Mask of Laughter

Rafal Pawlik figured me out very well, which he will write about in a moment. However, is it worth confiding in him? According to the prophecies, these conversations will help me a lot. Should you consult with Arlet? The day, traditionally, early in the morning, wake up, go to training, when by the way I saw Rafal Pawlik running twice. The second time, he hardly saw me. I used walking and breathing and heliotherapy. I made it my goal to read books every day in my spare time. I really have a lot of free time and, most importantly, an extra year of free time. Thanks to Rafal I wanted to jump to a higher level and give myself some supplement. Even anew, in a persuasive way, I wrote my morning schedule on the blackboard today. I also wondered about the aspects when a bargiel diagnoses me with Borderline - Acting Personality Disorder. She is experienced, she knows Lyme disease and chlamydia, so she certainly knows this disorder as well. If she diagnosed my dad's assessment, I would be successful, but the disadvantage would be that I could lose the pension I want to have as well as I was quite harmed by my parents and psychotropics that got into me and at least that's what I deserve. Bargiel probably knows that I do not have schizophrenia and she is stupid herself, judging by the expression on her face. Nothing, so far I have to wait until Zarowski signs the necessary documents, which he will give me this time as much as PLN 840 and the money will certainly be useful. Also apply for a second disability group! Life is hundreds of problems. I can always meditate on the intention to make things go well - it's that simple. I was proud of myself and started to think again and analyze the pros and cons of how he had taught me. For now, one aspect each, with time we will come to 5 ... 10 ... 20 ... At 12 o'clock conversation with Rafal Pawlik. We made another appointment for July 30th. Is it worth confiding in him? He certainly feels like a guy who wants to help people, that's for sure. Is it worth confiding in him in the future with the diagnosis of schizophrenia? I will ask the arlets, but so far I am not saying anything, I must be silent. He wants to help me and I must take this help. I have a psychiatrist who believes in my innocence, and if anyone were concerned that I am not sick, I am formally under the control of a psychiatrist. In addition, I have the opinion of three prsychiatrists and I am mentally healthy :) The issue of pension and insurance, hmmm .... I prefer not to say what I say, and what I say RA is treated at a Rheumatologist in Nowy Targ. The Mask of Laughter - because that was the title. Rafal noticed that he was still laughing, even talking about unpleasant things. He said what are the aspects of a depressed person, and I don't do it, I laugh whatever I say. I noticed it at home. I assume this laugh every time I talk to someone I like. But he doesn't know one thing. I can already be firm, acting - I talk to everyone differently, adapting to a given person, which makes me like each person. I sincerely like every conversation I talk to - I don't know where it comes from. Zarowski is a very similar actor, a military peasant. He is a photocopy of me, I wonder if he knows that I am Borderline and why he wrote schizophrenia - a lie? Maybe I don't want me to move any further, if I was borderline I would have accepted it easily. When I got home I fucked my mother screaming. I think even twice. It was a wonderful experience. I felt masculine. Enough of being an orphan who gets to be fucked up. I will do it each time. I accept her screams because I know that she is right and it is fair to get a mess with me that I did something wrong, but it has a bad effect on my psyche. Myself speaking in a sweet voice only heightens her screams at me. Maybe it's worth fucking her, she wants it subconsciously: GOOD, DON'T SCREAM AT ME !!!!! Regarding strangers, it seems to me that I learned to deal with emotions a long time ago, the parents remain. Here I have to roll, cry, laugh, be natural. Eye for an eye, kill for a kill !!! Continue the day no change, thesis. I practiced nichi exercises, which I added to my Exercise repertoire in the morning. I wrote the rest of the tombac book and I felt a terrible hunger and today I have not read any book! I believe I will come out of this without any side effects. I talked to Szymek in the evening, we made an appointment for a movie on Sunday. I lent him a backpack, he is going to Dusi tomorrow. Ah, this hunger and I haven't read any book today. On the other hand, I do not want to read the full self-healing system, because I am afraid that there will be a lot of exercises and you will have to write them down, but I do not want to. How to fix it? Writing in text messages, oh, I changed the keyboard :)

Nothing interesting

Nothing interesting happened in my life today In the morning I sent a transfer to Szymek. Earlier, traditionally, I went to practice at thesis. I pay even more attention to my planned duties and things. I read about Reiter's syndrome yesterday and it makes me feel more confident. Szymek's head fell on something today. Came bloody. I have listened to a book on the Complete Self-Healing System. Supposedly better than Yoga and TaiChi. In the evening, Kaja wrote to me. It was nice to me. I feel better and better physically. I have more of a desire to read books. Oh, and the most important: I sent my CV to work as a delphi developer. It remains to meditate on the intention that they call me :)

Sandra

Full of self-hatred again. I feel sorry for the prophecy again, for the channeling, for everything. I wanted to go back to the House mask again, finally had his talk. You only need to remember everything and the good species will come back Today: I returned to light shoes. Better for the ankle, but weird for the spine. I'll have to ask the hotar to focus on the entire skeletal system. Traditional morning exercises. I started drinking carrot juice, apples. In the afternoon I met Maks with Sandra. It's been so long since I talked to people and I didn't know what to talk about with them. Maks took pictures for his aunt from the state. He leaves on Friday. He will be back in 2 months, so I will probably not see him again anymore in the near future. I read about Reiter's syndrome this morning. My symptoms are consistent with this disease. Rita diagnosed me well: migrating joint pains - everything is correct! Thanks to this, I imagined my next visit, which was much easier for me. Throughout the day, along with the music, I listened to books, which strengthened me in my search for a Tibetan medicine doctor. Yesterday I do not know if I wrote, I borrowed an armchair from Szymek. Perfect for meditation, the thoughts slow down in this position. Cool! More important things. In the evening, while listening to the channeling, I had a lot of regret towards myself. What to do, I would like to contact Rafael. Maybe one day I can do it through Adrian. But I don't feel like anything. Nothing ... I'm lazy and I don't feel like anything.

PawlikI Hypnosis

Wake up in the morning, training - it was terribly summer that day. Mom asked me not to go anywhere, but I am addicted to effort. I have to exercise and train. I must exercise to gain more and more strength. While walking on stones, one lady asked if it was fun to walk this way. She was nice and nice :) at 13 I had an appointment with Rafal Pawlik. We talked about the organization of time. He rightly said that: -to write down goals -when you want to achieve it -growth your purpose - anticipate possible obstacles. He also asked if Kasia was also for Money. Then, with a smile, I said: No ... I wonder if he sensed me. I want to open up to him, but not completely! We also talked a little bit about healing, The Power of the subconscious - when asked if I firmly denied this belief. I wonder how he analyzed me. That's probably so much of the most important things. In the evening I hypnotized Adrian. It turned out great. This time he felt more confident and I felt more confident. Dad wanted me to do the router for David. I really didn't want to ...

Eve

Self-hate. I regret that it does not work out. Regret that something hurts, alternating with great self-confidence in recovery. I have an impression that I am not sick enough with my health, and in addition I am losing my good talk recently. Wake up quite late around 7-8. I went on too. It was the first time that I touched the stones while massaging my feet. Wow, quite a strong experience. I liked it very much. In fact, many ailments have disappeared. Then Nichi training, there was not much sun, but I managed to sunbathe a little I came home quite late and as usual I did nothing ... In the meantime, I was out for a walk with Ewa in the afternoon. On the one hand, she irritated and irritated me a bit, and on the other hand, a very nice kid. It was nice to talk to us. We were there for pulling and then tezni. I met and met her aunt Ewa is extremely bright, brilliant and brave for her age. I admire her for that. At her age, I was quiet and confused. On my way back, I met Oscar with his friend. I feel sorry for him that he got such an impression from Eve. I was a little stupid. I wanted to stand up somehow, but I didn't know what to say. Maybe now I will come up with some kind of retort: ​​Ewa is a bit messy - in a hard tone. Ewa, and if you would like someone to be like that? Dinner at home, I spoke to Mateusz about our site. This is how I look every day if someone wrote me an e-mail or a message on Skype, but nobody writes anything. Anyway, I never had anyone and I was always alone. For several days, my mother has been paying attention to the fact that I am having a terrible mine. But when I do, she is nice to me. I would have to do that. This bitch married her father for money, destroying the family for years. Now it's time for revision. I will feel like a king here, not only to have food and drink, but I want a little psychological comfort that I have never had in this house !!! Every day I think about revenge on my father. Because of this I have foul and bad breath. I imagine ridiculing him in the company of how wonderful he is, then hypnotize him, put him into a trance and make a plant out of him - exactly in the same way that Dr. Markiewicz. Injustice plus suppressed fear. It would be unfair for him to be a bad father. And the suppressed fear? Reputation is that he is a slipper and a cunt to his wife. I think so. What I learned today: Walking on stones strengthens the body, and remember to take handkerchiefs to clean your feet. Michal Tombak came out of a serious back disease, he did not walk for two years so I can too !!! Although the circles are not yet in place, there is a clear improvement with the spine. End of entry on July 14. Tomorrow we are going to Rafal Pawlik again

Hypnosis of the Father

My name is Krystian Broniszewski When I start my diary with such a word, I feel proud that I can now write it with a delay. As Carnegie used to say, your name is the sweetest thing for a human being Yesterday I proudly hypnotized Father Adrian. We were supposed to limit his Smoking. It worked. I was so proud of myself. It worked, and after all, I only read in the modified version 10 reasons why you should quit Smoking. Incredible I will not write any more. I will write down all day of the most important events Just as it sounds proudly. My name is Krystian Broniszewski. What I learned: Use in the Diary: My name is Krystian Broniszewski. This makes me happy to write it. In addition, make your hypnosis announcement and perform it remotely for free!

RafalPawlik

Yesterday began with a light tanning session. I prayed over Gerson's therapy. This, in a way, strengthened my belief in self-healing. Before 12:45 I went to the psychologist and at the same time I went shopping. The psychologist's name was Rafal Pawlik - great guy. The guy is relaxed, he swears a bit, but he is relaxed and you can see that he wanted to help me. He also had a critical attitude towards doctors and a deep respect for doctor Prochyra for whom he works. He gave me his business card - I have to write or call in case of problems. I was recording the entire conversation just in case. Still talking, I was worried about the insurance, but I hope that the case will not take place again. I was also thinking about new questions for the fairy - is it worth telling the truth about schizophrenia and neurosis and my past to Rafał Pawlik in the future? It seems to me that the strong truth destroys the lie, but it is not yet the time. In addition, I do not have the courage to go to kalemba to ask for a guide to rehabilitation ... Where to get it. During yesterday's conversation I got it when Rafal Pawlik talked about the rules. Great guest until I felt better. According to the prophecy, these conversations are supposed to help me a lot - we will see if it will be so. I believe that everything will turn out by itself, you just need to keep fighting for yourself. For less important things, netia and Orange kept calling Dad about a certain offer. I really liked the text: "Please talk to the owner of the phone!" - brilliant persuasion, give the order instead of asking "Can I ask to speak to the owner of the phone." What I learned yesterday: Even if everyone says that you don't hurt: you keep doing your job. Do not give up. Everything will sort itself out somehow. Everything will be fine!