Man, I would like you to arrange an autograph for me as well, or at least take a photo with it. I showed him a little bit of my program security concept. At about 21 I went back home
The discovery was about the visitor and lucid dreams in which he symbolically predicted the future. Then about the tree man, who looked like a tree by some bacteria.
poniedziałek, 21 marca 2011
Severe Hypnosis
unexpected phone call by Marek Janicki - Torah
a sleepless night for the tick, missed call from mom's Ark, red eye
begin reading a book on brain waves and writing notes
severe scream hypnosis
on the way to buy at the stescal
take weights and boxing gloves, say goodbye to the shout, go to the hospital, visit David, failed mass, drive home
Yesterday's written traditionally with a delay.
In the morning I was supposed to go with Ark's mother to visit him in the hospital. However, after a sleepless night it was rather impossible, and I had my phone turned off for the evening.
Before Krzysk's arrival, I did two exercises from his book on brain waves and wrote them down for notes. Shaking my head probably affected my eyes because they hurt a little less (although I still felt them) and the redness disappeared. We ate dinner, Krzysiek came and I went to get him along the tracks
Marek Janicki called twice on the tracks. I did not answer and called back on my grandfather's phone. He introduced himself as "marek malecski - artist painter". I thought it was a joke, but I think he was pretty serious. Strange ... He claimed I played him a siren and he called back to check who I was. I don't like it, I think someone is spying on me or listening on the phone - the only question is why? It's a strange coincidence that I just had him in my contacts, and I was looking at the phone and I did not dial anyone like that ... The guy said that some balls on the network ...
When I met the scream, we went to my cellar. I downloaded mentalWay to his removable drive from his laptop We started hypnosis - here are some things I found out
- Inactive areas of the brain 7% - Shit right, - he replied. It's like having 10 hands and only using two, what do you get the other 8 for?
- Hypnosis in hypnosis - the subconsciousness hypnotizes me - he said that he has nothing for the opposite and it does not matter at all, but he says that I am already in a trance now, but he does not realize it and when he hypnotizes me I will find out about this
- Photo reading - he remembered nothing from the book he had read, but he said it was a good thing. He quoted a quote from Kasia Szafranowska about science (I think she likes this woman). We talked about it that I would love to have such an ability and when he succeeds in putting me into a trance - please try to get me this skill.
- OOBE you have ever experienced? - he spoke in quite a poetic language, but concludes that he claims that something like this does not exist
- Overconsciousness�� - Absolutely, he controls the impulses and knows everything.
// more or less after this question, he said that we have to finish because there is no more strength. I asked if I could strengthen him, because I wanted to continue, unfortunately I was silent. So I brought him out of his trance. The whole hypnosis lasted about 1.5 hours and it must have been very exhausting for him. other quotes:
- He wants power, focus, what is happening, that you will win
- You play certain roles - you are able to
- muche catches, pierces wider
- Not a hypnotic state - emotions !!! This is probably very important when making any changes !!!
- Areas of the brain - he cannot answer what he is responsible for, he sees with images
- Science should turn by itself.
- Personality creates the unconscious
- // We also did an experiment with reading minds, or rather emotions. I screwed up a bit because he failed to read it, but it was rather my fault
I also failed to ask questions through cries and perform hypnosis through him. I took the boxing gloves from the basement and the weights for the legs. It was hard to walk. We parted in front of the block, I went to the hospital to visit David, and he to the bus stop.
I was in the hospital on time, we had a great conversation with David - many jokes. Then to the church, but it turned out that there was no mass, because in our parish they had not changed the time yet - I did not know that each parish has its own laws in this matter.
We went home, on the way I suggested mentalWay - I said it was a recording of a former priest, but he said that if there were a priest, he must have strange views. I could tell him that you don't even know the guest, and you are already criticizing him and you are skeptical
At home, I continued to do head and hips a little. My eye hurt even more with some point in my brain / head. I decided that tomorrow (which is today when I am writing here) I will go to an ophthalmologist privately. Grandpa recommended this woman very much, I also talked about a psychiatrist in this center and I think he will sign up for him - you will be able to get drugs, but I have to think over the tactics. maybe it will connect with neurological problems and with the eye, I will get Relanium or Xanax and zolpidem: D
Before going to bed, we played millionaires with my grandfather. It's probably late today, but I think I fell asleep, and in the morning I woke up refreshed. 10 mg of tranxene and 5 mg of Zolpidem taken at a late time probably worked. I noticed that for some time I had a pain in the lumbar region from the bed. I decided that from now on, I am sleeping on the ground, because it seems to me that my back is getting very crooked. you will also need to practice this episode a bit.
niedziela, 20 marca 2011
VitalyKlicka
Yesterday is traditionally written with opposition
As usual, I woke up late from insomnia. I think I was taking 10mg Tranxene = 5mg Zolpidem, but it didn't help much
Somehow, Arek's mother called on my grandfather's phone. We talked for about 14 minutes, she said she had an accident. She described the incident, well that his cousin was nearby and found him. From what she said, arek probably caused death, although not his fault, because some woman drove him, wanted to avoid it and unfortunately ... hand.
I also made a mistake during this conversation. I declared that I would come with them in the morning. I know that normally at this time of sleep, I would like to come, but I could say that I can't do it with dignity // not to give a reason or give a reason - insomnia, and his mother could help //
Besides, I practiced my mind on my dad's computer, my eye hurts more and more, I canceled my visit to Greg and I made an appointment for Sunday (that is today), I talked with Kasia about all this and we explained that there was a fault on both sides.
In the evening I watched Kliczko fight with this negro. Kliczko defeated him in the first round with a nocturn, but Kliczko scared him and he twisted his leg. I have my grandfather's fight recorded on DVD. I also got a scream from my dad that I haven't settled with the cable for the strike yet.
After the fight, I took tranxene 10mg + zolpidem, listened to the art of winning people, slightly accelerated to the music, but when it ended or jumped to the next piece - unfortunately I woke up.
sobota, 19 marca 2011
Ark You are alive
Yesterday's day is traditionally written with a delay. Unfortunately, insomnia continues
I got up quite late because I think it was only 12. Then I exercised my stomach, I took creatine. I still felt soreness in my back after the previous training, I came up with the idea to move the dead string to training with the belly. And so you finally have to write a training plan.
I also took muscle measurements. Grandfather measured my biceps only 39 cm, which gave me a bit of a break. But I started to measure other parts by myself: lower leg 41 which is + 1cm, chest 104 which is almost + 2cm - I thought strangely, because other parts went up. So I measured my biceps myself with a USB cable and it was a little over 40cm, so it is possible that my grandfather measured me incorrectly. To be sure, I measured the leg with a cable and it also came out about 41cm + -0.5cm.
I took a nap in the afternoon. I was supposed to go to Rabka to arrange a few things, but I thought that I would go with Arek after 6 pm. Besides, I should practice PAWN for Grzesko. In the afternoon I was lucky to fall asleep for about 1-2 hours, then the arek called, we guessed at 18:20. I went to the bus stop and waited a long time. in the meantime, I called, wrote, but the phone was turned off. There were also 2 cars at the stop - one big like a pickup truck and the other a seat ibiza, but it sure wasn't a Ford. So I went to the store to buy something to eat. I bought a snicker. in the meantime, I heard rumors that there was an accident, then or earlier I probably heard an ambulance - that's how I associated myself with maybe it was Arek? So I went home and thought about it a bit
Quite late, I called Arek's house, she picked up the angel. Finally, she said that he would not be // such a sad voice for a longer time // oh I wondered for a long time about the Ark, was it him by any chance? But I was afraid to ask about something more, Angelika.
around midnight we went to sleep, I uploaded the movie XYZ, although the actual title was XXY. I thought something about sex / conception. The movie was horrible, about a girl who was hermaphrodite, and unfortunately I didn't fall asleep with it. About 3 am, because I still haven't slept, I decided to take Tranxene 10mg + Zolpidem 5mg. I think I slept a bit in the morning, but I still have trouble sleeping.
PS I forgot to write about a technique that I discovered again by accident. Something like "do not exaggerate" and "not sure" D. Carnegie.
- A few days ago he wrote grzesiek how I'm doing with PAWN. I had to reply emphatically: that when I come on Saturday, this time I will have "some knowledge". I wanted to write "maximum knowledge" but if I did, it would sound insolent. It was more sincere and probable
In other cases, the word "some knowledge" can be replaced with "some knowledge"
piątek, 18 marca 2011
Silence
Yesterday was written with a delay and I will shorten it a bit
In the morning I was going to Krakow. Again, however, a roughly sleepless night. at 12:25 I was supposed to go to the main station, but there was no chance for me to make it already. So I went to the crossroads near the shovel and waited for the bus. One passed the green one and he did not take me, there was one of the bottom mszana and only around 1:30 pm there was a bus. So I waited about an hour at the bus stop
I showed the busie the ticket // it must be noted that it was the rabbus company // he was surprised that I did not have the card, I said that I just haven't got it yet. I gave him an account on which at the moment he could not see much, but the most important ones were personal data and the date of validity of the ticket. He himself stated that he couldn't see anything, but he let me in. Such an older nice driver, I regret using him. Meanwhile, I wrote to Kasia that the bus did not stop and I was a bit late
I arrived somewhere at 3:00 PM at the roundabout and waited for the cashier. It was terribly cold and windy, and it is always cooler since the Vistula River. in the meantime, I bought a brown obwarzanek from this nice lady who once gave me a mobile phone.
We got on at 19 and got off at the main post office. Kasia did not want to sit on the tram because she said she was not an old grandmother. I, however, sat down because there was an empty seat. in the meantime, we were writing some stupid text messages. I already wanted to write that if he does not come and hug me, there is a nice blonde in front of me who will definitely agree to my request: D
We went a long way through the market square on Florianska Street. I talked terrible stupid things, I think I only say stupid things in front of Kasia, maybe because she says so little ... Several times I felt attacked by her. I also had to ask for funding, because I only had PLN 9. We ate a hamburger and there was such // at least for me // a pleasant silence. I've tried to talk a few times, but keep quiet. So I took my laptop and checked a few things, including mobile phone programs for my grandfather // I downloaded a packet of programs // Kasia didn't say anything so that she wouldn't feel lonely, I moved next to her. I asked again what is so quiet and she is so slightly aggressive "what should I say?". Then another sentence: "in a moment I will leave". I was in such a state that I just didn't want to say anything. Finally she left and I think she was waiting for me to say something or stop me, but I didn't. She also left money, I took it.
I felt a bit devastated and I was looking for a tram, but unfortunately I didn't have one. I went in the direction of the Krakow gallery, I still saw it at the bus stop, but I did not go to it. I went to the gallery a bit with tears in my eyes, the tram was gone, I was ready to cancel my meeting with Krzyski, just to go home for Tramal and prevent this terrible mental state. In front of the Florian Gate, I also met a zebra, I told him slightly aggressively: "Fuck off!"
I went downstairs for ice cream to calm down and I liked it very much. I went upstairs and met Kasie on the bench. I sat down next to her. We talked over text messages. Finally, aggressively again "and what am I supposed to say". After a long moment, I explained to her what I just felt, this conversation made me very much calmer. at the end I said:
"the fact that I do not cry or take offense does not mean that I am not sorry, because I am! I wanted to tell you before I go " - but I do not remember the exact words I used.
I went to a meeting with Krzysk, and Kasia seemed to come across to me and looked at me. I saw her calling. Finally I went to another cafe, I was looking for a shout, he was a little late as usual. When he came, Kasia was gone. I found a place, talked to Krzyski a bit. He lent me his Book on the Mind, it's good that there isn't so much to read. He was talking about his supposed girlfriend. We finally broke up. Man, I'm wondering what else we were talking about, but I can't remember.
I took the last bus to Rabka, before I went, I bought tofia ice cream at mcDonald for PLN 3. I listened to the buddha on the bus, when we got to Rabka, I asked the bus driver if he was going to Zaryte. He said that, unfortunately, he was going in the opposite direction // it was this nice old man with whom I once talked about work // he left me at the train station and I went home on foot
PS I also remembered that a large part of the day I played millionaires on my grandfather's phone. A very addictive game.
I wrote to my dad or informed my grandfather that I was coming home. Dad wrote back and offered to come to Nowy Swiat and we would go again. I said I would walk the tracks. my eye is terribly sensitive to cold.
at home, some conversation with my grandfather, Witalij Kliczko has a fight soon and I would love to see it. After some time we went to sleep, something I must have fell asleep for a while. However, when I woke up around 2:00 am I took relanium + 5 mg zolpidem, but I did not fall asleep and in the morning I was also terribly scared. Kasia also wrote an explanation that I liked, but I did not write back to her, I think I was so tired. In the morning I also played millionaires in the toilet
czwartek, 17 marca 2011
Creatine Start
A day written on time. That night, unfortunately, I didn't sleep again, instead of raisins, I took the dates I bought yesterday and maybe that's why. Besides, I did not take protein for the night, I did not eat a large meal for the evening.
At 12 o'clock I started practicing. Kasia asked me to send the text message again, because I did not get to her in full. Here I was disappointed, as my grandfather's phone unfortunately does not save messages. But as it turned out, somehow it was in drafts and I sent her again. As I later discovered // or rather before the moment // the samsung flip closes, sending the message is stopped.
At 12 o'clock I started practicing. I felt triceps well, I was dressed in a sweatshirt, long sweatpants and had a pillow on my thighs. The paws in the mirror seemed much larger to me. Tomorrow I should finally take my measurements, because probably last week I missed this necessary activity, allowing me to monitor the effects of training. From today I started using Creatine, valid until April 1, so you need to use it as soon as possible. I added grape sugar to it from my grandfather. Even edible in taste, I hope it won't hurt me.
My eye hurt during the day. When I was watching inception, when I was touched I just got one eye narrowed and the other eye was dry. Later I talked about it with my grandfather, I also checked it in the encyclopedia of health. She pointed out that it was a dry eye syndrome caused by adhesive or too long sitting in front of the computer. Just not enough eyes flickered. Tomorrow I have to make a printout of the mbank, get money, buy skylight drops and zero glasses at the pharmacy.
In the morning I listened to the buddha - this book is infamous and I really like their religion. To think that it was built 500 years before our era.
In the evening we watched a movie about WikiLeads. In the afternoon I was in the shop and practiced a bit of my photographic memory. there were not only bananas in the store, but I bought dry cookies that even my grandfather liked.
A while ago I was talking to Arek - he tried to introduce his warez business to me, but for me it turned a bit and I do not see anything extraordinary in it.
Soon there will be a fight between Kliczko and some undefeated Negro - I would love to see it.
Jaroslaw Kaczynski has a complex about D. Tusk and presumably in a moment he was accused of causing a Tsunami in Japan: Dg
środa, 16 marca 2011
SleepyDay
A day written with opposition:
How did I get a rest with a restorative sleep
- Nifuroxazite - destroys bacteria
- Dried fruits - // check on google
- Nettle, chamomile, lemon balm, mint - cleanses the body
- tramal + relanium at night in the morning, but this earlier
- Go to bed early
- All day in bed
- Physical exercise
- Playing the movie for the evening
Take the tram with relanium in the morning
About 12 exercises after them I felt great
You don't go to the ophthalmologist even though he was 14, which I realized in the morning
All day lying in bed
Watching mentalWay
Dad went through things in the morning. I was worried not to get my pills in my pocket
You go to your grandfather's store. 4 beers, 3 tomatoes, and 2 packets of raisins
Peeling potatoes. Through the work, it seems to me that I will come to greater responsibility
Conversations with my grandfather about David: what do my friends appreciate him for? A: David is dry
600sms purchased especially for Kasia
Early family sleep + nettle = brilliant sleep + inception viewing
David - suspicion of an appendix
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