Workocholism (2)

Wonderful day. I spent it amazing. I worked almost all day standing. A great item for your computer. Ideal. Mind is tired now, time to go to sleep. This is exactly what I learned today. I was also looking for a way to earn. On earning.com I found a person who offered help on firecash.org I started creating programs, portfolios, etc. in this position. It was just brilliant !!!

Szymek's eyes

Again, I terribly did not want to write anything yesterday. Therefore, I will only write a few abbreviations Sick's eye problems - he got lime in his eyes. Biedy is deciding whether or not to quit this job. It is clearly visible that it does not serve him I wrote the Adf.Ly Virus. Almost done. Practically no autorun. Rebrithing. I wrote down a list of the closest Rebrithers. I believe deeply in this method and I would like someone to introduce me to this world. I came up with the idea to program while standing. Today I'm testing this method :) What have I learned today. My health has improved significantly. What is Szymek going to say now? There is no one, he has to deal with everything alone. I am in better condition because: I am a powerful charismatic sect leader because I work on my skills every week, every month !!! PS It is worth adding that some kind of aunt, mother's cousin, arrived the day before. Cleaner, kind of cool, but you can see that in his nerves he is still talking only about Marynia's ass not interesting things at all. She invited us for Sundays, but to tell the truth, I don't feel like going. You will have to make up an excuse.

I love you

I am a powerful, charismatic sect leader because I learn and work on my skills daily, weekly, monthly. What a beautiful affirmation, I like it very much. There was a lot going on during the day, now I will try to briefly tell you I spent alone. Mum went to Morczyna in the morning. I listened to Organizing and planning time. Entries in the previous diary. In the morning I started writing this worst function from FindChildWindow and programmed the LogmeIn script in my bot Tick ​​- I was terrified when I met him in the park on my hand. I even talked about it with Rafal at the beginning of the conversation I spoke incorrectly with my mother. She screams - I smile. As a result, she screams even more and I feel resentful. We criticized doctors a lot about how to treat. That heals the symptoms instead of the causes. He gave me an example with Pascca virus. And the essence of something I need to work on. Identification. How a person hurt, instead of how bad I felt. From what he said, this is a problem for 98% OF THE PEOPLE AS THEY KNOW, not just my problem. When I identify myself better in the eyes of others. Sleep with Nifuroxazite - I started therapy today believing in my dreams, and I believe deeply in dreams. Alcohol - Euphoria: For a while I was able to forget about everything, even though the amount of alcohol was really small, I felt great !!! Professor Starzyk - I was thinking about him, he had to live what I did then in the hospital. I was exactly like him back then. I love you, said the dexter to his daughter. I watched two episodes today It's an interesting day I am the Charismatic sect leader - beautiful affirmation.

Entertainment

Again, I terribly did not want to write anything yesterday. I called the diary entertainment, because I started watching Dexter. I found myself having some form of entertainment. The blonde insisted strongly: don't back down now. This made the dexter say he thought and succumbed. I would also say that and I would succumb to it. Things I Have Discovered: Abdominal Wave Vibration plus Rebrithing gives you more opportunities. I had a dream about Nifuroxazite. Earlier antibiotics, I guess that means I have to take this antibiotic. Maybe I wanted to see a great doctor, and a great doctor wants to see a healer. Maybe one day our paths will meet and this great doctor will heal me. Besides, I already know my body well enough and I should think better. Now I was listening to the planning and implementation of goals: - The ability to save. Success is goals! - When you set goals, don't share them with anyone. That's right! - Failure is essential to success. You're getting close to him. You know what you should not do anymore! - Goals must match. Willing to breathe all the time you will never earn - You want to lose 10 kg. Set yourself a loss of 1 kg, e.g. up to 73 kg - 3 goals within 30 seconds: health, money, independence - Goals with my family and with me. Material and finances. Personal development. - Do what you can with what you have where you are. - Set a goal for the next week, month. I noticed that writing all this on the blackboard I felt better and so fascinated again. Yesterday I finished writing my program. I made some extra options like a ruler. When writing a post in the evening from the internet heyah on 4programmers I got an interesting answer in the morning to use the FindChildWindows function. It almost solved my problems in the app :) At night my mother came in and closed the window for me, while the phone with Tombak's e-book was on. Writing on the blackboard gives me a lot of fascination: D

Saturday (2)

I missed writing my diary again. After 7 pm I fall asleep so terribly I do not want to write a diary then. I'm going to sleep and that's it? What to do to prevent it from happening ?: Maybe you can explain that I exercised a lot and breathed a lot during the day and there is no need to do it all around at night as well. Then devote your time to yourself for prayer, diary and reflection of the past day. During the day, nothing special happened. About 4:30 p.m. Jacek came, I really wanted to sleep during the day and so I did. I had a terrible lazy. I noticed that the bacteria always attacks those places that are weakened at a given moment. Thanks to this, I know what is healthy and what is not, how to arrange my life to be comfortable. And until I do it and get rid of the psychological causes of my ailments, I would like this bacterium to stay in me. I have already discovered a lot, it remains to find some work and entertainment. I may consider reading interesting books as entertainment.

Funeral

Gosh, I don't want to write this diary so much. How could I make my writing more enjoyable? What to do to make writing it pure pleasure? Music - music is a medicine for everything. I can also write everything as if there was an extraordinary story - then each new entry would seem exciting. So let's check: No major changes in the morning: I didn't want to exercise, I was exhausted, so I was just breathing in tsnia. I returned early 8:30 for a physiological need. I ate the steamers. I advised my mother which dress would be better for the funeral and we went to the clique. On the one hand, I really did not want to go to the clique, on the other hand I thought to myself that I could learn something new in my life. Always choose new ones, as Osho used to say, right. Being in church I was terribly afraid of my joints. Over time, my dad joined me. I listened carefully to what woman my great-grandmother was. She is 96 years old. She raised 8 children in hard times, the most important thing for her was God, faith. And I thought to myself - beautifully, I devoted myself to God, but it is a pity that she lived in such a lie as the Catholic and Christian faith. It is a pity that people do not know the truth I have learned. On the other hand, it makes me feel better than others. After the last year, I have low self-esteem. Maybe because I once recognized myself how wonderful I am. I think so. I felt worse than others, Tearz feels inferior. I stopped in place. However, when I discover something new in myself, I seem to find happiness in it. There is power hidden in the Books, as Ewa Foley says. After the funeral, my dad drove us to Remiza in the new market. I met 14-year-old nephew of Aunt Bozena from the seaside, we also saw them. We ate dinner there, then a moraine and home. At the fire station, I felt like I had lost my good old talk. I didn't know what to talk about. And I was like dr. house. I had a super fast and strong mind. What happened to it, where did it all go? I had good conditions in the house where I spent almost a year and I talked to my grandfather. with people on skype, and now everything seems to be lost ... but we'll get back the good old talk. I don't feel the need to talk to people again, but when I talk I'm glad that I can talk to someone :) I watched the people in the fire station as the poor were destroying their health, they were poisoning themselves: coffee, cola, sweets, cake. What a horrible sight it was for me. Rest at home. It wasn't good for me to drive back home. It was very stuffy in the car. Instead of air conditioning, however, I prefer a tilted window. At home I came over to give him dinner, then I went too, but at one point it spilled terribly and I was incredibly wet. As I laughed, I wanted to hear about this situation: D I also remember a woman who was nice and I lent her my kikji to play with her daughter. Potema even wanted to repay me and give me a lift, but I went with my dad since he already called me and wanted to give me a lift. Ah, how a certain lady laughed at me too when I came wet. I also wanted to laugh: D: D I had an interesting dream last night. How I talked to Max about living together. Surprisingly, he agreed that we should stay in four, as he said. Me, Max, Sandra and Kaja. Interesting dream, maybe it bows me something good :) For now, however, I do not feel strong enough to talk about it with max. Today I learned to write in a diary about what I feel and what I think about the situations experienced during the day

Im strong

Hard months. I have the impression that the circles are inserted into their place. Herbal medicine worked wonders :) The morning traditionally without major changes, except that I felt stiff and hard and I was not hungry. At the same time, I taught myself to walk without poles. Breakfast at home. Then I met Szymek at our place. I thought: her leg was broken again or something bad happened. At first, he had a day off. My mother was surprisingly in a good mood today. Thanks to this, I was in a good mood too. She hasn't asked several times: what are you saying? what's going on? which is really annoying and annoying. I read the tombac's book How to live a long and healthy life. I have read quite a lot because I have reached over 1000 items. During the day, nothing extraordinary happened today and it is difficult for me to say what I learned today. Maybe to read a book while listening to the radio and without sticks. It made it nicer to listen to and I had time to add to bookmarks.

Dark Affirmation

Ttyl actually started with: Turkish Loneliness, due to today's day, however, I changed the title practically to the Dark Affirmation which I will write about in a moment. Everything spreads throughout the body: anger, food, emotion, poison, drugs ... I have already mentioned it, but because it was written on my board, I decided to repeat it. I was stupid to analyze, I thought, and it turns out that there are simpler methods and, in addition, more effective. You just have to change the way you think. I wanted to be like House, and that's what I was. I analyzed everything around. It makes you mad. I made the statements that the subconscious mind should be making consciously. Low expectations are the best way to succeed. That's what I was doing today, when mom left. I started meditating, actually WFM for the head combined with a Turkish sit and a diamond position. Wow, I was doing pretty well already! cool! and in addition, this meditation gave me real joy when my mother wasn't there. After 30 minutes of nodding plus Hemi Sync Positive Thinking, I was incredibly positive, I didn't hurt anything, for a while I didn't think about pain when I do it all the time, and in addition I was super focused. This form of meditation was great for me. I felt very well with it :)) In the afternoon I felt like having ice cream. I ate up to 1 liter. Exaggeration. Now I feel it all over my body: my eyesight, dryness, burning when I pee. And I felt pretty good. But it's not too bad. My body is in better condition now and it's just a small poison that will soon be removed. Interestingly, there are sweets after which I feel good like cereal coffee on sugar, cookies. However, the ice cream, although good in such a large amount, harmed me rather than helped, but it is not that bad. It's been pretty good lately. You need to exercise your body to adapt to each situation. After all, in March the pants were too heavy, and in April too. Only 3 months of amazing progress :) After 6 p.m. I played with jack. Nice, until mum and dad came back. What I learned today: the key issue of today. My dark affirmation that gave me incredible power: Every day I take action to become stronger, even more powerful and to implement my plan of revenge. It made me happy to write this diary ... I will take revenge Dear Daddy !!!!!!!!!

SenAbx

During the night this dream about antibiotics, which, unfortunately, I do not remember exactly. What could he mean? Go back to them? I have no idea ... With echinacea, I felt better, can actually repeat the treatments. However, in a dream I felt to repeat the treatments for 2 weeks. A day like every day, but with some change. I practiced in the morning at home, and by 2 p.m. I wrote a program for fast reading. I improved some functions and made more beautiful graphics. Now I like it very much :) During the day I discovered Radio Katowice, which I liked very much :) I haven't read any book, I practiced the rest of Nichi's exercises at 5pm. I was wondering if Kaja would agree to meet. I am waiting impatiently for a text message from her. He expresses himself very nicely in these text messages. It's hard for me to believe that she writes to me. Maybe I will finally be able to watch the movie of the Indestructible What I learned today: it's hard to say.

Everyone says

6:00 am in the morning. Cold but very rested. Traditional activities, Nichi, herbs etc ... I did it all! Go out to practice and return home by 9-10. As always, my mom pissed me off. She made me cocoa in this bad milk. Ah, he relishes no pain, not even his tailbone. You can see herbs and affirmations are working :) I have enough, I want to rest because the pain is much smaller. Nothing works, just listen to music and read books. That's my whim. Parents are chuje, in the end when mom this slut married dad because he worked in peweks. I have never seen her love him, I have never seen her kiss him or hug him, but all my life I saw how you despised him and you pushed him around like a rag !!! About 17 Jacek Gabis came. We played together. Then dinner and remorse, and I ate enough. Burn quickly and quickly to the beat of the music. On the way back, around 10 pm I met the boss, zazi and the crew. I greeted them. In Ddzien, my mother irritated me with the word: everyone said that you only walk with poles ... but it offended me, the tension in your body. I quickly discharged my chest with vibrations and it passed :) Wow, it was amazing. In the afternoon, a guy called a second time about a porn site program. I gave a cosmic price of almost PLN 1000, exactly PLN 987. And the guy was interested: D That's what you have to do. High prices and don't get fucked. What I learned today: you have to value yourself, give high prices, sell people.

South with Jack

Ah, those sweets. In the morning I don't think I was in training, but I had a terrible desire for something sweet. I ate so many candies that dad bought for dad's birthday that the holes in my teeth got bigger. On the one hand good - I wanted something sweet as my body said and ate it. I try to stick to 14 hours of fasting. On the other hand: I regretted it. The pain in my teeth and the holes got bigger. Two conflicting views are in conflict. I started practicing in the Nichi system yesterday. In the afternoon I played with Jack in the Wii. Kirby was a fun game, the music made me emotional and somewhere deep down there I wanted to cry. Perhaps it was because of an unhappy childhood, and the music was also a joy to children. I wanted to go back to those moments ... I wrote down to psychoanalyze people. Jacek is very tolerant and understanding. A bit childish - but I know what he really feels. After all, according to psychology, I have something like Borderline Disorder, I am an actor, and in fact, being in so many different situations I can understand a lot of people. I can understand him too. I know what he feels, because on my own skin I was also in his skin. I like him very much, I think he likes me too. From the book, a complete healing system, I learned that: Thoughts are also things, only at a different frequency (different energy, maybe more or less depending on thoughts). I have sent too many thoughts into the universe. Too many, and now there are a lot of random tiles in Tetris. I think I can arrange them according to my principles and thoughts, and one of them is TRUE !!! A strong truth is the key to clearing up this great mess in the life of a narrative. According to what I talked to Rafal Pawlik, he gives himself higher levels. I wrote it on the blackboard what to do, I added Nichi, for 2 days I have to read 1 book which will give 3 books a week, so a huge amount of knowledge. Thanks to these higher levels I have become addicted to the movement and slowly I am becoming addicted to reading books;) What I learned this day: Remember also about the psychoanalysis of people I have met.

Taoism

Nothing special again. A completely boring day, although the pain was really minor today. I enjoyed this freedom from pain :) Such a kind of rest Even though I started my day with Nichi, I didn't practice today. I felt that my muscles were tired and they refused to obey anymore. I measured the biceps. Az 37cm. Wow, nice :) In addition, the muscles are again as hard as before, and maybe even harder. In the afternoon I met Karoline. I haven't seen her for a long time. She was with some boyfriend. She even greeted herself first. Was she trying to make her boyfriend jealous? Usually she didn't deign to answer, and now - come on. I continued to listen to Taoism. I did everything in the morning. I even made the bed. While rinsing my mouth, I was doing other things at the same time. This is a very good method. I took a nap in the afternoon - it gave me some kind of rest. Similarly in the evening. God, when I sleep, I feel so sorry for my father and because of him I could not sleep for so many years: family atmosphere, my neglect, inadequate bed - what led to it all. I'm so mad at him !!! if at least I had received an apology, I would forgive if he had admitted his mistake, but he is Cipa and Drip and he cannot admit his mistake. What I learned today: Thoughts are things. Power of thought plus imagination plus self-confidence are miracles. I keep learning. Do I really need all these spells of Mary? When will I find a doctor to cure me? Will it be a Tibetan medicine doctor?

Mask of Laughter

Rafal Pawlik figured me out very well, which he will write about in a moment. However, is it worth confiding in him? According to the prophecies, these conversations will help me a lot. Should you consult with Arlet? The day, traditionally, early in the morning, wake up, go to training, when by the way I saw Rafal Pawlik running twice. The second time, he hardly saw me. I used walking and breathing and heliotherapy. I made it my goal to read books every day in my spare time. I really have a lot of free time and, most importantly, an extra year of free time. Thanks to Rafal I wanted to jump to a higher level and give myself some supplement. Even anew, in a persuasive way, I wrote my morning schedule on the blackboard today. I also wondered about the aspects when a bargiel diagnoses me with Borderline - Acting Personality Disorder. She is experienced, she knows Lyme disease and chlamydia, so she certainly knows this disorder as well. If she diagnosed my dad's assessment, I would be successful, but the disadvantage would be that I could lose the pension I want to have as well as I was quite harmed by my parents and psychotropics that got into me and at least that's what I deserve. Bargiel probably knows that I do not have schizophrenia and she is stupid herself, judging by the expression on her face. Nothing, so far I have to wait until Zarowski signs the necessary documents, which he will give me this time as much as PLN 840 and the money will certainly be useful. Also apply for a second disability group! Life is hundreds of problems. I can always meditate on the intention to make things go well - it's that simple. I was proud of myself and started to think again and analyze the pros and cons of how he had taught me. For now, one aspect each, with time we will come to 5 ... 10 ... 20 ... At 12 o'clock conversation with Rafal Pawlik. We made another appointment for July 30th. Is it worth confiding in him? He certainly feels like a guy who wants to help people, that's for sure. Is it worth confiding in him in the future with the diagnosis of schizophrenia? I will ask the arlets, but so far I am not saying anything, I must be silent. He wants to help me and I must take this help. I have a psychiatrist who believes in my innocence, and if anyone were concerned that I am not sick, I am formally under the control of a psychiatrist. In addition, I have the opinion of three prsychiatrists and I am mentally healthy :) The issue of pension and insurance, hmmm .... I prefer not to say what I say, and what I say RA is treated at a Rheumatologist in Nowy Targ. The Mask of Laughter - because that was the title. Rafal noticed that he was still laughing, even talking about unpleasant things. He said what are the aspects of a depressed person, and I don't do it, I laugh whatever I say. I noticed it at home. I assume this laugh every time I talk to someone I like. But he doesn't know one thing. I can already be firm, acting - I talk to everyone differently, adapting to a given person, which makes me like each person. I sincerely like every conversation I talk to - I don't know where it comes from. Zarowski is a very similar actor, a military peasant. He is a photocopy of me, I wonder if he knows that I am Borderline and why he wrote schizophrenia - a lie? Maybe I don't want me to move any further, if I was borderline I would have accepted it easily. When I got home I fucked my mother screaming. I think even twice. It was a wonderful experience. I felt masculine. Enough of being an orphan who gets to be fucked up. I will do it each time. I accept her screams because I know that she is right and it is fair to get a mess with me that I did something wrong, but it has a bad effect on my psyche. Myself speaking in a sweet voice only heightens her screams at me. Maybe it's worth fucking her, she wants it subconsciously: GOOD, DON'T SCREAM AT ME !!!!! Regarding strangers, it seems to me that I learned to deal with emotions a long time ago, the parents remain. Here I have to roll, cry, laugh, be natural. Eye for an eye, kill for a kill !!! Continue the day no change, thesis. I practiced nichi exercises, which I added to my Exercise repertoire in the morning. I wrote the rest of the tombac book and I felt a terrible hunger and today I have not read any book! I believe I will come out of this without any side effects. I talked to Szymek in the evening, we made an appointment for a movie on Sunday. I lent him a backpack, he is going to Dusi tomorrow. Ah, this hunger and I haven't read any book today. On the other hand, I do not want to read the full self-healing system, because I am afraid that there will be a lot of exercises and you will have to write them down, but I do not want to. How to fix it? Writing in text messages, oh, I changed the keyboard :)

Nothing interesting

Nothing interesting happened in my life today In the morning I sent a transfer to Szymek. Earlier, traditionally, I went to practice at thesis. I pay even more attention to my planned duties and things. I read about Reiter's syndrome yesterday and it makes me feel more confident. Szymek's head fell on something today. Came bloody. I have listened to a book on the Complete Self-Healing System. Supposedly better than Yoga and TaiChi. In the evening, Kaja wrote to me. It was nice to me. I feel better and better physically. I have more of a desire to read books. Oh, and the most important: I sent my CV to work as a delphi developer. It remains to meditate on the intention that they call me :)

Sandra

Full of self-hatred again. I feel sorry for the prophecy again, for the channeling, for everything. I wanted to go back to the House mask again, finally had his talk. You only need to remember everything and the good species will come back Today: I returned to light shoes. Better for the ankle, but weird for the spine. I'll have to ask the hotar to focus on the entire skeletal system. Traditional morning exercises. I started drinking carrot juice, apples. In the afternoon I met Maks with Sandra. It's been so long since I talked to people and I didn't know what to talk about with them. Maks took pictures for his aunt from the state. He leaves on Friday. He will be back in 2 months, so I will probably not see him again anymore in the near future. I read about Reiter's syndrome this morning. My symptoms are consistent with this disease. Rita diagnosed me well: migrating joint pains - everything is correct! Thanks to this, I imagined my next visit, which was much easier for me. Throughout the day, along with the music, I listened to books, which strengthened me in my search for a Tibetan medicine doctor. Yesterday I do not know if I wrote, I borrowed an armchair from Szymek. Perfect for meditation, the thoughts slow down in this position. Cool! More important things. In the evening, while listening to the channeling, I had a lot of regret towards myself. What to do, I would like to contact Rafael. Maybe one day I can do it through Adrian. But I don't feel like anything. Nothing ... I'm lazy and I don't feel like anything.

PawlikI Hypnosis

Wake up in the morning, training - it was terribly summer that day. Mom asked me not to go anywhere, but I am addicted to effort. I have to exercise and train. I must exercise to gain more and more strength. While walking on stones, one lady asked if it was fun to walk this way. She was nice and nice :) at 13 I had an appointment with Rafal Pawlik. We talked about the organization of time. He rightly said that: -to write down goals -when you want to achieve it -growth your purpose - anticipate possible obstacles. He also asked if Kasia was also for Money. Then, with a smile, I said: No ... I wonder if he sensed me. I want to open up to him, but not completely! We also talked a little bit about healing, The Power of the subconscious - when asked if I firmly denied this belief. I wonder how he analyzed me. That's probably so much of the most important things. In the evening I hypnotized Adrian. It turned out great. This time he felt more confident and I felt more confident. Dad wanted me to do the router for David. I really didn't want to ...

Eve

Self-hate. I regret that it does not work out. Regret that something hurts, alternating with great self-confidence in recovery. I have an impression that I am not sick enough with my health, and in addition I am losing my good talk recently. Wake up quite late around 7-8. I went on too. It was the first time that I touched the stones while massaging my feet. Wow, quite a strong experience. I liked it very much. In fact, many ailments have disappeared. Then Nichi training, there was not much sun, but I managed to sunbathe a little I came home quite late and as usual I did nothing ... In the meantime, I was out for a walk with Ewa in the afternoon. On the one hand, she irritated and irritated me a bit, and on the other hand, a very nice kid. It was nice to talk to us. We were there for pulling and then tezni. I met and met her aunt Ewa is extremely bright, brilliant and brave for her age. I admire her for that. At her age, I was quiet and confused. On my way back, I met Oscar with his friend. I feel sorry for him that he got such an impression from Eve. I was a little stupid. I wanted to stand up somehow, but I didn't know what to say. Maybe now I will come up with some kind of retort: ​​Ewa is a bit messy - in a hard tone. Ewa, and if you would like someone to be like that? Dinner at home, I spoke to Mateusz about our site. This is how I look every day if someone wrote me an e-mail or a message on Skype, but nobody writes anything. Anyway, I never had anyone and I was always alone. For several days, my mother has been paying attention to the fact that I am having a terrible mine. But when I do, she is nice to me. I would have to do that. This bitch married her father for money, destroying the family for years. Now it's time for revision. I will feel like a king here, not only to have food and drink, but I want a little psychological comfort that I have never had in this house !!! Every day I think about revenge on my father. Because of this I have foul and bad breath. I imagine ridiculing him in the company of how wonderful he is, then hypnotize him, put him into a trance and make a plant out of him - exactly in the same way that Dr. Markiewicz. Injustice plus suppressed fear. It would be unfair for him to be a bad father. And the suppressed fear? Reputation is that he is a slipper and a cunt to his wife. I think so. What I learned today: Walking on stones strengthens the body, and remember to take handkerchiefs to clean your feet. Michal Tombak came out of a serious back disease, he did not walk for two years so I can too !!! Although the circles are not yet in place, there is a clear improvement with the spine. End of entry on July 14. Tomorrow we are going to Rafal Pawlik again

Hypnosis of the Father

My name is Krystian Broniszewski When I start my diary with such a word, I feel proud that I can now write it with a delay. As Carnegie used to say, your name is the sweetest thing for a human being Yesterday I proudly hypnotized Father Adrian. We were supposed to limit his Smoking. It worked. I was so proud of myself. It worked, and after all, I only read in the modified version 10 reasons why you should quit Smoking. Incredible I will not write any more. I will write down all day of the most important events Just as it sounds proudly. My name is Krystian Broniszewski. What I learned: Use in the Diary: My name is Krystian Broniszewski. This makes me happy to write it. In addition, make your hypnosis announcement and perform it remotely for free!

RafalPawlik

Yesterday began with a light tanning session. I prayed over Gerson's therapy. This, in a way, strengthened my belief in self-healing. Before 12:45 I went to the psychologist and at the same time I went shopping. The psychologist's name was Rafal Pawlik - great guy. The guy is relaxed, he swears a bit, but he is relaxed and you can see that he wanted to help me. He also had a critical attitude towards doctors and a deep respect for doctor Prochyra for whom he works. He gave me his business card - I have to write or call in case of problems. I was recording the entire conversation just in case. Still talking, I was worried about the insurance, but I hope that the case will not take place again. I was also thinking about new questions for the fairy - is it worth telling the truth about schizophrenia and neurosis and my past to Rafał Pawlik in the future? It seems to me that the strong truth destroys the lie, but it is not yet the time. In addition, I do not have the courage to go to kalemba to ask for a guide to rehabilitation ... Where to get it. During yesterday's conversation I got it when Rafal Pawlik talked about the rules. Great guest until I felt better. According to the prophecy, these conversations are supposed to help me a lot - we will see if it will be so. I believe that everything will turn out by itself, you just need to keep fighting for yourself. For less important things, netia and Orange kept calling Dad about a certain offer. I really liked the text: "Please talk to the owner of the phone!" - brilliant persuasion, give the order instead of asking "Can I ask to speak to the owner of the phone." What I learned yesterday: Even if everyone says that you don't hurt: you keep doing your job. Do not give up. Everything will sort itself out somehow. Everything will be fine!

Solar hypnosis

Sunbathing in the morning, hypnosis in the morning and a conversation with the subconscious, nothing interesting during the day, work and terrible laziness in the evening. Go to sleep early. Yesterday was written with a delay. Traditionally, I woke up early and followed suit too. I guess worried I missed my morning training. Then I practiced myself in the Nichi Tombaka system by the sun in tezni. The sun made me feel PERFECT. The eyes watered beautifully, I mean hunger. It was great. It was great to exercise. I was a movement addict. Then I returned home, mum went for some breakfast. I hypnotized Adrian from the subconscious conversation script. I managed to get in touch with his subconsciousness, although she spoke very quietly, but I managed to explain the psychological cause of his deterioration in eyesight - he saw his parents arguing in their childhood. The subconscious also advised to accept this state. On the other hand, with the chest, I could not give an answer and she said that the answer must be sought outside. We also talked about his low self-esteem - Keidys too, I had this problem, I mentioned to him, but I managed it. I think I will pass on my methods to him and help him. I put him in a trance by the nodding method combined with the autogenous method. During the day, nothing special happened, only the headphones broke, mainly my fault. In the evening I sat down to work, but once I really didn't want to and I was afraid to work on both of them. At least on time, because I was already in bed at 22 and the hotar could probably do its job What I have taught me that day: always tell the truth. I think a strong truth destroys the lie. So when I got acquainted with Adrian and believed in my views on diseases (he also gets sick and read a lot of books), I believed even more in myself and the affirmations I made :)

Gerson's therapy

A day written on time. There was a storm in the morning. I didn't want to go for a walk. It rained. I was blogging in bed and I didn't want to do anything at all. So somewhere until 2pm I was at home, I never went out. I listened to a bit of Michal Tombak's e-book. In the morning I also tried to hypnotize Adrian Zielony, but there was a problem with the connection. Maybe it's even good, because I didn't really want to do it. At 4 p.m. I went to a chess ring, but it turned out that they had closed for the holidays At 18 I went to Maks. His mother let me in, as if she wanted to wait outside. Max came in, gave me a massage and I returned home happy. The back was brilliantly massaged. At home, I saw Gerson's therapies. It made me believe in my own possibilities again. There was also a problem with the chimney - a lot of late lately, and mom's been pissed about dinner.

Hypnotic Massage

The day, as usual, began with a wake-up and exercises outside Yesterday and today I joined the exercises at the university. You were driving with glasses. I went home for breakfast. Then I went to the urologist, but before I did it, I fearfully went to the drug's wife to give me an appointment. All the time I was afraid that he would ask me about insurance. She or the drugs I went to the urologist My communication error occurred during registration. Well, you asked me to ask the urologist if he would admit me, I, out of fear not to bother the urologist, said: I'll wait well. Then the lady in the registration firmly says: No! Please ask the doctor if he will see you ... something like that. My communication error was that I did not want to bother the urologist, and I turned my head in registration. but better late than never. So I did I went to ask the urologist if he would accept me. I said I was registered and he saw me. Then I looked at the calendar and it turned out that today was not 11, but some other day on July 10. But I gave my back. But he welcomed me :) Nice to have a good chat I said without any expectations that I was treating with herbs when he offered preparations. He was positively surprised by this news. This time I was treated like a patient who cares about his health, not like a freak. I finally have a completely different character :) People in the queue were pissed off, because I came last and went in first, but when I left a woman said: it's good that you were sitting for a short time. I went on foot to Aunt Ewa, but I did not find her. Then I had a fight with ATMs, but I didn't get the money. Despite two ATMs. I was at the food to lend me money, I will have to give her back on July 17. I went to eat a little in fear, but I took a deep breath and it was better :) I love controlling my breathing. On my way back I met Paul the Church. Also like Max is a Physical Therapist. We went together. Dinner at home, then rebrithing because my feet hurt. Walking on shoe insoles for years has done its trick. I went to Max, he gave me a massage. It was fun to talk to him and his dad - I relaxed a bit thanks to that. I went back home, had dinner and put Adrian in a green trance. It worked, the hand rose. Fantastic. Despite the lack of practice, because I haven't done it for a long time. Tomorrow we made an appointment to have his eyesight by hyponosis. What I learned today: It's nice to have contact with people :) Even via the Internet.

Prochyra

Wake up early in the morning. Sleeplessness. Why? Insurance problem. Fear of lack of documents Meditation for insurance. Great breaths Return to doumu, breakfast, sending chimek, losing documents and finding by a strange woman. Cool dressing room - I felt a laugh Coming home - I don't want to exercise, but I did Mom, you will go shopping, you will meet Robert and Patrycja. The flies were biting me. Meeting with Maks: Ola won the trip, Maks promised to give me a massage until Thursday, we talked a lot about the public health service again, there was a guy who was running around, he analyzed if someone had scoliosis, kyphosis etc ... exactly like I am now. I mentioned the plan to move out of the house - unfortunately I didn't come up with the idea that I should live with him, which I was counting on. What to do, can keep him at a distance like women? Tomorrow I have to go to the urologist and in the morning I also have to see a psychologist. I don't know how to plan it all and I don't have too much money to go to the new market ... What to do? Maybe she can take the money out of the bank. What I learned today: a cool outfit gives you incredible power, energy and motivation. Be careful, plan, although I will probably do everything at the last minute anyway.

Exit with% 20 Life

From yesterday it is worth adding and I met the farmer with Roman. It was fun to chat for a moment, but on the other hand, it was as if I was a little speechless. Once I had something to talk to them about and now it kind of took me away from talking. Maybe there were no topics to talk about, but I was talking to them about something. Today. Sunday, my mother asked me not to go to exercise in the morning. I did so too. Mum went to the river, the house was mine some time After 12 I went to the park and so did. A tree fell onto the bench at the same time. But I got scared. I repeated the affirmations: I am safe in every moment of my life. I was also supposed to make an appointment with a maximum of 20, but unfortunately it started. Today Szymek was after the p.bol tablet. I gave him the antidol. I feel sorry for him the way I look at him. He doesn't take care of himself and keeps destroying his health. Just like me at the beginning. Grandpa must have looked at me the same way. I have listened to star wars today too: the apprentice has a dark opponent. It was nice to listen to. What I learned today: Pay attention to the weather!

A trampled snail

Today started at 4:30 Later I went to sleep because around midnight. I woke up hungry, dehydrated, and with underserved tension in my chest. And also sleepless. In addition, I really wanted to go to the toilet :) I partially met all my needs, even with food. I hesitated to eat or not. Finally, I did not stick to my planned 14h fast. But I explained to myself that yesterday I was longer on a PC, so my body needs it. I went to the pressure. I was there until close to 10. I also bought a wine cellar in a nearby shop. When I got back my mother was so pissed that I had come back so late. I took the drugs. I went shopping, and it was already somewhere 12. And I lost so much time. I talked a bit with Mateusz. In the morning I improved this program for him. God, I didn't feel like anything again. While on a walk in the morning I stepped on a snail. But I feel sorry for him. On my way back, I saw a group of kids playing soccer saying to their coach at the goal: "Sir, but you are too big for this goal: D". In the afternoon I was mother with 2 prescription antibiotic ointments in the newspaper, but I didn't get it this time. I also asked about the NAC preparation, unfortunately they did not have it, they wanted to bring it, but I told him it was a pity to bother. I felt so strangely dehydrated that I couldn't even breathe. Dry and not free. Almost like a mycosis. I thought the perfect solution would be grapefruit juice. or cold water. Something that quenches your thirst. But grapefruit juice would be the best, and cold too. At home, I did something on the computer, according to the decision, I wrote at least one post, and even a few on earn.com. Yesterday, when I was working with Mateusz, I felt such a desire to work. Working together is amazing, not separate. We just worked together and it was beautiful. Now I was listening to Osho - Prayer. So far it was about balance: Overeating and overeating. The point is to be in balance. When you are sad you want happiness. When you are euphoric, you get bored of everything. You want adventure. So it is! I had it too. I was bored when I was euphoric, alone in my heart, happy with my life. I had hundreds of faces: K. Wojewodzki, Dr. The Hosua that I had already partially lost, I was in a state of Love like Max with affirmations. In a word, I can understand everyone and now I know what Rafael was telling me when he said: good and evil do not exist! What I learned today: it's normal for times to get better and sometimes worse, but the point is to keep going. You also need to live in balance. Once the sun, once the rain. PS I downloaded Holy Keygen where there is nice music in the loop. It gives a climate here when writing it all. PS2. To the rhythm of this keylogger, I have just uttered new affirmations. Lately, when I speak them, I feel that I am doing it very hard. This time I was doing it full of love, I was a pity it was over. I uttered the affirmations twice, then a prayer For tomorrow I also made an appointment with Maks for 20 under the mushroom.

SWL

link exchange system, morning exercises breathing, storm, advertising hypnosis forums After the delay: I worked overnight on the installer for our project with Mateusz and completed the link exchange system. I have also created an account on cba.pl. The day was spent mainly at my feet and my collarbones hurt. When I was on a rainy afternoon walk I listened to 101 words of power, I was really pissed off by the kids. Yes, I know, it's just children. They only disturbed me and it annoyed me a bit because I couldn't hear the tapes. I thought that it would be reasonable to go to another place, but I had no chance - it was raining ... What I learned yesterday: When you sit at work for at least 30 minutes and you do it successfully, you will not be able to tear yourself away.

101 Power Thoughts

A day written on time I woke up in the morning at 6:00 a little sleepy. I got dressed and went to the park to practice the nichi system and breathe. I firmly say that the amount I wanted to Practice in Darek's system is too large. This is so much that I do not want to do on my mattress. Interestingly - it is great on the mattress in the living room. I need to learn without hesitating and practice there. In the morning I visited Szymek. He felt a little better. I also took pills and took NAC down my throat. It turned out that nas in the throat works much better Mom and Dad went to the new market. I had so much energy in me that I did not know what to do with it. I wanted to exercise, run and jump. I also started making tea according to Bonifrat recipes. I was very eager for her. However, after eating I felt very sleepy and so for the rest of the day. What I learned: Exercise gives my body tremendous energy. Good food supports me, bad food weakens me. I was lying in the living room, dad came over and turned off the tv. I listened to music for a long time. Laziness again. I was doing nothing. I spent the rest of the day at home. After all, I remembered that I have so much material on earning on a portable drive. I have material on positioning. How to read it? After intensive training, just turn on the computer and start changing it. The months will be tired. I won't have to have a dissonance to go somewhere because I did it earlier. I unloaded unnecessary tension, right. I've already learned to adjust the number of dinners. After 7pm I listened to 101 thoughts of H. Louise's power. It is good in the case of a diagnosis of schizophrenia that someone may challenge this decision and Krakow will turn out to be stupid. But I can continue my education. I have all or most of the books in my laptop and phone. Nobody will notice them. It would go on and it would turn out that I am somehow manipulated by the sect. People defend themselves not to have access to this secret and very simple knowledge at all. Here are the things I learned today. Perhaps some more affirmations regarding earning money would be useful. Hotara, please. I don't have to worry about asking him. After all, everyone wants to help other people. Hotar in particular. He will definitely have something in his arsenal :)

Laziness

The day started at 7 am with exercises. Earlier, at 6.00, I was sitting at the computer for a while. At 9 o'clock I went to the thesis and meditated on the intention of another win on the machines. I went to the machines. I threw a five. I withdrew when she did not broadcast. Then the second game and so with 6 PLN I won 10 or 4 PLN profit. Mom went to the river. I used to go here and there. Surprisingly, today I felt quite laughable. Perfectly hydrated, beautiful eyes watered. I ate a lot of cookies. I was also a go up - but it quickly got me wet. It was raining. I took refuge under the prickly one, previously under the trees. I kept telling myself: I am safe in every moment of my life. I experience it to learn something In the evening, Mrs. Mary thanked for making the computer. I went and, surprisingly, the computer was actually running well I was doing a program for Pomorski for the day, but I was lazy at this job. I also called the infectious diseases ward in Poppy Podchalanskie Again I went to Marta to print something. The printer was repaired by restoring a few system services. That's it, now there is a pleasant storm, he writes by the candle. The perfect opportunity to read the affirmations. To reference the Machines: - easy, slow, breath - do everything the other way around - start 20. Check if there is profit. gone, reduce to 10 - Money from the fountain or from the meeting - then you lose nothing.

Meditation Machines

morning prochyra, insurance fear, gabis machines, bad flakes and casein sending parcels, earning money on machines, training 12:00, lunch on strength, a letter from Kaja, e-mail fairy, hotar info, a bit of fast reading, fatigue, a second time with machines - great entertainment

QuickReadingApp

21:34 hours and this time I would like to start writing my diary. The day started with 7:00 am exercises that gave me energy for the whole day. At 12 o'clock my mother went to church, then I think to the river. I used to write a speed reading program before and during this time. To my surprise, I wrote a really good job. Today I was going out for a walk twice. The weather is very muggy and stuffy. The second time I met these salt villagers. I was a little scared, but the breath softened it a lot. Like a lamb, I looked away. What I learned - I could definitely look with a contemptuous smile and go my way. At 7 o'clock I ate supper - garlic soup. I felt a bit worse what was visible in my eyesight and it is worse. I could say to my mother firmly: I don't feel like eating, I'll eat it tomorrow. Although I ate the strength so that there were no problems. Man is whole and I finally understood it. How one broken particle affects the rest and renewing the rest improves. Sick testicles do not produce testosterone. These weaken the bones. The bones of the spine and so the whole body collapses. But the doctors don't get it. Will I ever find one who will perceive the human body in this way? Today also Kaja wrote about what is happening. Is everything okay. Then she wrote back something and the conversation was over. I can communicate better and better with my body. Physical effort is extremely important. It's nonsense to exercise every 2 days. I feel that now, despite the fact that I have exercised in the morning, my muscles need exercise again and are not worn out. The hormones in my head are raving. I want to do push-ups. And when will meditation come? Yesterday I also expressed a pretty affirmation after talking to Dora: "that night while sleeping I will find out about the dream". "That night while I am sleeping, I will regain my consciousness and realize that I am dreaming." Unfortunately, there was no lucid dream, but I believe that it will eventually come. I am proud of my program and I cannot believe that I did so much. I even imagined making an Android version. What I have learned today: to use a contemptuous smile on my enemies again, to practice when I feel that my muscles need it and are unstrained, even now. I have to forget about that bodybuilding crap. Oppose my mother, use the tone of J. Krupa in case of a problem.