niedziela, 11 czerwca 2006
asia, pipes, swords,% 20 mate% 20 maxa
So much happened during the week that I should actually write a diary :) But nothing, I will try to write as accurately as possible what I felt then.
Oh, starting last week, I couldn't bear the stress of Asia anymore. In order to make sure once and for all whether he loves him or not, I decided to write to him on chat. He, so to speak, ignored me. He probably asked Asia how it is with me. The guy must be a bit worried about me, since Asia was expecting a long explanation. On Wednesday, Max wrote to me that Asia is sitting on the floor. Then I smoked the cell and started talking to him first. Then Asia wrote to me. She expected more clearly, so I wrote to her everything I feel for her. She probably laughed at me: (But if it weren't for Maksym, who gave me strength, I would never have been able to summon the courage to tell her. conversation and she made me tell her what she said. It was very rude and hurt me a lot: (The next day she wrote to me again. This time it started with the usual hey, etc. She did not mention what we talked about yesterday. A simple riddle. But she asked me such a pain. She asked when the disco, as if she could not wait to dance with her boyfriend. It hurt me so much that, like Maxym, I gave the description "I uninstalled the gg, power with you". (
Two days later, on Friday, Max and I decided to cut the lightsaber tube from the old pool by the river. Nice to talk to him. I told him the whole story of how the conversation with Asia was going on. He is an irreplaceable friend, he can always be relied upon. We share this problem with Iza. I have to help him and break into it, get to know the whole gg archive.
Oh, I suddenly cried :( We tried the Pepsi rust remover, but unfortunately it did not help much. We will make beautiful lightsabers :)
The next day is a day spent with Max. Talking about starwars and downloading beautiful music. The ace wants to cry. so uplifting. Someone would think that time was boring but fun. We ate pizzas, we designed to have, just spending time with him is pure pleasure. Generally spoxik.
Well, it's time to describe today. Well, a friend from Krakow "Rall" was to come to Maxym. First, we guessed by gg that we would be waiting for him at 2:30 p.m. at the bus stop. Unfortunately, he made a mistake and he was supposed to come an hour later. So we walked through the park to my house and unpacked my stuff. We chatted as always. 3:45 pm we were on buses, and he came. Well, for the rest of the day I felt a bit abandoned by them. They talked to each other and I was on the side. I tried to get into the conversation somehow, but they talked quickly to each other. Well, somehow I was bored today :(
But I have to forgive them. If you think about it, Max was always with me, he supported me, and I supported him. Something like this certainly cannot affect something like this. The best eggs are also that max looked badly at the bus schedule, and the guy had no way to return home: D So he still had to stay at Maxym's. Damn it alone, I'm afraid I might lose it. Koels seems fine but he's kind of stiff. Then I had a chat with his sister, and a nice conversation, even :)
That's it...
asia, pipes, swords, mate% 20 maxa
So much happened over the week that I should actually write a diary :) But nothing, I will try to write as accurately as possible what I felt then. Oh, starting last week, I couldn't take the stress of Asia anymore. In order to make sure once and for all whether he loves him or not, I decided to write to him on chat. He, so to speak, ignored me. He probably asked Asia how it is with me. The guy must have worried about me a bit, since Asia was expecting a long explanation. On Wednesday, Max wrote to me that Asia is sitting on the floor. Then I smoked the cell and started talking to him first. Then Asia wrote to me. She expected more clearly, so I wrote to her everything I feel for her. She probably laughed at me: (But if it weren't for Maksym, who gave me strength, I would never have been able to summon the courage to tell her. and she told me to say what she said. It was very rude and hurt me a lot :( The next day she wrote to me again. This time it started with the usual hey, etc. She did not mention what we talked about yesterday. A simple riddle. But she asked me such a question. bul. She asked when the disco, as if she could not wait to dance with her boyfriend. It hurt me so much that, like Maxym, I gave the description "I uninstalled the gg, power with you". Two days later, on Friday, Max and I decided to cut the tube for the lightsaber from the old pool by the river. Nice to talk to him. I told him the whole story of how the conversation with Asia was going. rely. We share this problem with Iza. I have to help him and break into it, get to know the whole gg archive. Oh, to cry, I suddenly asked :( We tried the Pepsi rust remover, but unfortunately it did not help much. We will make beautiful lightsabers :) The next day, it's a day spent with Max. Talking about starwars and downloading beautiful music. The ace wants to cry. so uplifting. Someone would think that time was boring but fun. We ate pizzas, we designed to have, just spending time with him is pure pleasure. Generally spoxik.No, and it's time to describe today. Well, a friend from Krakow "Rall" was to come to Maxym. First, we guessed by gg that we would be waiting for him at 2:30 p.m. at the bus stop. Unfortunately, he made a mistake and he was supposed to come an hour later. So we walked through the park to my house and unpacked my stuff. We chatted as always. 3:45 pm we were on buses, and he came. Well, for the rest of the day I felt a bit abandoned by them. They were talking to each other and I was on the side. I tried to get into the conversation somehow, but they talked quickly to each other. Well, somehow I was bored today: (But I have to forgive them. If you think about it, Max was always with me, he supported me, and I supported him. the fact that max had a bad look at the bus schedule, and the guy had no way to return home: D So he still had to spend the night at Maxym's place. Then I had a chat with his sister, and a nice conversation, even:) That's it ...
niedziela, 21 maja 2006
Treasure Friend
A true friend is a real treasure. A priceless soul mate who will always help, always understand, will always be with you, always in joyful moments or in sadness, Always !!!
Two days ago, on Friday, I talked to Maksym. He started the conversation with a sad face. We talked about his love trouble which is Iza. I understood him perfectly. I told about my problem, which is Asia, that I had 2 girlfriends, and she could be the third. I found out that Ize has known since the 1st gymnas and they allegedly fell in love with each other. Unfortunately, this conversation showed that she was just playing with it. That was my feeling. I was shocked to have this bouquet for PLN 200 on his part !!! I think he even lost his head a lot more than I did. Iza was supposed to go to some theater on Monday, and I was supposed to go with Maksym and, so to speak, stay with him. Unfortunately, today on Sunday his father arranged for him to go with them, so I had to give up my seat. However, Maksym felt bad about it. He felt like he was taking advantage of me. He felt exactly what I would have felt in his place. He really wanted to make it up to me. I could feel it in him and he even told me about it. He is a true friend, kind, sympathetic and, above all, sincere. I hope he also treats me as a friend. Although I even feel with him and that he feels with me. I do not feel sorry for him for that, but I would love to be with him in these moments, so that he would have support in me.
But I told him very briefly about my problem with Asia. Well, he estimated his chances at 40% to get her back. I, on the other hand, mine at 10%. I don't know what to think about it because I would give him 15%. I sincerely believe and trust him, I hope she is as great as I say, because he did not convince me too much.
Maksym you are my friend. I have only met someone like you once in my life and lost it once and for all.
Treasure Friend
A true friend is a real treasure. A priceless soul mate who will always help, always understand, will always be with you, always in joyful moments or in sadness, Always !!! Two days ago, on Friday, I talked to Maksym. He started the conversation with a sad face. We talked about his love trouble which is Iza. I understood him perfectly. I told about my problem, which is Asia, that I had 2 girlfriends, and she could be the third. I found out that Ize has known since the 1st gymnas and they allegedly fell in love with each other. Unfortunately, this conversation showed that she was just playing with it. That was my feeling. I was shocked to have this bouquet for PLN 200 on his part !!! I think he even lost his head a lot more than I did. Iza was supposed to go to some theater on Monday, and I was supposed to go with Maksym and, so to speak, stay with him. Unfortunately, today on Sunday his father arranged for him to go with them, so I had to give up my seat. However, Maksym felt bad about it. He felt like he was taking advantage of me. He felt exactly what I would have felt in his place. He really wanted to make it up to me. I could feel it in him and he even told me about it. He is a true friend, kind, sympathetic and, above all, sincere. I hope he also treats me as a friend. Although I even feel with him and that he feels with me. I do not feel sorry for him, but I would like to be with him in these moments, so that he would have support in me. But I told him very briefly about my problem with Asia. Well, he estimated his chances at 40% to get her back. I, on the other hand, mine at 10%. I don't know what to think about it because I would give him 15%. I sincerely believe and trust him, I hope she is as great as I say because he did not convince me too much. You are my friend. I have only met someone like you once in my life and lost it once and for all.
środa, 17 maja 2006
May 17
So where to start ...
Well, during this time, the only things I remember are the meetings of the Jedi Order and the Arena master. It's real
friend!!! I don't sense rudeness, aggression or dark power in him. There is positive energy in him, thanks to which he can live !!! Worthy of admiration and attention. Everyone should follow his example. I would very much like him to accept me as his student. Talking with him, spending time together is pure pleasure. In addition, we took great photos together, as Jedi Knights: D The best is where the Jedi and Matrix merge. COOL!!!
However, when our conversation ends, I get sadder every hour :(
I would love to have internet so that we can at least chat together. The conversation with him on GG is as good as live, but it is always my fault, it lasts very short :( Why I don't have a net: /: / !!!!!
The only thing I fear is Sarrias. He doesn't want me, he doesn't like me. I feel that he would very much like to kick me out of the convent. I don't like him either. He takes offense at anything. You can't like him.
In addition, I am faced with the choice of the future school. I am not so much interested in it. I would love to go to a technical school in Krakow, get out of this damn crap that is rabka. However, the parents do not agree to this. Although I don't know if he wants it now. Maxym wants to go to Zakopane. From the whole fucking rabbi, I would miss only him, and no one else ... Although maybe one more person at which I went crazy,
which unfortunately did not work out for me :(
Yesterday I got a six with chemi. I really thought the hare was making fun of me like me
she said that I wrote the best test in the whole school. For a moment I get weird
the way I was happy. Then as if nothing was there.
Somehow I feel sad, I do not want to live; (...
May 17
So where to start ... Well, during this time all I remember are the meetings of the Jedi Order and the Arena master. He is a real friend !!! I don't sense rudeness, aggression or dark power in him. There is positive energy in him, thanks to which he can live !!! Worthy of admiration and attention. Everyone should follow his example. I would very much like him to accept me as his student. Talking with him, spending time together is pure pleasure. In addition, we took great photos together, as Jedi Knights: D The best is where the Jedi and Matrix merge. GREAT !!! my guilt lasts very shortly :( Why I don't have a net: /: / !!!!! He would very much like to kick me out of the order. I don't like him either. He takes offense at anything. He cannot be liked. In addition, I have a choice of future school. I am not so much interested in it. in Krakow, to get out of that damn shit that is rabka. But my parents do not agree to it. Although I do not know if he wants it now. Maxym wants to go to buried. ... Although maybe one more person at which I went crazy, with whom n Unfortunately, it did not work out: (Yesterday I got a six with chemi. I really thought the class was making fun of me when she said I wrote the best test in the whole school. For a moment I was in some strange way enjoying myself. Later, as if nothing were there, somehow I feel sad, I don't feel like living; (...
środa, 19 kwietnia 2006
Wake up and% 20dock% 20sie% 20to% 2013a
Oh today I scared the wake up a bit. His buddies teased me in the church when I tried to take pictures. Cholerka I was a little scared. The wake was threatening even though it is shorter than me. If it's true what arek said (he knows jujutsu and beat wueske) then I don't know what I'll do. I can be persecuted like an ark all my life or I can fight a battle on the field. I hope that jurek will quickly download instructional videos for krav Maga. I also thought that my grandfather could not teach me a little boxing. Dad said he once had some thoughts about it, I just don't know to what extent (was he a boxer or what?). I cannot give up, be humiliated like a screech. I prefer to fight, but I am very afraid. If I was humiliated and defeated him, they would look at me respectfully. Otherwise, I would be like a pig, someone who failed is ridiculed, afraid of going to school every day.
Another point of consolation is that I managed to get into the network with an inscription on the account of klaudi. Finally, I just hung up quickly anyway. I was a little afraid so I hung up. I even had a huge, giant desire to say asi how I felt about it because of this alarm. I don't know why so suddenly. I guess I wanted to find some support, consolation. Well, she was unavailable :(
The second time I open this diary, but at the end, the alarm clock stuck in my head. In addition, there is confirmation tomorrow. I'm even more afraid. I don't know what to do.
That's it for a memoir ...
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