czwartek, 13 czerwca 2013

Dizziness with drugs

June 12 - Drugs - Long sleep until 7:00 - I slept in that white turtleneck last night. It was nice and warm, only in this turtleneck I feel a bit like a tip. Similarly, the blue pajamas that my mother bought me. Therefore, to make my life easier, I shortened the sleeves (tucked them) and put on a different pajama top. It looks much better now :) - I decided to let go of today's routine and morning training. I'll do something else. - I slept sideways. I'm worried about the lump in my head ... - In the morning, drink some water with grapefruit extract and go to sleep. I didn't want to do anything. I wanted to rest. Such a slightly sad depressive state - About 8:20 my mom woke me up. She brought a glass of water and unfortunately administered medication. Oh shit ... - I decided to go vomit. I packed the water with salt and went to the park. I met our neighbor on sticks, I also changed the place where the fire was burning. Maybe even better. A great place. I was able to vomit at least one ablify tablet. A little blood scared me - Then I walked towards Alberta / carefour. I bought 2 lemons for free. I drank and ate one, in the health resort rabka the second. Then towards teznia. I met David in the car. We talked about wanting to buy a new car. I told him my dream today, how I dreamed that he was buying a truck per square meter. probably 4,000 zlotys / euro for 1m: D with an apartment in the middle. Interestingly, I dream of a car with an apartment inside :) - Me too, I tried to rest. I was as bloody sleepy as in the worst period of my life, 16-20 years. I came home, I couldn't breathe. The eyes kept closing by themselves. I suppose it's the hangover effect after the tram + fasting neuroleptics + grapefruit - At home, I ate. Then I went to sleep, before about 1.5 hours I was sitting in the hemiSync attractLove rhythm. - I think that Tomek Urbanski is supposed to come at 12 o'clock. Fortunately, he did not come. - I got up 1:30 pm. Go shopping. Come on sleepy. 2:00 p.m. lunch. This time I managed to smuggle a pill. But after dinner it was drowsy - Feels that intuflow + stretching exercises help with sleepiness + HemiSync. Mobilization of Rakowski has already given me something - I'm wondering whether to do today's training, because I'm so sleepy ... I'd like to go. Written on June 13: - I was still with Szymek. We combined with the DVD. This horrible cloudiness lasted the whole day. Simon even said that you can see me and I'm muddy - For the whole day I almost slept and did nothing, hoping that it would eventually pass - I went to sleep around 20-21 very early - I slept sideways on purpose to test this method. Pretty OK - Wake up 5:00 slightly sleepy, like in the old days. When I sleep on my back I am full of energy.

I overcame the weakness

June 13 - I have beaten the weakness - Wake up almost 5:00 in the morning. Yesterday's numbness and drug-induced fog is gone. I was happy :) There was a slight drowsiness that I only knew about myself during training, although I had a full training - I changed the morning and day schedule: 5:00 wake up, 6:30 Training 10:00 14:00 20:00 - meals - Today I was able to optimize my time perfectly 7:00 - 7:30 Warm-up 7:30 - 8:35 Training 65 minutes. Perfect job - I also canceled the shower in PPU. I have too much to deal with. - I decided that instead of cards with each day I will make a Plan for the whole week which I have to implement Training: - Steel forearms on the right side of the stick - Slightly drowsy and sluggish, but managed to do a full training of 11 reps - Sandwich 7:30 after warming up. I wasn't hungry, but I ate it. As if such emptiness and guilt for my mother that I didn't eat dinner yesterday. That's why I ate it. It made me a bit sick. Next time I will take an apple that will give me energy - Drowsiness again after coming from training. Although not as big as yesterday. I suppose it was the weather's fault, the sun was shining today and it was scorching heat. - Between 12:00 and 14:00 I tried to do something with the program for Malgorzata, but the sleepiness won and I stopped doing it. Later, later, and finally tomorrow - At 2:20 pm Tomek Urbanski came to visit Adaś. Earlier, however, I tested this thermos with a water bottle. Unfortunately, this is not a thermos !!! This is not a thermos! I was raised by allegro again - Tomek I fixed the problems with the laptop. But I was sleepy, especially after lunch, when I didn't feel like eating. - When I fixed him, Marcin gave me a lift to the post office. I used to do it there, too. Oh, I was sleepy, I wanted to give up and go home. Fortunately, I bought 0.5l of Mineral water in the shop next door. This mineral gave me a lot of mental energy :) I already know how to deal with sleepiness and heat - water! - I was also in Malgosia later. I wanted to buy Cisowianka for 1.60 which later turned out to cost 1.70. Not enough that I had to pay extra, you still gave me a bad thing, but I did not want to argue about such small money :) - I went back to the playground with too much care. Here, despite the sleepiness, I managed to overcome the weaknesses by doing a full warm-up :) - Then I went to Monika Pitek to see her with a computer. Turns out her hard drive is dead. - Early shower at home and to bed. Because I was sleepy - And here is the key event of today. I intuitively downloaded soundHealing from YouTube. I went to bed listening to my laptop around 7:00 pm so that I could take my medications. It worked. It is almost 8:20 pm and I feel fully recovered. - I didn't want to eat, so I put my sandwiches aside for tomorrow :)

wtorek, 11 czerwca 2013

I think I'm cheating myself

June 11 - I think I cheat myself Early wake up at 3:15, cold, go to sleep again No hunger, it felt good that I had overcome the weakness Open window I woke up 6:15 - beautifully made my time :) Training on the tram: - rush, the duration of the exercises was 60 minutes: 7: 30-8: 30 - 3 marshmallows gave me energy when I weakened after warming up - the herbs were tasty - In the end intuflow energized me like WFM - stretching by climbing on toes - legs are also working and feeling better Meeting of the gray postman. The question is whether there is any package Receiving test results. Hesitating whether to jump in line. But I gave up, I got old this time. Long cold shower at home - I felt great. Maybe the tramal anesthetized 30 minutes before 11:00 a secretary called. But cool, we managed to postpone the visit to June 18th. Tramp seat on the armchair Sour milk - response. A sense of taste. Then bitter coffee as a medicine :) A bit before 2 pm I lost my mega speed. Sedation was almost completely gone. Dokladka lazankow with affirmation with 70% less guilt Pissing off trip to the bank. Wet rain. Headphones on the way. This guy sells great We screw our mother up for Zalando with a little fear. Submission when writing programs for Settlers. Login problem Access to Kaja's profile. She had a lovely picture on the roof. Beautifully dressed. And I told myself - I don't want her ... It's a pity to suffer again later. I don't want her. And I think I felt it: I don't want her. I want to be alone. He wants revenge. Revenge on the father. Revenge is the only purpose and meaning in my life right now. I want power, I want power equal to the gods! The meal was pretty good: 6:30 pm yellow cheese, 7:00 pm prison sandwich with lard. Then more processed cheese. I wanted them. And strawberries. But still good. At 19:40 I got stuck with these strawberries I found that for some time I did not want to write the full version of the diary. I will only write points. We'll see how I get out of this. Nothing makes me happy anymore. I am going to sleep in a trampoline state. Again I don't feel like doing anything ... Again. Tomorrow I promised myself: I do nothing. No book, program or anything else. Fuck everything. I'm going to drop today's card in the toilet for punishment. I even thought about eating sweets, but luckily resisted ...

poniedziałek, 10 czerwca 2013

Attacked

June 9 - Attacked Perseverance in starvation Until 4:00 am sleeping on your side and back Until 5th RB with breathing - poor results After 5:15 a.m. to 6:30 a.m., sleeping on your stomach without the pillow for your left hand. However, this pillow is absolutely necessary. Everything hurts without it. What's good about this starch? I got to know how to eat in extreme conditions :) Measurements just now. I lost only 100g during the fast. Cool :) Virtually a weight loss bra. He fell a bit and his stomach fell, but we'll see tomorrow's measurements. Maybe it will be a success. Time to go to life. Training PRO - Progression, Regeneration, Circuits Buttons belly as a brake forearms on the right side of the stick yellow - more space, better results Conversation with a certain fat man about the gym Also eating yesterday's dinner. It was deliciously delicious Woman attack over the river. * / calm tone, clench your fist, speak slowly in a loud voice, do not run away. To approach /* * / Voodo look / * - (overtake me) - you must be somewhat insane - smierdz�ce, you have a big Pussy in your panties, until you will fall from bugs from him: D - if you want, call the city guard. But I don't know if you were good at maths, 10 minutes will pass before I come here ... - this-river-is-as-much-my-property as-and-lady! - Sorry-please-don't-bother-fuck-I'm-busy. - It's not somehow human: I'm sorry, but my son is dripping here and it bothers me? And you acted like some crazy crazy. Now get the fuck out! - Now at night, when I was thinking about this situation for a day, I could do: something you fucking said to me - full of aggression and hatred. Discharge yourself ... Can you do it again? Beautiful scene too. Maybe I can work on that during Rebrithing. Then through the day, plans and intentions. At home, my mother went to church. The plants grew. At that time, I decided to make MJ tincture, plant the plants because they were already sticking out from behind the closet. I made MJ tincture great, just poured in a huge amount of spirit. Some 70ml for 1-2g: D hahaha: D I'm fucking, I wonder what will come of it. I heated MJ in warm water. Afternoon conversation with Esther. By noon I was organizing my notes and my life. I also read silve and about juggling. I got curiously positive about this juggling. I scanned the PC with antivirus, it goes much faster. I didn't feel like sitting down and removing them by hand, so I went for easy. After 19, although I was planning for 17:30, I went out to plant some plants. For this purpose, I used an old piggy bank box where I transported them. It went not too bad. On the spot I was bitten by flies, I felt as if something bit my head in the place where I was hurt and there is a lump. Coming home, I touch - fuck, another lump has grown in the place of the lump. Fuck me ... Or maybe it's after a quarrel with that woman by the river? Who knows ... Or both. Stress and accumulated tension in the head + some bite But overall I'm feeling pretty good physically and mentally now. I was wondering again: to eat the coalition or not to eat it. And I ate later, before 23, 2 petticoats with cream cheese and garlic. They were delicious. Although my conscience is already smaller, I do not know if I did the right thing. When I don't eat, I might not eat, and when I start to eat, I stuff myself like a pig. But at least I got a great post, only this lump worries me now ... Oh, I came back exhausted from the heat, I thought that I would go to sleep and not complete today's plans ... Luckily, WFM nodded with help. A few minutes and I energized myself :) Along the way, in the mountains, I wondered if the diary could write in the same points. Or to develop. Because I have been running for a year now and there are no such great mental effects as when I started writing in 2010 from the moment I met Kuba Zaj�c. And I think I have an idea: I will do a synthesis of both in conjunction with reading it regularly as I set it up.

Lots of adventure experiences

June 10 - Lots of Adventure Experiences Wake up at 4:58 feeling guilty and with not doing yesterday's activities. In addition, I ate dinners. But what is good in this situation: I learned to energize my body, I satisfied my mother with garlic and eat something, and I got up really early for such a late meal. Slightly dry in toxins and dehydrated. Well, the body as if to fight to finish the work today. WRITING CHRONICLES TEACHING JEDI IN POINTS AND THEIR EXPANSION I have a little extra time. Better late than never. Time to act. Darek's dream disappointed Until 8:30 am reading silva. Over 1000slow / min. To the beat of radioTrax. Going out for training. A meeting of 2 boys fascinated by my figure "but you have steel muscles". Hunger. Strong training! - Radio of the poet and the Paranormalium - Lips bic string concept - Push-ups only fingers, buttocks hard coin - yellow push-up handbags at the bottom - order: FAEBP - a meal under a roofed diamond item. confident - counting the number of exercises up to 15 faster training - bag in hand Going to get a bike at a fair, a TV set, my affirmation for conversation (I will overcome my pussy). Earlier meeting of a homeless man. Courage, talk, nice conversation Mitsubishi L200 Go to the PPU, shower, spill water, report the matter and clean up. Nothing happened :) AF, a tiny step forward CONCEPT ProgramowanieNaZlecenie 25 free as az.pl Bag in hand I thought less about the lump on my head, but I did Return home by the river. Water for the sump. Meeting Mrs. Nina. Thinks about the key. Nice adventure, I would like to tell Ester about it :) CODE: You need to establish a balance point within yourself. Not too much, not too little The thermos came After 3 pm Bank, second bank, shoe donation, blood donation, swimming pool Coming home, adas, potatoes, timbark - 500 ml of mint with sugar - strange feeling of fullness in the stomach Throughout the day, thinking about the head lump. Delicious taste of water - hot today. Calling post office boxes - persuasion. Other alternatives. Szymek - contributing to making him films. Cipher R - looks interesting. Like Russian font Reading a textbook on Psychiatry + Radio Trax. Mega mental power, mega motivation! I imagined the conversation with Donat tomorrow after reading this handbook. I had some knowledge that gave me courage. Yes, knowing a topic gives you courage and confidence. Dinner: strawberries and ice cream between 19-20. A tasty meal Then potatoes and a little yogurt. Light hunger before and after. I drank my coffee. I have finally overcome my own weakness

niedziela, 9 czerwca 2013

ExtremalGlodowka

June 8 - Extreme Glodowka Strong leg cramp, spontaneous sleeping on the stomach - describe the solution Despite being packed for the night, I got up well rested and refreshed by 5:00. Incredible. In addition, go to sleep with dirty clothes Lots of willingness to live, work, clean and fast. All night to the rhythm of Chilli Zet's music. No fear of waves, nice music for the night. Green dragon tincture http://www.cannabis.info/PL/encyklopedia/2013-nalewka-zielonego-smoka. Feeling hurt 5:40 per calendar. Write it on a piece of paper, burn it and think how to solve the problem Short training, earlier shopping for mum Going out too, leaving the container. Bringing attention to an elderly man with a strong voice Theft sticky test. The old man must have suffered from his poor eyesight. Go to Malgosia in search of a dog tag. Back to the container too Then, moving gradually towards Bank Zamkniety Behind the church accessories tel Shopping in Everything for the student. Then Darek's meeting Purchase of grapefruit juice Ascension to Krop. Expensive clothes, but really cool! Go to Rabkoland. Joy until I saw that my uncle's area was closed :( A way out full of hate. I met this skinny / tight friend David from class with some girls Jewelry store niesmeirtelniki Shop with shoes in adasiu, then Pro-Kom - pretty good for students who ask for understanding :) Joining the clothesline. Buying 3 shirts Steskal Shoes - running home Home - smuggling food (Post Pelen Ryzyka) Szymek bothers about the films and leaving the container Moving on too, breathing, self-hypnosis, slight stretching Going home, using the bag to open the well Home, Carrot Juice, Some Concerns But It's Pretty OK. In the morning he quarrels with my mother when I joked and then I, in a sharp tone of voice: I JOKE! A lot has happened today Miska meeting before steskalem and koperniakeim - he said, having lost weight Go to sleep early. Dad returned my money Collect the container from Szymek and hide it in the basement

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