niedziela, 2 września 2012
4Hacks
Today I wrote 4 Hacks to infhack.blogspot.com
I hope that together with David we will now deal with promoting this website :)
I also set up a facebook. I spoke to Esther. Nothing special happened. Boring Sunday. I haven't learned anything special
sobota, 1 września 2012
2Marty
2Marty, Zazi being kicked out of home, Pearl Harbor
Traditional morning - training. It was after the rain, the air was humid. I was surprised by the weight of the body ranging in the range of 75 or even 76 kilograms. I hope it's a muscle mass, because in the morning I have a waist of 82 cm. The training was so much different and I used a push-up handrail and a triceps handrail.
Marta wrote in the vicinity of noon. She asked me to fix her computer. She said she has time today so I'll come over to her.
I went a long way with glasses and headphones with good music. Her dad must have been in front of the house because he was very similar. Magda's sister opened it, she seemed to be a little different in character. When I met her once she was a bit aggressive, now I saw a nice and nice girl. She said that I have changed a lot and I look great. This conversation made me think about this conversation with a smile on my face for the next hour. Then I went on too.
As it turned out later - I wrote with Marta thin and not Marta Tomalczyk. I had two Marts signed in the same way :) Hehe :)
In the morning Zazi from Adam's home called me. He said he was kicked out of the house and he needs a place to stay. I agreed to provide him with accommodation. Then, around 4pm, he wrote a text message and, however, made up with his mother.
Now Pearl Harbor is on, and I am finally writing a diary to the rhythm of the music, thanks to which I have the motivation to write it.
piątek, 31 sierpnia 2012
Appreciation))
As if you could say - I missed writing my diary once again. Sleepiness, laziness. I did not want to write terribly.
In the morning, while at the same time, I met a woman who asked me why I walk barefoot on stones. I told her about the health benefits of water, herbs, stones, and horsetail. I felt very appreciated and happy and I could help her in some way :) Then a man joined the conversation. He talked about his daughter who sang and appeared in many shows, including IDOL. Her face swelled terribly, where doctors could not determine the cause.
As always lazy during the day. I almost finished listening to the rebirth of the phoenix.
I feel stronger and stronger thanks to the power of herbs :)
I learned today and it is worth going out to people and helping them :)
I also talked to Kaja in the evening about how she broke up with her boyfriend. She said she felt weird now.
Porn
Climbing compared to my life situation. In the end I got to the top and then only gully.
In the evening and in the afternoon I watched porn. Interestingly, I did not masturbate, I practiced endurance.
Again, I didn't feel like anything.
But the push-up rails came today, but they stinked terribly.
I have finished reading The Rebirth of the Phoenix by Nicodemus Marshal.
Today workers have come to do with the radiators.
I was breathing a lot too. I felt great. So hydrated. They finally cracked the muck in their mouth and they bleed heavily, but they come back again. What is this? Maybe it's from the spine? I do not know.
I also tested Nicodemus Marshal's CSS meditations to stay motionless for 30 minutes.
I also listened to the diary from May and June last year. Today I look at myself how much richer I am in new life experiences. It's amazing how much I learned, how much I got to know myself, what I discovered. How the acquired knowledge allowed me to rebuild muscle mass in a short time.
What I learned today: use music to read books and diary. Music is a wonderful medicine as I have already mentioned before.
czwartek, 30 sierpnia 2012
Peak of Opportunities
Wake up 4:00 total insomnia. I meditated in the intention that the expedition would not take place, I even created a special notebook which I called deathNote.
Romek came for me, we went for Bartek and Olge and to beech wood.
The expedition only made me feel like I didn't want to walk, but I did. I even climbed sharp rocks. I was very afraid that something would happen to me, both my life, my tailbone and my health.
Today, however, when I look at the photos from the expedition, I think it's really worth it. It was a fantastic trophy. I don't want to write the details of the Expedition.
In the evening, Kaja wrote and broke up with her boyfriend and is in despair.
środa, 29 sierpnia 2012
Meditative Affirmation
Yesterday was written with a delay
Just write a few things
Meditative Affirmation - I did it more or less like this, making the affirmations "tomorrow I am having a pleasant trip down the hill" while meditating at the same time.
The meditation does not flare when read from the book Rebirth of the Phoenix
In your mind, say the word "I like you" to the interlocutor in order to have better contact with him.
I couldn't sleep at night. I meditated, I even set up my own Death Note. In the morning 4:00 a.m. wake up after a sleepless night. The rest in a moment.
poniedziałek, 27 sierpnia 2012
After the shock
I feel great
The breaths took the matter out fantastically. I do not know if it was the acceptance of feelings or their suppression, but it was not. Maybe acceptance, because my body needed more oxygen in this state. Wow, 15 min was enough.
In the morning I checked the email from arletta. I was wondering what the cards will do. As he says: The cards indicate that Kaja still has feelings for me and it is worth fighting for. And the fact that the other man is interested is due to the lack of contact, I neglected the contact.
I got up today exceptionally early. I think even 6 and I went to exercise. I came up with the idea that I can practice push-ups on the handrails that I ordered today. Likewise, triceps. I did a full training session with two warm-ups and breathing.
Today I talked with Rafal. I made an appointment with him on September 3. A moment later Roman called. I made an appointment with him in advance on Wednesday with Bartek and his girlfriend. There will be great company :)
Besides, what happened today. Darek came, I gave him the ring, he was amazed at my progress in walking.
I guess that's it. I did not write to Kaja. Somehow I didn't feel the need.
What I learned today: probably nothing.
The affirmation for today was: I am a user of my mind full of love :)
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