Dentist

November 29 - Thursday - Dentist Today is written with a delay of 25 minutes. Just like the good old days at my grandfather :) In the morning I measured the circumference - decline in form. Less than 38 cm in the bicep, barely a centimeter showed it. I got up with weird stools too. I guess the effect of my gluttony at night was yellow cheese with bananas. Training in the open air. I trained there where I once met Patrick who developed a new technique of pulling up on a stick. Unfortunately, these bars were not completely suitable for pull-ups or forearm exercises - I didn't feel any muscles at all. But at least I chose something new :) Throughout the day, I was able to avoid taking psychotropic drugs at all. I was proud of myself and I did it :) Today I was at the dentist, hence the title of my diary / report. At the beginning, I told Tom Glab why he was giving a pillow. He understood me, he told how he fell on the spine himself. He fixed my tooth and told me to make an appointment with him after the new year. I was calm and composed, and I bravely endured all the drills and screams. I was not afraid of pain, I wanted even without anesthesia. I had a great urge to take DXM spontaneously today. However, I was looking for in 4 DXM pharmacies. I bought my mother a nettle near the spa, it was renovated at Poniatowski, I bought only tetanic spirit near Gazda because they did not have acodine. I bought a dopoero near Albert. Going this far, I was afraid to ask for a pharmacy under the Star, where I have not given a prescription for Cipronex so far. I studied MySQL today. I took notes in the notebook. He will then copy them into his notebook. I also learned the basics of attacks on MySQL Injection servers in the evening. I really wanted to find some brilliant way to earn money again. That mania again. I was on earn.com - unfortunately, again a crowd of thoughts, a billion ideas and no desire to implement. In the morning at 5:00 am I practiced the Cheat Engine program, but I quickly got discouraged. I added hacking, dangerous, uw-team, earn.com to my favorites. A moment ago I also watched the Pimp My CV course. This is probably the first part of the course. Just notes and sleep.

Psychotronics

A day written on time. In the morning I finally had a dream and there was something to drink in my previous post. I will not repeat myself here. Mom got up at 4:30 in the morning today. She went with her grandfather from Morczyna to Krakow to visit the copernicus. During the morning jog, a dog accosted me, but did not hurt me. I found a ICT hamster. Lots of interesting knowledge about computers. Computers, hacking, hacking and scripting started to make me happy again. When I came back from running, I even wrote one own script to translate words from google translate mobile. I was proud of myself and I enjoyed it. However, I lacked the coloring properties. I read a bit of one chapter from the Hacker Vademecum. Overall the title sounds great Hacker's Vademecum, but I am disappointed to say that the book sucks. Little knowledge, little details. Lots of text. I couldn't turn it into a negative number in the calculator, I had to use the program prepared by the author. Today I read on about creativity. I am stuck in the memory of the fragment about the diary. According to osho, it does not create anything new, it only saves. I understood it so and I have to introduce something new to my diary - create! Today I had a stomach ache after lunch. I knew it was due to the extermination process. Reflexively, I felt a desire for andrografis and bitter grain coffee. In the afternoon I was excited at home - unexpectedly pissed mom came in. I put my pants on quickly :) I got the message from Mirriel. It's just that I will not write. However, I went on to read this: weird, feel sorry for these esoteric tricks! I hate this. I found a cool ICT hamster. I downloaded a few books like Hacking the Art of Penetration and Hack Wars on the Trail of Hackers. I wonder what the dream will be tonight :)

DrSebastianowicz

Wake up 5:00 a little sleepy, no conscious sleep, bitters, an appointment with Dr. Sebastian, the busier's insult to himself and I did not answer him, eating two sandwiches and a multivitamin juice in the hospital, going to Marta Tomalczyk, installing Marta Huda's office, -team MySQL support I woke up at 5:00 am slightly sleepy. Unfortunately, I was not aware of my dreams, so I did not write anything to my diary. Today I was neither training nor running. About 10 am I went to Pierzga. She wanted to refer me to Dr Sebastianowicz - an orthopedist. She wrote out a referral, so I went to the clinic, unfortunately the lines to Dr. Sebastianowicz were closed until next year. Only Dr. Wolski could see me on Friday. I ate 2 sandwiches in Nowy Targ. Being at home, I asked my mother not to give me soup. Such a dinner was great for me. Perfect portion, I didn't feel overeating. On his return, the bus driver insulted me when changing to another bus. I was not offended by this, but only felt sorry for myself and could not answer him anything. I am a former master of a cut retort, I cannot express myself ... Fuck. !!! Fucking psychotropics !!! Today I installed Microsoft Officer 2007 by Marta Huda. I also went to Marta to help her with speakers, unfortunately I did not help. Returning, she called and told her to solve the problem herself. What I learned today: I lost the power of a sharp retort ... :( Fucking psychotropics!

Today (2)

jogging at night. Lending Łukasz a book for taichi and talking to him under a sling. Aunt Krysia's emails. You will begin reading Hacker's Vademecum Yesterday's day: Monday, November 26 written with a one-day delay I woke up exceptionally well between 5:00 and 6:00 am. During this time I was sitting in front of the computer. At 8:30 I went to Rafal Pawlik. Actually, I missed a few minutes - he was used to always coming early, and then suddenly a few minutes late. He told me about my pension and talked about it with Dr. Prochyra. Doctor prochyra said that everyone may have a psychotic episode in their life and the diagnosis is still ongoing and this does not mean that this is the final diagnosis. He proposed to leave this mess that I should go to Zus and admit that I had never had schizophrenia. Get a psychiatrist's paper confirming that I am not mentally disturbed. Unfortunately, I would have to return my entire pension for all years. Rafal suggested that I should do it only when I go straight. As I once thought about it, I had a much different idea. Reversal of the diagnosis of sciophrenia and retrieval from another title. Besides, we talked about my feelings. He was surprised that I didn't feel the stress of Dr. Prochyra. He asked what he feels: when he feels fear, stress. I said that only at home I feel fear and stress - so I don't feel fear or stress on a daily basis, apart from my home now. While in the store, I met Dr. Gabis. At first I looked away from him in fear, but I thought - I was supposed to do at least one activity a day that I was afraid of. So as part of training and shaping my own character, I went to Dr. Gabis next to him and stood next to him in the line. So I think now that I could still say nicely good :) About 17 I met with Łukasz Lopata under the drazkiem. We talked for a while. I lent him a TaiChi book. In the morning I also started reading Hacker's Vademecum. So far I remembered number systems and how to create negative numbers. We got several emails from Ciocia Krysia. My mother and I looked at the news. I am still on "celibacy" :) I feel an amazing surge of energy which I felt during the evening jogging :) Thanks to this, I fell asleep elegantly on my back at night and woke up like that. I had a rather realistic dream that I finally write down in my diary. I remember there were 3 dreams one after the other, but I only remember this third part. In the third part, I had a silencer pistol. I was at the same time, but everything was a bit different. He fell into the river, I went to the river to get him out. Being in the river, someone drained the water into a trough and flooded me. I was a little afraid. Finally, some other dream than the doctors :) What I learned that day: I overcame my fear of Gabis. I am celibate :)

Marathon

Yesterday was written because of evening fatigue with a one-day delay. I woke up well rested at 5:00 in the morning. Maybe it's the effect of this and I ate a light evening meal. Interestingly, I was not wrong at night. During this time, I was copying information about the Positioning Video Course into my notebook from the magnetic board. I discovered an interesting self-pseudo-engineering mind map in text form. I can't explain it exactly: it mainly relies on the spacing, paragraphs, black and red pen, thickness and size of the font I write. I also watched porn during this time, but only to get excited. It gave me incredible energy. I felt excitement and testosterone throughout my body, which was positively visible during morning jogging. At the end of my run, I noticed these red and white ribbons were being worn in the park. In order to gently practice 1 thing a day which I am afraid of, I asked myself - I asked people who did it if there would be a marathon. They said yes and encouraged me to sign up under the mushroom. I thought about it for a while. Will my health allow me to run this marathon? Spine joints ... But I made up my mind nonetheless. I came home for a moment to inform my mother that I would not eat breakfast, I only ate a pear to eat. I told her I was going to run a marathon. I wrote to Lukasz Lopata whether he would like to run. Short text message exchange, what, where and when. Finally, he wrote to me that he could not do it. However, I met him in the park with a pretty attractive girl in a yellow jacket. You can see that he was drawn to one: D I asked him or would he like to sign up? Beginning at 11:30. What surprised me this time, with his cool and confident smile on his face, he said: I'm going to sign up. And we started the competition together. I felt stress so communicating manually with my body I wanted to calm down. Lots of breaths, vibration of the chest twist and stretching the whole body made me overcome the stress. I imagined winning this competition, but I took the last place. Lukasz took off like a rocket. At the very beginning he was leading. Then, as he claims, he fell down with strength, he still had to tie his shoes and took the penultimate place. At the very end I was niesetty :) We waited quite a long time for the announcement of the results. But we also got diplomas. 5th and 6th places. The host was probably Pawel Stachura - network administrator at the mayor. I came home. However, before I did it, Mouse called me and he has a problem with the computer. I wonder if the day before 183317759 was from him. Mom gave me broth right away. It wasn't that spicy though, despite how many peppers were given away. The pepper was handled badly. She should chop it into strips, then the broth would have incredible power! After a while, Uncle Staszek arrived. He already has a second son, besides Artek: his name is Maksym! I didn't talk to Uncle Staszek long. I was also busy entering information into my notebook. It was also a moment of creativity for me. Staszek had some problems with the computer - I promised that next time I will try to fix it! I found the website hakerczat.prv.pl. Found a hatch to my linksys WAG200G router, I tried to present my problem on this chat. Nobody, however, answered me for a long time, which would mean that the lamers themselves are probably there. I was playing with a Swiss Army knife called a netcat. As a few years ago this tool seemed to me quite difficult and complicated, this time I quickly learned the basic commands and commands related to it. I created a simple backdoor on linux: netcat -e / bin / sh -p 78 And I connected to this backdoor with a simple command netcat localhost 78 Great show. It can also be used to scan ports netcat -v localhost 1-1000 - option -v verbose (verbose) gives more information about ports. I have entered basic netcat-related service in my notebook I also tried to use WiresShark and netcat (initially only netcat) to connect to UDP 916 port on my router and capture a lot of valuable information. However, it was not possible for me to do so despite my best efforts. In wiresshark I found options for searching for packages instead of filtering. More useful for capturing passwords. I discovered Joymia's interesting pornographic films - they are almost as beautiful as x-art. This is not some fucking or fucking - they are real works of art. The day before I met Kornelie with her father. I was the first to say hello to her father, Cornelia was the first to tell me Hey, I answered her. She is pretty and tall. I like her. In the evening I watched porn again and went for a run. I had amazing energy again at night. I thought that I would not fall asleep, but as usual, I went to meditate for a while and it worked. As for dreams, because from this entry I was supposed to write them down: I don't remember any dream. Maybe my subconscious mind has nothing to say to me, or maybe I just forgot. What I learned today: basic netcat support, additional wiresshark support

DreamsMarty

mission 8 porn watching November 24 - SnyMarty Standard morning 6, even a little before 6:00 I woke up well rested. It's probably a result of this, and yesterday I had my last meal, dinner well before 7:00 Mom also got up early. She was supposed to go to Zakopane today. Thanks to this, I was able not to take tablets in the morning and afternoon. I went for a run. I met Luke Lopate on my way home. At first I didn't recognize him - I thought that some woman was practicing with a dog. Only when he wrote a text message saying: "You don't recognize people?" I was wondering where could he be? I could remember in different places: he was not on the back of the road ... Maybe it was this woman ... well, there was a white dog: D We talked a long time about running. According to his book knowledge, intervals favor the development of muscle mass, while normal running causes you to lose muscle mass. Plus the dream-conscious technique - to record your dreams - to make a dream diary. This, according to him, strengthened the dreams tremendously. I think there is something to it. During the time when I thoroughly analyzed my life, I strengthened my memory very much. I had an amazing talk that I have not fully recovered so far. I think this is due to the lack of contact with people and that my diaries are not kept in a precise and detailed way as before. I do it without any music, which makes me feel like writing nothing. MUSIC IS A MEDICINE !!! I came home. Dawid had problems with connecting to WiFi via his PDA. Dawid first thought that it was my fault for breaking into the network. Unfortunately, we have not found the cause of this fault. David in addition changed the password to access the router - as he claims some 29 characters. I complained that I know the password from hacking into this router. I lied. I regretted it, unfortunately I lied to it, I covered my life with another lousy little thing. In fact, I got the passwords a long time ago from a great keyloger that captured only passwords. I tested Wireshark and dsniff today. Dsniff did not capture any password, why? in addition, I met a new command ifconfig wlan0 promisc - turn on network listening mode. In Wireshark I learned a bit how to filter the HTTP protocol. Contrary to appearances, it is very simple, only the whole program looks incredibly complicated. Marta has arrived today. We watched the ProjectX movie. God, how did I experience it all as if it were my movie. I don't know why, I stopped experiencing films like a little child, but I started reliving this film. I also wanted to do a massage - she liked it and I was very excited about it, but she didn't have time anymore. I wonder if I was also excited by this massage? I massaged her in a sexual and sensual way - she should like her :) Today, mission No. 7 or 8 - stop fighting the horse - as the brunet called it. I did a perfect job with the mission. I even watched porn to get excited - I didn't masturbate, but I felt a pleasant excitement and an increase in energy. What I learned today: run intervals. It will keep you muscle mass. Write a dream diary - this is the way to conscious dreams.

Lots of creativity

Help for mara with alcohol nettle, help for lazarska olka, netris, petris, tetris 3d Conky configuration, hackthissite, wiping the floor, removing unnecessary programs, a strange spill in the spine, talking to the ester and I didn't get old at all I start writing my day at 18:50 Today I helped with my marching pain relief after drinking alcohol. Marta wrote that everything hurts after yesterday's party. I was proud of myself and asked me for help and knew that her ailments caused excess toxins in the body and washing out good relationships. I recommended drinking lots of water, lemon nettle and a few other things - but she chose lemon nettle. I hope she added this lemon because it is much stronger then. She wrote back to me and her state of well-being improved significantly. I also helped Aleksander Lazarski with the PROMIL beer competition on FB. After all, the more you give, the more you get :) On Linux, I got to know programs like netris, petris, but they were not usable. The reason: both programs were running too slowly for my gaming abilities. The keys hang, i.e. they jam when you press two keys at the same time. The blockout2 program made a stunning impression on me. This is Tetris3D. I had a great time playing this game, I think I will master it in no time :) I found a great Sidebar Conky panel and a configuration that I slightly modified. Now everything looks great :) I was trimming the floor today when my mother asked me to. My heart hurt something. I am glad that I write better and faster. This is because there is fast and energetic music playing in the background. Today I felt a strange burst in my spine. It was when I was healthy, but I panicked and went down the slope. I even hung my legs down on the crossbar. I was a little scared, but there were no problems. Ester summed up my newly released photos (the black and white ones) with the comment: "how do I do that I don't get old". Today I had a terrible desire to be a Hacker. I like this system very much. In addition, I took the Hacker's Vademecum book, which I haven't read at all so far. Dinner in a moment and I think I'll play Tetris again. Oh, and I've also been browsing the HackThisStie.org site. I managed to beat 4 levels with basic missions.

Hacking a mackerel

November 22 - Hacking a mackerel I got lazy lately. I don't even want to wash. I don't even want to acquire new skills. I have stopped writing and saying affirmations, but I still crave meditation. Running in the morning, it was the 3rd day when I was running. In order not to run to the river, I had the idea to run on the lawn in the park. The soft ground cushions my joints :) around 18 I met with a maw at teznia. He was rummaging around my teeth again. It irritated me a little. Because of this fumbling in my teeth, I wanted to go home as soon as possible. Finally, I turned on the music for writing the diary. Thanks to this, I am able to write it longer. I was working today another day before BT. I wrote a simple script to scan the network, I played with coloring echo -e "/ 033 [1; 33m" Yesterday David crashed the car, I just forgot to write about it.

nmap

reading information about nmap Installed BackTrack extreme and partition problem but managed to overcome it :) Today I met Hanie Zawadzka in the park with a child, then Marta Tomalczyk also with the child. We talked about everything and nothing. Hania Zawadzka gave nuts to wrons. I didn't know they liked them. The event of the day - in the evening I was hypnotizing adrian. Contact with Angel has been successfully established. I had to put Adrian to sleep in order to get even deeper contact with him, unfortunately it didn't work out. Besides, Adrian got scared when the angel started to move his bark. This is why contact is made at the level of thought What I learned today: making contact with an angel. PS I wrote to Marta and I will give her the laptop for free.

Running

Wake up 5:00 breathing exercises. Then running - perfectly calming down, coming twice for the test results - unfortunately everything is still normal. Basque stories, meeting Marta at the same time. I met a girl in the park who was lying on a bench. Unfortunately, some woman wired it and called the police Running is great for calming the mind and body. I'm taking a week of such a break. Also: I tested BackTrack and breaks my home WPA network. Unfortunately, I did not manage to do much with it :)

Bloody Confession

November 19 - Bloody Confession In the morning I went to Rafal Pawlik. Today there has been a breakthrough in our talks. I confessed to him about schizophrenia, about the wrong diagnosis, about what it was like. I was afraid to tell him this, but somehow I broke down and managed to confess it to him. Rafal took it calmly, with understanding, he even said that he could discreetly ask what could happen if I confessed in the file that I had never been treated psychiatrically - this is what I feared the most and the reaction of Rafał and Dr. Prochyry. After the confession I went to get my blood tested. There was a red-haired woman who was crammed in front of the line. She was a bit irritating in the window, especially when she still said: let me write here again ... I'll get the results tomorrow. Persuasion david - eat or clean up? This short pewswayza caused him to look after me anyway: D Today, my mother went to visit my grandfather. In the afternoon Marta came. We watched the movie Project X - some kind of comedy. Besides, Marta wanted me to give her a massage I couldn't control the excitement as I massaged her. She claimed that I was doing her massage better than my friend's massage therapist. At one point, I wanted to make love to her. Next time I will give the music to make the massage more pleasant for her. Oh, while massaging her, I sat on her buttocks :) She agreed :) It was so much nicer for me to massage, I put a little load on the lower spine, but then I was in control of the situation Today I was interrogating my diary from June 2010. I haven't heard it for so long and I don't remember a lot of the situation. I just listen, I don't remember some, some I know that she was, but I can't see the pictures as accurately as I once saw them What I learned today: Truth always triumphs!

LonelyBackTrack

Again, I did not want anything. I promised myself that I would not do anything. I will live at my parents' expense and enjoy life. I remembered the situation from two days ago when I needed a little money on the account. I wanted to pay for the purification of karma and the TaiChi manual. I was left with David, but he is reluctant to lend money to the account - right? If so, then meditation came to help. I meditated in the intention that David would lend me money. It worked :) I felt a bit more confident thanks to this. Today - my mother went to see my grandfather again. I don't know if I mentioned - he has lung cancer, so my mom is going to see him now. At that time, I downloaded GnackTrack alone, but the distro is not updated anymore, and it is not a network card. The author himself encouraged to download the BackTrack version with Gnome support. I did so too. In the meantime, I came across the website backtrack.com.pl where the author translated the BackTrack version by adding additional interesting tools. We will check the official first and then the current one :)

Big cleaning

Lack of courage in front of a woman who called on the phone. I could have said - do you want to invite me somewhere or sell me something? I spent this day cleaning my room. I threw out unnecessary things, and put most of the things in the room. It took me most of the day I played tetris on FB. A great game, I was able to change the settings of the keys, thanks to which I swipe on facebook.

Yesterday (2)

Yesterday was written with a delay. In the morning my mum went with my dad to Zakopane. I am blogging lazy in bed. The night before going to bed I ate 4 pieces of butter and a lot of cheese, breaking my own rule, to eat the last meal 18-19. Interestingly, the dream was restorative - I slept on my stomach waking up at 6:00 am without any problems. The urine was only dark, but that's normal. Again, I did not have the courage to turn on the hg. Mirrel wrote back to me regarding the purification of karma for PLN 69. A friendly woman - we'll see what will result from our cooperation. With David, we ate meat on Friday with pasta. When my mother came back, she was a bit clingy. I answered her: it is difficult - Satan will send us to hell. He becomes the malevolent, hateful father and mother of Dr. House. Recovering its power like a discharged battery !!! I have read Osho Creativity. There was a little bit about the role of the lips in meditation. The mouth must be closed. It's a good idea to make a few yawns to calm down.

Visit Marty

Today Marta came to visit me Before she came, however, I was doing breathing exercises. Traditionally, I didn't feel like anything. Absolutely nothing. During my visit, I was wondering how to say hello to her. I feel embarrassed about saying hello to a girl - I don't know whether to kiss the cheek or to hug or shake hands. I do not know. Nobody ever taught me and I have no idea. We talked about everything, I gave away the old books for Lukasz Pizama. She promised to bring me some interesting book. I lent her the book OSHO Meditation Techniques. I also downloaded the book Angelotherapy. I also listened to HemiSync to the rhythm of WFM - good experience. Here's what I learned today I got old again and didn't turn on the gh

Runs Conversation

Talking to a guy who is also running. I was talking to the old man, not having as good a conversation as he used to be: I admire your condition at this age. Congratulations. He told me about his successes, the impact of running on health, shoes, marathons. He recommended that, with my health, I try to run several dozen meters a day and see how I feel. In his opinion, the spine will adjust while running. On my way back I ran a little bit. I imagined (even during the conversation) how to run a marathon, how to win a medal, how to prepare myself with fasting, breathing exercises, proper training and diet, having a great body. I am thinking now that I have experienced such unimaginable pain, maybe I will be able to reach the other pole of this strange story - super strength! Mom and Dawid left. Dawid for a job, mother to visit my grandfather. Besides, I'm afraid to turn on the gg. I decided that I will probably give up this Chomikuj bot. I do not want to write it, I can write it, but I do not want to :-)

AffirmationHouse

Nobody will come out of a dangerous unknown disease House says in two ways, for example: I wanted to say no to your business, but I said it too subtly. Affirmation: You become malevolent, hateful towards your father and mother, regaining even more of your power like Dr. House.

Photocopy Again House

Today I started watching dr. House. I tried hard to copy his personality, but my mind is no longer functioning as it used to be. Is it the fault of these psychotropists? I started playing BrainChallenge. Enough well I have drawn my mind. When my mind was tired I would do a little vibration of the brain's waves. I have also read about kundalini. I've come to almost 50%. From what I read so far - a pain in my whole body. As if it is not worth awakening the kundalini. But what these articles are really daunting ... Mom's leg is twitching. Oh well, the most important thing: in the morning I was at Rafal Pawlik's. We talked about my speed, about being irresponsible. In his eyes, however, I seemed to be responsible, composed, solid and thorough. We had a lot of fun talking together. PS I also downloaded from my hamster: BigLive change your life.

ProfilBux

Wake up at 4:00, maybe a little later. I was thinking to look for an honest job at podhale24.pl. Finally, I found a link to profilbux - then EmpireView service for punching visits to any website. I haven't trained I took the tramal today, only 50mg. I did not feel great euphoria, but this dose was enough to regain my character for a few hours, which I suspect blocks psychotropics. Sober mind, meditation was great. Patrick - conversation about the book. He asked what I was reading: I said about the chia mantaku. He even asked if he wanted to speak. It persuasively worked with me. I could lie about Tai Chi or something else, or avoid this unconscious persuasion. Besides, in the afternoon I also tested peralgine on myself. It was also working quite cool: the bacterium moved its face to the area around the teeth. Although the tramal is better anyway. I also wanted to test alcohol in the evening, but maybe I'll do it tomorrow morning :) What I learned today: I got to know the effects of drugs on myself, their feelings. The tram produces a kind of toxin that covers the entire body. Likewise Peralgina.

PPPPP

The morning started with an 8 o'clock visit to Rafal, but before that, I took the medication alone. I swallowed, of course, but my mother was outraged and swallowed too soon. Never mind. There will always be claims and trouble for drugs. I went to him. He said he was very delighted with my MMS. He even read it several times. My words touched him. I was very pleased that I acted on him this way. He is a great therapist and for free, it would be a shame to lose him. Today we talked about my experiences, about everything and nothing. He said that when he listened to what I was saying, he saw my tone, calmness, composure says that I am very brave after all this. I felt appreciated, in the end my thoughts were just like that - to be admired for being brave. Nothing special happened at home at 4 p.m. we went to zarowski. My dad's swearing after relaxing exercises and with Zarowksi did not impress me much, as they did there, although not that big. I freed myself from zarowski, so now I am writing affirmations: only something good will come out of this situation. It can be easily solved for the benefit of all. I'm safe. We spent some time in the bonnet. I ate a huge unnecessary dinner. On the way back too - I was barefoot. I met Lukasz Lopate and some crew. We talked mainly about nutrition, Allen Kara's book, eating two meals a day What I learned today: nice to be sincerely appreciated :) In the morning I also talked to some nice old lady. This conversation really relaxed me. Yesterday I also attended a lecture on the illness of Ewa Foley. We want to get rid of the pain, and we wanted to get sick ourselves, we chose the parents we have because we knew that they would be appropriate for our needs. In the morning I only practiced streatching. I listened to more of the channeling book today. I met this lyso friend who was drinking. Nice friendly man, he said he drinks because the girl dumped him. Interestingly, I was interested in his story. I wanted to help him in some way. Since my life goal is related to peace and mediation ... And the disease was supposed to prepare me for my future life. At 20:00 I have an appointment with Lukasz Lopata for irritation. He wrote a text for me to come there. Apparently, without hesitating, I agreed, but I was wondering what it said: Come in at 20 for a strike, instead of being able to stay at 8:00 pm? Great persuasion, you can see he's pretty well trained. For the most important things, that's it for today. Here is what I learned today, I analyzed the persuasion of Luke. Drenched in fat and put on weight. DEBRA: You're not particularly annoying for a swirologist. For the next day I listened to channeling, watched a nice music video. I met Pania Nele Zajac - a great woman. I added affirmations on the spine. Mateusz wrote to me about our business - I think he's a bit pissed. Today I tried self-hypnosis with hemiSync in a good position of the legs, but the hand did not rise despite the fact that I made suggestions conveniently. Today I learned an even more comfortable position for my legs while sitting down. The day is written with a one-day delay. I spoke to the Poet Lukasz. He told me that there is work available with Michał Wawrzyniak. I wrote to them. The poet said: great, if you don't try, you won't get the chance. While at the t�nia, I met this old man again who spoke very quietly. I said I have to go, then I met this blonde woman with a tall man who walked with poles. The woman said good morning to me first. I asked if we knew each other. And so the conversation developed. We talked about health. She congratulated me and I got myself together so quickly and I can walk so well. I was very pleased and someone appreciated me. I couldn't see the poor boy walking. So I left him my phone number and promised my help if necessary. The woman also gave hers, it turned out that her name is Herian, she is the second wife of Dr. Heriran. I thought to myself - what luck, what a promising day: D During my separation, I imagined myself entering Kalemba confidently and receiving a referral for rehabilitation. Wow, that would be a feat: D At 18:15 I went to Olszowka to practice yoga. I was looking for it there, but it turned out during a phone call and it is in Rafal Pawlik's house. An interesting coincidence. I liked yoga niesetty on average, but I took the risk and bought classes for a whole month, hoping that it would get better I ate a huge amount of ice cream for the night instead of a late dinner. My body reacted with a restless sleep, I woke up several times, and in the morning I woke up sleepy. God, how many years have I poisoned myself all my life: a lot of food, bad mattress, no family atmosphere - I hate my parents for it. These are mean COCKS !!! The morning started with "ice lack of sleep". As I mentioned - I ate ice cream for the night. I would wake up to shift with falling asleep. I remember having a dream. The angel spoke to me. I can't remember the content of these words for anything. During the day as standard: several times too. I met a deaf old man again. I read e-books in the morning - it's a perfect opportunity not to waste time. Today I was preparing mum coats to display. at 8:00 am we have to put them up to be better demand. Someone has been hooking up to our wifi network for some time - this is my feeling. The lights are flashing and I can't connect for anything. Probably someone from afar as that's the problem. Today the chakra thread in the Channeling Book reappeared. I just remembered that someone had some chakra meditation, so I downloaded his meditation I drank a little alcohol with my chick. I didn't feel anything unsettled. Absolutely nothing. No euphoria. Today I resumed training. Mom went somewhere to a new market. I was wondering whether to eat or throw in the broth she had prepared. However, I ate this broth hard. I eat too much. I am frolicking too much ... I explain it so that I would have a lot of spare material for a starch that I will carry out one day. Now I know that not only is a lot of water important during the fast, but a large body surface to breathe, a lot of exercise, walking, breathing, alternating showers, enemas can be an addition. All this for the body to detoxify itself. In a moment I will rehearse this recording. At 4:30 am Kaja woke me up with a text message. I couldn't sleep anymore. At that time, I dreamed of picking chestnuts and I think of something like the number 11. In a dream, I felt to give even more chestnuts to my bed. Leg training in the morning. I didn't want to hurt these legs. Coming back today, I met Kornelie Some homie 10720536 wrote to me asking for generators for Heyah and other networks Today I was looking for information on positioning, I found a program like LinkMaster that could be really useful to me. Unfortunately, they cost a bit. While looking for a pirated version, I did not manage to find anything special. Yesterday and today I resumed listening to OSHO with the balance of body and mind. Illness is to reconnect with the body, His words are so beautiful, so wise Today I finished listening to a book about channeling. Darling, go to a psychiatrist - this is the title of today's controversial post by Rafal Pawlik. As he said during the morning conversation - up to a certain point he can listen to his wife, but when she has a problem, he gives her a business card and tells her to go to the appropriate specialist. It was almost again about my pension. He asked what I got out of it and I come to him. I told him that I was gifted with understanding. He insisted on this understanding. Or maybe I will be diagnosed by the Borderline team. Well, even if what next? What to do next when I am diagnosed with BDB. What if it's something else? Worse? Everything, however, is that I will be diagnosed with this BDB, seeing the symptoms is correct. I would accept such a diagnosis because I am well aware of the fact that I have an acting personality - reading the psychological portrait everything agrees with me. Besides, I praised him with those people in the park who congratulated me on how I was walking and we talked about the knife attacks. He confessed that as soon as I came, he knew that my name was Krystian Broniszewski and that I was David's brother. During the day I did nothing special again. I read Lukasz Lopata's tutorial until the end. It was really fun to read. In the morning Kaja wrote to me on the gg, but, as usual, somehow the contact broke off on the way. I made Generators for this guy. I bought red envelopes for Kaja for a letter, on the way meeting Bartek Sl�sarczyk in a stescal, where there used to be a slizzing machine. What I learned today: Honey go to a psychiatrist. I'm in shock. Otherwise, I would have dealt with my girlfriend / wife. You are the last message I read here;) if you want, write to atalinkac@vp.pl;) best regards;) We will see if you are still so brave and do not talk about anyone: P Regards NC Hello I read your description again. When I read it last year, I admit to you that I did not have the courage to write to you. Back then I wasn't too outspoken or brilliant and I have to confess - after reading it I was scared :) Not only because you have high expectations, but for the content - a lot of what you write agrees: we boast about muscles that we don't have, we show off our sense of humor by going out often for idiots. What I can say about women / girls: indeed, you are often stronger than us, more mature. However, everyone has disadvantages, the disadvantages include: frequent gossiping of everyone with such complaints, reproaching and all are bad (these are of course milder epithets). However, I hope that you are not like that - you write that you are full of life and energy. If this is the case, do you like the words you write, or would you be willing to talk on Skype? I don't expect any meeting or date, I'm just today brave enough to write this letter and I'd like to talk to someone like that: find out more about what the girl wants / a woman like you! :) Regards, Warm Krystian PS I am also interested in how often someone writes to you, and what the contents contain:) Lukasz Lopata in the morning. Conversation about pick-up and sex. Then a urologist. Agnieszka, refusal of the attic. Szymek talking about dumbbells. Resuming the Universal Bot - podwiwetlenia functions. GetElementById problem on 4programmers forum. A day written with a one-day delay. Morning training. Interview with Łukasz Lopata about hitting on women and sex. As Feniks claims, she focuses on being authentic, so that a woman would like / love you for what you really are. We discussed this for a long time. Together we found that women turn away from us because we become: pussies. Then a trip to Urologist in Nowy Targ. He remembered me well. All I said was that everything is OK, it is careful and thorough. I wish I had explored for safety. But I learned an important thing about public health - every doctor is for something different. There is no common disease, one heals the teeth, the other the joints, and the third the testes. He healed the testicles, the rest are treated by a rheumatologist. But the testicles are healed, the joints remain to heal. You have to count on your feathers here. Niesetty, despite the fact that all symptoms were cured by Cipronex last year, in the National Health Fund, everyone treats something else, despite the fact that it is one disease. I said that I was cured dermatologically, now I am under the supervision of a rheumatologist. It is also good that I have learned to talk about embarrassing things as if they were normal things for me - especially with doctors. Agnieszka wrote to me that day about the stryszawa. I was wondering what to say to her, I was a little afraid, but here with help came the affirmation of the curvature of the spine: I release all fears, now I trust the life process ... She didn't have that too bad for me, I think she even appreciated my honesty and respected my opinions. In the evening I talked about the gym and dumbbells. I resumed writing The Universal Bot. I did the code highlighting function. The problem with GetElementById a user today on the kAzek forum solved the functions how to handle it with GetElementsByName - brilliant !!! I needed this because not every component has an ID parameter. There is also a question of corrections, I will try to figure it out. Better morning training, again the maw, going to the hairdresser - shaving bald. There is a meeting of Ewa, I want a chocolate in the evening. Darek's meeting, he said, and who has already been renovating the apartment for several years. Telephone from JKrupa - this is how I called today's entry. During the day as standard - training, I spent a lot of time today writing my universal bot. I was doing very well until I got addicted to work :) In the evening at the same time, Jerzy Krupa called me. He asked what's up and what's up. Unfortunately, I feel somehow and I have lost my good talk. Despite the fact that I see that I have been running my diary for a good three months and the arletta claims that I have not lost my ability to communicate with people. The more people I talk to, the more I will find that nothing has been lost ... Jerzy Krupa asked why I was not speaking. He is enrolling in a psychiatric hospital in the spring and asking for me if he is also enrolling. During the conversation, I realized that I was still in work. In public. Someone can hear me. In addition, I felt like a Pussy. I barely spoke. I promised that tomorrow I will call 11, but I will write a hard and firm text and I will not call you. The hospital didn't bring me any relief, it didn't really help much. His talk will only kill me additionally and distract me from the search for a doctor who will cure me. What I learned today: be firm and firm. We have a question in the morning about business, I, like a parrot, answer that it is illegal. Writing the program by analogy. Giving up training. phone to kaji na tezni. Robert the Green Hypnosis. Mind Training - Do your daily activities differently. Today's day: practice morning. The weather was fine. Throughout the day I have been working a lot on my portfolio and the MadMax program. I have removed some of the errors. I discovered a simple method to submit which is: elem.form.submit; // just enough For some reason, after repeating the loop, the command does not work at all? Why? I have no idea. Yesterday evening my mother came to hug me, but somehow I didn't want to. I had a great disgust at hugging her and I was disgusted with her. I found some cool hypnotic music for the evening - that was yesterday too I just changed the desktop on my dad's computer. Dalem Idylle as compositions. It looks great. In addition, the task bar at the top of the screen. Divinely What I learned today: do all your daily activities differently. You train your mind in this way. Yesterday also written with a delay In the morning I talked to Rafal Pawlik. We had an appointment at 9:00. A few minutes late. We talked again about confidence levels and that not every secret can be told to everyone. He was shocked and told Kasia so many secrets. Throughout the day I was working along the line again. I listened to a positioning course. I created a video for youtube. I felt very well with this analogy. Around 4:30 PM I had an appointment with Łukasz Lopata. He asked when are we going to some pickup. I told him that at the mere thought of shivering through me, I was already out of practice, although as he says when you learn to pick up, you have confidence in every field and you will find a job everywhere - that's what I learned today. In the end, it was my view as well. In the morning, leg training and treatments 7:20, workaholism3, posting a video on YouTube and boosting views Przemek Talaga lack of assertiveness About health Gluttony for the night - check how it negatively affects sleep! Morning treatments. I didn't practice today, which made me feel somehow bad for the day. During the day I was working on hacks. I improved their appearance. I couldn't tear myself away from the computer. Then I wrote a goo position checker. In the evening, a moment on the road. Met the buddies from stret. I feel great being a workaholic :) Yesterday's effects in the form of a huge amount of displays motivated me more to continue my work. I also noticed that the last entries in my diary, despite the fact that quite a lot is going on, describes quite modestly. This is maybe because I feel tired in the evening and I don't feel like doing anything. After such intensive work, my spine hurt, but knowing how to communicate better and better with my body, I went to the bar. What I learned today: on youtube I only wrote in tags about my hacks. Despite this, the position is quite high for the entered phrases. Brilliant !!! PanzJoga - that's what I called today's post. Treatments in the morning, then exercises. Through the day of workaholism. I was even sunburned. The weather was fine today. Mom was also undergoing blockade surgery. She complained of pain in her feet. Today I met Wojciech Panz in the park. From a distance I was wondering if I knew him. I guess it was him. But I did not speak to him or he to me. He was with the kids and probably the wife. I was wondering if he met me. After that, I really wanted to talk to him, but I didn't have the courage. I have lost my old power ... And Raphael told me - you will come out of it even stronger. I believe it! Then Yoga. It was my second meeting. This time I was doing much better. In my head I think whether to unsubscribe or stay for pity. This lack of assertiveness on my part. What I learned today: write more about my feelings in a diary. The day as I used to say - finally written on time :) During the day, I was 2 times my mother for a finger so that it would not hurt. In the evening I was walking on stones. Nothing special happened after that. Morning training and treatments. There was a new lady - we talked pleasantly. Unfortunately, I had to lie and study. now I started watching the movie Under Our Skin - a documentary about Lyme disease. It interests me very much. People also had similar problems and were told that they were fine. This is screwed up !!! It motivated me and you should fight for yourself even more! Again, I visualized Kalembe as I step into it and receive the necessary treatments. Today I also started reading Volume 2 of Reality Transfers. There was a lot about lucid dreams to ask myself during the day - if I really dream - and from what I understood asked the question in dreams similarly. Standard morning training. I was doing very well. I practiced push-ups on newly discovered handbags, and triceps with a cage on red ones. I forgot to take a watch to count time - that's why I counted in my head. After training, I felt a laugh. The pumped bicep was 38.5 cm During the day, I supplemented the links with a link shortener for my blog. I didn't write anything in delphi and somehow I felt bad and didn't work. I downloaded the book hay louise you can change your wish in pdf. Of course I converted. Despite the fact that I have always been a skeptic of such literature, this time I really liked it I recommended Lukasz Lopata a few items on earning money. The day started at 6:00. Well-rested. Then training. I was able to throw drugs in the field. I was proud of myself. Mom was in bed at the time. It was too easy. The training was great. Today I exercised my lower body. I met Marek Pitek - I think he started to practice too. After training, acupressure of the foot on the tezni. Perfect Breakfast, but the unloading of training after breakfast streatching was amazing. Sunbathing after 12 PM. Mom and David were in the church at that time. So was the day In the evening someone wrote about the bot. I was listening to H louise. My programs did not work out well, I left myself alone. Now in the evening I also managed to smuggle in drugs. I'm going to wash and go to the toilet. What I learned today: smuggle drugs. Ala, I was also looking for a tram to the ibazar. I hope that I will be able to get it and I am curious how the tram will work on me with neuroleptics. A day with a slight delay Treatments in the morning, then rafal - a conversation about the lack of a TV and radio. Talking about Maks, plans to live alone, feeling that I will disturb Maks when I live with him. Then breakfast, 12:25 Krakow, herbal medicine clinic, visiting guests, departure to Wroclaw. Ice cream, obzanek, driving a stinking rabbus. Baba in the bus gives way to a girl. Teznia, grapefruit juice, krystian drazek, Dawid laptops Long interesting day. Lots of freedom :) The day started at 6:00. Exceptionally, however, I did not want to get up. I was strangely awake. It has rarely happened to me. between 8 and 9 I went to training. After 10:30 am I went to the new market. I was supposed to go with my dad, but when we called it turned out that dad is already in the new market a long time ago. I have a low self-esteem. I'm afraid I've lost my old power. That confidence, your good talk. I'm afraid of everything. WHORE!!! And as if arleta says that nothing has been lost, the more I talk to people, the sooner I will find out about it. Since yesterday I have been reading Satan's Bibles, suddenly I became interested in magic, the power for which I began to desire !!! Enough of these affirmations about love and joy, since I am full of hate !!! At Pierzga I waited a little in line. From a psychoogical point of view, being at the nurse's, I said briefly: good morning, will you register me? I knocked very briefly, only 3 taps. Pierzga sees narrow gaps. I want to enter that it was nothing, no Reiter. Maybe I made a mistake and said that the injection worked. We are to repeat the photo after the treatments. When I put her photos away, I said what I was doing so that she would not worry. I can feel it, everyone just wants to know. I ate 2 cabbage rolls there, and I drank a liter of grapefruit juice. Then I went under the daisy. Even earlier in the queue, my grandmother talked about her husband, who had worked on a construction site for 35 years, had destroyed his medicine. He cannot walk, and in addition, after so many years, he cannot receive an invalid group, and crazy people somehow receive. Nothing special at home, I wanted to sleep. I didn't do anything, ate corn and Cips in the evening. Double main course is a hearty meal for me. It is hard for me to adhere to it. What I learned today: better and better communicating with the public health service. The day started with nausea at night. I really wanted to vomit several times until I woke up because of it. But my body has taken a poison. I was calm and composed. I explained myself and thanks to this I will be strengthened. My body will remember in the future what to do with such a poison. What you accept as truth becomes truth ... Truth? I fell asleep for treatments. Mom woke me up and I went. I took the medication a little earlier. On the way, I met a farmer. He said I still go everywhere. When I finished my treatments, I visited him. I bought milk and cranberries. Even though I had 2.40, he gave me cranberries for 2.60. Nice of him. I went home, training, thermos, green tea. The training was so exhausting and I wanted to throw up. During the day - I don't think I did anything special. I programmed a little, in the afternoon I ate a liter of ice cream, which I regretted with time and so much. Teznia, music. Day like everyday. Have I learned anything today - I don't know ... Boring day. I asked Arletta what to do to strengthen my self-esteem. She told me that when I start working my self-esteem will increase, so my feelings will be mixed. Boring days. Nothing special happens in my life. The nonsense of life. Park, exercise. My mind is bored, I do the same thing in a circle, maybe it's time to try a new technique in practice - that is, explore new areas, do new things. In a moment, when I go to breathe again, I will go another way. In the morning of training, I met a lady who was picking mushrooms. People started to like me somehow. I mean mainly older people. However, I have nothing to talk about with them. I feel like I have a weakened sense of self-worth. Not as much as I used to, but I think I lost my good talk because of these drugs. Through the sensations of his own body, he no longer analyzes anything as before. July, August, September, October ... and I feel that I haven't regained it yet. When I started writing my diary, I was filled with euphoria. When you are afraid of something - you will lose it - that's what Transerfing says. Today I read the next parts of the streaming. It was about slides. About imagining what kind of a picture. Visualizing something someday it will happen. So if he visualizes revenge on his father with my new power - it must happen sometime. I believe it. And what I am experiencing now is to make this situation happen in my life. Gee, now that I am slowly starting to analyze, writing more what I feel - the diary becomes more interesting. However, it is 21 o'clock, I turn on this music, and I still do not want to write. Maybe because the music is the same over and over again. I'm listening to something new at the moment - within tempation, the next songs from the entire discography. Today I found out from one guy with a drag that exercise also affects the brain. Is it true or not - everything is interconnected. They certainly influence there to some extent. I watched dr. House. Ah - think that a year ago I had his strength as well as his talk and now I lost it. I enjoyed watching an episode of it again, but these online series have limits and I didn't want to refresh the screen to watch it. What I learned today: WRITE INTERESTING IN THE DIARY ONCE AGAIN. Usually describe events in an unusual way to make them unforgettable. Include new music. There is a radio! I forgot to add a conversation with Darek Michalak yesterday. He said that I was a handsome boy and that I should find myself a woman, because loneliness is good for 2-3 years. It was nice to talk to us, although on the other hand I didn't want to talk about Mary's ass. It was a pleasure to listen to him, I asked him numerous questions. Today's treatments, then I did not want to exercise. I ate a huge breakfast. I've been eating huge portions for several days. I'm stuffing myself like a pig. Then a dream, around 12 I went to practice. I met a lady from a neighboring block whose name I cannot give at the moment. We talked about my barefoot walking on stones. Today I regretted and unnecessarily told my mother about my ordered armchair. Now he will send negative thoughts to me and the chair will be broken or something. And the armchair wants to use osho kundalini for meditation. It seems to me that it will be perfect for this. Arleta advised just to change the meditation technique and not do esoteric tricks on strength. I was able to figure out what the problem was in my delphi program I downloaded the truth program today. There was something about money and the US economy. I wonder what will happen next, will there be anything about meditation. We managed to get in touch with Marlena. The poor one is experiencing the same things as me. I feel sorry for her. How is it possible that with so many symptoms people do not want to heal us? This confirmed me once again in an even stronger conviction to go to kalemba and in the future to win the fight against the court! Today I exercised exceptionally at home in the rain. I started training between 8-9. A full warm-up at the end of your workout. I made push-ups with a tennis ball on the chest, and it was perfectly replaced by a lemon. It made me push-ups much slower. It's hard for me to say how the buttocks and stomach worked with all this, but I felt a bit better the cage due to the slower work. After training, I measured the biceps. Az 39cm. It was amazing for me. There are more and more :) Natural medicine works miracles !!! every time I measure my biceps I imagine him wanting more and more. Mom went somewhere, I was doing a hamster for the day. I overcame more and more new obstacles in this browser. A guy wrote to me today about writing a program for remote control with sound support. He is a musician, hence he needs such a program. I was with Mrs. Basia Slosarczyk. I repaired her computer, or rather, I only used System Restore to recover the audio on her computer. I even got 20 zlotys from her. I met with Łukasz Lopata. We discussed nutrition. He gave me a book: a man's amorous potential. I gave him a book of meditation techniques. What I have learned today: I have gained experience in handling the TWebBrowser component Now cry, now cry pause time - maybe something else will change this �za - this is the title of Andrzej Piaseczny's song that I listen to. In addition to this song, today I downloaded a bit more Ambient techno songs from some hamster. It snowed in the morning. The weather looked great, so sunny :) I went to training, but I returned quickly. The shoes were too wet, they are not suitable for this weather. I was afraid to put on a lot of clothes - I was beginning to feel these unpleasant reflections from the spine. Every day I imagine my "Divine Power" taking revenge on my father. It is true that I do not have the divine power yet, but if I still visualize it, I may someday attract this situation to myself. I imagined how at Christmas in the family circle I would ridicule him, fighting him with words and fondling, without doing much harm. I don't want to do anything physical to him. Then, hypnotizing, I make a plant out of him, I call an ambulance which takes him to a psychiatric hospital. Revenge is beautiful, but what consequences would it have for me .... Probably quite a lot .... Loss of money, lack of support ... Maybe I would even be prosecuted - who knows ... the first two consequences would be for sure, for him it would be worth it first secure and earn a lot of cash to be able to leave home. Listening to Transerfing in the morning was a beautiful affirmation that I liked: let me quote its content: Enjoy great health, powerful energy and spiritual comfort. In the morning, practicing the vibration of the brainwaves + music + affirmation every day in every way I feel better and better. There are a lot of things in her affirmations like love, joy - and I still feel hatred. I even thought from renaming the affirmation: my heart beats with a rhythm of hate! Throughout the day I wrote a bot to chomikuj. My work is going smoothly. I wrote a single post posting function along with an error handler. Finally, I bargained with the price for the bot - it escaped a bit. Besides, I acted assertively in a different situation. The guy wrote that I shouldn't write information to the other person. I replied: I think he has the right to know, since he also pays. And he missed something. I felt a bit scared writing this, but after writing this I felt better. I even thought it was much better than writing something like: aha, oki - where I look like a pussy. And I often do that Finally some psychoanalysis :) What I learned today: new music, new sensations and thanks to that I did not get lost :) PS Szymek came during today's work. I played single songs to him via bluetooth. He also showed his old girlfriends on nk. Such a cool moment, we did something together :) Once again, assertiveness of Bot Chomikuj :), a conversation with Rafal about suppressing feelings? He said that he picked me up as if it didn't impress me at all. Showing off to David how my hamster looks - a mistake. Yesterday was written with a delay due to fatigue Once again I was assertive with the Hamster Bot :) The guy wanted me to write him an application on FB. I firmly asked what I would get out of it. Then again I said that I can learn what you offer as well. I was proud of myself :) In the morning I talked to Rafal about suppressing my feelings. He was shocked when I told him that now at his place he smothers his tears telling me when my father ridiculed me and criticized me (an old event regarding a gift for Magda). Rafal couldn't believe it. He said that he perceived it as if it was flowing over me, it did not make the slightest impression on me. He couldn't believe it. I praised David with my bot - unfortunately my mistake. Never boast about what you have, what you want to achieve. Now he will probably send negative thoughts towards me. My dad and I went to the gazda to buy shoes. At that time, Dawid went to the hospital for a medical visit. But it pissed me off when David, telling about his dad's knee, gained his approval, compassion and understanding, which I did not gain when I was suffering unimaginable pain. What I got for it - criticism: "Don't be surprised !!!" in my life I will not say that to my own child. While I was in Gazda, I found nice shoes. I bought them. Although it was number 41, it suited me perfectly. Light, soft sole, insoles fit, they looked like sneakers and were fastened on the side :) Price also decent, only 79 PLN. Cool!!!! On my way home I met with Łukasz Lopata. We talked somewhere between 5:30 pm and 7:00 pm. God dear, he's still about sex and fucking. He encouraged me to do this in various ways to make me fuck girls with him. I do not want this!!! I love Kaje, at the moment I only think about her and I would only like to love her! I didn't know how to say it to him, I wasn't afraid of this conversation, but I probably couldn't tell him directly why I didn't want to make love. And I could tell you the truth: I have a girlfriend now, or rather, I'm trying to get someone and not just fucking me with other girls. Instead, I dodged myself and now all I am interested in is making money. I was a little ashamed and embarrassed when he spoke out loud about tantric sex when people were passing by, especially my neighbors. Boze: D: On one hand I want to laugh, but on the other hand it makes me a bit embarrassed. In the evening I slept, I didn't feel like anything. I had a problem with hamster bot navigating to pages when Visible = false. I did this Visible True; Visible false, which was such a specific flash, fortunately on the internet at: http://www.delphipages.com/forum/showthread.php?t=112508 I found a more interesting solution: WebBrowser1-> DoObjectVerb (-3); // hide WebBrowser1-> DoObjectVerb (-1); //show An alternative is to set Width and Height to 0; but the former works great and I can also see how the bot in TWebBrowser works. What I learned today: a new experience in TwebBrowser and better assertiveness and analyzed my error Lots of clothes - discomfort during training. Thermos herbs, Washing teeth eliminates the urge to eat - a mint smell. Mum went to Zakopane for surgery. Dawid watched the episode of the bad ones where Halinka sent Ferdinand to the Psychiatrist. morning training plus stretching gave me a lot of energy. Ultrasounds for home heating. Deathcaptcha, how to do it in a hamster? Yoga, KundaliniMaterac, Onion also has a lot of vitamin C. Meeting again Mrs. Herian because of this, and from today I am again injected with psychotropics and I am already getting sleepy, I will shorten this day to the most important events. In the morning after training, when no one was there, there was a lot of physical stress. Cold in the room, weakness, burnout, hunger. Fear, I thought it was from drugs. I was already wondering whether I should take the pills that I put aside for one day, but I took a short hunger. I could only fuck more with pills. I took many deep breaths - calmed down, stopped trembling. After some time my breath strengthened me, I supplied my body with energy, a lot of warm water - I warmed up. The apples gave me energy, the warm shower relaxed and warmed me up. Thanks to breathing in a stressful situation, I listened to my body, listened to my body and healed with what I had :) I was so fascinated by it :) I even imagined myself winning the case. Throughout the day, I had a high sense of self-worth after this event. In the afternoon I found a tarot program. I left that I hadn't used it yet, and that my mother would not be happy with the purchase of the coat. Mom came today from the hospital. I cleaned the house. I also took photos for the auction, unfortunately I haven't sent the spruce to Cuba yet. What I learned today: thanks to deep breaths you can listen to the sounds of your own body :)

Way to meditation

I learned to meditate. I am happy :) Here is the technique: - Vibrating armchair 15min + PranaYama + ChakraSounds = entering into the depths of yourself How does it feel: take it easy. I don't feel a great revelation, it may not be what I want yet, but it is the first step towards achieving more. Even after meditating, I imagined the situation with Patrycja Czyszczon in a bar: I can't pick you up anymore, my dad interjects and I say: Brave dad :) This is not the fullest of my good talk, but thanks to the emptiness I was able to talk better in my imagination. I felt an incredible desire for this kind of meditation. It serves me very well :) I am calm !!! I am Fulfilled !!! I feel more diligent. A moment ago, I calmly read an excerpt from osho dynamic meditation while I was focused on it. What I learned today: Meditation technique for me :)

Spiritual guide

Spiritual guide, morning kundalini reading, again laziness towards bot chomikuj. I have also read Mantaka Chia The Love Potential of a Man - it's great to read, an excellent book. I wrote to the hotar if he could become my spiritual guide. I am waiting for his reply. I also watched a movie by Maria Bucardi. It was about cleansing by rain and embracing a tree and absorbing its energy. Oh, my tooth broke this morning. I felt sorry for him. Another part of my body was damaged :(

ConversationsFrom Death

Sect movie - excerpt from pain control. We are all gods - lie. sleep with a tick. We have varicose veins - a second leg. Cancer the grandfather of the moraine. I don't feel like writing in this diary. Now in the evening I am reading a book by Jan Van Helsing, Conversations with Death. God, it is also a book that I do not want to read so terribly. I learned something about Christ, a little bit about a chosen one with a great sense of humor. I read this passage with great interest, but I found out nothing else.

Proven Prophecy

Check tarot predictions, very slow breathing = super voice Boring day. Somnolence. The tarot prophecy has come true and mom will be disappointed in buying a coat. So it happened. They also closed, i.e. the pump is not working during the winter. While at the same time, I discovered the technique of super slow breathing. Practicing work with chakra today, I tested the chakra sounds method. I finished reading a book on chakras, started reading the art of getting rich. I have enough health and I can read with peace of mind. Being in adasiu, there was an announcement that he would hire a person with a light disability group, i.e. with a mild disability certificate.

Revitum

A day written on time. Morning training. I lent Łukasz the book Vibrations of Mozgu Waves. He lent me a book on stretching. He also talked about the experiences in the tantric book he lent me. OK 12 I went to Krakow. Being there, I was still living in suppressed fear. Fear of losing your own health. At 4:30 p.m. it was my turn, but being outside, the vibrations of the waves of my brain came out great. I got a test. Chlamydia came out on 2XX. Now the question is, is it a good time to do tests? To be continued ... PS I have almost finished my book about the basics of chakras.

Fear

Rafal Pawlik, conversation about Fear, meeting Janczakowa at the tsnia.

RadioBioslone

Yesterday was written with a delay. Briefly: Workout at home in the morning. Intense. I was doing great. While on a walk, I met a guy who drinks. I advised him to drink plenty of water, lemon water as a detox. In the evening I gave up Radio Bioslone - that's how I gave the title, I don't know why. I was at Maks' family for dumbbells. I sat there quite a lot, as long as 2-3 hours. I broke the Super Mission 0.5 rules - so unfortunately I ate some sweets, and I was treated with broth. We talked a lot about various topics, related to health, doctors, etc ... I really don't want to talk about it anymore, but nevertheless the conversation with them was very pleasant. Max's mom is an amazing woman, yes she is wise. They stopped me a bit - they probably wanted to be hospitable, but I wanted to go very quickly - I didn't want to interfere with their family life. It's a real family, loving each other, talking at home - not what in my home. I listened to something like this when they were locked up on their own: don't worry about him, don't show your sympathy - was it about me? Now I think so - even about me - this is what I wanted. I don't want sympathy. Max's mom did well and cheated me well

Mission0.5

Mission 0.5 - I put my candy aside completely for this one day. I did not eat the kesa sweets. A day like a day. Exercise in the morning. In the afternoon I tested Rebrithing for 1 hour with the vibration of the brain waves in a sitting position. It was much better for me than lying I wasn't hungry for dinner. I only ate fruit

SuperMissions

Blood sugar - chlamydia !!!, Cards - put away the sweets. I learned to feel the sugar in my blood - sucrose, then when I ate too much sweets. Then chlamydia started to feed on this sugar and attack me. I had a terrible craving for oatmeal cookies too. I bought two more cips in Malgosia :) I thought it would be an entry today, but ... Morning training at home, came in the evening spruce cub to see clothes. Today I saw Patryk in the Park, next to another drazku. He showed me his new Exercise which he developed. It's good to feel triceps. Super Missions - because that's what I called today's entry - I found the Phoenix e-book with Super Missions, which was recommended to me by Lukasz Lopata. Really interesting missions: clean the house, set up a separate bank account for a black hour, lock yourself in a hotel for 24 hours. I decided that I will be the first to do a Super Mission: do not eat sweets :) The name itself already: Super Mission, makes me want to do it :) What I learned today: when you don't want to do something - give it a cool name so that you want to do it, challenge yourself: Super Mission! :)