piątek, 7 grudnia 2012
Idea of Homeopathy
December 6 - The idea of Homeopathy
A dream with J. Kogout in an installation You mentioned something about the post.
Sending people a CV in the morning, training without legs, constant knee pain, searching for a bluetooth headset, talking to Łukasz Lopata about my CV. He didn't like the photo - I have sent pdf. Idea of homeopathy. Talking about interrupting something for a week so that later it would have more power.
Talking to my dad in the evening about his problems in the store. I had an idea to solve this problem by channeling and gain respect in his eyes.
Giving in to the temptation and willingness to test, I took a sandwich plus sweets for the night.
Today I read Adam Bytof's Orienautory on my fast reading program. Great reading, I hope to finish it today and make some notes.
What I learned today - the idea of homeopathy !!!
środa, 5 grudnia 2012
Create a CV
December 5 - CV creation
The morning training was excellent. In addition, despite the fact that I ate a lot of ice cream and chocolate for the night, I woke up well enough at 6:00 in the morning.
Biceps after training again 40 cm
Mum and Dad went to Krakow for surgery.
I spent this time at home. Around 4pm I started to hypnotize Adrian. We had an appointment today. Just like I used to give him a hormone panel, this time I gave him a narcotic panel. I applied creating a state of euphoria like after MJ.
I wrote my CV today. It turned out great. I applied for two positions from Rabka.pl - InPost and some insurance representative.
I met Luc Liuc in the park on a walk. He recommended a practice of doing a leg slit for my knee pain.
wtorek, 4 grudnia 2012
Name day
4 Gdrudnia - Lazy Name days
A day written on time. The day before, in the morning I ate a lot of chocolate. I made no mistake and it resulted in it and in the morning I woke up a little sleepy. I woke up several times.
I had a dream again. I made love with Kaja. I remembered a thread when I kissed her belly. It was nice.
In the morning, my mother greeted me for a name day. I got Rafaello. In the morning I also received the Karma prophecy. It turned out that my war with my father has been going on since previous incarnations. I will not write about it, I will leave it in my head for myself.
I didn't feel like anything today. I slept, or rather blogo, lay on my stomach in my bed. In the afternoon, I helped my dad fix the shower cubicle. All luck was successful. I would not like to go to bed dirty.
I wrote my CV today, too, but half of it has been deleted. I will have to rewrite.
In the evening my grandfather called. He also wished me a name day.
I saw a fragmentary fight between Mariusz Wach and Klitschko.
poniedziałek, 3 grudnia 2012
Pawlik's stories
December 3 - Pawlik's stories
The morning started around 5-6 am. It was cold, I woke up sleeping on my side. I also had some dreams, I wanted to write them down but unfortunately I forgot to write them down.
At 8:30 I went to Rafal Pawlik. We talked today about Lyme disease: one woman had 3 years of boleliosis and was treated for neurosis. Of course, she was told that she was better. Same as it is done to me.
About a guest with schizophrenia who was 35 years old and Rafal Pawlik himself sent him to a psychiatric hospital.
I confessed that I am also being treated by Donata Bargiel. Rafal said that he has great respect for this woman (referring to this woman who was treated for 3 years for neurosis).
Today I confessed about my stay in a psychiatric hospital. He recommended a great movie to me: a rebel by choice that I later watched.
Saying goodbye to him, he handed me a film and there was also a blonde girl. Probably plagued by despair, depression.
I wanted to go to donata Bargiel to register. I thought about possible positive and negative aspects of my behavior, but couldn't think of anything special. On the way I saw this bald guy drinking - nice guy - I feel sorry for him.
Being at Rafal Pawlik's, my blood flooded me - how can FUCKING DOCTORS treat people this way? FUCKING HUJE. I was treated like that too. Wrong, unjustly, diagnosis made in 2 minutes ...
I cried when I left. I couldn't hold back the tears. The blood is flooding me.
While at home, I watched the movie "Mutineer of Choice". Incredible Mathematical Genius, genius slog, he read books. He reminded me a bit of Ryan Atwood. From appearance.
- A patient who does not trust you will not be honest
- When a patient does not trust you, you will not drag him to bed, and that should be the goal of any good therapist.
- Puzzling: nerd and street troublemaker. Describe it all.
Yes, nerd and street troublemaker. I think maybe he used to be a nerd like me. It was hard for him, he was not accepted by his peers and he learned to be stronger mentally and physically. Seeing this film, I wanted to learn photographic reading again and develop my mind.
At home, I gathered up my courage and told my mother that I would not eat soup from tomorrow.
oh, in the morning I flooded the shower cubicle. Dad fucked me up for this tonight.
What I learned today: The movie Rebel by Choice motivated me to act and develop myself.
niedziela, 2 grudnia 2012
HydroPost
In the morning, toxins after DX, a short hydropost for dinner, rubbing the floor, a lot of herbs, reading more mantaka, Manchester - Letter, drHouse father's son in a coma
1 day HydroPost
Mr.WPark
December 2 - Ladies in the Park
A day written on time.
I did not write, but for several days my left knee hurts - like a kneecap.
Workout at home in the morning. In the afternoon I went to the park to breathe diaphragmically. I met some ladies who asked me about this breathing. Older people value their health very much.
I continued reading the mantaka chia.
I watched the film materials of the Academy of Natural Therapies. They are quite encouraging
sobota, 1 grudnia 2012
Today DXM
2 dreams - the first when I was here in the room and woke up dad the second related to MYSQL and hacking. Unfortunately, I do not remember Snow exactly.
Today: I wanted to do my CV but quickly got discouraged.
I made my decision impulsively and today I will take DXM. We'll see what comes out of it.
In the morning I woke up with high pressure and was terribly sleepy. Bad body position contributed to this the late notion of sleep. I settled into a sitting position and was breathing deeply. I passed quickly.
I don't think anything special happened during the day. My mom and I had a fight about the broken mouse. I hate when he uses the words: Don't be nervous. Tomorrow he gets up early in the morning and leaves.
Now I managed not to take the evening psychotropic pills, of course. I brewed herbs, Andrographis, I have batteries, relaniums, good music. There will be an ester. It promises to be great :)
01:51 Time Trip Report:
Based on a skype conversation around 10:53 pm I went to sleep. I did not fall asleep. There was tension in the lumbar spine. It seems to me that there is a hole in the mattress so it got really soft. It will have to be transferred to the other side.
Overall trip report I would describe as follows: after 15 tablets dxm I felt a momentary euphoria, quite intense and pleasant. However, there was no euphoria while listening to Assemblage 23 lying in bed, but I felt the pleasure of listening to Polish Radio London music.
About 00:38 I wrote to Esther. They were after less than 2 hours. I didn't sleep quickly. The organism is slightly disheveled and muddy, the balance is disturbed, the nervous system is relaxed as after alcohol, but I do not feel very muddy. It's ok :) I drank 3 cups of herbal cleansing composition, then I took NAC, I urinated a few times. The urine, interestingly, was almost white. I feel that the toxins are still inside me. I also drank first-class grapefruit juice. I don't feel like sleeping.
When communicating with my body, I feel energy and to do something about the lower spine that feels heavy. I dream of an exercise on a bench in the park, I will do it in the morning during training. And I will sleep on my stomach because the mattress is too soft.
PS the body after dxm is soft like jelly. It is as if chlamydia is getting under the capillaries. I have not felt this for a long time. Maybe DXM is a breeding ground for bacteria. But it is not as tragic as last December. I'll get out of this quickly. Mom leaves in the morning, she will use a starvation :)
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