Baking soda

February 18 - Baking soda Morning workout in the park. I also played Bubble IQ. Today I didn't want to exercise my mind, I preferred to lie in bed Today I started the baking soda treatment. We'll see what happens Shopping in the afternoon. I bought flip flops, a hair razor and headphones. panic because of sight. Cold needles again. I was preparing a bit for tomorrow's trip to Krakow. I showed David the belly. He liked my slightly muscular radiator. In the evening I ate 4 slices with butter and garlic + 2 rolls Tomorrow I'm going to Krakow. Lots of things to do.

Meditation TV

Dream: some grandmother, I was suggesting ointment for the joints. I felt sorry for her I slept in my clothes, February 17 - Meditation TV Laptop in bed - completely new interesting experience. Thanks to this, I don't think about pain. I spent almost the whole day in bed. I turned on Dr. House today and then watched many episodes of DeathNote. It made me relax in bed meditatively, maybe more hypnotic. In addition, I kept repeating the mantra: my body is hot, my body is hot ... Written by Drops and Mateusz Labuda. Mateusz wrote what's going on with me. In a way, I dismissed him, I didn't want to talk to him. It seems to me that I felt a surge of energy momentarily, but I quickly wanted to suppress it. I wanted to be creative again, create computer programs to earn money, but when I went to the computer I think to myself: crap I don't want to ... I have to suppress it, get rid of it, I want to be lazy and go to bed. Today I'm going to sleep with my clothes on again. It's a new experience for me, it's something else.

HymnKu GloryTramalowi

February 16 - Hymn To the Glory of Tramal A day on time. Walk in the morning, breathe, but I didn't feel like anything. Then a hearty breakfast of 5 slices, but a whole onion to kill the bacteria in me. Guilt again for eating so much. this conflict again - I would like to switch to light feeding, I don't need food. How much money would I save on scorching, how much time. That would be cool. on the other hand, I succumbed to the temptation to taste and stuff my stomach. But yesterday afternoon I was stuck in a beautiful feeling of light hunger where I felt a lot of energy. It was so beautiful Today I feel sorry for myself again. In the morning I had a bit of energy, I wrote an article on my website about vitamin C, I made a new logo, then I went into a state of sapascia, self-criticism, feeling that nothing will fucking help me and everything shot. At the same time, while writing this article, I was thinking about my physical ailments, about traveling pain, about cold needles ... Yes, I knew I was taking a tram today. In the afternoon I took it, but also went to the alberta store, but it was closed. Today I had an interesting conversation with Esther - it was great talking about the NLP Scam artists in this King Arthur, about medicine, about the tram. Tramal drank Inka Bean Coffee, but it worked great. For the evening: I fucking ate all the chocolate. FUCK feeling guilty again, but she was so delicious. When not in exercise feels stagnant power, I feel that I have to eat. And when I'm exercising my energy is positive and I don't feel the need to eat sweets. You have to exercise and run, but on the other hand, I'm really afraid to run now. I'm really scared ... About the heels, those cold needles. Tramal worked divine. DIVINELY! Maybe the coffee enhanced the effect, even though I read that it does not contain caffeine. BOSKO and blogo. Washes effects after 1 hour, and after 2 hours a total departure in a crib. My mother interrupted me about 20 for obvious reasons. Then this chocolate, a dot dot made it impossible for me to go to bed now according to my principles of healthy eating. Even the food will rot in my stomach, and in addition I felt like a pig before going to sleep. Whore. I was also going to put my masturbations aside to feel the energy, but whatever. It is like chocolate to me, like candy. What will I regret. Ester just wrote about some technique of raising energy. I'm already looking at the gg.

Invitation

February 15 - Max's invitation I woke up quite early. I noticed that chlamydia started attaching to the heart and kidneys. She has not attacked there for a long time. Trial of Valerianov - Lipa. The only advantage of the valerian test was that it was breathing at night. I felt a slight slight tingling sensation, especially concentrating on the exhale. I do not create breath on rigid rules, it is important that it be calm, deep and diaphragmatic. Baking soda test to refresh the air. Just in the evening, Dad said that it smells like a hospital here. In addition, after the morning training, I cleaned the room. How beautiful and clean here now. At 2 p.m. I felt a little hungry. This is probably the effect of a light morning breakfast and lack of food and training. After the morning training I felt a mega positive energy boost. In the afternoon around 4 p.m. mum went to church to pray. She complained about her finger. I started with intuflow and training legs and abdomen. I wanted to start using baking soda today, but I postponed it to tomorrow. After today's training day, I didn't feel like sweets at all. Something incredible. I even threw out the Rafaello my mom gave me. The feeling of a slight hunger for lightness in my stomach was very pleasant for me. At 6 p.m. I went to Maks, he invited me for today. We ate scrambled eggs which his dad made especially for this occasion. She was great. We watched the Avengers movie together with the max - pretty cool lyrics and special effects, but the story was so-so. Still, I'd rather talk to Max and talk to him instead of watching movies. It's good that I sat down next to him on the couch. Thanks to this, I felt his closeness. He also showed me tons of chops they keep in the bathroom. Max's dad invited me to their house, I didn't understand exactly, but their house was as if chosen by the representatives of the attic. That's how I understood ... But, I want to stay away from the Catholic religion, and on the other hand, I like Maks's house, his parents' house and this unique atmosphere. Now I got a joke: Honey, I would eat you with potatoes and cabbage�: D In addition, there was also the situation with Ola. Ola greeted me, but I didn't know what to do. Maks took me to the house after the movie. I think there were the most beautiful moments here. At my place, we talked about college, about what he wants to do in life, and that Maks is jealous on the one hand for being alone. It was a fun conversation, I felt we were together again. I came home, there was chocolate. And cramps, I ate an inch, 700kcal per night. Fuck me, if I don't eat sweets here. But I was successful. I see that physical exercises make me feel like I don't feel like sweets, but for the night this desire came back. Weird... PS A moment ago I had quite a lot of positive mental energy. So I started moderating the blog. To my surprise, the goo results went up a bit despite my 1.5 months of laziness and lack of website positioning and in addition some wedge on this dynamic template, although I only earned 2 cents. Now I found a really nice cool and clean template. He's moderating his blog. I am proud of it, the ads also compose nicely. I think I finally found a template for myself :) Oh, most of the visits come from google.

I asked for everything

February 14 - I asked for everything - I got everything ... Free planet. Today I read about UFO 50 PLN from a neighbor for a laptop Writing a letter to Kaji. Now I'll be testing Valerian droplets in the evening. My attitude towards lucid dreaming is small, although after DXM also my attitude is small and various strange things are happening ... I don't feel like writing much today. I asked for everything, I got everything. I wanted to suffer - I suffered. I wanted to be like Wojewodzki - I was like House - I was Dr. House and I had super indestructible retort. I wanted to be like Sawyer, like Maksym - I was too. I was like a chameleon - whoever I wanted to be, I was. Now I want to get it back because I still feel like nobody despite these affirmations. I am not able to play anyone. I feel like nobody. Now I see what a great gift I had. Fucking Ablify!

Hopono (2)

February 13 - Hopono In the morning I argued with my mother about how many slices I can eat. Today is a great strict post so only allowed me to eat one slice. I put some cheese on myself, it still clung to the fact that there is cheese, it should be eaten without cheese because Jesus suffered terribly on the cross. Later, even out of anger, I ate snickers and peanuts. It is true that without her presence, but there was something about me to anger her. morning training I saw an eagle shade. I didn't do all the exercises. Today I resumed training. I also resumed my mind training a little. In the afternoon I did not do sit-ups, I did not warm up, but it made me overcome this great laziness. adrian - hopnono - as he claims saying these five words changed his life. I feel happy, I do not hate. And as he claims, he read many books for 2 years and shit changed his life. 1 is that you say in your mind the words: I'm sorry, forgive me, please, thank you, I love you Captain Bomba - Driving without a ticket is like driving without a rubber band - cheaper but more dangerous. Hehe: D In addition, in the evening I read a book a little, it was about the miraculous power of garlic and onions. About color therapy. In addition, I was unlucky enough to pour the coffee on the recipient and my notebook with notes got a little wet. Dad tried to help find a thief on the Allegro. I wrote today with Kaj�. Something was hard to make this conversation. She wrote me that she missed. I too ... - I replied. I was thinking to write her a text message

SuggestionBorderline

February 12 - Borderline Suggestion The morning after cleansing. I woke up many times during the night and finally slept on my stomach. In the morning I went to Rafal Pawlik. Today I revealed to him the secret of my personality: I am an actor and I am able to play anyone. We discussed this for a long time. In addition, for the day I was downloading a movie about a girl who had a similar personality disorder, but because I did not identify with her and, moreover, I had already watched this movie - I interrupted it and deleted it from my hard drive, following the Polish law. I also listened to a little radio broadcast, but I didn't like it either. I accept my personality. I like who I am. I don't want some psychotropic to take away my acting skills.