Rakowski's training

March 2 - Rakowski's training In the morning, when I got up, I had a great desire to do back exercises. So I went to practice, but I didn't remember too many exercises for the spine, and the training was not very successful. In addition, every now and then forging in the spine. Whore... After the pseudo training, I went to the store for everything for the student. I bought 2 pens there, then I bought garlic and baking soda on the market. Soda cost 70gr per pack - so I bought 2. In addition, for the 1.40 it was much more than when I bought a few packs of 1.50 at the farm. On my way back, I met Adam Paternoge on the street, but we didn't talk very long. We practically just said hello Today is Saturday - so I cleaned the room. A phone call from Marta for her help. Anyway, she called me yesterday. As a last resort, however, I canceled today's meeting. I had an incredible desire to watch Andrzej Rakowski's film about the spine. Although the movie is old-fashioned and the quality is poor, the information contained is very valuable. I did spine mobilization exercises, I felt how the condition of my spine and convex circles in my spine improved Machine Supremacy Euphoria. I found Playlist Machine Supremacy and listened to the first track which made me feel a little euphoric for a while. To the rhythm of this music, I did the afternoon training according to Andrzej Rakowski. I found that maybe I could put off Lafay Stretching for at least the 2.3 weeks and then do it in reverse order from head to toe. So that the mind becomes set to something new. Jarek Projekt - I got more information on how to make a project. I think I know how to do it. He wants a lot of it. I was even wondering whether to offer a facilitation, but I want to earn 1000 PLN and I visualize this amount. I do such a piece of work for such money. I have more motivation. CosmoBlocks instead of Tetris. In the morning I played this game and changed the icon on the desktop instead of the tetromino. Very addictive. While cleaning, I mixed all the herbs together. I was also thinking about adding the purchased Rhodiola rose to them ... I also asked the cards about it, but I didn't really understand the answer.

Football table

March 1 - Football Table Suddenly I woke up in a terrifying and interesting dream: there were 2 dreams at once In one, as if it were yesterday. There was a period of fasting and I was tempted like Adam in the Garden of Eden and ate the forbidden fruit - sweets. My stomach ached and it ruined the beneficial effects of the healing fast. I was devastated by this Second dream - I was in a temple of Zen. It seems to me that it was located in Rafal's apartment. I walk into the room, and here the medications are arranged in an interesting way. Psychotrop medicines. The drugs were stacked upside down so that they would stand. I was looking at these drugs and accidentally stepped on my hand on these drugs, which left a lot of pills on my hand. After a while some "students" came. Everyone in the Buddha position meditated in front of such beautifully arranged tablets, and then, after a short meditation, You, our Master, ordered everyone to swallow these tablets. The only one who did not take pills, which made me feel honored, was me, but on the other hand I think: whore Rafal what are you fucking off: You worship psychotropic pills in front of the buddha statue and you tell your students to eat them? Have you been fucked up healthily? Some pills stuck in my hands, I couldn't look at it all - I wanted to help them not to do it, but I felt like helpless. Because you said the content of the words: "you are sick, you must be aware of it, you have to take pills to be healthy again." I threw this part of the tablets into the toilet, I also looked at them carefully. But one of your students attacked me on words, I pissed off sharply, I repelled his attack, I fell into an incredible fury at the same time feeling no hatred. This student was a friend of mine from kindergarten with whom I did not become friends or colleagues. Then he physically attacked me - and I was terrified - one fucking punch and my vertebrae in my spine crumple. I already feel the pain of their forging. Alc hurts me, it hurts ... I wake up and it turns out - I sleep on my side - in a position where my own spine hurts, my hands hurt, my neck hurt, my collarbones hurt - there was no big pain, but I was after adjusting the spine and I should lie on my back to get it all nicely done. I thought - what a fucking dream, and good thing it was a dream. Eat sweet during the fast, worship psychotropic drugs in front of the Buddha Monument. The best thing is that you say such words - I also seemed to believe that we are swallowing it all to be healthy. Because on the one hand I wanted to help them, but on the other hand I thought - maybe they really need these drugs if you say so? In the morning Oatmeal - a little worse sugar. Traveling pains again full, in desperation training, taking measurements. Order - application appearance. Bartek's mom - she lost weight exceptionally. Morning penis on alert - great feeling. A sign of health, it has not been for a long time Traveling pain attacks sharply, after the starves have redeemed themselves. Laptop extension - great Forging in the spine - panic ... Conversation with parents about begetting children. I haven't spoken to them for a long time. Today I worked on this project in general. I made its appearance similar to a hamster shell. I really liked it. Epic! I was also at the post office to send something about garbage and I live here. I wasn't hungry for dinner. I stuffed myself like a pig with my dinner, but still got tempted and poisoned myself with a huge amount of sandwiches. Whore! Now I have to rinse out the Ink coffee again, even now I like it very much. Traveling pain travels as hell as possible. And it was so beautiful during the fast ... In addition, the spine is sharp. Maybe I practiced today unnecessarily. In the morning I took the measurements, the weight dropped to 8 kg and all dimensions to a tight snout. Oh, I'm worried about my backbone ...

Medical Glacial

February 28 - Medical Glodwka Morning - preparations for the trip. I woke up quite early, but around 5:30 am I started getting ready. I was a little afraid of what it would be, in addition I was cold, but I practiced a bit, I drank warm water and there was a guitar. Mom got up around 6:00. I was afraid of the confrontation with her, it's good that I left a note earlier. I also brewed a nettle on the road. I hesitated to take a thermos or not. On the one hand, I would have an additional ballast to carry. On the other hand, nettle would speed up the body's cleansing. Okay, I'm on my way. I was on the 6:45 bus. I still thought that I was fasting in such stinking places. Nothing special happened during the trip, apart from the fact that I got off at the end. This bus did not pass through the hospital. Moreover, I also hoped that I would meet Tomek Bereznicki at this time. I thought that he probably has to take an earlier bus to go to college. Well, unfortunately he wasn't there. Or maybe that day he had classes at a different time at university ... In the bus I also thought: today it is fast - it is worth losing precious life energy. I don't feel like masturbating at all and I don't feel any excitement whatsoever. So I decided that I would give up the spermiogram and delayed a visit to the Urologist. I was in the hospital very early, as if there weren't many people. I must have gone to Urological Registration first, wanting to change the date. Above me there was an elderly gentleman who wanted to have a deadline (he had just registered). So I offered him my deadline - I did a good deed by the way. This blonde with a nice hairstyle was also registered. I even liked her a bit. I went to an ophthalmology clinic. I spoke for a moment with a woman who reportedly has a cyst in her spine. I thought to myself - it's good that I don't have such a cyst. These cysts in my brain are hard to heal, let alone cysts on my feet and testicles. Apparently he writes that a starvation device is able to cure it - but somehow it does not work out very well. I waited a bit for an appointment with an ophthalmologist. I also thought that I would go to the blood donation center for the blood test results, but ... but I got old and did not go ... I was already there at the entrance, but I did not go. So I went back to the ophthalmologist's trough. I waited a long time patiently for my turn. There was a slight delay. The ophthalmologist and her assistant examined the eyesight, put some drops on them, let them out into the corridor and told them to come in 30 minutes. It took a little longer. I think in my head: I am fasting today, and I used chemical drugs for my eyes: I drank a lot of nettle to cleanse my body of these toxins. My head hurt a bit too, but I didn't panic. I also felt temporarily that my eye was very dry. Very dry, but faded quickly. I was also doing brain wave vibrations (head nodding) standing up. They were great for me, they gave me relaxation and a pleasant yawn, but in my head I think - it is a hospital, in addition I fast and unnecessarily breathe in the stale air: D I stopped so and I promised myself that I would do these vibrations at home on a pillow. On the other hand, now I'm thinking - it's still cold at home in my room, and I'm supposed to make brainwave vibrations on my pillow? I will wait for the spring, then there will be better conditions for this exercise. The fact is that an erect spine is very conducive to making vibrations! Aha, after these drops the light also made me dizzy. The ophthalmologist found a good left eye and 0.5 for the right eye. Prescribed glasses. I also wanted to ask for the result of the Dry Eye Syndrome consultation, but - I got old again. So why did I go to this ophthalmologist today ....? Then I went to the kiosk at the hospital. I bought grapefruit juice, felt hungry, so I decided to stop starving. There I met Kasia Skrzypczak, she was probably with her parents. Not much has changed in appearance. I saw her for the first time in 7 years, since the end of junior high school. I haven't seen her even once. And here it was now necessary to get to Stara Wieś beyond Limanowa, so that Mruk would set my backbone. 11:30 departure from Nowy Targ, 12:15 departure from Rabka with grandfather to Mszana. In the mszana I bought 2 grapefruit juices in Tesco - one pink and the other white. As I saw how much delicious food there is, I wanted to eat! I was also in a tesco toilet. Of course, I paid PLN 1, and I wanted to pee - in the end I drank 1 liter of grapefruit on the way. He was a nice guy whose daughter was in the ladies' room. He proposed that we will not pay and we will use it for free. Even when he was leaving, he looked after my net, he waited for me, but I didn't ask for it. It was very nice of him :) At 13:00 I left for Limanowa. Unfortunately, the bus went to some other stop, although I found a small market square. It was quite nearby, I asked local residents. I was looking for Stara Wies - I also asked busiers, it should be Stara Wies Wola. Aczkoliwek such a bus was not. I was also under a bit of stress because it was already around 2 p.m. and I had it at 2:30 p.m. Luckily, some bus driver told me to go through Opalane. I did the same and the bus driver dropped me off near Mruk. Another old lady told me on the bus. Fate and luck were on my side :) There was a tall guy at Mruk's. I entered almost immediately. The mruk was very accurate and solid, but at the same time nice. I used to have a personality like him, so I understand him. He asked to put the phone on the table instead of a chair, and hang the clothes on a hanger. I complied with his request, but he did so in a polite manner. I was glad on the one hand. I could tell you how solid and accurate you are in such tinsel, I think you will put me in a good position here :) He ordered to call on Tuesday and ask if it is possible to make an appointment, because, as he says - he is ill, his wife too and which week will be free because they are waiting for the hospital. He was such an old man when he was going out. I talked to him somehow, he seemed to be quite cool. A bit persuasive, I told you how I had 4 changes to get here. I managed to get in touch, finally I asked if he was going through the mass and if I could give me a lift. He agreed, just said I had to ask his son. I asked, agreed - such a villager by nature. The conversation started with Driving license and exams, then everything in the car. And in the car - what a shit. Cigarette smoke, garbage everywhere. Fuck, and I'm fasting today: D But think about it, I'll save a lot of money and time. He talked to me a lot, and I just wanted to be silent and not say anything. He blew me off in a mszana. In the mszana I took the bus to Rabka - quite new. I stood in the back where it was impossible to sit on these hard seats. There were also 3 cute girls in the back, but I didn't have the courage to talk to them. I don't think they are with me either. In the rabka I bought Maslanke and oatmeal in stescal. I moved on too. I breathed a bit, but I was depressed, but I was slightly deteriorated in my eyesight. After all, it was so beautiful, what is the reason. The eyes were tearing, the starvation tube was going well, and I hadn't regained my full vision. Maybe I'm sitting on this laptop too much and these electromagnetic waves ... Oh, I also pissed at the landlord. Why pay for a stescal toilet when it's free. I used to come back to the health resort of Rabka. I wanted to wait there and come home late, but as it was closed, I headed towards the house. While still in steskal, I bought two mesh - I was afraid of the spine, it was hard for me to carry so much in one hand. I felt cold needles, I was a little afraid ... At the back of the road, I stretched a little, pissed and headed home. At home, I ate a few apples, I was wrong. I tested WFM on a pillow, but briefly I was concerned: the weight was great, tomorrow I will do a summary of the results, but the biceps went to a puffy face. Only 36cm !!! Could your muscle mass also drop. In the morning the waist was only 78cm and the hips 81cm. Outstanding results. However, the books said that during the regeneration, the loss of muscle mass returns quickly. Tomorrow I want to exercise and check if the loss of muscle mass returns to normal. We'll see. After all, since I lost so much weight in the waist, I also had to burn fat, although it may also be the effect of intestinal contraction. We will see I signed up to weigh myself tomorrow and take measurements. Apart from that Today I offered 2 or 3 ads with my order: "In case of dissatisfaction, I will return 100% of the cost." Now I think so and I could write: "If you are dissatisfied, I will refund 100% of the cost." This is a much better persuasive text. One guy called me. I valued the order at PLN 797. I can write it, but my phone just fucking fell, hehe: D At home, I also tested WFM on a pillow. Great on a straight spine, just a little bit more in the neck. I hope it will cure it all someday. A long day full of adventure. As I read it now until I feel better, how many interesting things have happened today :) What I have learned today: During the conversation with the guest about the offer program, when I did not understand something, as if I was repeating the sentence: "aha, the program is to download tables, click here and ..." these three dots at this point I just stopped. I spoke slowly, slowly, and he finished it all over again. Guitar, simple.

Sad Glow

February 27 - Sad Glodowka Shoulder tiredness after sleeping on the side. The first day of the fast - we'll see how it goes. I see a lot of food everywhere, I have an appetite. I don't feel like starving to tell the truth, but I continued my hunger. Rafal - a child in the car. Little hair I didn't talk about sex. Today, a conversation about how feelings flow through me I got a message from Parsley for chlamydiosis. I told Rafal about it and I feel helpless that I can't help my boyfriend. We talked today about how feelings flow through me. After I left I called home to check if they were at home. They also called me. Fortunately, they were already leaving Starvation diet I was in town. I bought: nettle, urine containers. I saw a guy in town with a cool mohawk. He was walking with some blonde girl. I wanted and next time I also want to have such a true Mohawk! In the morning I threw out the food. In the afternoon too. I cooked dumplings for disguise. I hope these entries will never get into the hands of the family. I even started to analyze everything as in death note, but when I did, I had a lot of fears. So I preferred my chaotic tactic - to do everything haphazardly, somehow it will be. Now they fucking come. Stress grabbed me. I take a deep breath to control my stress ... Finish. I can't write anymore. I was so sad for the day. So sad, such a pointless life again.

Super Belly

February 26 - Super Belly In the morning in the morning I listened to the Diary of Maj. Earlier I was doing Rebrithing, I endured for quite a long time about 40 minutes, although I did not feel anything special. I listened to the diary very pleasantly - I was so happy then, in such a life euphoria. Was great! Today I was solving puzzles from mozgowiec.pl. It was fun and I managed to solve some of them on my own. It was actually the title of today's post, but so much happened today and I changed the title Tomorrow my parents are leaving. Meanwhile, I am preparing for a starvation. I want to do a 2-day fast. Day 3 will be a juice / butter diet etc ... Showing David's belly - I was shocked myself, as in the photo the radiator came out great Garlic and apple at 6pm. As a light meal before the starvation season. Today, the second dose of Azitrox. It should be done for 3 days, but due to this and tomorrow's starvation, I will give up tomorrow's dose. One tablet left to spare. Already in the afternoon I felt the first effects, as if the journey was "going back", it was only on the outer parts of my body cells. I had an old testicular ache and also half of my wrist which I felt many times during the gym. It is a relatively pleasant pain, much smaller compared to the aches traveling through the body. I think azitrox helped me a bit I also made a plan for a 2-day starvation :) Ah, how great, I hope that everything will work out. Parents leave in the morning, I will go to Rafal in the morning. When I come back, I hope they won't be there anymore. However, what about breakfast? I will procrastinate, stretch myself, go wash myself. I can also come home much later. Yes, it will probably be one of the best solutions, come a little later even at 11:00 and then procrastinate. However, when I am leaving in the morning, my mother will tell me if I should take the key with me. It will be a signal and when I get back there will be a good chance and there will be no more. How do I check if they are at home? I will call you on a landline :) If David's gone, he'll test a lemon enema. You will need to wash the enema container, rinse it with hot water - I think that's enough. Washing with lotions is probably a bad idea, cleanse with lemon juice. I don't feel like doing this enema, somehow I have a negative attitude towards it - I'm afraid it won't work again. But it is worth teaching this wonderful method of unconventional medicine. I think that's enough of the plans for tomorrow. I can't wait - starvation :) Although I am still thinking - how will I spend tomorrow so that it was interesting? E there, I'll be home alone. My mom doesn't have a neurologist until 3 p.m., let's assume that at least until 4 p.m. plus the journey home. But what if he arrives earlier? I have to get rid of the dinner earlier, even somewhere between 12-13. And David? If he was home at this time? hmmm ... I'll wait until he is sitting on the PC, or wait until he goes somewhere. We will have to be vigilant. However, we think positively that the starvation will definitely succeed. It is the first time that he analyzes and predicts life in this way. I don't feel pain, azitrox soothes it. However, I always thought that somehow it would be and I was good for it ....

Azitrox

February 25 - Azitrox As always, a light nonsense in life. I didn't want anything. Today I watched the dexter, I ran a bit - but because of the long break I was terribly tired. Besides, I had to register for a spermiogram today, but so far I have not done so. Cramp now I think - I started azitrox therapy - so that something in the spermiogram would not work out. Traveling pain rages through the body. Since then it started to attach to the intestines, prostate, throat, that is, the digestive system - it goes crazy. It does not budge for a moment. Out of horror, I started the azitrox therapy that I had bought an hour ago. I wonder if something will help me or at least keep this wandering bacteria chlamydia. In the morning you will need to buy a trilac during training. And in addition, I will support myself with NAC. what about baking soda. Brother can he leave her alone? I was also in the herbal store for Rhodiola today. I met Darek Michalak. I don't think he noticed me. I felt stupid to say hello to him. I have lost my ability to communicate with people. I lost ... and therefore I chose to avoid talking to him. I have lost my sharp retort, my creative abilities and in addition I do not want to exercise my mind. I eat a lot, too much. But on Wednesday we will make a decent post when the parents are not home :)

Connecting under the brain

February 24 - Growing eyes under the brain Today, chlamydia began to attach from my throat to my brain and eyes. She has not traveled there for a long time. However, the only ailment is wandering pain in different parts of the body. For this headache and right eye pain, back pain - joints are already great. Lump on the testicle and nodules on the feet. Today I was looking for a careful spiritual master. I wrote to RichZonePL, although he did not have time to help me, he declared that he would be happy to answer my questions. Final state wrote to me today. He asked me one exercise, but due to the pain that moves, I am not able to think normally. Whore... But it is better .... My body is not poisoned with toxins and thick blood ... Something else today: workouts in the morning and evening, some breathing but as usual I gave up. She wrote to me a fairy from which I bought a fairy for the whole year. Such a scandal. The first half of the year is good and you go ahead, love triangle, going abroad in autumn. So-so, this scandal very short ... For my 4 questions - breathing exercises according to her, she does well, but I do not accept thoughts. I am not going to renew my friendships by far. Mirriel, according to her, is lying to me, she is not sure what she is doing ... I offered Esther to undergo hypnosis especially for me - but he refused. Has anything else happened today? In the morning I even wanted to exercise my mind, but now since chlamydia has attacked my brain and eyes again - I don't really want to do that.