Affirmation of a powerful body

April 16 - Affirmation of Strength I did not write anymore and yesterday I got one more channeling from Fila. Some extra-world force Maria ... I can understand this at most 30% Or maybe 15% But there were a few words that aroused the desire to FIGHT. And then, before going to sleep, I uttered the affirmations: - Build a flexible, healthy, athletic - POWERFUL MUSCULAR BODY! Yes, this new accentuation gives me the will to fight. Writing it out as a target. She is great! In any case, channeling was quite interesting. Long. I did not ask the Fil for this channeling. But this "Maria", whoever she is, also calls me to love, forgiveness, etc ... But so far I don't want it ... I think I'll even print these words ... It will make it easier for me to analyze them. And I'm writing now because I woke up with a kind of nightmare. I dreamed that if I wanted to kill myself, I can barely walk again, every step is painful. A week ago I met Ole Dachowska, who said: I am psycically ill, some kind of schizophrenic and it can be treated ... But I am pissed. What my subconscious wanted to tell me. By the way, I met a boy yesterday. And I haven't seen Ola for a very long time. I just got a video interestingly titled "Lazy Bogacz" from Kasia Szafranowska. This is something for me: D Although I do not care about money so much, I do not want to do anything in my life: D In addition, in the morning I went to exercise. The weather is nice, nice and warm, sunny. I used the power of solar steroids. Today I also wanted to start my Post after 2 p.m. I only ate 2 slices for breakfast and felt a little hungry. I did not use the Tombak method with food separation techin. To wash my hands, I ran for a while, also leaving all my things behind. One older gentleman was surprised how toughened I was :) Breakfast at home .... Then I decided to redo my room. I haven't done everything yet. I was going very slowly. I felt a little hungry and tired. I ate dinner and there was an error for the body. I felt that Dream had priority, but I had to eat it. I went for treatments and felt sleepy and tired. I used WFM for my head and recovered for a while. A moment of relaxation in some way immersed the dream. In addition, today I had a magnetic field and currents to the thoracic region. The Prada was really strong and clear. Cool. All this day, I have been worrying about my spine almost a day. I often felt chucks in the thoracic section. After the treatments, I went to my mother to buy nothing, although I probably bought her no good. I was coming back holding my hip, Marta was walking with the child and some girl from the park exit like there are chestnuts. I was holding my hip, afraid of the thoracic spine. A moment on the road, a couple of metals, a boy and a girl, were smoking next to an e-cigarette. I went home, or rather entered Monika Pitek's house. Earlier she wrote a request to fix her computer. I did what I could. By the way, I found out that one of our peers had brain cancer. But I got involved, because before Cancer could occur, the body had to emit regular signals that something was wrong. I went home, made some tea, went back to sunbathe a little after 4pm in the playground. The children were squeaking terribly, so after some time I went to the river, but I spent about 20 minutes there. I met Pania bitch from mathematics, I lent some guest a handkerchief myself on my own initiative for her little daughter. On the river a lot of homies, cokes. I used my slight fear of them to keep me in check. I also met Mariusz Teper. When I met him, I had thoughts to ask about Simon about a pension. He got a pension for being an orphan. I just wrote to him on Facebook. We'll see what comes out of it. There was also the police, but they forgave themselves those compatriots who drank beer. Then too, go home. I was hungry. I wanted to eat today. I hesitated for a long time - to fast or eat. In addition, I was tired. Eventually I chose and I will eat the apples. It was a bad meal again. Nuts would be better. I just decided to do a 36h detox instead of a starvation if I am hungry. I'm gonna go to the store in a minute and buy myself either nuts or butter. Today I also expressed my affirmation of the Mighty Body. I like it very much. I will come back to her during the meal with Adam. z / w In the evening I also felt weak and tired. I used WFM. I quickly regained my strength;) I bought 40 chestnuts on the Allegro for PLN 40. I'm going to sleep quickly. I'm still thinking about the spine and I'm afraid for it.