Sila Peace

April 14 - Peace of mind. 8:00 In the morning I resumed training. Finally. I did a full training, training was really fun. The only drawback - the sun was flying into balls, so I did not use the power of the sun's steroids. Coming home, I remember that my mother, going to church, asked me to buy her tights. So I bought it in Adaś. I spoke again with Adam Bytof. He wrote a little about Meditation, a little about Galantamine. As he claims, to eat the snowdrop on me, I would have to eat some 5 kg. In my opinion he is wrong, he probably underestimates the power of herbal medicine. In addition, he recommended me the movie "Silence of Peace" which I am currently watching. Super intelligent guy who can do anything. I suppose there will be something about meditation here. I tried to clean that tooth I had a crack last year when I was having intense bleeding from my upper jaw. He's bleeding, I was a little scared, I took sage to help. I wanted to use the floss I bought, but I am unable to pull it out. Nothing is hidden. This movie irritated me. The guy could do everything, genius: knowledge, martial arts ... Amazing. He wants so too ... However, there was no way to achieve this state. It was just: Get the garbage out of your mind, although no prescription was given on how to do it. FUCKING !!!! Now I'm listening to Eckhart Tolle. Lecture "what is the meaning of mental illness". I remember some interesting words: suffering is part of awakening. What in India and Tibet is considered enlightenment, we treat it as a mental illness ... Next Day: In the afternoon I went to the playground to sunbathe. There were a lot of people with children. I was a little afraid and I will go crazy again and I am without a shirt for such weather, although somehow I managed. I did it gradually. First, I practiced with a sweatshirt. Then I downloaded and practiced intuflow. And finally a t-shirt. However, the sun was not sensational much. He was often obscured by clouds. I went for a walk early, after 20:00. I put MentalWay on for the night. The guy is great, he says really wise and impressive words in my opinion. To think that I had such a gift once too. I fell asleep with a vibrating mattress. I discovered a new position to sleep on my stomach. It was on a vibrating mattress + soft neck pillow. I slept for an hour to the rhythm of the vibrations that woke me up after I finished. Great, the neck did not hurt at all, hands are elegant. I felt regenerated.