Lyme Detox

April 17 - LymeDetox Ah, how much has happened today. In addition, he writes everything at the end of the day. I woke up twice during the night. Any strange dreams. The first time I woke up at 2:00 am - a little bit toxic. Second time at 4:00 am. Then I dreamed of a tick walking for me and it bit me ... I wonder if it could have anything to do with my trip to a meeting about Lyme disease today. After 7:00 am I went to exercise, although first I went to the Farmer for apples. I think I ate 4 during training. The training was rather warm-up. Due to the fact that I was weighing in the morning, the weight showed only 69.9 kg - it terrified me until such a sudden weight loss. The day before I had 71.4 kg. Az 1.5 kg? it's impossible ... I think it's a weighty mistake. Anyway, I decided not to do a starvation today and all I did was Detox: apples, butter, nuts ... In the park, I was approached by 3 girls, or rather one of their representatives. She was talking to me with a question: "Hey, with my friends we are wondering if this is a warm-up after a run or ..." she was talking about something. Even good for a seductress. I said: "I am practicing as an amateur for my health". And actually, like a parrot, I answered questions. And I could be more spontaneous, for example: - Well, that's how I heard something out loud, one of you was talking - go talk to him: D - You liked my chest and biceps so much? - (I think I'd be a fool) - You really are so interested in this? - Nice line to kick-off. But somehow I honestly didn't feel like talking to them. I did not have, I did not want to - I ran away from them as far as possible. I escaped across the river and then across the Park. As for today's weather and sunshine - the sun was flying into balls. I mainly exercised in the cold without a T-shirt, the sun was shining in some places, but it's some 25-35% still through the clouds. I returned home a little after 10. I smuggled breakfast. I was wondering what to do with breakfast and came up with the idea that in Krakow I can feed the pigeons :) So I did. I got ready, I packed my notebook with notes, a small notebook for notes, a small laptop, and a thermo turtleneck. Although I practically used only a notebook and thermo-active golf. I was also afraid to smuggle this breakfast, luckily the power was with me and I was able to do it without any problems. Then back to Kefirk. I met the Farmer again. I felt a little hungry. I bought apples and nuts from him. Then for treatments. All 3 treatments were arranged at an earlier date. And to Krakow. On the way, I met these 3 girls again. I know why I met them. We attracted each other with thoughts. They had to think so hard about me and our paths joined again. They must have really wanted to meet me. And I really want them to give me holy peace. When driving an Edmar, only the rear sunroof hatch was ajar. You have to sit almost sitting under it to blow a pleasant breeze just on you blogs. I did the same for the first time. On the bus, I tried to listen to MentalWay, but I didn't want to. I didn't want to listen to music either, I just wanted to enjoy this moment. I've even used WFM for meditation in my own way. It gave me relaxation and pleasure and additionally energized me. Due to the fact that I woke up at 4:00 I was a bit sleepy. WFM energized me. I found out that because of this, my hateful hands must be tense, unleash my anger. I put them on my hips, and my right hand was almost in a vertical position, relieving the tension on the ground. COOL! I can do the same at home, picking up something. Alternatively, I can always do it on the hips. Being in Krakow at 2 p.m. I did carefour shopping. I bought buttermilk, 5 packets of sunflowers. There was an interesting queue there. One at a time, one queue and summoning to the individual cash register. It really did save a lot of time. I spent about an hour there and decided to go to Dietl to get a copy of the hospital report. It's not yet a full 2 ​​years so they should keep photocopies of my discharge from the hospital. I got there, I was talking to random girls about the way. The least I can do, I felt good about it. Unfortunately, registration was now closed. I looked around the hospital a bit. I saw an older man on the couch who wogola did not move ... That I could not do anything. I couldn't watch him suffer ... And here came the same thought that was repeated in Galeria Krakowsia. All these people that I meet here on my way, I attracted them with my thoughts, and they attracted me with theirs. It is not without reason that I have met them all. Maybe I wanted to have a great illness, Wojciech Panz was also suffering and he had a serious illness. He would like to meet someone similar to himself (me). In the end, he also said: "I am not surprised, because more than one has got his ass from Krakow" ... Maybe there is a great doctor with high intelligence whom I wanted to meet so much and who would also like to have someone like me who got his ass and who would like help. Who would like to kick Skawinska! I believe there is such a doctor somewhere! I have no method of finding him. I just keep looking ... Moreover, in Krakow I experienced pain only twice and for a short time. What does Krakow have to do with it? Lower blood pressure, smog? It's hard to say ... Anyway, I do not delve into science anymore - because I do not believe in science ... Oh, while getting off in Krakow some woman was looking for Rakowicka Street. I showed her the way to Lubicz. I was eager to help. By the way, I met this Anie from spyware. I followed her a bit aimlessly for a while, but then turned back. I was still worried about the spine, but somehow I was doing it ... I came back and I had a terrible desire for Grapefruit juice. I saw a great blonde in the bus. A dream woman, tall, slim, pretty and modest. Ah, I imagined different things with her: D I wanted to talk to one of them, but I was afraid. I did not have the courage. Where to start a conversation. While in Rabka, I went to Steskal. Oh, I sat in the wrong place on the bus. Then I switched to a place where there is fresh air just after the place was vacant. I energized WFM. One woman next to me looked at me askance. He thought to explain to her why I am doing this - I think that due to her age, she would understand my situation ... Well, and in steskal, wanting to buy grapefruit juice, feeling that it would be an ideal meal for me, I met these 3 girls again. I wanted to avoid them at all costs. At the checkout, I also saw Patryk Kucaj. Muscular and fit as always. I also did not want to engage in unnecessary discussions with him. I love being alone. That's why I pretended to be doing more shopping. To avoid the girls who must have been waiting at the exit of Steskala I also read the channeling on the bus, especially the fragment that I understand and it was especially stuck in my head: Let his hand of thoughts and smooth out in you, let them run on there, and I will carry them, when I have reached my end. I will take them there to be heard. That he is Brave, although there is still little power in him, because he thinks the circle around ideas that he would better leave behind. I feel full, but what ends up in them ends with a dark glow shines, instead of being bright I perceive in myself. I see these clarity, I see this power, it lies dormant in You and waits for a signal, it waits for a word like a spell spoken to myself: The love is in me and to me and to what surrounds me. Thanks to the fact that the pain did not travel to me - again I had a lot of different thoughts. My psychic energy focuses on my ailments and traveling pain. I don't have time to think about other things. The pain consumes all my psychic energy. I also went to the health resort of Rabka to settle down. I took a different route starting from the back of the steskala. I also ate an apple and drank grapefruit juice. I breathed a little. I have developed a nice exercise to stretch and mobilize the spine. Pulling the bench towards you - sort of an isometric exercise. Immediately culem as pleasantly crunchy vertebrae in the thoracic. When it was already dark - to the playground. But for that moment later came 2 homies. One is tightly packed in a red T-shirt and the other a little less with a child. They wanted to practice there - I had such an impression that the thinner one was my mother's lover. I was wondering whether to talk to them or not? But again, some unnecessary programs crammed into my brain, and I gave myself holy peace with them. I went home. An interesting surprise awaited me at home - I got 2 nice sweatshirts and pants from uncle Jacek, thanks to my dad. I really feel great in them. Epic! My dad also heard about my strange, as he put it, "nicknames" like: we'll meet in hell. I think he guessed who it was ... Thanks to the fact that the pain does not strike me right away, I turned on the dark music of DBZ Main Vegeta and I imagined my revenge on it ...