niedziela, 21 maja 2006
Treasure Friend
A true friend is a real treasure. A priceless soul mate who will always help, always understand, will always be with you, always in joyful moments or in sadness, Always !!!
Two days ago, on Friday, I talked to Maksym. He started the conversation with a sad face. We talked about his love trouble which is Iza. I understood him perfectly. I told about my problem, which is Asia, that I had 2 girlfriends, and she could be the third. I found out that Ize has known since the 1st gymnas and they allegedly fell in love with each other. Unfortunately, this conversation showed that she was just playing with it. That was my feeling. I was shocked to have this bouquet for PLN 200 on his part !!! I think he even lost his head a lot more than I did. Iza was supposed to go to some theater on Monday, and I was supposed to go with Maksym and, so to speak, stay with him. Unfortunately, today on Sunday his father arranged for him to go with them, so I had to give up my seat. However, Maksym felt bad about it. He felt like he was taking advantage of me. He felt exactly what I would have felt in his place. He really wanted to make it up to me. I could feel it in him and he even told me about it. He is a true friend, kind, sympathetic and, above all, sincere. I hope he also treats me as a friend. Although I even feel with him and that he feels with me. I do not feel sorry for him for that, but I would love to be with him in these moments, so that he would have support in me.
But I told him very briefly about my problem with Asia. Well, he estimated his chances at 40% to get her back. I, on the other hand, mine at 10%. I don't know what to think about it because I would give him 15%. I sincerely believe and trust him, I hope she is as great as I say, because he did not convince me too much.
Maksym you are my friend. I have only met someone like you once in my life and lost it once and for all.
Treasure Friend
A true friend is a real treasure. A priceless soul mate who will always help, always understand, will always be with you, always in joyful moments or in sadness, Always !!! Two days ago, on Friday, I talked to Maksym. He started the conversation with a sad face. We talked about his love trouble which is Iza. I understood him perfectly. I told about my problem, which is Asia, that I had 2 girlfriends, and she could be the third. I found out that Ize has known since the 1st gymnas and they allegedly fell in love with each other. Unfortunately, this conversation showed that she was just playing with it. That was my feeling. I was shocked to have this bouquet for PLN 200 on his part !!! I think he even lost his head a lot more than I did. Iza was supposed to go to some theater on Monday, and I was supposed to go with Maksym and, so to speak, stay with him. Unfortunately, today on Sunday his father arranged for him to go with them, so I had to give up my seat. However, Maksym felt bad about it. He felt like he was taking advantage of me. He felt exactly what I would have felt in his place. He really wanted to make it up to me. I could feel it in him and he even told me about it. He is a true friend, kind, sympathetic and, above all, sincere. I hope he also treats me as a friend. Although I even feel with him and that he feels with me. I do not feel sorry for him, but I would like to be with him in these moments, so that he would have support in me. But I told him very briefly about my problem with Asia. Well, he estimated his chances at 40% to get her back. I, on the other hand, mine at 10%. I don't know what to think about it because I would give him 15%. I sincerely believe and trust him, I hope she is as great as I say because he did not convince me too much. You are my friend. I have only met someone like you once in my life and lost it once and for all.
środa, 17 maja 2006
May 17
So where to start ...
Well, during this time, the only things I remember are the meetings of the Jedi Order and the Arena master. It's real
friend!!! I don't sense rudeness, aggression or dark power in him. There is positive energy in him, thanks to which he can live !!! Worthy of admiration and attention. Everyone should follow his example. I would very much like him to accept me as his student. Talking with him, spending time together is pure pleasure. In addition, we took great photos together, as Jedi Knights: D The best is where the Jedi and Matrix merge. COOL!!!
However, when our conversation ends, I get sadder every hour :(
I would love to have internet so that we can at least chat together. The conversation with him on GG is as good as live, but it is always my fault, it lasts very short :( Why I don't have a net: /: / !!!!!
The only thing I fear is Sarrias. He doesn't want me, he doesn't like me. I feel that he would very much like to kick me out of the convent. I don't like him either. He takes offense at anything. You can't like him.
In addition, I am faced with the choice of the future school. I am not so much interested in it. I would love to go to a technical school in Krakow, get out of this damn crap that is rabka. However, the parents do not agree to this. Although I don't know if he wants it now. Maxym wants to go to Zakopane. From the whole fucking rabbi, I would miss only him, and no one else ... Although maybe one more person at which I went crazy,
which unfortunately did not work out for me :(
Yesterday I got a six with chemi. I really thought the hare was making fun of me like me
she said that I wrote the best test in the whole school. For a moment I get weird
the way I was happy. Then as if nothing was there.
Somehow I feel sad, I do not want to live; (...
May 17
So where to start ... Well, during this time all I remember are the meetings of the Jedi Order and the Arena master. He is a real friend !!! I don't sense rudeness, aggression or dark power in him. There is positive energy in him, thanks to which he can live !!! Worthy of admiration and attention. Everyone should follow his example. I would very much like him to accept me as his student. Talking with him, spending time together is pure pleasure. In addition, we took great photos together, as Jedi Knights: D The best is where the Jedi and Matrix merge. GREAT !!! my guilt lasts very shortly :( Why I don't have a net: /: / !!!!! He would very much like to kick me out of the order. I don't like him either. He takes offense at anything. He cannot be liked. In addition, I have a choice of future school. I am not so much interested in it. in Krakow, to get out of that damn shit that is rabka. But my parents do not agree to it. Although I do not know if he wants it now. Maxym wants to go to buried. ... Although maybe one more person at which I went crazy, with whom n Unfortunately, it did not work out: (Yesterday I got a six with chemi. I really thought the class was making fun of me when she said I wrote the best test in the whole school. For a moment I was in some strange way enjoying myself. Later, as if nothing were there, somehow I feel sad, I don't feel like living; (...
środa, 19 kwietnia 2006
Wake up and% 20dock% 20sie% 20to% 2013a
Oh today I scared the wake up a bit. His buddies teased me in the church when I tried to take pictures. Cholerka I was a little scared. The wake was threatening even though it is shorter than me. If it's true what arek said (he knows jujutsu and beat wueske) then I don't know what I'll do. I can be persecuted like an ark all my life or I can fight a battle on the field. I hope that jurek will quickly download instructional videos for krav Maga. I also thought that my grandfather could not teach me a little boxing. Dad said he once had some thoughts about it, I just don't know to what extent (was he a boxer or what?). I cannot give up, be humiliated like a screech. I prefer to fight, but I am very afraid. If I was humiliated and defeated him, they would look at me respectfully. Otherwise, I would be like a pig, someone who failed is ridiculed, afraid of going to school every day.
Another point of consolation is that I managed to get into the network with an inscription on the account of klaudi. Finally, I just hung up quickly anyway. I was a little afraid so I hung up. I even had a huge, giant desire to say asi how I felt about it because of this alarm. I don't know why so suddenly. I guess I wanted to find some support, consolation. Well, she was unavailable :(
The second time I open this diary, but at the end, the alarm clock stuck in my head. In addition, there is confirmation tomorrow. I'm even more afraid. I don't know what to do.
That's it for a memoir ...
Wake up and% 20dock% 20sie% 20to% 2013a
Oh today I scared the wake up a bit. His buddies teased me in the church when I tried to take pictures. Cholerka I was a little scared. The wake was threatening even though it is shorter than me. If it's true what arek said (he knows jujutsu and beat wueske) then I don't know what I'll do. I can be persecuted like an ark all my life, or I can fight a battle on the field. I hope that jurek will quickly download instructional videos for krav Maga. I also thought that my grandfather could not teach me a little boxing. Dad said he once had some thoughts about it, I just don't know to what extent (was he a boxer or what?). I cannot give up, be humiliated like a screech. I prefer to fight, but I'm very scared. If I was humiliated and defeated him, they would look at me respectfully. Otherwise, I would be like a pig, someone who did not make it, is ridiculed, afraid of going to school every day. Another consolation thing is I managed to put a bad word on the account of Klaudi. Finally, I just hung up quickly anyway. I was a little afraid so I hung up. I even had a huge, giant desire to say asi how I felt about her because of this wake-up call. I don't know why so suddenly. I guess I wanted to find some support, consolation. Well, but it was unavailable: (I open this diary for the second time and, at the end, the alarm clock stuck in my head. In addition, it's confirmation tomorrow. I'm even more afraid. I do not know what to do.
piątek, 14 kwietnia 2006
April 14
Half a month has passed. something I did not want to write too much, so I will write everything briefly.
So on April 1st we did not perform the planned chicken operation. I came to Maxym and took my first day of Jedi training. At 9:30 we met near Malgosia. Then we went to his house on Pasieczna (he walks along the Podhale street). After the occasion, I noticed that he lives next to the WIK transmitter. One day I will go there with my laptop. So fighting with a stick was not at all good for me. That day passed so by itself. We were alone. Then I met
Hubert, padawana of Maxym. And there were already three of us. We fought like this until 2pm. Overall, it is nice to spend time with Maxym. And around 2 pm we went home. I was walking with Hubert, he lives next to Konrad.
We met like this twice more. The second time was also a spoxik, and after 3 it was Grzesiek and somehow he has something that does not want to teach me (My master).
Did anything else happen that I can mention here ... hhmmm ... I still handed this Valentine's Day, but it was somehow at the end of March, so I probably wrote about it.
Now it is just before Christmas, cleaning, boredom and in addition CIAGLE WITHOUT NET; (; (
I think that's it
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