Many Dreams

April 27 - Many Dreams I got up quite early at 4:30. Seems well rested, as if in toxins ... I tested sleeping my head to the east, in addition I am also testing more chestnuts. Traditional home activities. Ah, how wonderful to imagine him building his erect, powerful, muscular body. How all these activities affect it. Today I start at 2 p.m. Fasting. I measured and weighed myself in the morning. Big some 36.2 cm, slightly fat at the waist. About 1.2 cm, but that's nothing. Parameter rest approximated. Today it is cloudy during training. At the beginning of the sun shone, but later there was already a hatch. However, I remember the training very nicely. Due to the fact that I did not feel a backbone or wandering chlamydia, my thoughts were really cool and very positive :) I imagined him walking in the mountains and even running. I collect herbs, nuts, fruit - treasures of mother nature. In addition, I imagined how he builds his muscular body this way. I live in a zary, the house is mine. I grow vegetables and fruits, I arrange and improve my home. I was stuck in these imaginations for a long time :) You could call it a kind of meditation :) I didn't think about revenge, I didn't think about pain. I just imagined it all :) Oh, in the morning I also met a woman with a little girl. First, I practiced balance on the health path there, then they practiced yoga. We talked for a while. Nice conversation. The woman kept my legs on drazki so I could do crunches. Aha - I went to training today completely barefoot. I felt great, at ease. You might call it oneness with nature. Maybe that's why I had such positive thoughts today :) After training, I went to the river to harden my feet. Barefoot. The stones acted like acupressure, while the cold water strengthened the feet. Come back home, 3 slices of bread with butter, then scrambled eggs with chives and .... He came back again. Fear of pain. Fear for the backbone ... Quickly on the vibrating mattress in a lying position, and breathing in order to digest the food well, repeating the affirmations: A light, healthy meal builds a powerful body, giving me great strength! I felt chucks in the vertebrae, especially the neck. Eh, Macikowski only on April 30 ... Nothing, keep on fighting. I must succeed in the end. My technique just works! But fucking balls. My mother probably discovered MJ who walks on the cupboard, and all because she hung a cross with Jesus on that nail: D: D I feel like laughing, and at the same time I have a slight fear. My mom hasn't told me anything yet ... But she's cramped! I wrote about it to the ester: D In addition, he is constantly losing his spine. Still forging in the back, cold needles. I was reading Kasia Szafranowska's Memory Code in a recumbent position. In addition, today I washed my hair with gray soap for the first time. I also examined my height and marked a dash. It was even over 175cm. I think even 176cm. I have marked the line and as long as my spine is straightening the line should jump up. In addition, in the afternoon after 2 p.m. due to fear of my spine, I went to lie down right after the meal. On a vibrating mattress - it's always better. And here was my mistake. It feels like the food is rotting in my stomach now, full of toxins. In addition, guilt ... Eh, I'm fed up with it now, my stomach hurts. I feel like walking around my heels to improve my digestion. Oh shit, it's already 4:12 pm. The stomach hurts a little more. It feels like rotten food is in my body. Maybe if I go to exercise, it will take a while. Fast? Yes, today I will definitely fast :) Maybe by fasting this rotten food the body will get energy. In addition, chlamydia is sticking to my joints ... At the moment it is in the left knee joint. I went to the playground, but I thought about stomach pain for a long time. I walked a bit barefoot. I think I even had an idea but later forgot. A moment later I went to the river. Some guy was going downstairs and he was staring at my feet. I did the same towards him. I looked with a sinister look. I walked barefoot on stones and the river - foot acupressure. I thought about the pool and came up with such an idea - I can swim for free! It is enough to find a deep river somewhere: D I asked this gypsy at about an hour in confidence. He was happy to answer me. Then I returned to the playground. A little spine. Some girls were looking at me again. I have been wondering quite a long time whether to do a starvation today or not ... In the end, I say I do. I still think that I ate my dinner badly. That instead of supplying my body with energy, I poisoned it. Chlamydia started to wander for me - because I made a mistake ... Usually it wanders intensively when it makes a mistake ... So: I'm doing a starvation today :) Dad is at home though ... All in all, I'm thinking now: it's my birthday today. Happy birthday Krystian! As for a birthday, today was an interesting day full of adventures. Ah, I'm still thinking about this dinner. About that belly. If I hadn't poisoned, my starvation would have gone much better, and at least I wouldn't have lost my chlamydia ... FUCKYAAAAAA !!!!!!!!! And it goes, fucking chlamydia .... I made a mistake. Fuck as hellish regrets. How terribly sorry .... But maybe the hunger will at least cure this matter, although dad is at home. I'm a little scared ... Now because of this wandering of pain, I began to wonder if I should take a tram. In 15 minutes we are stuck in this conflict: glodowka or tramal? Eventually I chose NAC ...: D because of pain wandering. To support the hunger. I also supported the affirmation: - Hunger regenerates my body, destroys all diseases, eliminates cysts, rejuvenates and extends my life. Builds a powerful body! There it is, it feels a little hungry: DI fear for the spine, but at least the chlamydia is not moving now. My parents greeted me with birthday wishes. I got a perfume from my mom. The book caught my eye: Encyclopedia of magical herbs - there are even herbs there to summon spirits or how to become invisible: D

Juice from the curves

April 26 - Crooked Sokz I got up really early, around 5:30, and went to sleep very late. Later I also ate supper, because after 8 pm ... I suspect that it may be the effect of more chestnuts under the bed, although I am not sure. I will have to check it out :) It was very warm at night. I think this is due to the vibrating mattress with the heating function. And now it's time to go to life: Nichi, teeth, thermos and other things ... I'm still thinking about the red notebook. I feel that the desire to have a powerful body is as if for me at the moment more valuable than the desire to have money. In fact, I don't really care about money. Moreover, I haven't listened to music for a long time. At the moment, I turned on the music to read. Chlamydia has not been attached to the knee joints for at least a few days. Today, now I feel here again in my left knee. The cramp feels quite a distinct feeling of hunger. I want to eat a pie with butter or some cheese :) I would eat something with pleasure in any case. Wow, I didn't write much for the day. When I came back, somehow I didn't want bread, but I wanted apples. However, so that my mother would not send dark thoughts towards me, I cut a piece of bread, which she then landed in the haversack. I hesitated to go there, because the neighbors had a meeting on the bridge. Mame was terribly upset - I suppose that's why she is ashamed to see them. About 1pm I went for treatments. Earlier, however, I listened to the song Globus - Orchard Of Mines - SadSongsChannel1. Kind of like a Serenata, it is actually a serenade with an addition of vocals. Treatments smoothly, I was a bit late for lunch. A moment at home, after 4 p.m. the second training session. Some two girls probably wanted to talk to me very much, but they didn't. I sent thoughts to them to get them away from me. I didn't want to talk to them. I don't feel like interacting with girls yet. A boy said: but you have big muscles: D I managed to do almost full splits today. I was a bit worried about the redness in my knees. Again, I didn't want to write programs. The weather is too nice. Today I came up with a few ideas: - making nettle juice. May soon, and nettle then the best - Walking barefoot during training - Buying a rocking doll like a punching bag. Today I have rewritten Rakowski's training a little into my notebook. It worked out very nicely, but then the spine scare so I broke it off. In total, now also write a tone in nerves. I'm worried about the spine. I'm scared... Moreover, after the 2nd training session, my stomach ached a bit. Tried to do this forgiveness, put my hand on it - but shit. For this, I even went to the river. This is probably so much of today's mess. The client from Norma Pro requested corrections. Oh, wanting to buy a lightweight backpack for training I bought an adidas bag. I thought that maybe I will still buy a backpack with cols? It would be a nice solution - once a backpack, once a bag. A moment ago I bought a backpack with spikes :) Today I was also interested in Survival - art can digest. However, I didn't want to spend too much time finding information and dvd materials on the hamster. A moment ago I had a great idea which I realized. Well, I really don't like making salt water every morning. It bothers me. Therefore, to make my life easier, I poured water into a jar for boxes. Very tiny and handy. In it I added water and salt :) I just used it In addition, it sends me a great comparison to light healthy meals. Well: with a small amount of water, you can rinse the teeth and the jar perfectly. Much more effective than if you poured completely / completely /. Let the same comparison be a light healthy meal.

Red notebook, the source of power

April 25 - Red Notebook as the Source of Power Yesterday, somewhere until midnight or a little longer, I was combining with Esther and planting plants. This morning I woke up quite late, after 6:00. It was probably because I went to sleep late and there was only one window open The training was ok, a lot of sunshine, but there were no apples and I felt weak and a little hungry. Fortunately, I also had sunflower seeds from my expedition with Tesco. SadSongsChannel1 - I discovered such an interesting channel yesterday, I actually had it in subscription, but only now I was listening to his playlist. Really cool songs. Klotnia with mama about where I practice. She gave me a sinister look when I said that the playground exercises. I told her quite sharply and she looks at me as if I were at least a murderer. I should have told her that it is none of her business where I practice. I showed David my 36cm biceps. It looks really nice, little fat. Cool. Optically, I would even say that it looks 37cm, and he gave me that too I'm going for treatments soon. I finished my treatments. One of the physiotherapists said: Mr. Krystian has a new hairstyle. We talked a little. At home, I ate additional portions of David for dinner. It was a pasta with meat that I once loved very much. Even now, 1 hour after lunch, I feel terribly full. Conflict of thoughts: eat, I will have more weight and now when I ate I regret, because I feel too full and full. I feel bad about it mentally and physically. However, what is good in this situation? A new experience for the body, I learned a mistake and I know how not to commit it anymore. I believe that my body will handle it perfectly. I just won't eat anymore now. Around 4:00 p.m. I will have a drink of Yerba and I will go to exercise. It's best to leave the table feeling slightly hungry. I am finishing the NormaPro program. I think I should make it. I got sunburn again. Between 4 and 6:30 pm I practiced. I had a great desire for apples. At home, I ate them. At home, something bit my head too. I was afraid it was a tick. My head hurts so far. Oh, I'm afraid ... Brew myself andrographis, maybe? or eat a road bike? Maciej Wieczorek reminded me with a text message about today's webinar about earning. In addition, he wrote to a guest on the VNC dot program. I offered him a price of PLN 577. He wants for PLN 200. I keep my money firmly because I won't write him a program for such low money. In addition, he wrote to some guys from google. Found my custom programming page. Interesting. It cheered me up, in the end I am 2 in goole under this slogan. Cool. Oh how cool, I smeared ting alcohol on my head. I think the pain after the bite has passed. I'm not sure yet, but I think he passed :) Red Notebook with the Source of Power - I decided on this title because thanks to my new affirmation, which has also become my current life goal, I feel that I am working for something, and I am striving for something. And the activities that I write down and implement into my life They build up my POWERFUL BODY and the benefits that I wrote down - and this is what I care most about. In strength and in revenge ...

Correcting hairstyles

April 24 - Hairstyle correction I woke up at 2:00 am well rested. In addition, I was really warm despite the open windows. I think it is a merit, and before going to bed I made myself 1 hour of vibration of the mattress. I slept on my back with a fight under my head. I went to turn on my laptop, I wanted to quickly conceive, although some cma interrupted me, in addition I felt sleepy after 1.5 hours. I ordered quite impulse on the Allegro multitool. I went to sleep on my stomach, I felt that I needed this position now. It is a pity that the headboard of this bed cannot be adjusted lower, but somehow I managed. I gave a pillow under my arm, under the neck of the headrest, and somehow I burned. The neck is slightly stretched. I think it will be worth giving a pillow yet. I will test this position again, because it is really comfortable. There is a need to work out especially in terms of the neck. In the morning Ester sent me a link: "The most important book you will read in your life: health". Some private publication, I guess. As the author claims, you can cure any disease, which, of course, is also signed. In addition, I came across a thread about proteins. Iz protein dies there at probably up to 60 degrees. So all cutlets, boiled milk, according to the author, are only fat and toxins. I still have to consult it ... Moments ago, I had an interesting idea of ​​how I collect nuts at Ola's, sell them. There is 100 kg of it. And I meet a Pomeranian doctor who willingly buys these nuts. In addition, I do a nice advertisement - not only the inscription nuts, but also a description of the type: contains vitamin D, which strengthens bones, teeth, muscles, anti-cancer effect. Calcium, magnesium ... In addition, I put everything into a nice rhyme and a story that rhymes :) After 12 I went to the Barbershop. She gave me a haircut in the style of Simon, actually I corrected it. I am thinking that I will probably cut the gore, because it is relatively long for the rest. The hairdresser, this blonde took only 15 PLN. She said that she bows her forehead to the chim what I told him when I was bringing dinner. The pain barely travels again today. He always hardly wanders when sunbathing. Finally, since witD has anti-chlamydial properties :) Now after lunch. Stress on the disc in the spine. But it's better. I think less about back problems. Now on the mattress and then he writes the BetRader program. I have to write to be compatible with the old version. Oh, on my way back from the Hairdresser I met Pania Nine Zajac. A really cool woman. I really like her. We talked for a while about hairdressers and a little bit about my mother when she had leg surgery / surgery. She said I'm a super handsome guy. In addition, a slightly different acting personality entered me: charismatic, I liked myself, it was a pleasure to talk to her. We were also met by Mrs. Basia Slosarczyk. Later, a bit of writing a program to Norma. I was able to fix the problem with the ComboBox. Then some sunbathing in the park after 3:30 pm and stretching the spine. It gets better, the only thing that worries me is those raised discs. A little at home, talking to the client. At the end of the day with Esther, I decided to plant seeds. I made these boxes, which I made maniacally in my childhood. Again today, when I finished the program for Norma, I had a desire to write more of them, earn money, and then again the pain, nonsense of life and I don't feel like doing anything. It would be nice to get a rent and do nothing. How to earn by doing nothing?

Approval Rafal

April 23 - Approval by Rafal I woke up quite early as usual, I woke up a few times but finally woke up at 5:30 am. Tooth, brushing, salt water as planned to build a powerful muscular body. I wished Kaja a moment ago. I wonder how he will react to my text message. It is 6:36. In a moment, training and at 8:30 to Rafal Pawlik. It's been very cold at night recently and I wake up cold at night. Either I have to cover myself with an extra blanket or dress warmer at night. Maybe we'll try the blanket first, although I still have a fear of hiding myself from 1.5 years ago, although it should be better to think logically. I have a strong body compared to what it was. At 7:00 am light training, mainly stretching the spine. At 8:30 to Rafal Pawlik. We haven't seen each other for 2 weeks. This rhythm of meetings suits me even better. At the end of our talk, he said that he saw a lot of potential in me. If I had heard it 2 years ago, maybe I would even feel appreciated and satisfied - right now ... I don't feel anything ... The usual information. I also told him that I turned off my heart / feelings and I only act my head / logically in order to "survive". It bothered him a bit, he said. I also tell him that I don't see any need to change that. I do not see. I don't even feel like changing. But he would like to see me when I feel something. In addition, he also called me a light maniuplator when I told how I want to get to the psychotronics school in Krakow We also stated that education teaches little. You have to learn everything for yourself. Coming home, I did not feel the need to eat. I did not want to eat. So I didn't eat. After 12 o'clock I went for treatments. During the treatments I breathed rhythmically while counting the Silva method. I think I was going into a light hypnotic trance. At the same time, I was saying affirmations to myself: my body puts the circles in their places. Return home at 14:00. Again, I didn't want to eat. Earlier, I ate 2 apples bought in kefirk. I bought some new variety even better than ligola. I ate dinner hard, although I did not want to. My guilt is gone. I really didn't want to eat anything. Eh, my head ached a little from the food I had eaten. I feel full, I feel full .... I feel like I can handle it - I'll go clean my teeth and buy a chewing gum :) A moment ago I lent another PLN 30 to Szymek. Together, I already have 200 zlotys Yes, I just got to GetMenu. It is possible to save as ... I found that information about handles can be retrieved from the WinApi course. After 4 p.m. I went to practice, probably even around 4:30 p.m. at the yellow stick on the playground. I met some little girls from the sanatorium. I really enjoyed talking to them :) They were cute. It also seemed to me that I saw dr. Panza. I even imagined meeting him. I wanted to pull him down with my thoughts. However, it was just someone similar. Later I also saw our neighbor, whose name I do not know until today, but she had a young son named Krystian When I was leaving the park a girl said hi. There was actually a group of girls there. I think they liked me The NormaPrinter program has ended. Amazing: D When I finished it, I felt like writing even more programs. Then fear for the spine again, a moment of Rebrithing to the beat of the mattress. In a moment I have to jump to the store .. I ate dinners weirdly. Ok 18 3 apples. Around 19 to 19:30 I ate Zoly cheese. Finally, a large piece of bread, about 3 small slices. However, I felt sorry for myself afterwards. I wanted cheese - ate it. Then I ate for bread, too, but Michal Tombak forbade eating cheese with bread - protein with bread. It's unhealthy after all: D PS I also saw Angelike Twarog in the morning. I asked her something, we talked about dr. Dragon. Besides, Marta invited me to a bonfire today. Once it invited, once it canceled. As a last resort, she called at the last moment and wrote that she was there, but somehow I didn't feel like coming to the fire. How cool it is when the pain has not traveled. I thought, I imagined different things. How fun to imagine how fun it is to think!

Sprouting Seed

April 22 - Sprouting Seed But I had a stupid dream today ... I dreamed that Beata Kosmider and Dawid wanted to spend a week in a psychiatric hospital in Wroclawska. They offered the same to me. Because some guy's friend gave up his place for them. Although I did not agree ... About 6-7 you will have to transfer the seeds to the wipes according to the instructions of Esther. It is 5:05. I massaged myself on the chair. Time to go to life. In the morning I also trained my mind a bit with balls. I tried to solve a few puzzles on mozgowiec.pl. I got something out there, but there were also a lot of those whose answers I wouldn't have come up with. Great training. The sun was good, the weather was almost completely cloudless. Before training, I ate some cheesecake. Better and better with the spine. I do not know if I wrote, but yesterday I managed to hang on the bar on my feet. It is a great success, I was very happy. Washing my hands, I also met Rafal Pawlik. Then I also looked at my reflection there. I really liked my slim, muscular figure. It looked nice in the mirror :) After training, I met my mother. She was a little bit on me as usual about everything. At home, I drank carrot juice, shower. And then a lot of breakfast. In order to increase my muscle mass, I increased the food ration to 3 slices. From today I eat 3 slices for breakfast. For this I ate scrambled eggs and some cheese. Oh, that's what I think now. If I eat 3 slices, then my parents' thoughts will be more positive towards me. They will not send thoughts like: that you are terribly thin! Because my father and mother see me eat 3 slices. 3 decent hearty slices. Same with Esther. If he sees the process of planting seeds on Skype, he too will be calmer and his thoughts more positive about their breeding. During today's training I was also wondering how to earn money by doing nothing? And I had a brilliant idea. I can be a model. I like to exercise, sunbathe ... if I had a healthy, muscular figure, I could easily become a model: D, finally, I'm quite handsome, plus muscles: D A moment ago this old, lonely lady from the block who had a white dog came. As he says, 2 years she was not here. I tried to configure TVN24 for her, unfortunately to no avail. At that time, I thought to myself - God - why these people want to unnecessarily shoot with negative news ... In addition, being with her, a different acting personality was activated for me. Personality of a cheerful, cheerful boy, kind, liked. I liked myself and so did I. I wonder how the technology would work in the future, if in my head I said: I like you, I like you. I have to try it sometime. Or maybe he will also develop his own affirmations in his head for other occasions such as: Tear the loss, shit your pants out of fear ... Oh ... good .... In the afternoon I was doing the program a little. I missed today's treatments. After 4 p.m. I pissed off and I don't do it, that's why I went to sunbathe. Until 5:30 pm on the playground. At 5:30 PM, I spoke to a client about the Betrader program Coming home. Some time before Pc. Around 19:00 I ate scrambled eggs for the second time. First scrambled eggs, then 2 slices of bread. Only 2, because I had apples before. After 8 pm I went to meditate on the escarpment. It was quite fun. Pretty cool ... Only cold, that's why I came home. I consulted with Esther or write name-day wishes to Kaja ... Writing? I do not know Builds a flexible, healthy, straightened, powerful, muscular body! Oh, while I was on the river bank, I met my dad's friend who worked with him at the foundation. I think he already has grandchildren. She pointed out that she lost weight. Ewa also came - this little annoying rozujnica with some friend. I only asked if she still lived here, she replied that she did not ... In the evening I had a headache. I relieved my headache with breathing exercises and affirmation. In fact, when I start to sit again in front of the PC, my head hurts again. Weird. I did not sit for so long in front of the pc.

Sunny seed

April 21 - BreedingNasek I got up quite early, around 5:30. I'm developing Nichi's habits, morning hygiene. And today I also exercised my mind. A little ball, a little tetris. Thanks to this, he feels that he is rebuilding his powerful, muscular body. Because these are my goals. After 7:00 am I went to exercise. Despite the fact that the weather was cloudless, the sun was shining, it was cold, then the wind. Finally around 9:30 am I put on shirts and a sweatshirt. I was so cold, but I held it for quite a long time. In the morning, after getting up, 2 apples, 2 during training. When I got back a light breakfast in separate mode. And I feel a lot of energy! : I don't know what to do: D and also stress because my mother is here. Oh, and in the morning I read a book as part of my mind training. When I got back I wrote down my notes. Elegantly :) I am off. It's supposed to be 12, and I have 3 jobs on my head, but I can't stand it at home. I must go here! I can't take this whore under one roof. After lunch, the Lady hugging the tree again. I wanted to talk to her. I even sent my thoughts to her to go in my direction. But something stopped me. Blocked. I ran out of courage ... After lunch, I was still almost sunbathing. The playground was busy, in addition the boys were playing football, so I went to the river too. By the way, I performed acupressure of the feet and hardening the feet with water. When I got bored, I went too. There I found an empty spot on the street, took off my T-shirt and was sunbathing. I met a friend whom we called with Tomek Bereznicki ... Then to the playground. I saw the retractor kornel. And so it was almost 6:00 pm And I left after 3:00 pm. Nearly 3 hours of sunbathing. During training, I spoke affirmations to myself. At home, I ate a lot of cheesecake, previously apples with buttermilk. Somehow I wanted the cheesecake. Later I topped the cheesecake with cheese. This is where I started to feel guilty about whether I had mixed the products well in my stomach. It seems to be cheese and cheese, but prepared differently, although mentally I feel too full and I feel guilty ... I chatted with ester about seeding tomorrow. While watering the seeds in the test tube 2 they landed in the sink: D: D but I wanted to laugh until my cheeks hurt: D: D: D The procedure with wipes explained, I can't wait :) Oh, in the morning I also took out the batteries and put them on the radiator. I was also at Szymek's to crack the wifi password to Knapik. However, the knapik's wifi network did not kick out ... I wonder why, it is one floor below. Has the knapik turned off the router? Oh, today during WFM on the Escarpment I started thinking Channels vs Vanessa. I found that if the 210 PLN channeling I bought didn't satisfy me, I would ask Vanessa for more questions. She is a clairvoyant, so she speaks in her own words. He speaks straight from the bridge what he sees. Next time I will ask Vanessa for questions.