Create a CV

December 5 - CV creation The morning training was excellent. In addition, despite the fact that I ate a lot of ice cream and chocolate for the night, I woke up well enough at 6:00 in the morning. Biceps after training again 40 cm Mum and Dad went to Krakow for surgery. I spent this time at home. Around 4pm I started to hypnotize Adrian. We had an appointment today. Just like I used to give him a hormone panel, this time I gave him a narcotic panel. I applied creating a state of euphoria like after MJ. I wrote my CV today. It turned out great. I applied for two positions from Rabka.pl - InPost and some insurance representative. I met Luc Liuc in the park on a walk. He recommended a practice of doing a leg slit for my knee pain.

Name day

4 Gdrudnia - Lazy Name days A day written on time. The day before, in the morning I ate a lot of chocolate. I made no mistake and it resulted in it and in the morning I woke up a little sleepy. I woke up several times. I had a dream again. I made love with Kaja. I remembered a thread when I kissed her belly. It was nice. In the morning, my mother greeted me for a name day. I got Rafaello. In the morning I also received the Karma prophecy. It turned out that my war with my father has been going on since previous incarnations. I will not write about it, I will leave it in my head for myself. I didn't feel like anything today. I slept, or rather blogo, lay on my stomach in my bed. In the afternoon, I helped my dad fix the shower cubicle. All luck was successful. I would not like to go to bed dirty. I wrote my CV today, too, but half of it has been deleted. I will have to rewrite. In the evening my grandfather called. He also wished me a name day. I saw a fragmentary fight between Mariusz Wach and Klitschko.

Pawlik's stories

December 3 - Pawlik's stories The morning started around 5-6 am. It was cold, I woke up sleeping on my side. I also had some dreams, I wanted to write them down but unfortunately I forgot to write them down. At 8:30 I went to Rafal Pawlik. We talked today about Lyme disease: one woman had 3 years of boleliosis and was treated for neurosis. Of course, she was told that she was better. Same as it is done to me. About a guest with schizophrenia who was 35 years old and Rafal Pawlik himself sent him to a psychiatric hospital. I confessed that I am also being treated by Donata Bargiel. Rafal said that he has great respect for this woman (referring to this woman who was treated for 3 years for neurosis). Today I confessed about my stay in a psychiatric hospital. He recommended a great movie to me: a rebel by choice that I later watched. Saying goodbye to him, he handed me a film and there was also a blonde girl. Probably plagued by despair, depression. I wanted to go to donata Bargiel to register. I thought about possible positive and negative aspects of my behavior, but couldn't think of anything special. On the way I saw this bald guy drinking - nice guy - I feel sorry for him. Being at Rafal Pawlik's, my blood flooded me - how can FUCKING DOCTORS treat people this way? FUCKING HUJE. I was treated like that too. Wrong, unjustly, diagnosis made in 2 minutes ... I cried when I left. I couldn't hold back the tears. The blood is flooding me. While at home, I watched the movie "Mutineer of Choice". Incredible Mathematical Genius, genius slog, he read books. He reminded me a bit of Ryan Atwood. From appearance. - A patient who does not trust you will not be honest - When a patient does not trust you, you will not drag him to bed, and that should be the goal of any good therapist. - Puzzling: nerd and street troublemaker. Describe it all. Yes, nerd and street troublemaker. I think maybe he used to be a nerd like me. It was hard for him, he was not accepted by his peers and he learned to be stronger mentally and physically. Seeing this film, I wanted to learn photographic reading again and develop my mind. At home, I gathered up my courage and told my mother that I would not eat soup from tomorrow. oh, in the morning I flooded the shower cubicle. Dad fucked me up for this tonight. What I learned today: The movie Rebel by Choice motivated me to act and develop myself.

HydroPost

In the morning, toxins after DX, a short hydropost for dinner, rubbing the floor, a lot of herbs, reading more mantaka, Manchester - Letter, drHouse father's son in a coma 1 day HydroPost

Mr.WPark

December 2 - Ladies in the Park A day written on time. I did not write, but for several days my left knee hurts - like a kneecap. Workout at home in the morning. In the afternoon I went to the park to breathe diaphragmically. I met some ladies who asked me about this breathing. Older people value their health very much. I continued reading the mantaka chia. I watched the film materials of the Academy of Natural Therapies. They are quite encouraging

Today DXM

2 dreams - the first when I was here in the room and woke up dad the second related to MYSQL and hacking. Unfortunately, I do not remember Snow exactly. Today: I wanted to do my CV but quickly got discouraged. I made my decision impulsively and today I will take DXM. We'll see what comes out of it. In the morning I woke up with high pressure and was terribly sleepy. Bad body position contributed to this the late notion of sleep. I settled into a sitting position and was breathing deeply. I passed quickly. I don't think anything special happened during the day. My mom and I had a fight about the broken mouse. I hate when he uses the words: Don't be nervous. Tomorrow he gets up early in the morning and leaves. Now I managed not to take the evening psychotropic pills, of course. I brewed herbs, Andrographis, I have batteries, relaniums, good music. There will be an ester. It promises to be great :) 01:51 Time Trip Report: Based on a skype conversation around 10:53 pm I went to sleep. I did not fall asleep. There was tension in the lumbar spine. It seems to me that there is a hole in the mattress so it got really soft. It will have to be transferred to the other side. Overall trip report I would describe as follows: after 15 tablets dxm I felt a momentary euphoria, quite intense and pleasant. However, there was no euphoria while listening to Assemblage 23 lying in bed, but I felt the pleasure of listening to Polish Radio London music. About 00:38 I wrote to Esther. They were after less than 2 hours. I didn't sleep quickly. The organism is slightly disheveled and muddy, the balance is disturbed, the nervous system is relaxed as after alcohol, but I do not feel very muddy. It's ok :) I drank 3 cups of herbal cleansing composition, then I took NAC, I urinated a few times. The urine, interestingly, was almost white. I feel that the toxins are still inside me. I also drank first-class grapefruit juice. I don't feel like sleeping. When communicating with my body, I feel energy and to do something about the lower spine that feels heavy. I dream of an exercise on a bench in the park, I will do it in the morning during training. And I will sleep on my stomach because the mattress is too soft. PS the body after dxm is soft like jelly. It is as if chlamydia is getting under the capillaries. I have not felt this for a long time. Maybe DXM is a breeding ground for bacteria. But it is not as tragic as last December. I'll get out of this quickly. Mom leaves in the morning, she will use a starvation :)

Dentist

November 29 - Thursday - Dentist Today is written with a delay of 25 minutes. Just like the good old days at my grandfather :) In the morning I measured the circumference - decline in form. Less than 38 cm in the bicep, barely a centimeter showed it. I got up with weird stools too. I guess the effect of my gluttony at night was yellow cheese with bananas. Training in the open air. I trained there where I once met Patrick who developed a new technique of pulling up on a stick. Unfortunately, these bars were not completely suitable for pull-ups or forearm exercises - I didn't feel any muscles at all. But at least I chose something new :) Throughout the day, I was able to avoid taking psychotropic drugs at all. I was proud of myself and I did it :) Today I was at the dentist, hence the title of my diary / report. At the beginning, I told Tom Glab why he was giving a pillow. He understood me, he told how he fell on the spine himself. He fixed my tooth and told me to make an appointment with him after the new year. I was calm and composed, and I bravely endured all the drills and screams. I was not afraid of pain, I wanted even without anesthesia. I had a great urge to take DXM spontaneously today. However, I was looking for in 4 DXM pharmacies. I bought my mother a nettle near the spa, it was renovated at Poniatowski, I bought only tetanic spirit near Gazda because they did not have acodine. I bought a dopoero near Albert. Going this far, I was afraid to ask for a pharmacy under the Star, where I have not given a prescription for Cipronex so far. I studied MySQL today. I took notes in the notebook. He will then copy them into his notebook. I also learned the basics of attacks on MySQL Injection servers in the evening. I really wanted to find some brilliant way to earn money again. That mania again. I was on earn.com - unfortunately, again a crowd of thoughts, a billion ideas and no desire to implement. In the morning at 5:00 am I practiced the Cheat Engine program, but I quickly got discouraged. I added hacking, dangerous, uw-team, earn.com to my favorites. A moment ago I also watched the Pimp My CV course. This is probably the first part of the course. Just notes and sleep.