sobota, 18 maja 2013
I took the free
May 17 - I took a free one
Tramal Meditation - It is actually a sunny Tramal meditation. The experiences were amazing. Virtually no thoughts, trance music by Hotar. I did not fall asleep, I was sitting on the armchair, my hands on the armchair in a specific way, thanks to which I discharged my hatred and at the same time provided a great support for the spine. Wow. Finally I went to sleep, but I felt terrible hunger. Unfortunately, I have not achieved anything like this in bed!
Idea meditation with valerian.
Dream: my mother splashed me on drugs and pulled my cock at the same time. God what could that mean? Good thing it was just a dream. In the morning I was careful.
During the night I woke up around 3:00 am. It was quite warm. About 1.5 hours including a break for hot coffee and I wanted to try meditation again, but this time the effect of the tram is over. It was almost 12 hours after he took him and I did not feel this effect anymore. In addition, 50% of hotar's songs suddenly stopped working.
In the morning at 6:20 am I was awakened by a wasp. I felt very sleepy. And here again thoughts like: the body wants to sleep, I'll lie a little more. I did some breathing exercises that regenerated me
During training, I had an idea: Push-up training on the top - feet together then or a broomstick. Back then, I would have been using less energy to do push-ups than I am now straddling
Light meal in the morning: cottage cheese. Great energy
Sleep without a mattress - better. Just a fight under the head.
After 12 I went to sleep listening to mentalWay. I care about sleep, and at the same time I felt stress because my mother was cracking and banging everywhere - as always. I was making this suggestion: A negative fucking has no effect on me. At any level of body and mind. Breathing at the same time, it calmed me down.
Around 2 p.m. I ate lunch. Delicious: cucumber salad, eggs and potatoes. An hour later I was hungry again. Now I eat flaxseed, wanting more potatoes. I chose a substitute.
Aha, I wrote to Marcin that today I have free time, that is, I will be unavailable. Michal Staniszewski I made a proposal for cooperation. I don't want to do these pages, and he could do it under my name for 100%. We'll see what happens.
Vanessa wrote back about "removing the kernel" ... But I got scared, but we made it all clear. I also wrote to elen regarding channeling on this matter.
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