FearOKregoslup

April 18 - Today.txt I woke up quite early because 5:00 am almost rested. I was planning to get up at 4:00 but still good. I took care of myself a bit, I decided and I will continue my projects later. I've got my own business done - I've finished writing down my goals for action this week for: Building a Powerful Body + a few other little things. At 7:00 am I went to training. In order not to dirty the cup, I do the smuggling in my pocket. Again, slight concerns and I will meet these 3 girls, luckily they were not there. There was panic due to numerous crouches in the spine, but hanging upside down did the trick. I met this drunk who said that he also had back problems once. He looks 45 in total and 57. I trained, the sun was great. Before leaving, I felt hungry, so I ate 2 bananas which I ate perfectly. For training I took 2 apples and a Yerbe Mate to drink. Nice and warm, the sun was really nice. Excellent training. I discovered some new exercises: to pull up along the tube for the back and biceps. Not enough that the exercise then you do slower, the muscles work harder and more accurately. Great. Same for the forearms. I felt my muscles beautifully. I measured my biceps after training. 38cm. I was counting on 37cm and here I got a nice surprise. It probably results from it and at the same time I also exercised triceps. Excellent training, I felt great. While I was a little hungry I ate an apple. Coming home, I drank carrot juice. It was perfect and then I ate 3 slices with butter and hohland cream cheese. I felt it was the perfect meal for me. I was thinking about cottage cheese, but this is what I felt like at the moment and I felt that my body needed it. After the detox, I weigh as much as I weighed 70 kg. And now chaos and charmider. Lots of welds on the head. I need to sort out peace and business here. I have to understand something here. Marta wrote to me. She wished me a birthday wish. I just wrote back to her. Although I don't have my birthday today in 10 days, she still remembers about me. It's nice. Okay, time to start cleaning up. I read to put the chestnuts in the bedding container in the bed. Thanks to this, it protects against radiation. After a year, they should be replaced with new ones - fresh chestnuts. And that's how the chestnuts came today. I was afraid of the spine all day long. Afternoon treatments. I went at 2:30 pm to have dinner at 2:00 pm. Everyone comes at different times, so I thought, what harms me, to do the same. I'm still worried about the spine. Still a sense of forging in circles. Light training tomorrow, I hope to refine the exercises and training for the spine. Throughout the day I was working on the NormaPro project. It was going fairly well until I sent the CTRL + S key combination. But somehow I will manage, but probably not today. In the afternoon I was tempted to sunbathe and exercise in the park - but I have obligations. I have to write programs. In addition, tomorrow will be even worse, because there will be 3 to write. Fuck me ... But I made some money. I don't feel like it so much, because everything hurts me ... I'm panicking with ailments. Today because of the spine, wandering pain ... Fuck ... I'm finishing because I'm afraid of pain. Finish. At the very end of the day, I planned a 15-minute Rebritning to the rhythm of the vibrating chair.

Lyme Detox

April 17 - LymeDetox Ah, how much has happened today. In addition, he writes everything at the end of the day. I woke up twice during the night. Any strange dreams. The first time I woke up at 2:00 am - a little bit toxic. Second time at 4:00 am. Then I dreamed of a tick walking for me and it bit me ... I wonder if it could have anything to do with my trip to a meeting about Lyme disease today. After 7:00 am I went to exercise, although first I went to the Farmer for apples. I think I ate 4 during training. The training was rather warm-up. Due to the fact that I was weighing in the morning, the weight showed only 69.9 kg - it terrified me until such a sudden weight loss. The day before I had 71.4 kg. Az 1.5 kg? it's impossible ... I think it's a weighty mistake. Anyway, I decided not to do a starvation today and all I did was Detox: apples, butter, nuts ... In the park, I was approached by 3 girls, or rather one of their representatives. She was talking to me with a question: "Hey, with my friends we are wondering if this is a warm-up after a run or ..." she was talking about something. Even good for a seductress. I said: "I am practicing as an amateur for my health". And actually, like a parrot, I answered questions. And I could be more spontaneous, for example: - Well, that's how I heard something out loud, one of you was talking - go talk to him: D - You liked my chest and biceps so much? - (I think I'd be a fool) - You really are so interested in this? - Nice line to kick-off. But somehow I honestly didn't feel like talking to them. I did not have, I did not want to - I ran away from them as far as possible. I escaped across the river and then across the Park. As for today's weather and sunshine - the sun was flying into balls. I mainly exercised in the cold without a T-shirt, the sun was shining in some places, but it's some 25-35% still through the clouds. I returned home a little after 10. I smuggled breakfast. I was wondering what to do with breakfast and came up with the idea that in Krakow I can feed the pigeons :) So I did. I got ready, I packed my notebook with notes, a small notebook for notes, a small laptop, and a thermo turtleneck. Although I practically used only a notebook and thermo-active golf. I was also afraid to smuggle this breakfast, luckily the power was with me and I was able to do it without any problems. Then back to Kefirk. I met the Farmer again. I felt a little hungry. I bought apples and nuts from him. Then for treatments. All 3 treatments were arranged at an earlier date. And to Krakow. On the way, I met these 3 girls again. I know why I met them. We attracted each other with thoughts. They had to think so hard about me and our paths joined again. They must have really wanted to meet me. And I really want them to give me holy peace. When driving an Edmar, only the rear sunroof hatch was ajar. You have to sit almost sitting under it to blow a pleasant breeze just on you blogs. I did the same for the first time. On the bus, I tried to listen to MentalWay, but I didn't want to. I didn't want to listen to music either, I just wanted to enjoy this moment. I've even used WFM for meditation in my own way. It gave me relaxation and pleasure and additionally energized me. Due to the fact that I woke up at 4:00 I was a bit sleepy. WFM energized me. I found out that because of this, my hateful hands must be tense, unleash my anger. I put them on my hips, and my right hand was almost in a vertical position, relieving the tension on the ground. COOL! I can do the same at home, picking up something. Alternatively, I can always do it on the hips. Being in Krakow at 2 p.m. I did carefour shopping. I bought buttermilk, 5 packets of sunflowers. There was an interesting queue there. One at a time, one queue and summoning to the individual cash register. It really did save a lot of time. I spent about an hour there and decided to go to Dietl to get a copy of the hospital report. It's not yet a full 2 ​​years so they should keep photocopies of my discharge from the hospital. I got there, I was talking to random girls about the way. The least I can do, I felt good about it. Unfortunately, registration was now closed. I looked around the hospital a bit. I saw an older man on the couch who wogola did not move ... That I could not do anything. I couldn't watch him suffer ... And here came the same thought that was repeated in Galeria Krakowsia. All these people that I meet here on my way, I attracted them with my thoughts, and they attracted me with theirs. It is not without reason that I have met them all. Maybe I wanted to have a great illness, Wojciech Panz was also suffering and he had a serious illness. He would like to meet someone similar to himself (me). In the end, he also said: "I am not surprised, because more than one has got his ass from Krakow" ... Maybe there is a great doctor with high intelligence whom I wanted to meet so much and who would also like to have someone like me who got his ass and who would like help. Who would like to kick Skawinska! I believe there is such a doctor somewhere! I have no method of finding him. I just keep looking ... Moreover, in Krakow I experienced pain only twice and for a short time. What does Krakow have to do with it? Lower blood pressure, smog? It's hard to say ... Anyway, I do not delve into science anymore - because I do not believe in science ... Oh, while getting off in Krakow some woman was looking for Rakowicka Street. I showed her the way to Lubicz. I was eager to help. By the way, I met this Anie from spyware. I followed her a bit aimlessly for a while, but then turned back. I was still worried about the spine, but somehow I was doing it ... I came back and I had a terrible desire for Grapefruit juice. I saw a great blonde in the bus. A dream woman, tall, slim, pretty and modest. Ah, I imagined different things with her: D I wanted to talk to one of them, but I was afraid. I did not have the courage. Where to start a conversation. While in Rabka, I went to Steskal. Oh, I sat in the wrong place on the bus. Then I switched to a place where there is fresh air just after the place was vacant. I energized WFM. One woman next to me looked at me askance. He thought to explain to her why I am doing this - I think that due to her age, she would understand my situation ... Well, and in steskal, wanting to buy grapefruit juice, feeling that it would be an ideal meal for me, I met these 3 girls again. I wanted to avoid them at all costs. At the checkout, I also saw Patryk Kucaj. Muscular and fit as always. I also did not want to engage in unnecessary discussions with him. I love being alone. That's why I pretended to be doing more shopping. To avoid the girls who must have been waiting at the exit of Steskala I also read the channeling on the bus, especially the fragment that I understand and it was especially stuck in my head: Let his hand of thoughts and smooth out in you, let them run on there, and I will carry them, when I have reached my end. I will take them there to be heard. That he is Brave, although there is still little power in him, because he thinks the circle around ideas that he would better leave behind. I feel full, but what ends up in them ends with a dark glow shines, instead of being bright I perceive in myself. I see these clarity, I see this power, it lies dormant in You and waits for a signal, it waits for a word like a spell spoken to myself: The love is in me and to me and to what surrounds me. Thanks to the fact that the pain did not travel to me - again I had a lot of different thoughts. My psychic energy focuses on my ailments and traveling pain. I don't have time to think about other things. The pain consumes all my psychic energy. I also went to the health resort of Rabka to settle down. I took a different route starting from the back of the steskala. I also ate an apple and drank grapefruit juice. I breathed a little. I have developed a nice exercise to stretch and mobilize the spine. Pulling the bench towards you - sort of an isometric exercise. Immediately culem as pleasantly crunchy vertebrae in the thoracic. When it was already dark - to the playground. But for that moment later came 2 homies. One is tightly packed in a red T-shirt and the other a little less with a child. They wanted to practice there - I had such an impression that the thinner one was my mother's lover. I was wondering whether to talk to them or not? But again, some unnecessary programs crammed into my brain, and I gave myself holy peace with them. I went home. An interesting surprise awaited me at home - I got 2 nice sweatshirts and pants from uncle Jacek, thanks to my dad. I really feel great in them. Epic! My dad also heard about my strange, as he put it, "nicknames" like: we'll meet in hell. I think he guessed who it was ... Thanks to the fact that the pain does not strike me right away, I turned on the dark music of DBZ Main Vegeta and I imagined my revenge on it ...

Affirmation of a powerful body

April 16 - Affirmation of Strength I did not write anymore and yesterday I got one more channeling from Fila. Some extra-world force Maria ... I can understand this at most 30% Or maybe 15% But there were a few words that aroused the desire to FIGHT. And then, before going to sleep, I uttered the affirmations: - Build a flexible, healthy, athletic - POWERFUL MUSCULAR BODY! Yes, this new accentuation gives me the will to fight. Writing it out as a target. She is great! In any case, channeling was quite interesting. Long. I did not ask the Fil for this channeling. But this "Maria", whoever she is, also calls me to love, forgiveness, etc ... But so far I don't want it ... I think I'll even print these words ... It will make it easier for me to analyze them. And I'm writing now because I woke up with a kind of nightmare. I dreamed that if I wanted to kill myself, I can barely walk again, every step is painful. A week ago I met Ole Dachowska, who said: I am psycically ill, some kind of schizophrenic and it can be treated ... But I am pissed. What my subconscious wanted to tell me. By the way, I met a boy yesterday. And I haven't seen Ola for a very long time. I just got a video interestingly titled "Lazy Bogacz" from Kasia Szafranowska. This is something for me: D Although I do not care about money so much, I do not want to do anything in my life: D In addition, in the morning I went to exercise. The weather is nice, nice and warm, sunny. I used the power of solar steroids. Today I also wanted to start my Post after 2 p.m. I only ate 2 slices for breakfast and felt a little hungry. I did not use the Tombak method with food separation techin. To wash my hands, I ran for a while, also leaving all my things behind. One older gentleman was surprised how toughened I was :) Breakfast at home .... Then I decided to redo my room. I haven't done everything yet. I was going very slowly. I felt a little hungry and tired. I ate dinner and there was an error for the body. I felt that Dream had priority, but I had to eat it. I went for treatments and felt sleepy and tired. I used WFM for my head and recovered for a while. A moment of relaxation in some way immersed the dream. In addition, today I had a magnetic field and currents to the thoracic region. The Prada was really strong and clear. Cool. All this day, I have been worrying about my spine almost a day. I often felt chucks in the thoracic section. After the treatments, I went to my mother to buy nothing, although I probably bought her no good. I was coming back holding my hip, Marta was walking with the child and some girl from the park exit like there are chestnuts. I was holding my hip, afraid of the thoracic spine. A moment on the road, a couple of metals, a boy and a girl, were smoking next to an e-cigarette. I went home, or rather entered Monika Pitek's house. Earlier she wrote a request to fix her computer. I did what I could. By the way, I found out that one of our peers had brain cancer. But I got involved, because before Cancer could occur, the body had to emit regular signals that something was wrong. I went home, made some tea, went back to sunbathe a little after 4pm in the playground. The children were squeaking terribly, so after some time I went to the river, but I spent about 20 minutes there. I met Pania bitch from mathematics, I lent some guest a handkerchief myself on my own initiative for her little daughter. On the river a lot of homies, cokes. I used my slight fear of them to keep me in check. I also met Mariusz Teper. When I met him, I had thoughts to ask about Simon about a pension. He got a pension for being an orphan. I just wrote to him on Facebook. We'll see what comes out of it. There was also the police, but they forgave themselves those compatriots who drank beer. Then too, go home. I was hungry. I wanted to eat today. I hesitated for a long time - to fast or eat. In addition, I was tired. Eventually I chose and I will eat the apples. It was a bad meal again. Nuts would be better. I just decided to do a 36h detox instead of a starvation if I am hungry. I'm gonna go to the store in a minute and buy myself either nuts or butter. Today I also expressed my affirmation of the Mighty Body. I like it very much. I will come back to her during the meal with Adam. z / w In the evening I also felt weak and tired. I used WFM. I quickly regained my strength;) I bought 40 chestnuts on the Allegro for PLN 40. I'm going to sleep quickly. I'm still thinking about the spine and I'm afraid for it.

Sila Peace

April 14 - Peace of mind. 8:00 In the morning I resumed training. Finally. I did a full training, training was really fun. The only drawback - the sun was flying into balls, so I did not use the power of the sun's steroids. Coming home, I remember that my mother, going to church, asked me to buy her tights. So I bought it in Adaś. I spoke again with Adam Bytof. He wrote a little about Meditation, a little about Galantamine. As he claims, to eat the snowdrop on me, I would have to eat some 5 kg. In my opinion he is wrong, he probably underestimates the power of herbal medicine. In addition, he recommended me the movie "Silence of Peace" which I am currently watching. Super intelligent guy who can do anything. I suppose there will be something about meditation here. I tried to clean that tooth I had a crack last year when I was having intense bleeding from my upper jaw. He's bleeding, I was a little scared, I took sage to help. I wanted to use the floss I bought, but I am unable to pull it out. Nothing is hidden. This movie irritated me. The guy could do everything, genius: knowledge, martial arts ... Amazing. He wants so too ... However, there was no way to achieve this state. It was just: Get the garbage out of your mind, although no prescription was given on how to do it. FUCKING !!!! Now I'm listening to Eckhart Tolle. Lecture "what is the meaning of mental illness". I remember some interesting words: suffering is part of awakening. What in India and Tibet is considered enlightenment, we treat it as a mental illness ... Next Day: In the afternoon I went to the playground to sunbathe. There were a lot of people with children. I was a little afraid and I will go crazy again and I am without a shirt for such weather, although somehow I managed. I did it gradually. First, I practiced with a sweatshirt. Then I downloaded and practiced intuflow. And finally a t-shirt. However, the sun was not sensational much. He was often obscured by clouds. I went for a walk early, after 20:00. I put MentalWay on for the night. The guy is great, he says really wise and impressive words in my opinion. To think that I had such a gift once too. I fell asleep with a vibrating mattress. I discovered a new position to sleep on my stomach. It was on a vibrating mattress + soft neck pillow. I slept for an hour to the rhythm of the vibrations that woke me up after I finished. Great, the neck did not hurt at all, hands are elegant. I felt regenerated.

Introduction to Separate Diet

April 15 - Separate Diet Introduction The day is written in an exceptional way during the day, written in the evening. In the morning I started training around 7:30. Instead of Yerba, I made myself green tea. However, it was so strong and I came back with a thermos to add lemon to dilute it. Interestingly, during stretching and intuflow training, I did not think about wandering pain. Maybe it is a merit of getting away from home and NAC and Sunny Anabolics :) Training was really great! At the end of the training, I was turning my balls with my balls while sunbathing. I also had thoughts to meditate on the escarpment. For this purpose I took a pillow to sit on the Laweczka. Today is great, the pain hardly wandered during the day. Moreover, chlamydia is less active during the summer. Maybe he doesn't like the sun, hence the surprising results today. Come home, mom has gone somewhere. Today I washed my shoes, put them on the windowsill to make them dry faster, but as I looked a moment ago, they have not dried out so far. I did not want to write these programs again today. So I had an idea and I would write to the guest and tell him the price, and in return I would start writing programs from Friday. I will have a few days off. But tomorrow I have to start a program with handles to Norma Pro anyway. At 14:00 Treatments. I threw MentalWay videos on my phone and something came over me to read about Sparta training. I downloaded some of the first audiobooks on this topic that I listened to for a day. Today I had a lot of energy after my morning training. The sun really energized me positively. I think I was right, please. Here's what I found on the forum: These results show that vitamin D is essential in the fight against intracellular pathogens (and thus also chlamydia). There was a new massage woman at the treatments. Seemingly sad, but massaging it great. At the very corner, I told her "The Divine Lady is massaging". She smiled and said that she is very nice. For almost all day, I did not think about any spine ailments. The legs are positively tired. I feel like I will sleep well. Wow, even as he writes now, thanks to the fact that pain hardly bothers me, he writes calmly on his diary. In the afternoon I went back to the afternoon training in the sun. I also went to my mother to buy office safety pins, and I also bought a red Donau underliner. I liked him very much. I also bought balloons: I thought it would be useful for breathing exercises. Coming home quite late, nothing special. In Malta I also bought 1l of multivitamin juice. I haven't eaten dinner again. 2 apples and my stomach hurt a lot. Maybe I did wrong. After all, I wasn't hungry at all. I ate to eat something because in my subconscious there is a thought: there is dinner, you have to eat. And I am not hungry at all ... I decided to look for something about food combinations. Tombak writes in short not to combine proteins with carbohydrates. I wonder what the products that have both: beans, soybeans ... I think that the body can handle them. protein is digested in the stomach for 2-4 hours, and carbohydrates for 20-40 minutes. However, his method will be bumpy and I will try to do it from tomorrow. Morning sandwiches first I will eat bread with butter and after 20 minutes I will eat white cheese. Fats can supposedly be linked to both. I will see how it will work. What can you combine? Briefly: proteins with fats, fats with carbohydrates. Here are the correct food combinations. Meat and green vegetables Bread, potatoes � green vegetables Green vegetables � all proteins Nuts � green vegetables, sour fruit Eggs - green vegetables Animal fats - all cereal plants Cereal plants � green vegetables Legumes � green vegetables Non-acidic fruits - sour milk, yoghurt Sour fruit - nuts, sour milk, other sour fruit The worst connections They rely on the simultaneous consumption of protein with carbohydrates and are dangerous to health. Here is what. Meat Bread, groats, potatoes, sugar, honey Bread - all proteins, fruits and sugars Green vegetables � milk Eggs � milk, starch, sweets, sour products Animal fats - all proteins Cereal plants - all proteins, sweets, milk I don't think I will connect lunches so much. Well, as he writes, I will eat potatoes from raw material first, and then cutlet at the end. This too should be a better solution ... I think I can feel this stomach ache already. From apples. I wanted something fatty, such as nuts or milk and oatmeal. However, I ate apples that I did not like yet. I deceived my body hoping to do the right thing and it resulted in a stomach ache, a clear signal and I made a mistake. First carbohydrates, then protein. And so, today, I had a psychological desire to act, be creative, and implement my ideas. When I entered the website: zarabiam.com, I wanted to finish my Universal Bot again and earn money on various combined businesses :) But I don't want to, now the weather is too beautiful and I prefer to spend it in the Park. But on the other hand, I could take my laptop to the Park and work there :) In the evening I felt the urge to write down my goal in my notebook: - Build a flexible, healthy, athletic, POWERFUL MUSCULAR BODY! I took steps in that direction and wrote it all down in my notebook of goals. Additionally, I have a program to write tomorrow. So I wrote down the affirmations, or rather just a question on my board that I want to ask before going to bed. We'll see what comes out. I feel like expressing this affirmation as the goal of my meditation. A moment ago I read the channeling message from Elen Kanicka: It comes out of it and with medicinal starches will not eliminate "your cysts" - because that's what Angel called them. He gave me 7 pieces of advice, but these are advice about love, forgiveness and such shit that I am not particularly interested in. However, it may be interesting that I am establishing the truth of my life. He made a kind of affirmation "You are the Spirit", but I will change it because I do not like it: It builds a healthy, athletic, POWERFUL MUSCULAR BODY flexibly! It may also be helpful to clean the apartment from the influence of watercourses and old thought forms. Just clean the apartment, or even better move out.

Fall out for a beer

April 13 - It's a Beer Drop I woke up quite early in the morning between 5-6. Despite the hearty dinner. I was quite cold. I didn't feel like anything again, but finally I got up and went to work. I wrote back to the lawyer, it took me about 1.5 hours to tell my story, despite the fact that he writes quickly, and I did not manage to write all the details. Then I went to practice. Yes, as if I was supposed to do it, tomorrow, I hesitated to do it, but it was sunshine and beautiful weather. 10 degrees. I was tempted to start the cycle with sun steroids: D During the exercises I gained enthusiasm and motivation to exercise. Intuflow and light stretching in the sun gave me energy for the rest of the day ... Then moments for the day, but literally a few minutes. I only tanned my back at 10 degrees. One lady said it was frozen :) Coming home, my mother was gone. I ate a few apples, a banana, and a carrot juice, visualizing it removing all impurities from me. I talked to the Lawyer on facebook for a while, answering his questions. It's good that he has few likes, a little over 200, so I think he gave me some free information. The conversation ended with the fact that I am entitled to compensation for the violation of my physical or mental health and negligence of the doctor. However, there is no tariff, it is the court that decides the amount of remuneration. I also wrote to Adam Bytof. In fact, he was the first to write some post about a mixture of Galantamine, 5-HTP and something else stimulating LD. I wrote to him if he knows any natural LD ​​triggers. He described that Galantamine is natural - indeed. I also thought - maybe order this galantamine with him - by the way, I would have an ally among him and maybe help from time to time. But bah ... he can be my teacher when I get to school. Anyway, nothing happens by accident, since I wrote to him and he wrote the post, I believe that something positive will come out of it. At the moment, he has just over 700 likes - so he is soon on FB. In that case, probably not many people write to him, there is a chance and he can write back a comprehensive message to me :) Now, after lunch, I tested the Venol droplets. We'll see if it gives me some mental power. In addition, I tested the meditation position developed yesterday with a vibrating chair. The vibrating chair was there to keep my food from rotting in my stomach. In fact, this method developed by me is like walking on the heels of Michal Tombak. Feels like the meal is better absorbed, eyes are tearing. It is true that during meditation I fell asleep a bit, but it was still good :) For several hours I have been trying to improve Jarek's program. I tried a long time to interact with JavaScript, figure it out, but gave up. I used TWebBrowser which translated JS beautifully and I have clean nice HTML code. Interestingly, I didn't have this pure html code using web browsers. Weird... WB.OleObject.Document.documentElement.innerHTML; // The processed HTML code The simplest solutions are the best. The program will change this way and instead of Indy or Synapse it will use the good old TWebBrowser. It may be slower, but I won't have to rewrite everything. I will use old html code. In the evening, as promised, I went to Beer with zazim. We drank 3 beers. 2 in the Park, I fired a bit because I couldn't. One beer is enough for me. I cut it off a bit. Zazi talked about Rapa, about his career. It's good that I didn't say much, what's up with me. Then we went to the chestnuts. I was a bit scared, but due to my hairstyle and alcohol and my curve, I could look quite threatening. Then to the Zone - but in the zazi zone, he talked to some blonde girl and left me. I didn't want to be here anymore - I didn't have what for. I left 4 beer and went home. Full of HATE. I thought whether to use this state of relaxation for meditation. At home, I really wanted to drink. I drank 2 coffees, 2 more during the night I was hydrated. Now in the morning I ate an orange. On the way, I read the channeling from 2 years ago, looking for some clues, some solution. Hear Greg Branden about Scientific Prayer. Follow this lead and you will find all the answers you are looking for ... I turned it on for the night and I think I fell asleep. Was with the teacher in Ivona. But they're esoteric fuckers about love, prayer. Yesterday I had such an image to Elena Kanicka like: "Let me tell the Angels, for which I can pay even 1000 PLN - fuck you fucking angels. In the morning I also found a website: stopajfaceta.pl - I read articles. What women do to stop us and think about us ... Is that really the truth.

SpyPhone

April 12 - SpyPhone Wake up at 5:00 in the morning. Well well-fed, quite early, despite the fact that for the night I got 2 chocolates like a pig. In the morning I ate 1.5 more chocolates. Nice ... Spring is coming, it's quite warm 6 degrees on the field, I slept in my pants for a change. I had a great sleep, I felt so at ease in bed. I think I'll take a walk for a change. Although I was wondering what to do: meditate, write a program? But I'm going for a walk. Even though I ate a lot of chocolate - chlamydia did not travel much. Yesterday, she also wandered little during the day. During the treatments, I even fanatized myself and imagined various things, which I had not done for a long time, because thinking about pain consumes all my mental energy. I think I will give the rest of the chocolate to someone. Now, after I ate 1.5, I can't look at the chocolate. I wish I had eaten so much of her. This contradicts my affirmation "white sugar is fucking poison ..." "white sugar destroys my mighty body ..." Oh, Chlamas started to wander me :) But on the other hand, I could say to myself: "My body is becoming resistant to this poison ...". Yes, but my body is able to resist small doses of poisons ... This is what homeopathy is all about. Let's face it, I gorged myself like a pig, I wanted to please myself, although once in a while you can :) I went to practice after 6:00 in the park. In the park, I really wanted to shit. I showered myself in the bushes, it's good that it is morning hours, there are not many people and I had tissues with me. However, a certain slaughter disturbed me. Half of the stool was stained red in blood. Oh god, a little panic. And I was already looking for the reason: I must have eaten too much of this chocolate. Yesterday until 2, today also almost 2. On an empty stomach. It's poison. In the morning when I got back, there was also a lot of stool in my blood. The cure for me would be an apple and a carrot. In addition, hunger, but the stomach was clogged with chocolate. At the same time, I was breathing a lot this time using the 4-4-4-4 technique. However, the effects in the form of a stronger and stronger voice are completely absent. FUCKING MAC !!! Legal Counsel on Facebook Bartlomiej Marzec announced free legal advice. I am writing to him, but I really don't feel like writing. I want to do nothing. In a moment I will feel good again, but due to the lack of effects, I do not want to go there. What to do, what the fuck to do ... Yesterday I still had the impression that the urine is slightly red, today I also had such an impression ... Fucking chocolate, I will not eat it anymore. I remembered that he also talked to some guy about what I was doing. I told him I was breathing. I could tell you what do you care I have a lot of hate today. cold needles in the brain from that cyst. and this nonsense of life. I decided to take the tramal to lunch. 100mg. without sipping. maybe it will work less well and I will be able to work today. pancakes for dinner. Bartlomiej Marzec - legal advisor wrote back to me. Although I did not want to write back to him ... Also: I found interesting meditation positions today. In fact, I think I wrote about it once, but despite this, I kept repeating the same mistakes. And so: Back position, legs crossed, hands behind the head for the pillow. I could stay in it for quite a long time without tiredness and suffering, perhaps even 20-30 minutes. The position is great! My unloaded anger and hatred was burned in this position which made my meditation easier. In addition, I took a tram today :) Even if it was not meditation, I got joy and pleasure from Tramal :) In the evening I was tapped on android and hacking bluetooth. I was looking for eavesdropping programs a lot, but the spyphone costs up to PLN 1000. Then bluetooth hacking, but of course all Linux password cracking programs are so complicated that it's impossible to get over it. KURRRRWA. For the night I ate a hearty dinner, lots of dumplings. FUCKING ... Until my belly bursts. I wish I'd eaten like a pig again. And after all, I kept my diet for so many months. It all started with donating blood. Well, with the chic, I gave my chocolate away. I had a great desire to listen to my father's and mother's phone calls, to know what was going on, what they said about me, but now that I have seen how complicated it is - I have enough again. Plus, I felt like a pig. In addition, my head hurts in that one particular place, the feeling of cold needles in my brain ... eh ...