Mr.WPark

December 2 - Ladies in the Park A day written on time. I did not write, but for several days my left knee hurts - like a kneecap. Workout at home in the morning. In the afternoon I went to the park to breathe diaphragmically. I met some ladies who asked me about this breathing. Older people value their health very much. I continued reading the mantaka chia. I watched the film materials of the Academy of Natural Therapies. They are quite encouraging

Today DXM

2 dreams - the first when I was here in the room and woke up dad the second related to MYSQL and hacking. Unfortunately, I do not remember Snow exactly. Today: I wanted to do my CV but quickly got discouraged. I made my decision impulsively and today I will take DXM. We'll see what comes out of it. In the morning I woke up with high pressure and was terribly sleepy. Bad body position contributed to this the late notion of sleep. I settled into a sitting position and was breathing deeply. I passed quickly. I don't think anything special happened during the day. My mom and I had a fight about the broken mouse. I hate when he uses the words: Don't be nervous. Tomorrow he gets up early in the morning and leaves. Now I managed not to take the evening psychotropic pills, of course. I brewed herbs, Andrographis, I have batteries, relaniums, good music. There will be an ester. It promises to be great :) 01:51 Time Trip Report: Based on a skype conversation around 10:53 pm I went to sleep. I did not fall asleep. There was tension in the lumbar spine. It seems to me that there is a hole in the mattress so it got really soft. It will have to be transferred to the other side. Overall trip report I would describe as follows: after 15 tablets dxm I felt a momentary euphoria, quite intense and pleasant. However, there was no euphoria while listening to Assemblage 23 lying in bed, but I felt the pleasure of listening to Polish Radio London music. About 00:38 I wrote to Esther. They were after less than 2 hours. I didn't sleep quickly. The organism is slightly disheveled and muddy, the balance is disturbed, the nervous system is relaxed as after alcohol, but I do not feel very muddy. It's ok :) I drank 3 cups of herbal cleansing composition, then I took NAC, I urinated a few times. The urine, interestingly, was almost white. I feel that the toxins are still inside me. I also drank first-class grapefruit juice. I don't feel like sleeping. When communicating with my body, I feel energy and to do something about the lower spine that feels heavy. I dream of an exercise on a bench in the park, I will do it in the morning during training. And I will sleep on my stomach because the mattress is too soft. PS the body after dxm is soft like jelly. It is as if chlamydia is getting under the capillaries. I have not felt this for a long time. Maybe DXM is a breeding ground for bacteria. But it is not as tragic as last December. I'll get out of this quickly. Mom leaves in the morning, she will use a starvation :)

Dentist

November 29 - Thursday - Dentist Today is written with a delay of 25 minutes. Just like the good old days at my grandfather :) In the morning I measured the circumference - decline in form. Less than 38 cm in the bicep, barely a centimeter showed it. I got up with weird stools too. I guess the effect of my gluttony at night was yellow cheese with bananas. Training in the open air. I trained there where I once met Patrick who developed a new technique of pulling up on a stick. Unfortunately, these bars were not completely suitable for pull-ups or forearm exercises - I didn't feel any muscles at all. But at least I chose something new :) Throughout the day, I was able to avoid taking psychotropic drugs at all. I was proud of myself and I did it :) Today I was at the dentist, hence the title of my diary / report. At the beginning, I told Tom Glab why he was giving a pillow. He understood me, he told how he fell on the spine himself. He fixed my tooth and told me to make an appointment with him after the new year. I was calm and composed, and I bravely endured all the drills and screams. I was not afraid of pain, I wanted even without anesthesia. I had a great urge to take DXM spontaneously today. However, I was looking for in 4 DXM pharmacies. I bought my mother a nettle near the spa, it was renovated at Poniatowski, I bought only tetanic spirit near Gazda because they did not have acodine. I bought a dopoero near Albert. Going this far, I was afraid to ask for a pharmacy under the Star, where I have not given a prescription for Cipronex so far. I studied MySQL today. I took notes in the notebook. He will then copy them into his notebook. I also learned the basics of attacks on MySQL Injection servers in the evening. I really wanted to find some brilliant way to earn money again. That mania again. I was on earn.com - unfortunately, again a crowd of thoughts, a billion ideas and no desire to implement. In the morning at 5:00 am I practiced the Cheat Engine program, but I quickly got discouraged. I added hacking, dangerous, uw-team, earn.com to my favorites. A moment ago I also watched the Pimp My CV course. This is probably the first part of the course. Just notes and sleep.

Psychotronics

A day written on time. In the morning I finally had a dream and there was something to drink in my previous post. I will not repeat myself here. Mom got up at 4:30 in the morning today. She went with her grandfather from Morczyna to Krakow to visit the copernicus. During the morning jog, a dog accosted me, but did not hurt me. I found a ICT hamster. Lots of interesting knowledge about computers. Computers, hacking, hacking and scripting started to make me happy again. When I came back from running, I even wrote one own script to translate words from google translate mobile. I was proud of myself and I enjoyed it. However, I lacked the coloring properties. I read a bit of one chapter from the Hacker Vademecum. Overall the title sounds great Hacker's Vademecum, but I am disappointed to say that the book sucks. Little knowledge, little details. Lots of text. I couldn't turn it into a negative number in the calculator, I had to use the program prepared by the author. Today I read on about creativity. I am stuck in the memory of the fragment about the diary. According to osho, it does not create anything new, it only saves. I understood it so and I have to introduce something new to my diary - create! Today I had a stomach ache after lunch. I knew it was due to the extermination process. Reflexively, I felt a desire for andrografis and bitter grain coffee. In the afternoon I was excited at home - unexpectedly pissed mom came in. I put my pants on quickly :) I got the message from Mirriel. It's just that I will not write. However, I went on to read this: weird, feel sorry for these esoteric tricks! I hate this. I found a cool ICT hamster. I downloaded a few books like Hacking the Art of Penetration and Hack Wars on the Trail of Hackers. I wonder what the dream will be tonight :)

DrSebastianowicz

Wake up 5:00 a little sleepy, no conscious sleep, bitters, an appointment with Dr. Sebastian, the busier's insult to himself and I did not answer him, eating two sandwiches and a multivitamin juice in the hospital, going to Marta Tomalczyk, installing Marta Huda's office, -team MySQL support I woke up at 5:00 am slightly sleepy. Unfortunately, I was not aware of my dreams, so I did not write anything to my diary. Today I was neither training nor running. About 10 am I went to Pierzga. She wanted to refer me to Dr Sebastianowicz - an orthopedist. She wrote out a referral, so I went to the clinic, unfortunately the lines to Dr. Sebastianowicz were closed until next year. Only Dr. Wolski could see me on Friday. I ate 2 sandwiches in Nowy Targ. Being at home, I asked my mother not to give me soup. Such a dinner was great for me. Perfect portion, I didn't feel overeating. On his return, the bus driver insulted me when changing to another bus. I was not offended by this, but only felt sorry for myself and could not answer him anything. I am a former master of a cut retort, I cannot express myself ... Fuck. !!! Fucking psychotropics !!! Today I installed Microsoft Officer 2007 by Marta Huda. I also went to Marta to help her with speakers, unfortunately I did not help. Returning, she called and told her to solve the problem herself. What I learned today: I lost the power of a sharp retort ... :( Fucking psychotropics!

Today (2)

jogging at night. Lending Łukasz a book for taichi and talking to him under a sling. Aunt Krysia's emails. You will begin reading Hacker's Vademecum Yesterday's day: Monday, November 26 written with a one-day delay I woke up exceptionally well between 5:00 and 6:00 am. During this time I was sitting in front of the computer. At 8:30 I went to Rafal Pawlik. Actually, I missed a few minutes - he was used to always coming early, and then suddenly a few minutes late. He told me about my pension and talked about it with Dr. Prochyra. Doctor prochyra said that everyone may have a psychotic episode in their life and the diagnosis is still ongoing and this does not mean that this is the final diagnosis. He proposed to leave this mess that I should go to Zus and admit that I had never had schizophrenia. Get a psychiatrist's paper confirming that I am not mentally disturbed. Unfortunately, I would have to return my entire pension for all years. Rafal suggested that I should do it only when I go straight. As I once thought about it, I had a much different idea. Reversal of the diagnosis of sciophrenia and retrieval from another title. Besides, we talked about my feelings. He was surprised that I didn't feel the stress of Dr. Prochyra. He asked what he feels: when he feels fear, stress. I said that only at home I feel fear and stress - so I don't feel fear or stress on a daily basis, apart from my home now. While in the store, I met Dr. Gabis. At first I looked away from him in fear, but I thought - I was supposed to do at least one activity a day that I was afraid of. So as part of training and shaping my own character, I went to Dr. Gabis next to him and stood next to him in the line. So I think now that I could still say nicely good :) About 17 I met with Łukasz Lopata under the drazkiem. We talked for a while. I lent him a TaiChi book. In the morning I also started reading Hacker's Vademecum. So far I remembered number systems and how to create negative numbers. We got several emails from Ciocia Krysia. My mother and I looked at the news. I am still on "celibacy" :) I feel an amazing surge of energy which I felt during the evening jogging :) Thanks to this, I fell asleep elegantly on my back at night and woke up like that. I had a rather realistic dream that I finally write down in my diary. I remember there were 3 dreams one after the other, but I only remember this third part. In the third part, I had a silencer pistol. I was at the same time, but everything was a bit different. He fell into the river, I went to the river to get him out. Being in the river, someone drained the water into a trough and flooded me. I was a little afraid. Finally, some other dream than the doctors :) What I learned that day: I overcame my fear of Gabis. I am celibate :)

Marathon

Yesterday was written because of evening fatigue with a one-day delay. I woke up well rested at 5:00 in the morning. Maybe it's the effect of this and I ate a light evening meal. Interestingly, I was not wrong at night. During this time, I was copying information about the Positioning Video Course into my notebook from the magnetic board. I discovered an interesting self-pseudo-engineering mind map in text form. I can't explain it exactly: it mainly relies on the spacing, paragraphs, black and red pen, thickness and size of the font I write. I also watched porn during this time, but only to get excited. It gave me incredible energy. I felt excitement and testosterone throughout my body, which was positively visible during morning jogging. At the end of my run, I noticed these red and white ribbons were being worn in the park. In order to gently practice 1 thing a day which I am afraid of, I asked myself - I asked people who did it if there would be a marathon. They said yes and encouraged me to sign up under the mushroom. I thought about it for a while. Will my health allow me to run this marathon? Spine joints ... But I made up my mind nonetheless. I came home for a moment to inform my mother that I would not eat breakfast, I only ate a pear to eat. I told her I was going to run a marathon. I wrote to Lukasz Lopata whether he would like to run. Short text message exchange, what, where and when. Finally, he wrote to me that he could not do it. However, I met him in the park with a pretty attractive girl in a yellow jacket. You can see that he was drawn to one: D I asked him or would he like to sign up? Beginning at 11:30. What surprised me this time, with his cool and confident smile on his face, he said: I'm going to sign up. And we started the competition together. I felt stress so communicating manually with my body I wanted to calm down. Lots of breaths, vibration of the chest twist and stretching the whole body made me overcome the stress. I imagined winning this competition, but I took the last place. Lukasz took off like a rocket. At the very beginning he was leading. Then, as he claims, he fell down with strength, he still had to tie his shoes and took the penultimate place. At the very end I was niesetty :) We waited quite a long time for the announcement of the results. But we also got diplomas. 5th and 6th places. The host was probably Pawel Stachura - network administrator at the mayor. I came home. However, before I did it, Mouse called me and he has a problem with the computer. I wonder if the day before 183317759 was from him. Mom gave me broth right away. It wasn't that spicy though, despite how many peppers were given away. The pepper was handled badly. She should chop it into strips, then the broth would have incredible power! After a while, Uncle Staszek arrived. He already has a second son, besides Artek: his name is Maksym! I didn't talk to Uncle Staszek long. I was also busy entering information into my notebook. It was also a moment of creativity for me. Staszek had some problems with the computer - I promised that next time I will try to fix it! I found the website hakerczat.prv.pl. Found a hatch to my linksys WAG200G router, I tried to present my problem on this chat. Nobody, however, answered me for a long time, which would mean that the lamers themselves are probably there. I was playing with a Swiss Army knife called a netcat. As a few years ago this tool seemed to me quite difficult and complicated, this time I quickly learned the basic commands and commands related to it. I created a simple backdoor on linux: netcat -e / bin / sh -p 78 And I connected to this backdoor with a simple command netcat localhost 78 Great show. It can also be used to scan ports netcat -v localhost 1-1000 - option -v verbose (verbose) gives more information about ports. I have entered basic netcat-related service in my notebook I also tried to use WiresShark and netcat (initially only netcat) to connect to UDP 916 port on my router and capture a lot of valuable information. However, it was not possible for me to do so despite my best efforts. In wiresshark I found options for searching for packages instead of filtering. More useful for capturing passwords. I discovered Joymia's interesting pornographic films - they are almost as beautiful as x-art. This is not some fucking or fucking - they are real works of art. The day before I met Kornelie with her father. I was the first to say hello to her father, Cornelia was the first to tell me Hey, I answered her. She is pretty and tall. I like her. In the evening I watched porn again and went for a run. I had amazing energy again at night. I thought that I would not fall asleep, but as usual, I went to meditate for a while and it worked. As for dreams, because from this entry I was supposed to write them down: I don't remember any dream. Maybe my subconscious mind has nothing to say to me, or maybe I just forgot. What I learned today: basic netcat support, additional wiresshark support