sobota, 15 grudnia 2012
Sickness
Yesterday was written with a slight delay, therefore I will write it in a telegraph abbreviation:
Great laziness all day long. I came out almost completely from a cold. For the day I lay there and did nothing
I did one old visualization training exercise: namely I turned on the IPLA and watched everything without a picture visualizing the situations.
I slept all day. I was doing nothing. I tried to read the angel's message, partly regretting what he was saying. Speaking of HUJ WITH IT I won't do it. Why do I need it!
I went to sleep early. I did a modified vibration of the brain waves in a lying position - I nodded my head from side to side, or rather turned it. It worked! I did the Rebrithing exercise for a long time, at least 15 minutes. Then I didn't want more.
What I have learned today: exercises to improve visualization plus a Rebrithing exercise.
czwartek, 13 grudnia 2012
Sebastianowicz
December 13 - I met Sebastianowicz.
Today I woke up well rested at 3:00 in the morning. I made myself a nettle and drank a lot of water. After all, I still have a cold.
Ha, today I managed to avoid taking medications all day :)
At 9:00 am I went to the hairdresser. My favorite hairdresser, Asia, was there. We talked about vocational exams, about work etc ...
I came back home, I did some Morawberry shopping for Grandpa, but everything was wrong. Bananas rotten, cookies not good and coffee too much. Today my mother pointed out to me that I should not drink drugs and drink juices, especially grapefruit. Fuck - who did she suddenly get this information from. Were they calling doctor Zarowski?
At 12 I went to dr. Sebastianowicz at the Puls clinic. Being there, I was afraid not to meet Rita Jozwiakowska by accident. Unresolved cases always come back to us.
Get stressed out with my insurance. However, when I entered it turned out that the visits are private ... But I gave spots. I was not informed about it at all. So I came up with an idea to look for where Sebastian still accepts - from what I remember somewhere in Krakow.
I left the clinic towards the hospital. On the way I bought pizzas in steskal near Fuss, and then another sandwich in the buffet at the hospital. Oh, it was cold.
I went home, nothing interesting happened at home. Fortunately, I managed to avoid drugs all day. Now, for the night, as usual, I got really fed up. Homeopathy - it destroys health especially.
I choose darkness
I remembered 2 dreams:
The first time I was at my grandfather's and I walked into the kitchen with my shoes on. I pledged to clean the kitchen.
2 with Dr. House. I felt dr. Wilson. Our block 13a was like a hospital. I dreamed that 2 girls came to me and wanted to complain about dr. House that what kind of doctor is this, since the advanced stage of cancer cannot distinguish from leukemia. I went to House. We injected each other into the patients with some poisons. I think my patient's head exploded - he shouted freezer / freezer. I was devastated to be ready to wire the House for counterfeit prescriptions. Finally, House says he doesn't know who he is, a dermatologist, a nephrologist (...) but he knows one thing - he'll do anything to fix the spine.
December 14 - I Choose Darkness.
The day did not differ much from the other days. In the morning I read the diary of August 2010 in my speed reading program. I read every 2 words.
I spent a lot of time in bed. In the afternoon I had to train so I trained my stomach, chest and legs.
At 4:00 PM I had an appointment channeling with Wioletta for today. We talked about it that by December 21, that is when the world entered this whole aquarius (I don't know what's going on, I don't know any esoterics) we should decide whether we want to be bad or good. After listening to this at the beginning, I wanted to be angry.
Wioletta contacted some Angel of joy. But when I heard this, I had this regret, I said to myself: I will not be doing any meditation technique. It sucks, it is stupid !!! HUJ WITH IT. I'll be licking like dr. House tramal, I'll get my good old talk back and eat people with my hate. Why do I need some fucking meditation!
Before we channeled, I spoke with David about Christmas gifts for parents. Dad a little laptop and mom a new mobile phone.
I'm not fucking doing anything! I have what is there, I have a place to live, I regain my health thanks to my herbs. I just want to get back my super earthly good talk !!! I hate people!
Huj with Angels, channeling and esoteric. HUJ WITH IT !!!
środa, 12 grudnia 2012
December 12
Yesterday, December 12, written with a delay.
I got cold, but I bravely coped with garlic, plenty of water with lemon and nettle. Today, although slightly weak, I feel much better, and alternate showers.
Mum was in Krakow all day. I spent the day at home because of a cold.
I turned on the New Age Gods, but I couldn't hear the lies they were telling about my master OSHO. I turned it off, the television is lying.
I had a dream last night about Gum to live. Maybe there was something in it, maybe it was needed to go to Sebastianowicz, but more about it in the next post.
wtorek, 11 grudnia 2012
Osho Autobiography 2
Today's Dreams: Mountain Expedition, meanwhile on the train you will rob us. I remember the text that this mountain trip was supposed to last 30 days. I called it the mountain expedition, because this expedition happened somehow as if in a skip when we were robbed on a train. Interestingly, they forgot to circle "us", i.e. me and Tomek Marek - I think you were him, but why did he appear in this dream ?.
The second dream, moments after waking up, when I wanted to record the dreams was the fight between Wacha and Klitchko.
Yesterday was written with a slight delay.
In the morning I had a very optimized training. I started practicing at 8:00 AM and finished at 9:00 AM. Something incredible in my performance.
After the training, I prepared myself for an appointment with an ophthalmologist. I quickly made up my mind, ate something, and a little after 10 I was in the clinic. I met Angelik on the spot. She wrote her way a day earlier to me on Facebook. Maybe we thought together. Her sister was then on a visit to the dermatologist Dr. Dragonfly. Dr. the pacifier, of course, arranged everything in 2 minutes for PLN 40. Hehe.
Oculist visit: not very satisfying. The same visual impairment 0.25 and 0.50. Droplets on dry eyes. She didn't notice that my head ached in one place and it was putting pressure on the nerves in my right eye. I am not satisfied with this.
After the ophthalmologist, I brought the insurance to the clinic, as asked by Rafal Pawlik. I met dr. Prochyre - great guy. He asked in a friendly voice: Lord to me? I explained that I had only come to report the insurance.
I went out and wandered a bit after the rabka. For a change, I went a different route. I bought 2 cereal bars in kefir and cabbage soup in Malagasy. I was in the bookstore next to Rafal Pawlik. I asked if they bought books and books about medicine and a healthy lifestyle. I came across the book Self-healing with the BSM method. Since it was sealed, I downloaded the e-book from the Internet.
I have been wearing underpants for 2 days at home. I feel such an incredible desire to act lightly and freely. I feel good about it. This way I read books, I listened to the magic of reading. It feels so nice: snow and winter outside. I don't have to work and go to school. It's pretty good :)
http://chomikuj.pl/bronex/Medycyna+naturalna/Ezoteryka << interesting hamster, interesting movies. Worth watching
I also resumed juggling with balls. Not only that it synchornizes this exercise, it strengthens its power.
Osho's Autobiography: Osho was the only one who had the courage to complain to his teacher for being tortured by Master Kantar.
21 years osho nervous breakdown. According to osho, only those who are ready to go mad can reach god.
I wanted to do a fasting for this day, but I gave up on this idea. Today my mother was going to Krakow for some surgery. I don't know exactly, I'm not interested in her. At night, just before going to bed, I ate 2 bananas and a few slices. At night I opened my window and slept with the window open. I woke up at 5 am well rested. I wonder how, after this break of several days without a window and without food, I could get up early. we'll see in 2 weeks. After all, my idea of homeopathy lasts until December 21st.
What I learned today: Lots of interesting things. Books are a good way to deal with my present loneliness.
niedziela, 9 grudnia 2012
Osho Autobiography
Peaceful winter day
I spent almost all of my time at home.
In the morning, Rafal Pawlik called me. He said he wanted to give me a lift because he was passing in the area, but I turned on the phone too late.
We continued talking about my feelings. I gave him the movie. I felt such a hunger during our conversation as if it lasted too short.
On my way out I met a girl who was also recently. Hoarse voice, but she tried to be nice.
While at home, Rafal called again and my insurance ran out. I have committed myself to report a new insurance tomorrow.
I spent the day in my pants. Although I did not look my best in them, I felt very comfortable. I have completed the notes on starchies in my book diary and on lucid dreams.
I was reading my autobiography in the evening.
I was in touch with the channeling girl Violetta. However, he takes up to PLN 120 for such sessions. We'll see what Mirriel says to that.
Tomorrow to the ophthalmologist.
Deprivation Chamber
December 9 - Today
2 dreams around 6:00. Holes as in the matrix (I wrote so, but I don't remember what's going on anymore). Rafal Pawlik's second dream on a wheelchair. Ninja Pads went crazy around town. Next to Rafal a spouse but much older with dry eyes.
In addition, the morning training 39cm cold, Nothing special happened, I healed Adrian at a distance. The placebo effect worked on his teeth, but the reiki effect was moderate. I tried to heal my tongue on myself - no results.
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