Nosebleed

March 20 - blood from the nose. Morning Rheumatologist. I hesitated to simulate my hips, but let it go. Maybe it is even better. I will show the first photo of Lototska street, then to mruk Then Bargiel. I felt like a creep. Then I practiced. In the afternoon I took measurements. I had the impression that I got less than 36cm. In the hospital, I also ate 2 delicious sandwiches. Today he wrote mateusz-earning "when you will, write it urgently, because in this script something probably fell, these links do not work" When I read this, I didn't want to write back to him, but if he wrote a little more persuasively arousing curiosity: "as soon as you will, write it!" This would already arouse some curiosity in me and I would like to answer him right away ... Blood from the nose, like michael scofield. Plus cips for the night. There is pain in the lumbar spine, as if it is muscle pain - overworked. I don't even know how to cure it ...

The refrigerator is interrupted

Tramal hypnosis

Morning Tramal. I started feeling the effects very late, around 13-14. Here are the notes: 10:09 - negligible effects. Maybe because I recently took 200 mg, although on the other hand, now in the morning around 7:00 I took 100 mg on an empty stomach, but I didn't drink milk. But even if it does not work, it will write down the conclusions whether the milk strengthens the tramal. I will be more sure about my assumptions. 11:12 - almost 1 hour later - I still do not feel the effects of the tram. 2:00 pm Tramal entered. In the morning I went to exercise in the park. I have modified my training. I train my chest exercises that I didn't like doing at home, and I train my legs in the park. Such modification turned out to be good for me - I feel that I am doing something new, something different. The mind does not get bored. Today I showed David my chest, although he says nothing special. The photo in Janosik looks really impressive, and now - guts. This David, despite not exercising, has a much harder chest I registered with dr. Bargiel, on April 9 at 10.20. 15:00 Tramal hypnosis with Esther. Super condition! :) Put together a pretty cool script. The effect of entering the tram + its presence and script brought me into such a meditative state. It was nice to lie in the crib. I didn't feel lonely. Simply blogging! :) Home and family are my obstacles in meditating. The homely family atmosphere was never too friendly. Fear of the mother. Yes, I could meditate much easier in the presence of the ester. We made an initial appointment at 21.00. Ah, this blissfulness, silence, lack of music and his words. It was really cool. It is true that it was not possible to contact the angel, but I hope that one day it will be successful :) Now, after the evening training, I feel that the effect of the tram has evaporated. It's a pity because it normally keeps me much longer. Another event of the evening day. In the evening, my mother insulted me, I had a great Riposte cut in my head, everything was arranged in one puzzle: - What, mom didn't love you, now you have to challenge me. You hated your father too, but you have to protect your reputation and pretend to be crying at the funeral. I will not cry for you at your funeral, moreover I will not pretend, and even come out in front of the altar and shout: jeah !!! this foul whore is finally dead. Let Christ save her, lest evil souls take her suck off Satan's dicks (oh fucking but strong!) ... And so I rode in my imagination. But I was proud of myself: D PS As for traveling pain. I eat light and healthy - I listen to my body and not my mind. Thanks to why the pain doesn't travel and it feels great! The pain does not move and I am happy! :) This pain occurs when I do something wrong with my body, mainly nutrition. Now for the evening I found the website backtrack.pl

Resuming Training

Resuming Workout - Light nutrition in the morning Ester and the Indigo children. I ate cereal for the night so that my mother would not be bothered that I did not eat supper, although I did not want to eat anything. I feel like I've poisoned myself. I didn't feel like eating the 3rd meal. Earlier, I ate apples and ate, in fact, I ate these apples too hard. After lunch, I had absolutely no desire to eat anything. My stomach was full of overeating - I ate quite a lot of cereal, in addition to sugar Corn Flakes. Ah, but I regret poisoning my body. He let me know it was the traveling pain that is now circulating in my body. This is a sign that I made a mistake, because when I was doing everything fine with my body these last days - the pain was not moving, it was all right!

Opioid vapors

March 16 - Opioid vapors In the morning Ester hypnosis, unfortunately it ended in failure. Also, I woke up around 2:00 am for the opioid. I went to sit in front of the laptop in the diamond position. I spoke to the ester. He revealed to me an interesting technique of searching pictures in google - it's great !!! In addition, I found an add-on for Chrome to have a negative side (so-called night mode) and a linux skin with a conky (blue one) which I liked a lot. Unfortunately, I had problems with both during the installation ... Today - in the morning I was in bed until 10. I did not get up. A light breakfast, a light dinner and I feel full of energy. I keep a weight of 72 kg. Is great! Theoretically, I should start working on a graph program - but I don't feel like it. I came up with the idea to post a fragment on the 4programmers forum so that someone will solve part of the task for me. It remains to believe that it will succeed, 200 zlotys of infantry do not go. Today, really beautiful winter weather. I look forward to training on Monday. Or maybe I will start training from tomorrow? Finally, on Tuesday I will have to have a break again ... It is also good to prepare a training plan. I feel really great on these opioids !!! In the evening I ate a packet of nuts, then I had dinner 2 slices so hard, because I did not want to eat it. after this supper, my pain began to tremble sharply, because earlier it was quite decent, it was quite ok. Today I changed the radio station Music Oriental. Pretty cool songs. I really like at least 80 tracks on air. I have planned and resumed training tomorrow.

Reliable Obligation

March 15 - SolidneObzarstwo Hearty breakfast 4 slices I will have to correct the program and write a new one for the next guest. Software update Conversation with Mateusz Labuda on Skype. Buried rabka The nonsense of living in the afternoon Falling in love with Kaji. I like the name Nathaniel Hearty supper - feel sorry for yourself Today I was supposed to do 2 orders, but I neglected this matter. Despite the heavy binge eating for breakfast and dinner, at least I didn't stuff myself with sweets. David noticed this and said: what sweetness are you not eating? I said in my mind: more for you. Fuck, where is my cut retort, this diary writes so much and I can't get them back ... Now that I stuffed myself like a pig for dinner, the pains began to wander through me. Today Jerzy Krupa called me again. Like a coward, I avoid talking to him. PS a moment ago, out of this nonsense of life, I decided to take Tramal 100mg of course. This is the perfect dose. Although I took 5 days ago, but fuck with it. I pissed myself off like a pig, but fuck it. I really want a tramal. By the way, he will write down how this drug worked for me with such a large meal. And why not take a 200mg probe to check something new, see what I have to deal with then? Ok dear diary. New experiment - I have now taken 200mg of Tramal. This is against my rules, because at 150 mg I am already mega sleepy. What will happen at 200? In addition, I chewed well. It's 20:22, after biting what I remember, the first results were after 30 minutes. We'll see what happens...

Gouranga (2)

March 14 - Gouranga At night a dream where my dad discovered that I was hiding psychotropic drugs in my coffee. Today, excessive fantasizing. Since I eat well - the pain practically does not go through. My thoughts run to fantasizing because I keep focusing on the error. Prepare yourself emergency medication in your wallet. In the afternoon I went to Krakow I was finishing my SEO course earlier. In Krakow I learned 3 meditations, but the only one I liked was Gouaranga. Can fully clean the lungs. She is great! I could feel this volume of my lungs. Just how to do this meditation at home. We were also treated completely for free with delicious herbal tea and vegetarian cake - healthy! No gluten, some kind of healthy flour. It was delicious. I have registered for a vegetarian course. On the way back, I met Ole Paternoge. She was returning from Katowice from studies.