The World of Belief

28 May - DoOdwaznychSwiatNalezy Yesterday before midnight I went to sleep between 22-23, eating a hearty dinner, ice cream, sweets. I woke up sometime before 01:00. The room was relatively warm - the windows were just ajar. My cold was over as well, but I had a great desire for Andrographis - I felt that I needed something bitter. So I went into the kitchen and drank a bitter. Then somehow I did not want to sleep, so I sat down to read - Only you decide. It had some 85 pages. It's quite fun to read. After a while I went to sleep Massacre, I woke up before 7:00. In addition, I felt that I was lying for a long time, probably until somewhere until 3:00. Undisturbed nervous tension. That's probably why I got up so late. So I put off my daily schedule and took care of the most necessary things for today. Wallet, money, phone, bag, I made myself 3 sandwiches for the road with egg paste and a tomato in my container. Still leaving, I went through the park to stretch the spine on the bar. First I went to Mszana, then at 8:30 am by bus to Limanowa. Finally, on foot to Stara Wieś. Earlier, however, I bought juice in a grocery store in Limanów. I wanted a grapefruit very much, but I was tempted by some hortex juice or a fortune. I was tempted by the text that he was healthy and sugar-free. But the taste is gross. I could not cope with this pic. I fired him. And here maybe I made a mistake, which I will write about in a moment. Going to the purr I was breathing my diaphragm on the way. In addition, from the morning I had a slightly cold and hoarse voice. It gave me confidence. I liked that strong voice very much :) I was the first one at the purr at 10:00. The mutt arranged what he could, but I think that touching the spine I do not see any special difference. In addition, I had such specific feelings in my knees after the setup. I felt I needed more shoe insoles. As I was expressing myself the affirmations of courage to do something courageous and simple once every 3 days, I asked the elderly gentlemen if they could give me a lift to Limanowa or Mszana. Here, too, I used a slight persuasion - an apparent choice. On the way to Limanowa, I listened to the harmonious Persuasion of Artur Lewandowski - the same who wrote the Mind Code - a book I liked very much. I went to the station in Limanowa and there I sat at the end by the open window. Here I performed the vibrations of my brain waves, they calmed me down a bit and gave me a little pleasure. After leaving the hospital in Wroclawska, what I would not do, I feel like a crest! I have to finally break it. Therefore I made these vibrations despite this, saying to myself that within the framework of the 3-day courage that I established for myself. Lest the guest look at me strangely, I said to him: when the Lord is leaving - with this strong voice of my own. But then I switched to the very front. On the back too much vibration / shock - dangerous for the spine. Instead of fresh air, I chose spine health. I did these vibrations for a while and fell asleep in the car. Oh, I did the vibrations together with the affirmation - I love my body - I let it heal on its own! After such a dream, I felt like grapefruit juice. So I went to Tesco and here I met some homeless man in Tesco. It was dirty and run down. I wanted to help him somehow, but I didn't have the courage. I thought I would do it so in a moment, first I went to the toilet waiting for opportunities until a certain woman who paid for leaves. I broke my fear and when she left I entered the women's toilet :) Now, when I think about it - I am proud of myself for this success :) Then I left but the visitor was gone. But I felt that it was somewhere and first went to Tesco to buy grapefruit juice. When I bought it, I found a guest. He was no longer inside, but before entering. I wanted to go talk to me, but I was afraid. There were some women next to me, they could look at me strangely that I wanted to give him 20 PLN + a banana. Yes, what has all this led me to: because of the diagnosis from Wroclawska, I am afraid of what people think about me. Whatever I do, I'm afraid I will be hailed as a tip ... Fuck me ... But I came back, waited for these women to go away and I wanted to come, but the guy also left. I followed him. The guest spoke to a woman asking for 2 zlotys - this woman says that the card pays and no change is made with such a rather unpleasant dismissing accent. I tap the guests, the guest wants to shake my hand and say hello, but at this point I was afraid to say hello to him that he would catch some muck, which does not mean that I did not want to help him. I gave him a banana in hand - he hid it, and then I took out 20 PLN prepared in Tesco for him, saying: buy yourself something nutritious to eat! The guest was probably extremely grateful for his help, I think he could not believe that someone could give him as much as PLN 20 ... I went to the bus stop and then some thoughts got to me: what if he drinks it or something. But I think to myself: maybe he stinked, but it was definitely not alcohol. It was dirty, there is probably nowhere to live ... I think I will give it a rest, and today I have done so many brave things at the beginning, but I thought what would hurt again. I went to see if I accidentally drank it. Again he was sitting in front of tesco. Earlier there was a police car. Silver Kia. Some other short zebra talks to what I gave him 20 zlotys - what the fuck he got, the police are going here - somehow the text sounded like that. I didn't like this little guy. I could stand up for him and at least say something like "what the fuck do you care?" Today I did not have enough courage, but next time I will try to react in this situation and do something about it. I went to Kibla for a while. This little guy followed me and he looked at me a little. I was watching him too, finally he gave up and walked over. I was hoping that this homeless man would succeed and keep the 20 zloty, eat a banana and buy himself something nutritious to eat - but not alcohol. Returning to Rabka, I was doing WFM of the head in his intention, then breathing, thinking about him and hoping that he would succeed. I went to Grandpa instead of Akwaria. Someone told me that my grandfather kept the price of 2.50 students. Close, the bus cost me 3.50, but I saved PLN 1 on the ride anyway. In addition, I broke my fear again: I said that I am a student :) I did the same before going to Limanowa twice and back. Mainly because I didn't want to lose more money. And maybe finally print out the disability group ... And ride with a guardian for a 95% discount? Marcin Rakowski called in Rabka. I've been losing their cramps for some time. I bought a top-up in a store for PLN 5, then breathed for a while and went home. Agnieszka Pitek was walking in front of me with her younger brothers. I stretched again on the stroller. The mutt said something to be careful now with your right hand. I guess he was right. Moreover, when I look at the skin cancer, it seems that the skin is less red and less dry. Maybe his attitude was not in vain. In addition, he said that, unfortunately, he is treated oncologically. He accepts the last time in a week. That's what I thought about offering him baking soda or gerson therapy - but I didn't dare. I thought maybe he would laugh at me or something. But next time tomorrow, I'll have the courage. Especially on this matter, I will come to Limanowa earlier. At home, I ate dinner, but I really didn't want to eat. A little remorse, I'm not exercising, so I should take 2 meals a day or something ... But I ate, although I feel well fed. 10 for breakfast, then a liter of grapefruit juice ... However, I'm not that hungry. I can change that to affirmation: - since 2 meals of the diet is enough to live a normal life, 3 meals a day build a strong body, a powerful musculature, a powerful body. -Every meal eaten builds a strong body, a powerful musculature, a powerful body. The weather is beautiful. You've got to pay the damn Szymek. Ah, maybe I will go some exercise after all, or at least stretch and sunbathe. we'll see. Now, when I wrote the diary, I didn't think about the spine at all. So cool :) The weather in the weather is encouraging. But I guess I'll go practice :) About 3:45 pm Marcin came to me to jump to my office. Then there was Tomek Urbanski, I took his laptop home to partition him. I said that I have to do it at home because I do not have the program with me and such an operation takes about 1 hour. I talked to the boss about the layout of the website. I think they suspect me that I'm lazy and I slack off a lot, but ... luckily they didn't notice me :) For tomorrow I have an appointment with the Clairvoyant Hania who was recommended to me by Adrian Zielony. I wrote down a few questions I have for her, although my current life ambition is simply to survive and survive. Live in peace and do nothing ... In the evening, or rather before the evening, it was already quite nice. I breathed a little to regenerate myself. I think I have regenerated myself. It seems to me that I have a stronger voice when I breathe up to 10 o'clock. In the evening I ate a lot again, even though I was not hungry at all. For dinner, 3 slices + scrambled eggs, before that, an apple. and then 9 cubes of chocolate. Even later, some 5-6 pieces of delicious apple pie that smelled so sweet. After all, after the chocolate I didn't feel like eating anything more sweet, but I declared that I would eat this apple and I ate it ... Eh, do I feel guilty? I think to myself: once in a while you can sin, just like with Tramal. Although tramal treats as a lesser sin than eating sweets. Because it's just a small tablet, and here are hundreds / thousands of unnecessary calories that not enough fattening, the body has to digest them! In addition, I feel terribly full and full. I haven't had this feeling for a long time, I always leave the table light and full of energy. What's good about this situation? I got a negative feeling that I have to avoid and, moreover, I have sinned once in a while: I was content with something sweet at the expense of the burden on my stomach. It feels like the stomach is full, maybe even mixed up: bread, ovary + cake ... But thanks to this I know that combining bread with scrambled eggs is quite healthy and tasty. Then I feel fine, I don't feel any unpleasant ailments from the digestive system. I got to know a negative feeling and now I know what is good for me ... Heh, if I hadn't eaten, I would have thought: I didn't eat a delicious cake and chocolates ... Now that I have eaten, I think to myself: but I was stuffed like a pig. It will have to be burned somehow ... Oh, on the Allegro I bought myself niesmeirtelniki. One text was given by Krystian Broniszewski. Second words of Jesus, whatever you ask, believe that you will receive it .... I liked this text and Jesus' quote. The font is gothic, of course. Interestingly, eating so much, I don't think about the spine when writing this diary. I'm pretty calm. Is sugar calming? Perhaps, it definitely slows down the body ... Maybe it also calms down :) That's a good thing in this situation. I still want to read the overdue book Silva's method of mind control for the evening. I ate the apple pie burned a little :) It would be useful to wash it, but I feel that at this point it will not be the best solution. So I made a mistake with this cake. I can feel the chlamydia wandering around. It usually starts wandering when I do something wrong, mostly with food. Hah, some moments ago I mobilized Kregoslup A. Rakowski. After this mobilization, I feel energized. It seems to me that the mobilization of the spine increased blood flow throughout the body, also in the digestive system, which increases the digestibility of food. Breathing and yawning have become an inseparable companion of this exercise. It seems to me that his mobilization gives a similar effect to the chodzienei on the Heels of M. Tombak. I have entered this method into my arsenal of methods for building a strong body! In addition, today I was also lying in traffic jams in my ears. At that time, I was also doing breathing with the intention of neutralizing the pain from traveling. When I wrote the diary later and being at the PC, I didn't think about pain at all, even though it was there. He was on the side, as there are thoughts on the side while meditating. Cramp now I'm mobilizing again. Because I felt like it. This mobilization is really great! Now I am as if I am a sleepy blogger, discharged from unnecessary tension and I feel with pleasure that I can start reading a book.