SunnyTramal

May 16 - Today.txt I woke up quite early, but was murdered. Maybe it's the fault that I sat at the PC late yesterday and ate tons of apples before going to sleep. I prepared myself for training, took a backpack with herb and set off. The sun was fine. I trained, or rather stretched from 7:30 to 8:45 somewhere. Then I went to the river to wash my feet and at the same time I came up with the idea to breathe on the river. The noise of the river made me feel curious. I also thought to burn my thighs (to be in only underpants), but today I did not want to do it. Returning home, my mother was leaving for Nowy Targ for unemployment. Even though it was 9:30 I was not hungry. I drank the juice, I had a great desire for a cold shower because of the soreness for several days. I made this shower much more thoroughly. The sourdoughs changed by at least 50%. Unfortunately, I ended the Warm Shower badly - the water was so lukewarm and I was cold for a long time when I left. I've been cold for 1 hour! 2 slices for breakfast, egg paste and a lot of cheese at the end. I was wondering whether to eat it, but I developed a new affirmation that I really like - (we) build a powerful body from what I have, in the conditions I have. After breakfast, I went to the bridge. We were reminded of the good old days on the bridge. Mainly because it was sun and I was cold. I met Monike Pitek - she asked why I'm in a sweatshirt. I met Marcin Gajewski from Zona. Pretty! And slim for two children. Gnyla also asked if my legs hurt. I understand why that question - she wouldn't be able to do that. And back home and I'm still cold. It's been 45 minutes from the end of breakfast, so I thought that I would break my rules and drink coffee. Hot coffee to warm up. Maybe I will repeat my affirmation: - (we) build a powerful body from what I have, in the conditions I have. The weather is beautiful and I feel like walking and you have to work here, unfortunately. I will complete the program for Jarek, OCR Mail until 1.30 pm and then I will start breathing exercises. I also came up with the idea to cover the drugs in the toilet with toilet paper and do the so-called Bedbugs. Then I would feel safer and they ran well in the toilet. Oh, in case of detection, I came up with other methods - vomiting - look for some illusionist trick. Mom has gone. From the morning I was starting the programs, the website, but something was not working out for me. Already at 2 pm I felt a slight, pleasant hunger. I could have eaten dinner but I made another mistake. I ate Linseed and 2 apples. He feels like he is stuffed up and he thinks again: I have to breathe, I have to burn it. Dinner will be soon. Now some 1 hour has passed since this event. David boiled the potatoes. Once again, and I think to myself: they are being cooked again. They will be unhealthy. Real hypochondria. Despite the fact that I am stuffed I eat chicken meat, I put the potatoes in my yellow container. Real hypochondria. Oh, about 10 minutes ago from this nonsense of life I took 100 mg of tramal ... Here I work and I do nothing, stress, here hypochondria, thinks about what to eat, what not to eat, when to eat, when to exercise, go on a stride, think about neck, spine ... I took the tramal. I eat this chicken hard. Strange: I got clogged with apples and linseed. I said fucking everything. I took this tramal. I went to training. I listened to Marcin Rodzynek a bit - Never look down. Perfect music for the tram. I heard her today on the London radio. Feels the blogs a pleasant light sadness. I needed that, blogging. Ah, a wonderful tramal. And training in the sun - I practiced and stretched really slowly. The soreness is no more, I can't wait for tomorrow's training :) I have more and more thoughts in my head again. Oh, how happy I was, because I was constantly thinking about pain and ailments. When nothing hurts me or chlamydia does not move, I have cut-scenes and I delve into the world of my imagination. Mainly my imaginations are about revenge. During training, I developed a new affirmation about eating apples. I eat too many of them at once. I say one or two. And it ends with 3-7 apples. I will write it in my notebook in a moment and I will stick to this affirmation. Oh, I accidentally sent her to Jarek: D But it's going. In the rhythm of the tram, I want to Vibrate Fal Mozgu, but God forbid, I do not want to work ...