New Year's Eve

Blog: 34 ways to link: http://www.lexy.com.pl/blog/pomysly-na-linki Wordpress.net.pl blogs catalogs Sitemap for blogger /rss.xml << GREAT! validator.w3.org << checking for errors perfectalezdrowie24.pl December 31 - New Year's Eve The last day of the year today. How have you gone? I didn't do anything, I didn't achieve anything, I didn't learn meditation or healing. I am useless. 2 years ago I felt like a god, and this year I feel like nobody. It must have all started since I was hospitalized in Wroclawska Street. Today I met a maw. He was rummaging around my teeth again. Finally, I showed him my broken semen from Tomek G��b, which I left with him by accident. I have enough of this rummaging around my teeth. I don't know how to solve this problem. However, I was giving affirmations back then: I feel better and better every day in every respect. This self-suggestion somehow made me feel stronger. I've been working a bit on my blog today. I found out some interesting things which I wrote above. I bought a course with a list of strong catalogs for PLN 27. David paid me the money. New Year's Eve - like a special day and I suppressed my feelings. How could I survive it in a unique way? Maybe take the Tramal ?? Maybe I will finally get meditation? To merge with a higher self?

29 December

December 29 - I forgot to write down the report I don't remember much yesterday. I suppose nothing special happened. I forgot to write down the report, unfortunately ...

Before New Year's Eve

December 30 - before New Year's Eve. Today I positioned a bit of my blog. I have improved the HTML code to a large extent, which has improved readability for search engines. Thanks to this, my position in individual words has increased significantly. on the slogan "glodowka healing breathing exercises" there is a link to breathing exercises thanks to which it stood in the 6th place. Maybe if I put a link in the place of the breathing exercises: see also the healing starch, my position would also increase. Today I talked with Szymek before New Year's Eve about my plans. Marta visited me at 12:30. I wanted to sleep exceptionally during our conversation. Later I met her while still in the park while I was still at school. For several days I have been all in soreness after training

Laziness again

December 28 - laziness again That day I started training. It was hard to break with the unhealthy lifestyle. The training went so-so, it was finally the first time. I've read OSHO on my show. according to him, first catharsis. Dynamic meditations, then passive meditations. That is the emphasis. If you throw out all the clouds, then you can immerse yourself in the silence. Reading was much nicer with the modified version of the program. I understood much more. In the evening, Mateusz Miskowiec asked me if I would like to buy a gym. I refused to give any reason. I did it great, thanks to that I missed unnecessary excuses. I found out that he will be married in 3 weeks. Please, I'm older than him and I don't have a girlfriend yet ... In the evening, a few hours before falling asleep, I was listening to the radio of Krakow in my bed. Nice music to listen to. Then I did the second part of the evening training again. I really didn't want to, but somehow I got over it. He wrote to me from finalstan@o2.pl about meditation. very smart man!

We're going for weed

December 27 - We're going to get the herb It is puzzling that only after 2 years of diary I came up with the idea to sign the title Ryszard G�sierkiewicz - Alpha waves, music - today I read this article on how to become a genius on the website of my future school. I learned that in these waves the mind absorbs knowledge better. Ryszard Gasierkiewycz recommended classical music like Bethoven, but I will use Hemi sync for this purpose. I helped Krystian from CPN forum about herbs, healthy lifestyle, his back problems, etc. Today I changed the skin on my website, and moreover, I started a new blog - portable24.pl We smoked a herb with the ark, we were drinking beer in Slodka. Today I also talked to Marcin in kefirk, arek talked with this crazy friend called damian or kuba. We were at his house in a dormitory - we repaired his computers. On my way home I had a stomach ache. Maybe from the smoking of the herb. Arek used weeds from the ground to light him up. Of course, I was afraid that we would ignite some bacteria: D Maybe that's why. Communicating with my body, I kept calm, I drank multivitamine juice bought in a stescal, at home still a nettle. Unfortunately, I took tegretol, I was afraid that the poisons would not mix, but somehow I only live a little, as if dull. Oh, earlier in the afternoon I met Lukasz Lopata. Today he was carrying out another medical starvation. He showed me the In flow up technique - gaining the euphoria of the whole body. It is about moving everyone, specific performance of different exercises What I learned today: Gasierkiewicz alfa we learn better. Lukasz - in flow up. Communication with the body with abdominal pain.

I am a god 2

Today's dreams: something chic and holy. Szymek left for his father. I also had some mashed potatoes. I saw a list somewhere where you could mention, among others, medications related to stimulating the kundalini energy December 26 - I am God, a young god2 Compared to yesterday, today probably not so much happened. I woke up a few minutes before 8, but my mother brought me medication. Unfortunately, I swallowed them. I listened to the song of Nightwish throughout the day In the evening I went for a walk with Laki. He was walking very slowly. Old man - as grandfather said. I didn't do anything today. Luc wrote a new article about exercise, but I already knew most of it. I am thinking: when would I feel God? Then when I could fight and fight well. Have the power to destroy, have the ability esoterically. Unfortunately, I do not have such abilities, so how am I supposed to be a god. It's a kind of self-deception, but that's what affirmations are all about. Telling yourself all sorts of things. Oh, last night I had a little alcohol. I noticed that after drinking alcohol I breathe much better with Rebrithing. I bought an African dream root for a magical garden hoping to reach land. In addition, I became interested in Hemi Sync - I downloaded a few that could be about lucid dreams. One that I want to test is chakra cleansing. FROM THE LAST MOMENT NEXT DAY: Okay 22 I have been doing Kundalini OSHO meditations. A little bit modified, because instead of an earthquake I was doing vibromassage. After 30 minutes, I sat down on the vibrating armchair. The body itself adjusted the correct posture for meditation. There were moments of silence in this position, and when there were thoughts I was just thinking. It takes 7 weeks to practice. I was doing meditation to the rhythm of nightwish music. This meditation gave me such energy and I couldn't fall asleep and was programming the speed reading presenter.

I'm a God

December 25 - I am God ... a young god Luc young god. Affirmation: I am a young god! The day started at 7:40 am when the alarm clock woke me up. I quickly put on my panties to hide there and get rid of the psychotropic drugs that my own family uses. A little more and he will learn ways and techniques not to take them at all. It worked flawlessly. Mom got up at 9:00. She was surprised that I took the medication, she was clinging to the fact that the water in the kettle was cold, but it was not so bad. I will add that the morning I was terribly sleepy. I finally went to sleep at 4:00 in the morning doing my service. And my position on the slogan of perfect health fell from 37th to 6th place. Today I was able to buy the domain niezapalezdrowie24.pl twice I did not receive a text message with the confirmation code mbank, only the third time after a few hours it came. I have configured everything as it should so that it works for a pure domain and from www. I was also with Laki on a walk around Rabka. I chose the unknown and walked across the park, the river, the old new world and through the streets I came back with it. I was a bit embarrassed and the lacquer pissed somewhere. What do people think. God, I started to really worry about what people think about me. Fuck me ... At least I was proud of myself and I chose the unknown. Today I wrote to krzycha666. I wanted to invite him to my fanbook, but it turned out that he himself deals with unconventional medicine, esotericism and helps people. We exchanged a few sentences with each other. I was especially interested in liliotherapy - stone therapy, and clavitherapy / reflexotherapy - it is regeneration based on reflexes. Probably quite similar to those used by the Bonifraters. I also gave the silent my speed reading program. He is now writing this diary to the beat of new music: Nightwish Imaginaerum Album HD. I thought it was Within Temptation, and this is the good old Nightwish I listened to when I was a teenager. In this way, as I have emphasized many times, the diary is much more pleasant to write. I read Maria Bucardi's recap video after December 21st. She wrote that she sensed a lot of Evil that day. It was determined by the struggle between good and evil. She stated that there is a time of change - there is a lot of bad things in the world that each of us can do. I read a little about psychotronika.org in Krakow. I like this school more and more. There is a list of teachers listed on the website as if the headmaster of this school wanted to emphasize how outstanding people are at his disposal. Hogward of Harry Potter as I came across in one of the articles. There is a library with numerous publications and books. You can gain several professions at the same time. Of course, I can't say a word to my parents that I'm studying at this school. http://www.adsblog.pl/installc-udostepniaj-platne-pliki-na-blogu/ I found this InstallC site where you can earn money on your own private proprietary programs. And the event of the Day. I am God ... a young god. This affirmation is now developed after Luc wrote me a link from his blog. At first I was slightly intrigued and he reworked my motto a bit, but then I thought - the more you give, the more you get - right? He wrote 3 posts, but they were brilliantly described - you could feel that he was actually writing them by the god himself. I don't think even an angel while channeling wrote to me in such a powerful language. Enjoy powerful health and attractive appearance. Now, as I psychoanalyze my website and the offer is intended as if for grandparents - he created an advertising motto aimed at people who want to become young gods, at young and old people. I like it very much. I also tested Binaural on the phone of some dose mental activity while on a walk around Rabka, where I chose the unknown again and went along the Malgosia, then Pilsudski and on May 1st returning home. I don't know if I felt anything - probably nothing at all. I had a lot of sweets and cake today, especially for the night. I felt as if I felt guilty for having stuffed myself so massively. However, this is what I have to do for 6 more days during my candy-eating period. I wonder what will happen next, if it will be difficult for me to wean it off like in the case of Affirmation and Prayer for which I have been hard to do recently. What I learned today: write to the beat, you can write a lot in your diary. You can feel that despite the meaninglessness of life and the low sense of value in which there is now something beautiful in my life. And I felt the desire to become God. A young god !!!

HelpUseromCPN2

Dream: I dreamed that I was a kickboxing trainer in a psychiatry in Wroclawska December 23 Help CPN Users 2 I was mostly at home during the day. Practically at home. I was still moderating my blog. I wrote about the buhner protocol and field horsetail, which will appear on December 24th. I positioned my blog a bit, giving links to borelia.pl, and the zarabiam.com forum I also tested the Kundalini meditations one more time. Now my health is good and I am able to do this meditation without any problems. I met some forum users who were interested in switching to buhner protocol. I registered on the forum kleszcz.edu.pl to gain even more people who would like to visit my website.

Christmas Eve (2)

Sleep with worry in front of my block. I was coming home, and she was just leaving building 11a. We started talking and I woke up. December 24 - Christmas Eve Ah, these holidays. I hate the world and this family atmosphere. This pretending and making wishes. Today I was still working on my blog. I changed the background, I set the transparency. I also wanted to block the middle mouse button in order to make users click on ads more often. Unfortunately, this procedure did not work for me ... Blogger does not seem to accept javascript code in the dynamic view of the website. I just read about making money on Facebook using SocialShare Fan Page. I set up an account on AdTaily.pl, but I set a cosmic rate for ads: 7.90 / day. Today I shuffled to the rhythm of dynamic music. THIS made me deal with the mess quickly. Gnyla accosted me today. She was afraid of some thugs who allegedly beat her once ... Today I had the power to work on my blog, but I am impatient and there are no effects in the positioning of the site and the only views come from chlamydiosis. However, I do not have google completely and my linking in the form of blog comments is not displayed in google ...

HelpUseromCPN

I have 8 minutes to be before the end of ... the day :) Today I woke up early in the morning. I wrote entries on my blog. It was a real pleasure for me. For the day I was lazy, I helped my mother with something, I cleaned something up there David and I were wearing a Christmas tree. The event of the day. In the evening I helped the users on the CPN forum. By inserting my link in perfect health, I had a really good number of views. Huge, ie 15 more than normal. I also played a little bit in positioning. What I learned today: It's great to help others.

End of the world

End of the world fast, Rebrithing for the night, Aunt Krysia, baking soda. zafu, hemi sync meditation December 21 - End of the World Yesterday was written with a slight delay. Aunt Krysia visited us yesterday. A package with baking soda from Auntie came also. I checked its health properties on the Internet. Wow something beautiful! A miracle cure for mycoses, cancer, kidney ... Everything. But since it heals the last stage of the disease, it should heal the earlier stages as well. I was terribly irritated when my mother brought the drugs to my room. But I was pissed off - with Aunt Krysia. Then, as the future said, don't worry about Krystian. My mom felt as if she was talking. I hate you fucking motherfuckers !!! You fucking bitch !!! Besides, on the Allegro I bought a zafu pillow for meditation. I also meditated with Hemi Sync in the diamond position. Thoughts slowed down, the mind was silent moments after this meditation. I was in town with David in Malgosia, I met under the pretext of looking for a present for my dad. I'm not really going to buy a gift for an asshole that is like a pain in my ass and stuffed me with psychotropics for x years! FUCKING HOOK! I was in a sweet shop to buy ice cream. I spent as much as 12.50 on ice cream alone. Besides, I bought 4 cabbage rolls today, freckles in Malgosia. I stuffed myself with sweets. Supposedly at this end of the world or the transformation of the earth I shouldn't do it, but fuck with it. He just wants to regain his normal happy life and health. I don't give a shit about some kind of earth transformation !!! HUJ WITH IT ALL! Oh, I wrote 2 entries on my blog. One about starvation at the request of Łukasz Lopata. Two today in the morning about hydrotherapy.

Before the Transformation of the Earth

A lot of sleep in the morning: including: being in Rabkoland and being aware of it. Going up with his uncle (the owner of Rabkoland) where he showed "boats" flowing on the pond / lake. At the same time, I was listening to the HemiSync induction for lucid dream December 20 - Before Earth Transformation Huge laziness again. I stuffed myself with sweetness out of self-hatred and I don't feel like anything, nothing works out for me. I met Bogdan Schmidt in Malgosia. He was the first to say hello to me. Mom. Dad and Dawid went to Grandpa's funeral. I spent almost the whole day alone at home. Again, I watched the world by poor people without a picture, practicing my imaginations. Kaja wrote to me today. After a short text message exchange, I suggested to her that she should arrange a disability group and at the same time gain some money. I was proud of myself that I could help her. I hope that today before the transformation of the earth I will be persistent and I will be able to do the whole Rebrithing ...

PoDXM

December 19 - After DXM In the morning I was taking DXM, I had no visions, but when I woke up I felt complete peace and self-control. I knew what I had to do: vomit the rest of the substance to remove the toxins, drink lots of water, breathe and woke up. In the morning I was kind of enlightened. I felt and imagined situations like Dr. The Lord will heal me. I felt it healing people. Again, full of thoughts and imaginations. Like in the past :) Only my Ripost cuts were missing, but it was still pretty good. Throughout the day: still sick laziness :) I had a dream now when I fell asleep when we made 7-person prisons from our basement.

Sickness, sloth, on

Today's dreams: Reabiling a graphics card in my laptop, a dream with Pania chicken and Tomek Bereznicki in room 29. December 18 - ChoreLazeNext Huge laziness continues all day long A moment ago I watched a video by Maria Bucardi what will happen during the famous December 21st. Some kind of energy transformation is to take place - some people will gain psychic abilities and those who already have them will be deepened. I decided to take DXM with White Grapefruit Juice today. Today I stuffed myself terribly with food and sweets. My stomach hurt. I had nothing to do, I ate it.

OccupationBargiel

A dream about wisdom teeth - and they somehow round the face. December 17 - ProfessionBargie� The morning started a little later than usual, a little before 7:00. I had an appointment with Lukasz Lopata at 8:00 am under the cover I came 8:10 he was moments later. He brought my books and then we talked about his books. I lied a little about reading his book. I haven't really read it to the end, haven't made 2-page notes of it yet. I felt stupid with that. He followed me a bit further to the cemetery. Then I went to Rafal Pawlik. I found out today, among others, that Lukasz Jarosz was once a bandit and a scam. Maybe that's why she doesn't like him so much. Rafal asked again why I am coming here, what is the purpose. I decided that a man in his life must help himself, you can only guide me to certain things. I just want to talk about some issues, get support, understanding, etc. We also talked a little more about martial arts. I went home. Here my laziness in bed began again. At 12 o'clock I ate some cannabis guiltily and I would get fat again, but on the other hand - HOMEOPATHY. Today I didn't even want to read any book. Absolutely nothing. At 3:30 p.m. I had an appointment with dr. Bargie�. However, fate wanted me to meet Dr. Prochyre with a wife. GOD, WHAT A SHAME !!! I think he saw me. GOD, WHAT A SHAME !!! On the other hand, what was he doing there wondering? Was he at Donata's or an orthodontist? Maybe his spouse has some mental problems. Who knows... Earlier I checked with Arletta how the interview with Donata Bargiel would go. Just like she wrote to me. Donata will seem that the treatment is going well and is satisfied with it. Maybe it was so in this case. She inquired about the spine, symptoms, herbs, studies, and how she could help. Oh - she reduced my medications. I was very happy about it :) I came home - to sleep again. My hip ache came back a little while I was walking for so long. At home, I impulse upon Mirrel's Aura cleansing service or something. Maybe it will help me, maybe not. I have already got meditation to do by myself, but it is so difficult and there is no chance that I would do something like that on my own. HUJ WITH THIS LIFE !!!!

LLLLL (3)

Oh if you want to sleep. It is probably because I eat a lot at night and, in addition, psychotropic drugs. Already after 20-21 I am exhausted with force ... Today all saints. Morning training. On the back of the bar I was pulling normally. Besides, I only put on one sweatshirt vesper. I felt much more comfortable. Training at home tomorrow. I wonder how my brother will react to that, but I'll try to stay close so as not to wake him up. Today I made a bot-free download again. I wrote to the client and because of all saints I am dragging it until Sunday / Monday. I continued testing the tarot program. I made a lot of scams. It turned out that my mother is crying today, and the reason why she is crying is precisely my dad. It turned out that she was making love to another man. Nice program to travel :) I watched the Tarot Film, Image Streamin and Super Strong Affirmations. Listening to the Fool card, I felt like this fool when I was on the Skawinska street. Contrary to appearances, this is a positive card. The fool is cheerful, daydreaming, overjoyed, but he stumbles, gets up and continues to be dreamy and a happy fool. It was me :) Throughout the day, my dad and I lit candles on the graves. Mame's leg hurt after the procedure. In addition, when looking for a pharmacy, I hoped that the night duty was not full of a pharmacy under the star. It was, however, the pharmacy, but somehow it went. What I learned today: practiced tarot, got to know the Streaming image and super strong affirmations. Simple things thanks to which I developed a lot. Blood sugar - chlamydia !!!, Cards - put away the sweets. I learned to feel the sugar in my blood - sucrose, then when I ate too much sweets. Then chlamydia started to feed on this sugar and attack me. I had a terrible craving for oatmeal cookies too. I bought two more cips in Malgosia :) I thought it would be an entry today, but ... Morning training at home, came in the evening spruce cub to see clothes. Today I saw Patryk in the Park, next to another drazku. He showed me his new Exercise which he developed. Feel good triceps. Super Missions - because that's what I called today's entry - I found the Phoenix e-book with Super Missions, which was recommended to me by Lukasz Lopata. Really interesting missions: clean the house, set up a separate bank account for a black hour, lock yourself in a hotel for 24 hours. I decided that I will be the first to do a Super Mission: do not eat sweets :) The name itself already: Super Mission, makes me want to do it :) What I learned today: when you don't want to do something - give it a cool name so that you want to do it, challenge yourself: Super Mission! :) Mission 0.5 - I put the sweets aside completely for this one day. I did not eat the kesa sweets. A day like a day. Exercise in the morning. In the afternoon I tested Rebrithing for 1 hour with vibration of the brain waves in a sitting position. It was much better for me than lying I wasn't hungry for dinner. I ate only fruit Yesterday was written with a delay. Briefly: Workout at home in the morning. Intense. I was doing great. While on a walk, I met a guy who drinks. I advised him to drink plenty of water, lemon water as a detox. In the evening I gave up Radio Bioslone - that's how I gave the title, I don't know why. I was at Maks' family for dumbbells. I sat there quite a lot, as long as 2-3 hours. I broke the Super Mission 0.5 rules - so unfortunately I ate some sweets, and I was treated with broth. We talked a lot about various topics, related to health, doctors, etc ... I really don't want to talk about it anymore, but nevertheless the conversation with them was very pleasant. Max's mom is an amazing woman, yes she is wise. They stopped me a bit - they probably wanted to be hospitable, but I wanted to go very quickly - I didn't want to interfere with their family life. It's a real family, loving each other, talking at home - not what in my home. I listened to something like this when they were locked up on their own: don't worry about him, don't show your sympathy - was it about me? Now I think so - even about me - this is what I wanted. I don't want sympathy. Maks's mother did well and figured me out well Rafal Pawlik, conversation about Fear, meeting Janczakowa at the same time. The day was written on time. Morning training. I lent Łukasz the book Vibrations of Mozgu Waves. He lent me a book on stretching. He also talked about the experiences in the tantric book he lent me. OK 12 I went to Krakow. Being there, I was still living in suppressed fear. Fear of losing your own health. At 4:30 p.m. it was my turn, but being outside, the vibrations of the waves of my brain came out great. I got a test. Chlamydia came out on 2XX. Now the question is, is it a good time to do tests? To be continued ... PS I almost finished my chakra basics book Check tarot prophecy, very slow breath = great voice Boring day. Somnolence. The tarot prophecy has come true and mom will be disappointed in buying a coat. So it happened. They also closed, i.e. the pump is not working during the winter. While at the same time, I discovered the technique of super slow breathing. Practicing work with chakra today, I tested the chakra sounds method. I finished reading a book on chakras, started reading the art of getting rich. I have enough health and I can read with peace of mind. Being in adasiu, there was an announcement that he would employ a person with a mild disability group, i.e. with a certificate of a mild degree of disability. We are all gods - lie. sleep with a tick. We have varicose veins - a second leg. Cancer the grandfather of the moraine. I don't feel like writing in this diary. Now in the evening I am reading a book by Jan Van Helsing, Conversations with Death. God, it is also a book that I do not want to read so terribly. I learned something about Christ, a little bit about a chosen one with a great sense of humor. I read this passage with great interest, but I did not find out more. I have also read Mantaka Chia The Love Potential of a Man - it's great to read, an excellent book. I wrote to the hotar if he could become my spiritual guide. I am waiting for his reply. I also watched a movie by Maria Bucardi. It was about cleansing by rain and embracing a tree and absorbing its energy. Oh, my tooth broke this morning. I felt sorry for him. Another part of my body has been damaged: (I've learned to meditate. I'm glad :) Here's the technique: - Vibrating armchair 15min + PranaYama + ChakraSounds = entering into the depths of yourself How does it feel: take it easy. I don't feel a great revelation, it may not be what I want yet, but it is the first step towards achieving more. Even after meditating, I imagined the situation with Patrycja Czyszczon in a bar: I can't pick you up anymore, my dad interjects and I say: Brave dad :) It is not the fullest of my good talk, but thanks to the emptiness I was able to talk better in my imagination. I felt an incredible desire for this kind of meditation. It serves me very well :) I am calm !!! I am Fulfilled !!! I feel more diligent. A moment ago, I calmly read an excerpt from osho dynamic meditation while I was focused on it. What I learned today: Meditation technique for me :) Wake up at 4:00, maybe a little later. I was thinking to look for an honest job at podhale24.pl. Finally, I found a link to profilbux - then EmpireView service for punching visits to any website. I haven't trained I took the tramal today, only 50mg. I did not feel great euphoria, but this dose was enough to regain my character for a few hours, which I suspect blocks psychotropics. Sober mind, meditation was great. Patrick - conversation about the book. He asked what I was reading: I said about the chia mantaku. He even asked if he wanted to speak. It persuasively worked with me. I could lie about Tai Chi or something else, or avoid this unconscious persuasion. Besides, in the afternoon I also tested peralgine on myself. It was also working quite cool: the bacterium moved its face to the area around the teeth. Although the tramal is better anyway. I also wanted to test alcohol in the evening, but maybe I'll do it tomorrow morning :) What I learned today: I got to know the effects of drugs on myself, their feelings. The tram produces a kind of toxin that covers the entire body. Likewise Peralgin. Today I started watching Dr. House. I tried hard to copy his personality, but my mind is no longer functioning as it used to be. Is it the fault of these psychotropists? I started playing BrainChallenge. Enough well I have drawn my mind. When my mind was tired I would do a little vibration of the brain's waves. I have also read about kundalini. I've come to almost 50%. From what I read so far - a pain in my whole body. As if it is not worth awakening the kundalini. But what these articles are really daunting ... Mom's leg is twitching. Oh well, the most important thing: in the morning I was at Rafal Pawlik's. We talked about my speed, about being irresponsible. In his eyes, however, I seemed to be responsible, composed, solid and thorough. We had a lot of fun talking together. PS I also downloaded from my hamster: BigLive change your life, no one will come out with a dangerous unknown disease House says in two ways, for example: I wanted to say no to your business, but I said it too subtly. Affirmation: You become malevolent, hateful towards your father and mother, regaining even more of your power like Dr. House. Talking to a guy who also knows about running. I was talking to the old man, not having as good a conversation as he used to be: I admire your condition at this age. Congratulations. He told me about his successes, the impact of running on health, shoes, marathons. He recommended that, with my health, I try to run several dozen meters a day and see how I feel. In his opinion, the spine will adjust while running. On my way back I ran a little bit. I imagined (even during the conversation) how to run a marathon, how to win a medal, how to prepare myself with fasting, breathing exercises, proper training and diet, having a great body. I am thinking now that I have experienced such unimaginable pain, maybe I will be able to reach the other pole of this strange story - super strength! Mom and Dawid left. Dawid for a job, mother to visit my grandfather. Besides, I'm afraid to turn on the gg. I decided that I will probably give up this Chomikuj bot. I don't want to write it, I can write it, but I don't want to :-) Marta came to visit me today Before she came, however, I was doing breathing exercises. Traditionally, I didn't feel like anything. Absolutely nothing. During my visit, I was wondering how to say hello to her. I feel embarrassed about saying hello to a girl - I don't know whether to kiss the cheek or to hug or shake hands. I do not know. Nobody ever taught me and I have no idea. We talked about everything, I gave away the old books for Lukasz Pizama. She promised to bring me some interesting book. I lent her the book OSHO Meditation Techniques. I also downloaded the book Angelotherapy. I also listened to HemiSync to the rhythm of WFM - good experience. Here's what I learned today I went old again and did not turn on gg Yesterday was written with a delay. In the morning my mum went with my dad to Zakopane. I am blogging lazy in bed. The night before going to bed I ate 4 pieces of butter and a lot of cheese, breaking my own rule, to eat the last meal 18-19. Interestingly, the dream was restorative - I slept on my stomach waking up at 6:00 am without any problems. The urine was only dark, but that's normal. Again, I did not have the courage to turn on the hg. Mirrel wrote back to me regarding the purification of karma for PLN 69. A friendly woman - we'll see what will result from our cooperation. With David, we ate meat on Friday with pasta. When my mother came back, she was a bit clingy. I answered her: it is difficult - Satan will send us to hell. He becomes the malevolent, hateful father and mother of Dr. House. Recovering its power like a discharged battery !!! I have read Osho Creativity. There was a little bit about the role of the lips in meditation. The mouth must be closed. It is good to do a few yawns to calm down. Not having the courage to see a woman who called on the phone. I could have said - do you want to invite me somewhere or sell me something? I spent this day cleaning my room. I threw out unnecessary things, and put most of the things in the room. It took me most of the day I played tetris on FB. A great game, I was able to change the settings of the keys so that I swipe on facebook. Again, I did not want anything. I promised myself that I would not do anything. I will live at my parents' expense and enjoy life. I remembered the situation from two days ago when I needed a little money on the account. I wanted to pay for the purification of karma and the TaiChi manual. I was left with David, but he is reluctant to lend money to the account - right? If so, then meditation came to help. I meditated in the intention that David would lend me money. It worked :) I felt a bit more confident thanks to this. Today - my mother went to see my grandfather again. I don't know if I mentioned - he has lung cancer, so my mom is going to see him now. At that time, I downloaded GnackTrack alone, but the distro is not updated anymore, and it is not a network card. The author himself encouraged to download the BackTrack version with Gnome support. I did so too. In the meantime, I came across the website backtrack.com.pl where the author translated the BackTrack version by adding additional interesting tools. We will check the official first and then the current one :) November 19 - Bloody Confession In the morning I went to Rafal Pawlik. Today there has been a breakthrough in our talks. I confessed to him about schizophrenia, about the wrong diagnosis, about what it was like. I was afraid to tell him this, but somehow I broke down and managed to confess it to him. Rafal took it calmly, with understanding, he even said that he could discreetly inquire what could happen if I confessed in the file that I had never been treated psychiatrically - this is what I feared the most and the reaction of Rafał and Dr. Prochyry. After the confession I went to get my blood tested. There was a red-haired woman who was crammed in front of the line. She was a bit irritating in the window, especially when she still said: let me write here again ... I'll get the results tomorrow. Persuasion david - eat or clean up? This short pewswayza caused him to look after me anyway: D Today, my mother went to visit my grandfather. In the afternoon Marta came. We watched the movie Project X - some kind of comedy. Besides, Marta wanted me to give her a massage I couldn't control the excitement as I massaged her. She claimed that I was doing her massage better than my friend's massage therapist. At one point, I wanted to make love to her. Next time I will give the music to make the massage more pleasant for her. Oh, massaging her, I sat on her buttocks :) She agreed :) It was so much nicer for me to massage, I put a little load on the lower spine, but then I was in control of the situation Today I was interrogating my diary from June 2010. I haven't heard it for so long and I don't remember a lot of the situation. I just listen, I don't remember some, some I know that she was, but I can't see the pictures as accurately as I once saw them What I learned today: Truth always triumphs! Wake up 5:00 breathing exercises. Then running - perfectly calming down, coming twice for the test results - unfortunately everything is still normal. Basque stories, meeting Marta at the same time. I met a girl in the park who was lying on a bench. Unfortunately, some woman wired it and called the police Running is great for calming the mind and body. I'm taking a week of such a break. Also: I tested BackTrack and breaks my home WPA network. Unfortunately, I was not able to do much with it :) reading information about nmap Installed BackTrack extreme and partition problem but managed to overcome it :) Today I met Hanie Zawadzka in the park with a child, then Marta Tomalczyk also with the child. We talked about everything and nothing. Hania Zawadzka gave nuts to wrons. I didn't know they liked them. The event of the day - in the evening I was hypnotizing adrian. Contact with Angel has been successfully established. I had to put Adrian to sleep in order to get even deeper contact with him, unfortunately it didn't work out. Besides, Adrian got scared when the angel started to move his bark. This is why contact is made at the level of thought What I learned today: making contact with an angel. PS I wrote to Marta and I will give her laptop for free. November 22 - Hacking a midge I got lazy lately. I don't even want to wash. I don't even want to acquire new skills. I have stopped writing and saying affirmations, but I still crave meditation. Running in the morning, it was the 3rd day when I was running. In order not to run to the river, I had the idea to run on the lawn in the park. The soft ground cushions my joints :) around 18 I met with a maw at teznia. He was rummaging around my teeth again. It irritated me a little. Because of this fumbling in my teeth, I wanted to go home as soon as possible. Finally, I turned on the music for writing the diary. Thanks to this, I am able to write it longer. I was working today another day before BT. I wrote a simple script to scan the network, I played with coloring echo -e "/ 033 [1; 33m" Yesterday David crashed the car, I just forgot to write about it. Help for mara with alcohol nettle, help for lazarska olka, netris, petris, tetris 3d Conky configuration, hackthissite, wiping the floor, removing unnecessary programs, a strange spill in the spine, talking to the ester and I didn't get old at all I start writing my day at 18:50 Today I helped with my marching pain relief after drinking alcohol. Marta wrote that everything hurts after yesterday's party. I was proud of myself and she asked me for help and knew that her ailments caused excess toxins in the body and washing out good relationships. I recommended drinking lots of water, lemon nettle and a few other things - but she chose lemon nettle. I hope she added this lemon because it is much stronger then. She wrote back to me and her state of well-being improved significantly. I also helped Aleksander Lazarski with the PROMIL beer competition on FB. After all, the more you give, the more you get :) On Linux, I got to know programs like netris, petris, but they were not usable. The reason: both programs were running too slowly for my gaming abilities. The keys hang, i.e. they jam when you press two keys at the same time. The blockout2 program made a stunning impression on me. This is Tetris3D. I had a great time playing this game, I think I will master it in no time :) I found a great Sidebar Conky panel and a configuration that I slightly modified. Now everything looks great :) I was trimming the floor today when my mother asked me to. My heart hurt something. I am glad that I write better and faster. This is because there is fast and energetic music playing in the background. Today I felt a strange burst in my spine. It was when I was healthy, but I panicked and went down the slope. I even hung my legs down on the crossbar. I was a little scared, but there were no problems. Ester summed up my newly released photos (the black and white ones) with the comment: "how do I do that I don't get old". Today I had a terrible desire to be a Hacker. I like this system very much. In addition, I took the Hacker's Vademecum book, which I haven't read at all so far. Dinner in a moment and I think I'll play Tetris again. Oh, and I've also been browsing the HackThisStie.org site. I managed to beat 4 levels with basic missions. mission 8 porn watching November 24 - SnyMarty Standard morning 6, even a little before 6:00 I woke up well rested. It's probably a result of this, and yesterday I had my last meal, dinner well before 7:00 Mom also got up early. She was supposed to go to Zakopane today. Thanks to this, I was able not to take tablets in the morning and afternoon. I went for a run. I met Luke Lopate on my way home. At first I didn't recognize him - I thought that some woman was practicing with a dog. Only when he wrote a text message saying: "You don't recognize people?" I was wondering where could he be? I could remember in different places: he was not on the back of the road ... Maybe it was this woman ... well, there was a white dog: D We talked a long time about running. According to his book knowledge, intervals favor the development of muscle mass, while normal running causes you to lose muscle mass. Plus the dream-conscious technique - to record your dreams - to make a dream diary. This, according to him, strengthened the dreams tremendously. I think there is something to it. During the time when I thoroughly analyzed my life, I strengthened my memory very much. I had an amazing talk that I have not fully recovered so far. I think this is due to the lack of contact with people and that my diaries are not kept in a precise and detailed way as before. I do it without any music, which makes me feel like writing nothing. MUSIC IS A MEDICINE !!! I came home. Dawid had problems with connecting to WiFi via his PDA. Dawid first thought that it was my fault for breaking into the network. Unfortunately, we have not found the cause of this fault. David in addition changed the password to access the router - as he claims some 29 characters. I complained that I know the password from hacking into this router. I lied. I regretted it, unfortunately I lied to it, I covered my life with another lousy little thing. In fact, I got the passwords a long time ago from a great keyloger that captured only passwords. I tested Wireshark and dsniff today. Dsniff did not capture any password, why? in addition, I met a new command ifconfig wlan0 promisc - turn on network listening mode. In Wireshark I learned a bit how to filter the HTTP protocol. Contrary to appearances, it is very simple, only the whole program looks incredibly complicated. Marta has arrived today. We watched the ProjectX movie. God, how did I experience it all as if it were my movie. I don't know why, I stopped experiencing films like a little child, but I started reliving this film. I also wanted to do a massage - she liked it and I was very excited about it, but she didn't have time anymore. I wonder if I was also excited by this massage? I massaged her in a sexual and sensual way - she should like her :) Today, mission No. 7 or 8 - stop fighting the horse - as the brunet called it. I did a perfect job with the mission. I even watched porn to get excited - I didn't masturbate, but I felt a pleasant excitement and an increase in energy. What I learned today: run intervals. It will make you keep your muscle mass. Write a dream diary - this is the way to conscious dreams. Yesterday was written because of evening fatigue with a one-day delay. I woke up well rested at 5:00 in the morning. Maybe it's the effect of this and I ate a light evening meal. Interestingly, I was not wrong at night. During this time, I was copying information about the Positioning Video Course into my notebook from the magnetic board. I discovered an interesting self-pseudo-engineering mind map in text form. I cannot explain it exactly: it is mainly based on the spacing, paragraphs, black and red pen, thickness and size of the font I write. I also watched porn during this time, but only to get excited. It gave me incredible energy. I felt excitement and testosterone throughout my body, which was positively visible during morning jogging. At the end of my run, I noticed these red and white ribbons were being worn in the park. In order to gently practice 1 thing a day which I am afraid of, I asked myself - I asked people who did it if there would be a marathon. They said yes and encouraged me to sign up under the mushroom. I thought about it for a while. Will my health allow me to run this marathon? Spine joints ... But I made up my mind nonetheless. I came home for a moment to inform my mother that I would not eat breakfast, I only ate a pear to eat. I told her I was going to run a marathon. I wrote to Lukasz Lopata whether he would like to run. Short text message exchange, what, where and when. Finally, he wrote to me that he could not do it. However, I met him in the park with a pretty attractive girl in a yellow jacket. You can see that he was drawn to one: D I asked him or would he like to sign up? Beginning at 11:30. What surprised me this time, with his cool and confident smile on his face, he said: I'm going to sign up. And we started the competition together. I felt stress so communicating manually with my body I wanted to calm down. Lots of breaths, vibration of the chest twist and stretching the whole body made me overcome the stress. I imagined winning this competition, but I took the last place. Lukasz took off like a rocket. At the very beginning he was leading. Then, as he claims, he fell down with strength, he still had to tie his shoes and took the penultimate place. At the very end I was niesetty :) We waited quite a long time for the announcement of the results. But we also got diplomas. 5th and 6th places. The host was probably Pawel Stachura - network administrator at the mayor. I came home. However, before I did it, Mouse called me and he has a problem with the computer. I wonder if the day before 183317759 was from him. Mom gave me broth right away. It wasn't that spicy though, despite how many peppers were given away. The pepper was handled badly. She should chop it into strips, then the broth would have incredible power! After a while, Uncle Staszek arrived. He already has a second son, besides Artek: his name is Maksym! I didn't talk to Uncle Staszek long. I was also busy entering information into my notebook. It was also a moment of creativity for me. Staszek had some problems with the computer - I promised that next time I will try to fix it! I found the website hakerczat.prv.pl. Found a hatch to my linksys WAG200G router, I tried to present my problem on this chat. Nobody, however, answered me for a long time, which would mean that the lamers themselves are probably there. I was playing with a Swiss Army knife called a netcat. As a few years ago this tool seemed to me quite difficult and complicated, this time I quickly learned the basic commands and commands related to it. I created a simple backdoor on linux: netcat -e / bin / sh -p 78 And I connected to this backdoor with a simple command netcat localhost 78 Great show. It can also be used to scan ports netcat -v localhost 1-1000 - option -v verbose (verbose) gives more information about ports. I have entered basic netcat-related service in my notebook I also tried to use WiresShark and netcat (initially only netcat) to connect to UDP 916 port on my router and capture a lot of valuable information. However, it was not possible for me to do so despite my best efforts. In wiresshark I found options for searching for packages instead of filtering. More useful for capturing passwords. I discovered Joymia's interesting pornographic films - they are almost as beautiful as x-art. This is not some fucking or fucking - they are real works of art. The day before I met Kornelie with her father. I was the first to say hello to her father, Cornelia was the first to tell me Hey, I answered her. She is pretty and tall. I like her. In the evening I watched porn again and went for a run. I had amazing energy again at night. I thought that I would not fall asleep, but as usual, I went to meditate for a while and it worked. As for dreams, because from this entry I was supposed to write them down: I don't remember any dream. Maybe my subconscious mind has nothing to say to me, or maybe I just forgot. What I learned today: basic netcat handling, extra wiresshark handling running at night. Lending Łukasz a book for taichi and talking to him under a sling. Aunt Krysia's emails. You will begin reading Hacker's Handbook Yesterday's day: Monday, November 26 written with a one-day delay I woke up exceptionally well between 5:00 and 6:00 am. During this time I was sitting in front of the computer. At 8:30 I went to Rafal Pawlik. Actually, I missed a few minutes - he was used to always coming early, and then suddenly a few minutes late. He told me about my pension and talked about it with Dr. Prochyra. Doctor prochyra said that everyone may have a psychotic episode in their life and the diagnosis is still ongoing and this does not mean that this is the final diagnosis. He proposed to leave this mess that I should go to Zus and admit that I had never had schizophrenia. Get a psychiatrist's paper confirming that I am not mentally disturbed. Unfortunately, I would have to return my entire pension for all years. Rafal suggested that I should do it only when I go straight. As I once thought about it, I had a much different idea. Reversal of the diagnosis of sciophrenia and retrieval from another title. Besides, we talked about my feelings. He was surprised that I didn't feel the stress of Dr. Prochyra. He asked what he feels: when he feels fear, stress. I said that only at home I feel fear and stress - so I don't feel fear or stress on a daily basis, apart from my home now. While in the store, I met Dr. Gabis. At first I looked away from him in fear, but I thought - I was supposed to do at least one activity a day that I was afraid of. So as part of training and shaping my own character, I went to Dr. Gabis next to him and stood next to him in the line. So I think now that I could still say nicely good :) About 17 I met with Łukasz Lopata under the drazkiem. We talked for a while. I lent him a TaiChi book. In the morning I also started reading Hacker's Vademecum. So far I remembered number systems and how to create negative numbers. We got several emails from Ciocia Krysia. My mother and I looked at the news. I am still on "celibacy" :) I feel an incredible surge of energy which I felt during the evening jogging :) Thanks to this, I fell asleep elegantly on my back at night and woke up like that. I had a rather realistic dream that I finally write down in my diary. I remember there were 3 dreams one after the other, but I only remember this third part. In the third part, I had a silencer pistol. I was at the same time, but everything was a bit different. He fell into the river, I went to the river to get him out. Being in the river, someone drained the water into a trough and flooded me. I was a little afraid. Finally, some other dream than the doctors :) What I learned that day: I overcame my fear of Gabis. I am celibate :) A day written on time. In the morning I finally had a dream and there was something to drink in my previous post. I will not repeat myself here. Mom got up at 4:30 in the morning today. She went with her grandfather from Morczyna to Krakow to visit the copernicus. During the morning jog, a dog accosted me, but did not hurt me. I found a ICT hamster. Lots of interesting knowledge about computers. Computers, hacking, hacking and scripting started to make me happy again. When I came back from running, I even wrote one own script to translate words from google translate mobile. I was proud of myself and I enjoyed it. However, I lacked the coloring properties. I read a bit of one chapter from the Hacker Vademecum. Overall the title sounds great Hacker's Vademecum, but I am disappointed to say that the book sucks. Little knowledge, little details. Lots of text. I couldn't turn it into a negative number in the calculator, I had to use the program prepared by the author. Today I read on about creativity. I am stuck in the memory of the fragment about the diary. According to osho, it does not create anything new, it only saves. I understood it so and I have to introduce something new to my diary - create! Today I had a stomach ache after lunch. I knew it was due to the extermination process. Reflexively, I felt a desire for andrografis and bitter grain coffee. In the afternoon I was excited at home - unexpectedly pissed mom came in. I put my pants on quickly :) I got the message from Mirriel. It's just that I will not write. However, I went on to read this: weird, feel sorry for these esoteric tricks! I hate this. I found a cool ICT hamster. I downloaded a few books like Hacking the Art of Penetration and Hack Wars on the Trail of Hackers. I wonder what the dream will be tonight :) Wake up 5:00 slightly sleepy, lack of conscious sleep, bitters, an appointment with Dr. Sebastian, the busier's insult to himself and I did not answer him, eating two sandwiches and a multivitamin juice in the hospital, going to Marta Tomalczyk, installing Marta Huda's office, -team MySQL support I woke up at 5:00 am slightly sleepy. Unfortunately, I was not aware of my dreams, so I did not write anything to my diary. Today I was neither training nor running. About 10 am I went to Pierzga. She wanted to refer me to Dr Sebastianowicz - an orthopedist. She wrote out a referral, so I went to the clinic, unfortunately the lines to Dr. Sebastianowicz were closed until next year. Only Dr. Wolski could see me on Friday. I ate 2 sandwiches in Nowy Targ. Being at home, I asked my mother not to give me soup. Such a dinner was great for me. Perfect portion, I didn't feel overeating. On his return, the bus driver insulted me when changing to another bus. I was not offended by this, but only felt sorry for myself and could not answer him anything. I am a former master of a cut retort, I cannot express myself ... Fuck. !!! Fucking psychotropics !!! Today I installed Microsoft Officer 2007 by Marta Huda. I also went to Marta to help her with speakers, unfortunately I did not help. Returning, she called and told her to solve the problem herself. What I learned today: I lost the power of a sharp retort ... :( Fucking psychotropics! November 29 - Thursday - Dentist Today is written with a delay of 25 minutes. Just like the good old days at my grandfather :) In the morning I measured the circumference - decline in form. Less than 38 cm in the bicep, barely a centimeter showed it. I got up with weird stools too. I guess the effect of my gluttony at night was yellow cheese with bananas. Training in the open air. I trained there where I once met Patrick who developed a new technique of pulling up on a stick. Unfortunately, these bars were not completely suitable for pull-ups or forearm exercises - I didn't feel any muscles at all. But at least I chose something new :) Throughout the day, I was able to avoid taking psychotropic drugs at all. I was proud of myself and I did it :) Today I was at the dentist, hence the title of my diary / report. At the beginning, I told Tom Glab why he was giving a pillow. He understood me, he told how he fell on the spine himself. He fixed my tooth and told me to make an appointment with him after the new year. I was calm and composed, and I bravely endured all the drills and screams. I was not afraid of pain, I wanted even without anesthesia. I had a great urge to take DXM spontaneously today. However, I was looking for in 4 DXM pharmacies. I bought my mother a nettle near the spa, it was renovated at Poniatowski, I bought only tetanic spirit near Gazda because they did not have acodine. I bought a dopoero near Albert. Going this far, I was afraid to ask for a pharmacy under the Star, where I have not given a prescription for Cipronex so far. I studied MySQL today. I took notes in the notebook. He will then copy them into his notebook. I also learned the basics of attacks on MySQL Injection servers in the evening. I really wanted to find some brilliant way to earn money again. That mania again. I was on earn.com - unfortunately, again a crowd of thoughts, a billion ideas and no desire to implement. In the morning at 5:00 am I practiced the Cheat Engine program, but I quickly got discouraged. I added hacking, dangerous, uw-team, earn.com to my favorites. A moment ago I also watched the Pimp My CV course. This is probably the first part of the course. Just notes and sleep. 2 dreams - the first when I was here in the room and woke up dad the second related to MYSQL and hacking. Unfortunately, I do not remember Snow exactly. Today: I wanted to do my CV but quickly got discouraged. I made my decision impulsively and today I will take DXM. We'll see what comes out of it. In the morning I woke up with high pressure and was terribly sleepy. Bad body position contributed to this the late notion of sleep. I settled into a sitting position and was breathing deeply. I passed quickly. I don't think anything special happened during the day. My mom and I had a fight about the broken mouse. I hate when he uses the words: Don't be nervous. Tomorrow he gets up early in the morning and leaves. Now I managed not to take the evening psychotropic pills, of course. I brewed herbs, Andrographis, I have batteries, relaniums, good music. There will be an ester. It promises to be great :) 01:51 Time Trip Report: Based on a skype conversation around 10:53 pm I went to sleep. I did not fall asleep. There was tension in the lumbar spine. It seems to me that there is a hole in the mattress so it got really soft. It will have to be transferred to the other side. Overall trip report I would describe as follows: after 15 tablets dxm I felt a momentary euphoria, quite intense and pleasant. However, there was no euphoria while listening to Assemblage 23 lying in bed, but I felt the pleasure of listening to Polish Radio London music. About 00:38 I wrote to Esther. They were after less than 2 hours. I didn't sleep quickly. The organism is slightly disheveled and muddy, the balance is disturbed, the nervous system is relaxed as after alcohol, but I do not feel very muddy. It's ok :) I drank 3 cups of herbal cleansing composition, then I took NAC, I urinated a few times. The urine, interestingly, was almost white. I feel that the toxins are still inside me. I also drank first-class grapefruit juice. I don't feel like sleeping. When communicating with my body, I feel energy and to do something about the lower spine that feels heavy. I dream of an exercise on a bench in the park, I will do it in the morning during training. And I will sleep on my stomach because the mattress is too soft. PS the body after dxm is soft like jelly. It is as if chlamydia is getting under the capillaries. I have not felt this for a long time. Maybe DXM is a breeding ground for bacteria. But it is not as tragic as last December. I'll get out of this quickly. Mom leaves in the morning, she will use a starvation :)

Death, Grandpa

December 16 - death of my grandfather In the morning my grandfather died at 9:20. About 10 mum got a call. I was reading the Intelligence Training book. My task was to read the entire book in one day while my mother was dealing with matters related to the funeral with my father. I got to page 80, but that's still a pretty good result. I have learned e.g. - Crossing the Rubukon: on the example of smoking weed with a simone. Something bad can happen, but even if it is secured in the future (NP: NAC, a lot of water, hunger, lemon water) and it will pass just like then at Wojtas's party. - "It is impossible" - Great people have been told various things, especially by doctors after serious accidents, and it is impossible that they can only dream of returning to their professional careers. And what. They made it and they start in the Tour De France. One bled almost to death, the other had a testicular tumor with brain and lung metastases. They are both at the top of the Tour De France, the world's most exciting cycling race. - Dividing the sheet into 2 parts, writing the problem at the top. Listing the aspects which we have no influence and on the right which we can influence. Reading a book to the rhythm of Krakow radio music. I start to read books in an ordinary way and at first a photographic one according to Kasia Szafranowska's kusu What I learned today: I learned some interesting things from the book: Intelligence Training.

Sickness

Yesterday was written with a slight delay, therefore I will write it in a telegraph abbreviation: Great laziness all day long. I came out almost completely from a cold. For the day I lay there and did nothing I did one old visualization training exercise: namely I turned on the IPLA and watched everything without a picture visualizing the situations. I slept all day. I was doing nothing. I tried to read the angel's message, partly regretting what he was saying. Speaking of HUJ WITH IT I won't do it. Why do I need it! I went to sleep early. I did a modified vibration of the brain waves in a lying position - I nodded my head from side to side, or rather turned it. It worked! I did the Rebrithing exercise for a long time, at least 15 minutes. Then I didn't want more. What I have learned today: exercises to improve visualization plus a Rebrithing exercise.

Sebastianowicz

December 13 - I met Sebastianowicz. Today I woke up well rested at 3:00 in the morning. I made myself a nettle and drank a lot of water. After all, I still have a cold. Ha, today I managed to avoid taking medications all day :) At 9:00 am I went to the hairdresser. My favorite hairdresser, Asia, was there. We talked about vocational exams, about work etc ... I came back home, I did some Morawberry shopping for Grandpa, but everything was wrong. Bananas rotten, cookies not good and coffee too much. Today my mother pointed out to me that I should not drink drugs and drink juices, especially grapefruit. Fuck - who did she suddenly get this information from. Were they calling doctor Zarowski? At 12 I went to dr. Sebastianowicz at the Puls clinic. Being there, I was afraid not to meet Rita Jozwiakowska by accident. Unresolved cases always come back to us. Get stressed out with my insurance. However, when I entered it turned out that the visits are private ... But I gave spots. I was not informed about it at all. So I came up with an idea to look for where Sebastian still accepts - from what I remember somewhere in Krakow. I left the clinic towards the hospital. On the way I bought pizzas in steskal near Fuss, and then another sandwich in the buffet at the hospital. Oh, it was cold. I went home, nothing interesting happened at home. Fortunately, I managed to avoid drugs all day. Now, for the night, as usual, I got really fed up. Homeopathy - it destroys health especially.

I choose darkness

I remembered 2 dreams: The first time I was at my grandfather's and I walked into the kitchen with my shoes on. I pledged to clean the kitchen. 2 with Dr. House. I felt dr. Wilson. Our block 13a was like a hospital. I dreamed that 2 girls came to me and wanted to complain about dr. House that what kind of doctor is this, since the advanced stage of cancer cannot distinguish from leukemia. I went to House. We injected each other into the patients with some poisons. I think my patient's head exploded - he shouted freezer / freezer. I was devastated to be ready to wire the House for counterfeit prescriptions. Finally, House says he doesn't know who he is, a dermatologist, a nephrologist (...) but he knows one thing - he'll do anything to fix the spine. December 14 - I Choose Darkness. The day did not differ much from the other days. In the morning I read the diary of August 2010 in my speed reading program. I read every 2 words. I spent a lot of time in bed. In the afternoon I had to train so I trained my stomach, chest and legs. At 4:00 PM I had an appointment channeling with Wioletta for today. We talked about it that by December 21, that is when the world entered this whole aquarius (I don't know what's going on, I don't know any esoterics) we should decide whether we want to be bad or good. After listening to this at the beginning, I wanted to be angry. Wioletta contacted some Angel of joy. But when I heard this, I had this regret, I said to myself: I will not be doing any meditation technique. It sucks, it is stupid !!! HUJ WITH IT. I'll be licking like dr. House tramal, I'll get my good old talk back and eat people with my hate. Why do I need some fucking meditation! Before we channeled, I spoke with David about Christmas gifts for parents. Dad a little laptop and mom a new mobile phone. I'm not fucking doing anything! I have what is there, I have a place to live, I regain my health thanks to my herbs. I just want to get back my super earthly good talk !!! I hate people! Huj with Angels, channeling and esoteric. HUJ WITH IT !!!

December 12

Yesterday, December 12, written with a delay. I got cold, but I bravely coped with garlic, plenty of water with lemon and nettle. Today, although slightly weak, I feel much better, and alternate showers. Mum was in Krakow all day. I spent the day at home because of a cold. I turned on the New Age Gods, but I couldn't hear the lies they were telling about my master OSHO. I turned it off, the television is lying. I had a dream last night about Gum to live. Maybe there was something in it, maybe it was needed to go to Sebastianowicz, but more about it in the next post.

Osho Autobiography 2

Today's Dreams: Mountain Expedition, meanwhile on the train you will rob us. I remember the text that this mountain trip was supposed to last 30 days. I called it the mountain expedition, because this expedition happened somehow as if in a skip when we were robbed on a train. Interestingly, they forgot to circle "us", i.e. me and Tomek Marek - I think you were him, but why did he appear in this dream ?. The second dream, moments after waking up, when I wanted to record the dreams was the fight between Wacha and Klitchko. Yesterday was written with a slight delay. In the morning I had a very optimized training. I started practicing at 8:00 AM and finished at 9:00 AM. Something incredible in my performance. After the training, I prepared myself for an appointment with an ophthalmologist. I quickly made up my mind, ate something, and a little after 10 I was in the clinic. I met Angelik on the spot. She wrote her way a day earlier to me on Facebook. Maybe we thought together. Her sister was then on a visit to the dermatologist Dr. Dragonfly. Dr. the pacifier, of course, arranged everything in 2 minutes for PLN 40. Hehe. Oculist visit: not very satisfying. The same visual impairment 0.25 and 0.50. Droplets on dry eyes. She didn't notice that my head ached in one place and it was putting pressure on the nerves in my right eye. I am not satisfied with this. After the ophthalmologist, I brought the insurance to the clinic, as asked by Rafal Pawlik. I met dr. Prochyre - great guy. He asked in a friendly voice: Lord to me? I explained that I had only come to report the insurance. I went out and wandered a bit after the rabka. For a change, I went a different route. I bought 2 cereal bars in kefir and cabbage soup in Malagasy. I was in the bookstore next to Rafal Pawlik. I asked if they bought books and books about medicine and a healthy lifestyle. I came across the book Self-healing with the BSM method. Since it was sealed, I downloaded the e-book from the Internet. I have been wearing underpants for 2 days at home. I feel such an incredible desire to act lightly and freely. I feel good about it. This way I read books, I listened to the magic of reading. It feels so nice: snow and winter outside. I don't have to work and go to school. It's pretty good :) http://chomikuj.pl/bronex/Medycyna+naturalna/Ezoteryka << interesting hamster, interesting movies. Worth watching I also resumed juggling with balls. Not only that it synchornizes this exercise, it strengthens its power. Osho's Autobiography: Osho was the only one who had the courage to complain to his teacher for being tortured by Master Kantar. 21 years osho nervous breakdown. According to osho, only those who are ready to go mad can reach god. I wanted to do a fasting for this day, but I gave up on this idea. Today my mother was going to Krakow for some surgery. I don't know exactly, I'm not interested in her. At night, just before going to bed, I ate 2 bananas and a few slices. At night I opened my window and slept with the window open. I woke up at 5 am well rested. I wonder how, after this break of several days without a window and without food, I could get up early. we'll see in 2 weeks. After all, my idea of ​​homeopathy lasts until December 21st. What I learned today: Lots of interesting things. Books are a good way to deal with my present loneliness.

Osho Autobiography

Peaceful winter day I spent almost all of my time at home. In the morning, Rafal Pawlik called me. He said he wanted to give me a lift because he was passing in the area, but I turned on the phone too late. We continued talking about my feelings. I gave him the movie. I felt such a hunger during our conversation as if it lasted too short. On my way out I met a girl who was also recently. Hoarse voice, but she tried to be nice. While at home, Rafal called again and my insurance ran out. I have committed myself to report a new insurance tomorrow. I spent the day in my pants. Although I did not look my best in them, I felt very comfortable. I have completed the notes on starchies in my book diary and on lucid dreams. I was reading my autobiography in the evening. I was in touch with the channeling girl Violetta. However, he takes up to PLN 120 for such sessions. We'll see what Mirriel says to that. Tomorrow to the ophthalmologist.

Deprivation Chamber

December 9 - Today 2 dreams around 6:00. Holes as in the matrix (I wrote so, but I don't remember what's going on anymore). Rafal Pawlik's second dream on a wheelchair. Ninja Pads went crazy around town. Next to Rafal a spouse but much older with dry eyes. In addition, the morning training 39cm cold, Nothing special happened, I healed Adrian at a distance. The placebo effect worked on his teeth, but the reiki effect was moderate. I tried to heal my tongue on myself - no results.

Rental staff

Sleep in the morning: Talking to my dad, going to Gazda where max was at the pharmacy. Dad talked to me, I really wanted to go to Maks at that time. Talking to my dad was about fixing the computer. I also remembered looking at my and his biceps who has the bigger one: D Suddenly a jump in time and space to oli's cousin. She spoke of Elence as she conquered many areas in the North Pole. Elenka's achievements were shown on the map in Ola's room in the old apartment: D What could it mean? : D Ola wanted to find out with me, but I wanted to return to Maks. I went back there, but the max was gone :( December 7 - Feather Rental Morning workout. It ran brilliantly. I stick to homeopathy. Instead of herbs, I switched to green tea, which I liked very much. Oh, I woke up at five o'clock in the morning, taking my sleep over. Restless blood pressure, lack of sleep, but it was possible to compensate for it with breathing and vibrations of brain waves. The window was closed, making the room warm and pleasant to get up. After training, I went home. I drank cocoa from the wrong milk and sugar - finally 2 weeks of homeopathy - I can eat anything that is messy. I ate, changed my clothes, took my photos and went to the new market. Being on buses, fear of life again. I'm out of my own ground. What will or someone fuck me up, he will shout - and I do not have my short retort. Fortunately, the busier was cool, we sensed each other. He wrote chimek asking for a top-up of PLN 5. So I jumped to the store and sent him the top-up code by SMS. Before that, I also met Dawid when he was returning from Mszana Dolna. He was boasting about his new job as an advisor to Play. PLN 1000 base for 3 months, PLN 200 from the signed contract. Great job. He plans to buy a car from January. He was also talking about some app that would find jobs from all job related sites. In the bus I really wanted to pee, my bladder was full. However, I asked my body to help me bear it :) Being there, I registered for the beebust. And actually going up The registration was closed, the wall was fenced. It turned out that from December 3 she was moved to the bottom. I went downstairs, she was a very nice nurse - she said that the card was already lifted upstairs. I thanked you. In the meantime, I somehow settled my needs in the toilet. I also bought tissues in that little shop at the entrance. I waited a few hours in line. Interestingly, people have complained a lot and have to wait. I, however, waited patiently. On the one hand, I wanted to hear what people had to say, on the other hand, I ran away from them - I didn't want to listen to how they were suffering and to get excited. Chills passed through me. Finally after 2 p.m. it was my turn. It turned out that Dr. Sebastianowicz is receiving on Thursdays and today is Friday. But I don't think time has been wasted. Despite this, dr. Pierzga was very nice. I think she liked me. I went to re-register with Dr. Sebastianowicz - according to her, the only orthopedist who can deal with my case. Unfortunately, I could not register because I do not accept new patients at all. There was Dr. Wolski for next Friday, but Pierzga really wanted it to be Dr. Sebastianowicz. I came back, explained the matter: Dr. Pierzga a bit irritated. She said, she also could not register new patients, so how is it ... We agreed with a smile on our face that I would wait patiently until this January, then I will register and, having a date, I will come here to your nurse. She with a smile - well, let's do it, after all, when I go with it for 2 years, I can still come a bit. I went back to Rabka, it smelled terribly in the bus, I was hungry and I felt it very much, although I instinctively wanted to clean my intestines with grapefruit juice. I did it when I was at the train station. Meanwhile, while in the queue, I wrote with Marta Tomalczyk. She asked me to lend her the book by S. Kinga Wie�a 7 in the library, unfortunately it was not there. I looked at books on medicine and healthy lifestyle in the library. There was a lot of it. There were even about Hypnosis, H. Louise you can change your life. Wow. I wrote about 9 titles on the x-ray of the spine. I borrowed the Yoga book for a good start. I went home. David ordered a pizza. I ate another bread. Pizza for PLN 15, or PLN 7.50 per head. Great pizza ala kebab with lettuce. I liked it very much, but it was so great that we couldn't eat it all. And here I will shortly. I continued reading Adam Bytof's book of Orientals, I went jogging, I threw away my medications - today I managed to be without drugs all day long. I went for a run. I was at home. Now I'm going to wash myself. Parents ate the rest of the pizza. It was a long and interesting day :)

IdeaLotto

Sleep, from 00 to 02 chakra sounds meditation plus visualization of winning battles with doctors. Dream: FB app for free phone calls. morning laziness. I was not mistaken. What I am homeopathy. A cold walk. Conversation with Adrian about winning the lottery, the deprivation chamber, the second book about lucid dreams. I enjoyed reading.

Idea of ​​Homeopathy

December 6 - The idea of ​​Homeopathy A dream with J. Kogout in an installation You mentioned something about the post. Sending people a CV in the morning, training without legs, constant knee pain, searching for a bluetooth headset, talking to Łukasz Lopata about my CV. He didn't like the photo - I have sent pdf. Idea of ​​homeopathy. Talking about interrupting something for a week so that later it would have more power. Talking to my dad in the evening about his problems in the store. I had an idea to solve this problem by channeling and gain respect in his eyes. Giving in to the temptation and willingness to test, I took a sandwich plus sweets for the night. Today I read Adam Bytof's Orienautory on my fast reading program. Great reading, I hope to finish it today and make some notes. What I learned today - the idea of ​​homeopathy !!!

Create a CV

December 5 - CV creation The morning training was excellent. In addition, despite the fact that I ate a lot of ice cream and chocolate for the night, I woke up well enough at 6:00 in the morning. Biceps after training again 40 cm Mum and Dad went to Krakow for surgery. I spent this time at home. Around 4pm I started to hypnotize Adrian. We had an appointment today. Just like I used to give him a hormone panel, this time I gave him a narcotic panel. I applied creating a state of euphoria like after MJ. I wrote my CV today. It turned out great. I applied for two positions from Rabka.pl - InPost and some insurance representative. I met Luc Liuc in the park on a walk. He recommended a practice of doing a leg slit for my knee pain.

Name day

4 Gdrudnia - Lazy Name days A day written on time. The day before, in the morning I ate a lot of chocolate. I made no mistake and it resulted in it and in the morning I woke up a little sleepy. I woke up several times. I had a dream again. I made love with Kaja. I remembered a thread when I kissed her belly. It was nice. In the morning, my mother greeted me for a name day. I got Rafaello. In the morning I also received the Karma prophecy. It turned out that my war with my father has been going on since previous incarnations. I will not write about it, I will leave it in my head for myself. I didn't feel like anything today. I slept, or rather blogo, lay on my stomach in my bed. In the afternoon, I helped my dad fix the shower cubicle. All luck was successful. I would not like to go to bed dirty. I wrote my CV today, too, but half of it has been deleted. I will have to rewrite. In the evening my grandfather called. He also wished me a name day. I saw a fragmentary fight between Mariusz Wach and Klitschko.

Pawlik's stories

December 3 - Pawlik's stories The morning started around 5-6 am. It was cold, I woke up sleeping on my side. I also had some dreams, I wanted to write them down but unfortunately I forgot to write them down. At 8:30 I went to Rafal Pawlik. We talked today about Lyme disease: one woman had 3 years of boleliosis and was treated for neurosis. Of course, she was told that she was better. Same as it is done to me. About a guest with schizophrenia who was 35 years old and Rafal Pawlik himself sent him to a psychiatric hospital. I confessed that I am also being treated by Donata Bargiel. Rafal said that he has great respect for this woman (referring to this woman who was treated for 3 years for neurosis). Today I confessed about my stay in a psychiatric hospital. He recommended a great movie to me: a rebel by choice that I later watched. Saying goodbye to him, he handed me a film and there was also a blonde girl. Probably plagued by despair, depression. I wanted to go to donata Bargiel to register. I thought about possible positive and negative aspects of my behavior, but couldn't think of anything special. On the way I saw this bald guy drinking - nice guy - I feel sorry for him. Being at Rafal Pawlik's, my blood flooded me - how can FUCKING DOCTORS treat people this way? FUCKING HUJE. I was treated like that too. Wrong, unjustly, diagnosis made in 2 minutes ... I cried when I left. I couldn't hold back the tears. The blood is flooding me. While at home, I watched the movie "Mutineer of Choice". Incredible Mathematical Genius, genius slog, he read books. He reminded me a bit of Ryan Atwood. From appearance. - A patient who does not trust you will not be honest - When a patient does not trust you, you will not drag him to bed, and that should be the goal of any good therapist. - Puzzling: nerd and street troublemaker. Describe it all. Yes, nerd and street troublemaker. I think maybe he used to be a nerd like me. It was hard for him, he was not accepted by his peers and he learned to be stronger mentally and physically. Seeing this film, I wanted to learn photographic reading again and develop my mind. At home, I gathered up my courage and told my mother that I would not eat soup from tomorrow. oh, in the morning I flooded the shower cubicle. Dad fucked me up for this tonight. What I learned today: The movie Rebel by Choice motivated me to act and develop myself.

HydroPost

In the morning, toxins after DX, a short hydropost for dinner, rubbing the floor, a lot of herbs, reading more mantaka, Manchester - Letter, drHouse father's son in a coma 1 day HydroPost

Mr.WPark

December 2 - Ladies in the Park A day written on time. I did not write, but for several days my left knee hurts - like a kneecap. Workout at home in the morning. In the afternoon I went to the park to breathe diaphragmically. I met some ladies who asked me about this breathing. Older people value their health very much. I continued reading the mantaka chia. I watched the film materials of the Academy of Natural Therapies. They are quite encouraging

Today DXM

2 dreams - the first when I was here in the room and woke up dad the second related to MYSQL and hacking. Unfortunately, I do not remember Snow exactly. Today: I wanted to do my CV but quickly got discouraged. I made my decision impulsively and today I will take DXM. We'll see what comes out of it. In the morning I woke up with high pressure and was terribly sleepy. Bad body position contributed to this the late notion of sleep. I settled into a sitting position and was breathing deeply. I passed quickly. I don't think anything special happened during the day. My mom and I had a fight about the broken mouse. I hate when he uses the words: Don't be nervous. Tomorrow he gets up early in the morning and leaves. Now I managed not to take the evening psychotropic pills, of course. I brewed herbs, Andrographis, I have batteries, relaniums, good music. There will be an ester. It promises to be great :) 01:51 Time Trip Report: Based on a skype conversation around 10:53 pm I went to sleep. I did not fall asleep. There was tension in the lumbar spine. It seems to me that there is a hole in the mattress so it got really soft. It will have to be transferred to the other side. Overall trip report I would describe as follows: after 15 tablets dxm I felt a momentary euphoria, quite intense and pleasant. However, there was no euphoria while listening to Assemblage 23 lying in bed, but I felt the pleasure of listening to Polish Radio London music. About 00:38 I wrote to Esther. They were after less than 2 hours. I didn't sleep quickly. The organism is slightly disheveled and muddy, the balance is disturbed, the nervous system is relaxed as after alcohol, but I do not feel very muddy. It's ok :) I drank 3 cups of herbal cleansing composition, then I took NAC, I urinated a few times. The urine, interestingly, was almost white. I feel that the toxins are still inside me. I also drank first-class grapefruit juice. I don't feel like sleeping. When communicating with my body, I feel energy and to do something about the lower spine that feels heavy. I dream of an exercise on a bench in the park, I will do it in the morning during training. And I will sleep on my stomach because the mattress is too soft. PS the body after dxm is soft like jelly. It is as if chlamydia is getting under the capillaries. I have not felt this for a long time. Maybe DXM is a breeding ground for bacteria. But it is not as tragic as last December. I'll get out of this quickly. Mom leaves in the morning, she will use a starvation :)