ThanksCiMacikowski

April 30 - DziekiCiMacikowski I woke up around 5:30. I'm still not hungry yet. Interesting... I have a little stiff necks and collarbones. I was even wondering if I could try to sleep my head a bit up ... So that there would be no friction. I guess so much room, time to get to life: weight, teeth, tea for training, etc. I just changed my pillow to the orthopedic one. Though it seemed uncomfortable for a year to sleep on my back, it now feels OK. At least at first glance. We'll see how the rest goes. Training: cloudy. I stretched a little and the spine. In general, it is much better when it comes to strange backbone ailments. I practically do not feel them. Just clasp your neck. When I was leaving for training, I ate 2 of yesterday's sandwiches. It's already sunny in the afternoon. I finished the NormaPrinter program quickly. Seems to be quite ok. Besides, I was at Macinkowski's today. // because I'm just writing now that I'm worried about the spine: D I tested an ultra-light adidas backpack. He was doing great. Macikowski - he practically did not examine me: D believed me when he said that the light hurts, it hurts the neck, the chest. It was 6:00 PM. He probably wanted to go home soon, so he didn't test me. Or the doctor on the second visit does not check it at all. - He prescribed medication - He stated that the thoracic spine is bent and twisted - just a photo after this event on the Skawina - He noticed narrow hip gaps. He said you have to be careful. - he kept asking about things like nausea, vomiting - probably he meant a stroke. Coming back, I stopped by the spa for a moment. I studied the mirror for a long time. I was delighted with my appearance, I was delighted with how handsome I am: D I got a laptop today. I would love to test it, but once I'm afraid for the spine, and two I want to sleep. However, I ate a lot during the night: a whole cube of cheese, a handful of nuts, previously 2l of grapefruit juice, which already gives 10g of protein and 800kcal. But maybe I will wash myself, do spine mobilization and play with this laptop :) I just unpacked my laptop. It's not a laptop. It's a rucksack on colic: D and that's what I wanted to install Damn Small Linux: D I went to sleep and woke up after 1 hour when windows shutdown was programmed. I went to drink. I spoke to the Diablo3 bot guy. It turns out that: AutoHotKeys is some universal bot that I wanted to write myself ... Interesting ...

Glodowkowe T60

April 29 - PochinGlodowkowe T60 I woke up at 11:52 pm. Painted: D I came up with the idea that since this starvation did not work out for me, I will now carry out a second, double one. I still do not want to eat, but only drink: D So I drink and see what will happen, at most I will be 34 cm maximum: D I talked to Esther about MJ, told him the good old days when I was working on a Toshiba 32MB Yesterday evening I was looking for some old laptop. I found 2 interesting offers, including one for PLN 25. Equipment almost complete: D - http://allegro.pl/laptop-ibm-thinkpad-560x-2672-14-i3187448648.html - 39 PLN, a bit missing but it starts. In addition, it weighs only 1.5 kg, although now I think maybe because a lot of equipment is missing - http://allegro.pl/ibm-390e-pii-333-64mbram-bez-hdd-i3210514167.html - for PLN 25, there is a trackpoint and more complete. But according to allegrowicz, weighs up to 3.5 kg, according to Google, 2.9 kg. No hard drive and no power supply. The power supply is not a problem, it could be my own. I can also give my own disk and install some linux. Even a floppy drive is included: D Batteries also I can give my own. There will be a git;) I also came up with an idea to fix my lapop on ultrasonic treatments: D Before that, I can try 2 speakers next to each other and turn on the mosquito repellent program: D Okay, but first-class I do a double hunger: D may open a second window in the symbolic gesture. It doesn't matter if it is 16 hours or longer. When I feel hungry, I will start to eat. Right now I want to drink something refreshing like green tea. In the morning, I will do it with a little lemon for training. Interesting thing. It's 2:22. I can't sleep, tram sedation and agitation. I measured the biceps. Once under a strong tension of 37 cm, then back 36 cm. Perhaps even a bit more. Am I regenerated? Could the double starch solution be a good approach to the current situation: D Now less than 36cm, but the situation has generally improved anyway: D The training went pretty well. Sweetheart. Some children wondered why I was walking barefoot. Mom has gone somewhere. And I still did not want to eat. I completely did not want to eat. Only around 2:20 pm I felt a little craving for potatoes and then I ate the beans in Breton. Although I was not so hungry. I did this as part of a double starch regeneration. After 12:00, I was breathing a lot in the same way. Earlier, I called Jarek and my laptop got flooded and I will not be able to do the program for him. Of course I lied because I really don't want to do anything. I just want to build my mighty body. That's it! And adjust the spine. At the same time, Jarek called me and he will offer me IBM T60 for free. I was in shock. Moreover, when I write now I am afraid that the pain will come back soon ... The training was great. I was even under the influence of the tram. I felt a greater desire to stretch all my muscles. That's what I did too :) Today I was a bit worried because the slam started to cling to the biceps tendon. Fuck really awesome guy. In my life, no one has offered me such an expensive gift. I am really touched ... Only now I will be obliged to write this program for him ... In addition, these 3 circles that have been left to set me still: they press on the nape and neck. But forging is less after my practice. Only constant fear of the spine. I didn't feel like doing the afternoon training. I came home, I do not want to eat this bean. Now it's 7:45 pm and I'm still not hungry. Interesting.... I think so - maybe the body treated it as a 3-day hunger: D eh ... not really. After all, I came out correctly from those starvations :) I don't think so :) It is good to finish this NormaPrinter program and have peace of mind, but I really don't want to do it again. I'm tired. I think I'm going to sleep sooner. The only question is: what about dinner? Moreover, today during training I imagined myself as a martial arts trainer. I train people in Zaryta, close to nature, saving on renting a room: DW additionally river, running uphill gives a strong training. I also came up with the idea that at the next push-ups training, lean your legs on the yellow slides, hands on black handrails + a ball thanks to which you will be able to feel the chest pain better. I also dropped in on a message (I thought about it 2 years ago) to do a reabiling of the T41 graphics card for ultrasounds in the PPU or to put it in the sun :) But I still have to check it :) I bought food containers for my afternoon training. I also started to carry my backpack on my back. Less strain on the spine. Better weight distribution on the shoulders. Ah, a moment ago, I didn't want to eat dinner. I wasn't hungry. I was afraid to smuggle sandwiches, but because they were so delicious, I decided that I would not give them to animals. I'll eat them tomorrow. I drank the juice and ate an apple - it feels pretty good. I just have an appetite for these sandwiches. But it's too late for sandwiches :)

Biceps35po

April 28 - Today.txt I woke up quite early. I think 4:30 or maybe earlier. I started to go to life. Nichi, armchair vibration + Rebrithing has become my habit. I made the teeth in the kitchen while preparing the thermos. Time has flown. Wogole at that time in the morning I had a terrible desire to listen to the old OwalMC2 song - I'm Tu. I was looking for him on youtube, I thought he was a husband, maybe one eight L, but in the end I found this track intuitively. I went to practice. Cloudy and terrible weather. At times it was sprinkling lightly, but it was not bad. I had no energy, but I honestly felt cleansed. Fasting lasted just 16 hours. At 6:00 in the morning, I left the starry bottle eating apples, then during training. I was running to the ladybug after 7:00, leaving a heavy baggage, unfortunately the ladybug was open only from 9:00. I did an incomplete intuflow, a bit of a drag and then moved on too. I practiced barefoot too. I didn't feel like a creek anymore. At times / at times, I imagined that I have a powerful, muscular body and no one would jump. It helped me :) At the same time, I was walking on stones, I did an incomplete stretching and then to a nearby playground. It was great to walk on the sand with your bare feet. A great stopping experience! I practiced on a sling. I also tested doing push-ups on a platform there. On my way back, I was doing a little bit of breathing while walking on the stones. Wogole I had interesting imaginations which I wrote down: 1. To make these cups that are used there to grow herbs :) They will be great pots :) I took 3 washed cups 2. To take this brine and sell it. 3. To win an end-of-life flight ticket and travel half-free around the world. Walk in a tent, eat fruit, vegetables, what grows: D So explore the whole world. Protect yourself, a rucksack on spikes ... Super dreams: D I even imagined talking about it with Wojewodzki in his program telling him my adventure :) It would be nice to win such a ticket :) Generally this morning I think I was thinking a bit about Mr. Panz. And it hapenned. I saw him too. I was a little afraid. I no longer felt the need to talk to him. In a certain period of time it disappeared from my sight. At that time, I was eating peanuts, hoping that they would pay attention to me. However, I wrote down at home in my notebook as part of building a powerful body to talk to when I met him. I practiced my diaphragmatic breathing a bit. At home, I hesitated whether to eat or not to eat. I finally ate one slice of hohland and tomato. And so much for regeneration, because earlier nuts and apples. But I had a terrible desire for a tomato: D I think I'll go get another one. It's 12:40, so I'm going to breathe again. Buying a gel, applying hair in a store. I felt a rush of adrenaline Fortune grapefruit juice. feeling full. Lunch, great satiety. Regretting it all. I have to go to the park again. I felt that instead of supplying the body with energy, I provided poison. Maybe that's what this fortune grapefruit juice did. Generally, it will certainly give you more satiety than timbark juice. 4:40 pm I took a tramal with grapefruit juice, but just for fun. I wanted to feel good. 17:40 - Even though 3 hours have passed since lunch, I still feel full. I'm not okay with it. Chewing gums, breathing exercises. I broke down a bit when I measured my biceps and here is a lousy 35cm .... Come on, FUCK HIS MAC! It was still 36cm in the morning. I suppose when I wrote down in the journal, the body was simply poisoned instead of regenerating itself! As a result, he devoted the energy for regeneration to the excretion of "poison", that is, inadequately consumed food to the starves. This resulted in a 35cm bicep. Wogole today I felt much thinner. The next one is only 9 days from now. Then he won't be in the family's house, so it should be much better! I still fucking think about it. Wogole today I felt much thinner. Maybe I'm repeating myself. I felt the sweatshirt hanging over me. I felt it. I felt muddy after eating. Fuck me! I can't get over this loss. 35cm in the biceps. Fuck me .... And today was going to be such a beautiful day. In addition, I am still thinking about a slight stress related to my commitment to clients on the offer ... In despair, measure the biceps again, hoping for something more. I have passed again and it is probably less than 36cm. I will measure again: DI is less than 36cm again: D maybe it's not that bad: D but I still regret it and I did the regeneration wrong. All because of Fortuna's grapefruit juice. I cannot allow myself to make such an error anymore. I will see what the results will be tomorrow. Yes, it's not a very successful starvation. Chlamydia goes crazy, wanders ... This is a sign of error. I'm still feeling full, and it's already 19:16. I'm trying to get rid of my food mentally. I'm a bit depressed. In addition, the tramal doesn't work ... At least I haven't reacted to it yet. Who knows, maybe the grapefruit juice took it out of the way. I'll give him some more time and we'll see what happens. Now it's time to get on with your programs. Oh, I used a slight manipulation trick on the stem today. I really wanted to go for a walk with Szymek. Returning from the store with him, I sent him my thought that I want to go for a walk with him and at the same time "say goodbye to him" and say that I must go. He himself then suggested if I would like to go for a walk. I agreed, I said that how can we do anything. Of course, the plans, as usual, were ruined :) Because in the afternoon, through the park, I was looking for a place to meditate. I was sitting tan on a bicycle lane in a diamond position on a certain bench. It was quite well suited for this. Then I went to the park, the river, but I didn't find a place to meditate. I don't feel too confident in this body ... It's 19:30. I think I feel the first effects of the sneaker. A bit late, after 3 hours, although it will ease my slight breakdown after an unsuccessful starvation :) I just went to pass a stool. Not only was the body signaled with a slight pain, but in addition the stool had a slightly greenish tinge and the smell of mixed badly digested nuts, meat combined with grapefruit juice. Not interesting ... Eh, I still think about it. I wasted my starvation, instead of gaining energy, I lost ... It's good that the tram is already working ... Thanks to this, the pain in life has been alleviated. Training tomorrow, it will be sun. I should have more energy and motivation to act. Oh, and for the last 2 days, he has also been using a technique to remember certain things. I shift my watch from left to right. It is used mainly for smuggling drugs, although today it is useful for taking cups from the thesis and buying nuts. Jeah how nice the tramal finally works. But on the other hand, I put my orders aside. Today I also used chestnuts for the knee joints. I have these light black pants, I put them in my pocket. Most recently chlamydia as it travels practically to the muscles and testicles. It hardly clings to the joints. That's cool :) Oh, today, being at the same time, I had such a positive image. When I get a very old laptop, which is not too small and light, it is old. 1MB Ram, 1MHZ processor, 80gb disk. I imagined myself installing a floppy linux there and learning on such old hardware: D

Many Dreams

April 27 - Many Dreams I got up quite early at 4:30. Seems well rested, as if in toxins ... I tested sleeping my head to the east, in addition I am also testing more chestnuts. Traditional home activities. Ah, how wonderful to imagine him building his erect, powerful, muscular body. How all these activities affect it. Today I start at 2 p.m. Fasting. I measured and weighed myself in the morning. Big some 36.2 cm, slightly fat at the waist. About 1.2 cm, but that's nothing. Parameter rest approximated. Today it is cloudy during training. At the beginning of the sun shone, but later there was already a hatch. However, I remember the training very nicely. Due to the fact that I did not feel a backbone or wandering chlamydia, my thoughts were really cool and very positive :) I imagined him walking in the mountains and even running. I collect herbs, nuts, fruit - treasures of mother nature. In addition, I imagined how he builds his muscular body this way. I live in a zary, the house is mine. I grow vegetables and fruits, I arrange and improve my home. I was stuck in these imaginations for a long time :) You could call it a kind of meditation :) I didn't think about revenge, I didn't think about pain. I just imagined it all :) Oh, in the morning I also met a woman with a little girl. First, I practiced balance on the health path there, then they practiced yoga. We talked for a while. Nice conversation. The woman kept my legs on drazki so I could do crunches. Aha - I went to training today completely barefoot. I felt great, at ease. You might call it oneness with nature. Maybe that's why I had such positive thoughts today :) After training, I went to the river to harden my feet. Barefoot. The stones acted like acupressure, while the cold water strengthened the feet. Come back home, 3 slices of bread with butter, then scrambled eggs with chives and .... He came back again. Fear of pain. Fear for the backbone ... Quickly on the vibrating mattress in a lying position, and breathing in order to digest the food well, repeating the affirmations: A light, healthy meal builds a powerful body, giving me great strength! I felt chucks in the vertebrae, especially the neck. Eh, Macikowski only on April 30 ... Nothing, keep on fighting. I must succeed in the end. My technique just works! But fucking balls. My mother probably discovered MJ who walks on the cupboard, and all because she hung a cross with Jesus on that nail: D: D I feel like laughing, and at the same time I have a slight fear. My mom hasn't told me anything yet ... But she's cramped! I wrote about it to the ester: D In addition, he is constantly losing his spine. Still forging in the back, cold needles. I was reading Kasia Szafranowska's Memory Code in a recumbent position. In addition, today I washed my hair with gray soap for the first time. I also examined my height and marked a dash. It was even over 175cm. I think even 176cm. I have marked the line and as long as my spine is straightening the line should jump up. In addition, in the afternoon after 2 p.m. due to fear of my spine, I went to lie down right after the meal. On a vibrating mattress - it's always better. And here was my mistake. It feels like the food is rotting in my stomach now, full of toxins. In addition, guilt ... Eh, I'm fed up with it now, my stomach hurts. I feel like walking around my heels to improve my digestion. Oh shit, it's already 4:12 pm. The stomach hurts a little more. It feels like rotten food is in my body. Maybe if I go to exercise, it will take a while. Fast? Yes, today I will definitely fast :) Maybe by fasting this rotten food the body will get energy. In addition, chlamydia is sticking to my joints ... At the moment it is in the left knee joint. I went to the playground, but I thought about stomach pain for a long time. I walked a bit barefoot. I think I even had an idea but later forgot. A moment later I went to the river. Some guy was going downstairs and he was staring at my feet. I did the same towards him. I looked with a sinister look. I walked barefoot on stones and the river - foot acupressure. I thought about the pool and came up with such an idea - I can swim for free! It is enough to find a deep river somewhere: D I asked this gypsy at about an hour in confidence. He was happy to answer me. Then I returned to the playground. A little spine. Some girls were looking at me again. I have been wondering quite a long time whether to do a starvation today or not ... In the end, I say I do. I still think that I ate my dinner badly. That instead of supplying my body with energy, I poisoned it. Chlamydia started to wander for me - because I made a mistake ... Usually it wanders intensively when it makes a mistake ... So: I'm doing a starvation today :) Dad is at home though ... All in all, I'm thinking now: it's my birthday today. Happy birthday Krystian! As for a birthday, today was an interesting day full of adventures. Ah, I'm still thinking about this dinner. About that belly. If I hadn't poisoned, my starvation would have gone much better, and at least I wouldn't have lost my chlamydia ... FUCKYAAAAAA !!!!!!!!! And it goes, fucking chlamydia .... I made a mistake. Fuck as hellish regrets. How terribly sorry .... But maybe the hunger will at least cure this matter, although dad is at home. I'm a little scared ... Now because of this wandering of pain, I began to wonder if I should take a tram. In 15 minutes we are stuck in this conflict: glodowka or tramal? Eventually I chose NAC ...: D because of pain wandering. To support the hunger. I also supported the affirmation: - Hunger regenerates my body, destroys all diseases, eliminates cysts, rejuvenates and extends my life. Builds a powerful body! There it is, it feels a little hungry: DI fear for the spine, but at least the chlamydia is not moving now. My parents greeted me with birthday wishes. I got a perfume from my mom. The book caught my eye: Encyclopedia of magical herbs - there are even herbs there to summon spirits or how to become invisible: D

Juice from the curves

April 26 - Crooked Sokz I got up really early, around 5:30, and went to sleep very late. Later I also ate supper, because after 8 pm ... I suspect that it may be the effect of more chestnuts under the bed, although I am not sure. I will have to check it out :) It was very warm at night. I think this is due to the vibrating mattress with the heating function. And now it's time to go to life: Nichi, teeth, thermos and other things ... I'm still thinking about the red notebook. I feel that the desire to have a powerful body is as if for me at the moment more valuable than the desire to have money. In fact, I don't really care about money. Moreover, I haven't listened to music for a long time. At the moment, I turned on the music to read. Chlamydia has not been attached to the knee joints for at least a few days. Today, now I feel here again in my left knee. The cramp feels quite a distinct feeling of hunger. I want to eat a pie with butter or some cheese :) I would eat something with pleasure in any case. Wow, I didn't write much for the day. When I came back, somehow I didn't want bread, but I wanted apples. However, so that my mother would not send dark thoughts towards me, I cut a piece of bread, which she then landed in the haversack. I hesitated to go there, because the neighbors had a meeting on the bridge. Mame was terribly upset - I suppose that's why she is ashamed to see them. About 1pm I went for treatments. Earlier, however, I listened to the song Globus - Orchard Of Mines - SadSongsChannel1. Kind of like a Serenata, it is actually a serenade with an addition of vocals. Treatments smoothly, I was a bit late for lunch. A moment at home, after 4 p.m. the second training session. Some two girls probably wanted to talk to me very much, but they didn't. I sent thoughts to them to get them away from me. I didn't want to talk to them. I don't feel like interacting with girls yet. A boy said: but you have big muscles: D I managed to do almost full splits today. I was a bit worried about the redness in my knees. Again, I didn't want to write programs. The weather is too nice. Today I came up with a few ideas: - making nettle juice. May soon, and nettle then the best - Walking barefoot during training - Buying a rocking doll like a punching bag. Today I have rewritten Rakowski's training a little into my notebook. It worked out very nicely, but then the spine scare so I broke it off. In total, now also write a tone in nerves. I'm worried about the spine. I'm scared... Moreover, after the 2nd training session, my stomach ached a bit. Tried to do this forgiveness, put my hand on it - but shit. For this, I even went to the river. This is probably so much of today's mess. The client from Norma Pro requested corrections. Oh, wanting to buy a lightweight backpack for training I bought an adidas bag. I thought that maybe I will still buy a backpack with cols? It would be a nice solution - once a backpack, once a bag. A moment ago I bought a backpack with spikes :) Today I was also interested in Survival - art can digest. However, I didn't want to spend too much time finding information and dvd materials on the hamster. A moment ago I had a great idea which I realized. Well, I really don't like making salt water every morning. It bothers me. Therefore, to make my life easier, I poured water into a jar for boxes. Very tiny and handy. In it I added water and salt :) I just used it In addition, it sends me a great comparison to light healthy meals. Well: with a small amount of water, you can rinse the teeth and the jar perfectly. Much more effective than if you poured completely / completely /. Let the same comparison be a light healthy meal.

Red notebook, the source of power

April 25 - Red Notebook as the Source of Power Yesterday, somewhere until midnight or a little longer, I was combining with Esther and planting plants. This morning I woke up quite late, after 6:00. It was probably because I went to sleep late and there was only one window open The training was ok, a lot of sunshine, but there were no apples and I felt weak and a little hungry. Fortunately, I also had sunflower seeds from my expedition with Tesco. SadSongsChannel1 - I discovered such an interesting channel yesterday, I actually had it in subscription, but only now I was listening to his playlist. Really cool songs. Klotnia with mama about where I practice. She gave me a sinister look when I said that the playground exercises. I told her quite sharply and she looks at me as if I were at least a murderer. I should have told her that it is none of her business where I practice. I showed David my 36cm biceps. It looks really nice, little fat. Cool. Optically, I would even say that it looks 37cm, and he gave me that too I'm going for treatments soon. I finished my treatments. One of the physiotherapists said: Mr. Krystian has a new hairstyle. We talked a little. At home, I ate additional portions of David for dinner. It was a pasta with meat that I once loved very much. Even now, 1 hour after lunch, I feel terribly full. Conflict of thoughts: eat, I will have more weight and now when I ate I regret, because I feel too full and full. I feel bad about it mentally and physically. However, what is good in this situation? A new experience for the body, I learned a mistake and I know how not to commit it anymore. I believe that my body will handle it perfectly. I just won't eat anymore now. Around 4:00 p.m. I will have a drink of Yerba and I will go to exercise. It's best to leave the table feeling slightly hungry. I am finishing the NormaPro program. I think I should make it. I got sunburn again. Between 4 and 6:30 pm I practiced. I had a great desire for apples. At home, I ate them. At home, something bit my head too. I was afraid it was a tick. My head hurts so far. Oh, I'm afraid ... Brew myself andrographis, maybe? or eat a road bike? Maciej Wieczorek reminded me with a text message about today's webinar about earning. In addition, he wrote to a guest on the VNC dot program. I offered him a price of PLN 577. He wants for PLN 200. I keep my money firmly because I won't write him a program for such low money. In addition, he wrote to some guys from google. Found my custom programming page. Interesting. It cheered me up, in the end I am 2 in goole under this slogan. Cool. Oh how cool, I smeared ting alcohol on my head. I think the pain after the bite has passed. I'm not sure yet, but I think he passed :) Red Notebook with the Source of Power - I decided on this title because thanks to my new affirmation, which has also become my current life goal, I feel that I am working for something, and I am striving for something. And the activities that I write down and implement into my life They build up my POWERFUL BODY and the benefits that I wrote down - and this is what I care most about. In strength and in revenge ...

Correcting hairstyles

April 24 - Hairstyle correction I woke up at 2:00 am well rested. In addition, I was really warm despite the open windows. I think it is a merit, and before going to bed I made myself 1 hour of vibration of the mattress. I slept on my back with a fight under my head. I went to turn on my laptop, I wanted to quickly conceive, although some cma interrupted me, in addition I felt sleepy after 1.5 hours. I ordered quite impulse on the Allegro multitool. I went to sleep on my stomach, I felt that I needed this position now. It is a pity that the headboard of this bed cannot be adjusted lower, but somehow I managed. I gave a pillow under my arm, under the neck of the headrest, and somehow I burned. The neck is slightly stretched. I think it will be worth giving a pillow yet. I will test this position again, because it is really comfortable. There is a need to work out especially in terms of the neck. In the morning Ester sent me a link: "The most important book you will read in your life: health". Some private publication, I guess. As the author claims, you can cure any disease, which, of course, is also signed. In addition, I came across a thread about proteins. Iz protein dies there at probably up to 60 degrees. So all cutlets, boiled milk, according to the author, are only fat and toxins. I still have to consult it ... Moments ago, I had an interesting idea of ​​how I collect nuts at Ola's, sell them. There is 100 kg of it. And I meet a Pomeranian doctor who willingly buys these nuts. In addition, I do a nice advertisement - not only the inscription nuts, but also a description of the type: contains vitamin D, which strengthens bones, teeth, muscles, anti-cancer effect. Calcium, magnesium ... In addition, I put everything into a nice rhyme and a story that rhymes :) After 12 I went to the Barbershop. She gave me a haircut in the style of Simon, actually I corrected it. I am thinking that I will probably cut the gore, because it is relatively long for the rest. The hairdresser, this blonde took only 15 PLN. She said that she bows her forehead to the chim what I told him when I was bringing dinner. The pain barely travels again today. He always hardly wanders when sunbathing. Finally, since witD has anti-chlamydial properties :) Now after lunch. Stress on the disc in the spine. But it's better. I think less about back problems. Now on the mattress and then he writes the BetRader program. I have to write to be compatible with the old version. Oh, on my way back from the Hairdresser I met Pania Nine Zajac. A really cool woman. I really like her. We talked for a while about hairdressers and a little bit about my mother when she had leg surgery / surgery. She said I'm a super handsome guy. In addition, a slightly different acting personality entered me: charismatic, I liked myself, it was a pleasure to talk to her. We were also met by Mrs. Basia Slosarczyk. Later, a bit of writing a program to Norma. I was able to fix the problem with the ComboBox. Then some sunbathing in the park after 3:30 pm and stretching the spine. It gets better, the only thing that worries me is those raised discs. A little at home, talking to the client. At the end of the day with Esther, I decided to plant seeds. I made these boxes, which I made maniacally in my childhood. Again today, when I finished the program for Norma, I had a desire to write more of them, earn money, and then again the pain, nonsense of life and I don't feel like doing anything. It would be nice to get a rent and do nothing. How to earn by doing nothing?

Approval Rafal

April 23 - Approval by Rafal I woke up quite early as usual, I woke up a few times but finally woke up at 5:30 am. Tooth, brushing, salt water as planned to build a powerful muscular body. I wished Kaja a moment ago. I wonder how he will react to my text message. It is 6:36. In a moment, training and at 8:30 to Rafal Pawlik. It's been very cold at night recently and I wake up cold at night. Either I have to cover myself with an extra blanket or dress warmer at night. Maybe we'll try the blanket first, although I still have a fear of hiding myself from 1.5 years ago, although it should be better to think logically. I have a strong body compared to what it was. At 7:00 am light training, mainly stretching the spine. At 8:30 to Rafal Pawlik. We haven't seen each other for 2 weeks. This rhythm of meetings suits me even better. At the end of our talk, he said that he saw a lot of potential in me. If I had heard it 2 years ago, maybe I would even feel appreciated and satisfied - right now ... I don't feel anything ... The usual information. I also told him that I turned off my heart / feelings and I only act my head / logically in order to "survive". It bothered him a bit, he said. I also tell him that I don't see any need to change that. I do not see. I don't even feel like changing. But he would like to see me when I feel something. In addition, he also called me a light maniuplator when I told how I want to get to the psychotronics school in Krakow We also stated that education teaches little. You have to learn everything for yourself. Coming home, I did not feel the need to eat. I did not want to eat. So I didn't eat. After 12 o'clock I went for treatments. During the treatments I breathed rhythmically while counting the Silva method. I think I was going into a light hypnotic trance. At the same time, I was saying affirmations to myself: my body puts the circles in their places. Return home at 14:00. Again, I didn't want to eat. Earlier, I ate 2 apples bought in kefirk. I bought some new variety even better than ligola. I ate dinner hard, although I did not want to. My guilt is gone. I really didn't want to eat anything. Eh, my head ached a little from the food I had eaten. I feel full, I feel full .... I feel like I can handle it - I'll go clean my teeth and buy a chewing gum :) A moment ago I lent another PLN 30 to Szymek. Together, I already have 200 zlotys Yes, I just got to GetMenu. It is possible to save as ... I found that information about handles can be retrieved from the WinApi course. After 4 p.m. I went to practice, probably even around 4:30 p.m. at the yellow stick on the playground. I met some little girls from the sanatorium. I really enjoyed talking to them :) They were cute. It also seemed to me that I saw dr. Panza. I even imagined meeting him. I wanted to pull him down with my thoughts. However, it was just someone similar. Later I also saw our neighbor, whose name I do not know until today, but she had a young son named Krystian When I was leaving the park a girl said hi. There was actually a group of girls there. I think they liked me The NormaPrinter program has ended. Amazing: D When I finished it, I felt like writing even more programs. Then fear for the spine again, a moment of Rebrithing to the beat of the mattress. In a moment I have to jump to the store .. I ate dinners weirdly. Ok 18 3 apples. Around 19 to 19:30 I ate Zoly cheese. Finally, a large piece of bread, about 3 small slices. However, I felt sorry for myself afterwards. I wanted cheese - ate it. Then I ate for bread, too, but Michal Tombak forbade eating cheese with bread - protein with bread. It's unhealthy after all: D PS I also saw Angelike Twarog in the morning. I asked her something, we talked about dr. Dragon. Besides, Marta invited me to a bonfire today. Once it invited, once it canceled. As a last resort, she called at the last moment and wrote that she was there, but somehow I didn't feel like coming to the fire. How cool it is when the pain has not traveled. I thought, I imagined different things. How fun to imagine how fun it is to think!

Sprouting Seed

April 22 - Sprouting Seed But I had a stupid dream today ... I dreamed that Beata Kosmider and Dawid wanted to spend a week in a psychiatric hospital in Wroclawska. They offered the same to me. Because some guy's friend gave up his place for them. Although I did not agree ... About 6-7 you will have to transfer the seeds to the wipes according to the instructions of Esther. It is 5:05. I massaged myself on the chair. Time to go to life. In the morning I also trained my mind a bit with balls. I tried to solve a few puzzles on mozgowiec.pl. I got something out there, but there were also a lot of those whose answers I wouldn't have come up with. Great training. The sun was good, the weather was almost completely cloudless. Before training, I ate some cheesecake. Better and better with the spine. I do not know if I wrote, but yesterday I managed to hang on the bar on my feet. It is a great success, I was very happy. Washing my hands, I also met Rafal Pawlik. Then I also looked at my reflection there. I really liked my slim, muscular figure. It looked nice in the mirror :) After training, I met my mother. She was a little bit on me as usual about everything. At home, I drank carrot juice, shower. And then a lot of breakfast. In order to increase my muscle mass, I increased the food ration to 3 slices. From today I eat 3 slices for breakfast. For this I ate scrambled eggs and some cheese. Oh, that's what I think now. If I eat 3 slices, then my parents' thoughts will be more positive towards me. They will not send thoughts like: that you are terribly thin! Because my father and mother see me eat 3 slices. 3 decent hearty slices. Same with Esther. If he sees the process of planting seeds on Skype, he too will be calmer and his thoughts more positive about their breeding. During today's training I was also wondering how to earn money by doing nothing? And I had a brilliant idea. I can be a model. I like to exercise, sunbathe ... if I had a healthy, muscular figure, I could easily become a model: D, finally, I'm quite handsome, plus muscles: D A moment ago this old, lonely lady from the block who had a white dog came. As he says, 2 years she was not here. I tried to configure TVN24 for her, unfortunately to no avail. At that time, I thought to myself - God - why these people want to unnecessarily shoot with negative news ... In addition, being with her, a different acting personality was activated for me. Personality of a cheerful, cheerful boy, kind, liked. I liked myself and so did I. I wonder how the technology would work in the future, if in my head I said: I like you, I like you. I have to try it sometime. Or maybe he will also develop his own affirmations in his head for other occasions such as: Tear the loss, shit your pants out of fear ... Oh ... good .... In the afternoon I was doing the program a little. I missed today's treatments. After 4 p.m. I pissed off and I don't do it, that's why I went to sunbathe. Until 5:30 pm on the playground. At 5:30 PM, I spoke to a client about the Betrader program Coming home. Some time before Pc. Around 19:00 I ate scrambled eggs for the second time. First scrambled eggs, then 2 slices of bread. Only 2, because I had apples before. After 8 pm I went to meditate on the escarpment. It was quite fun. Pretty cool ... Only cold, that's why I came home. I consulted with Esther or write name-day wishes to Kaja ... Writing? I do not know Builds a flexible, healthy, straightened, powerful, muscular body! Oh, while I was on the river bank, I met my dad's friend who worked with him at the foundation. I think he already has grandchildren. She pointed out that she lost weight. Ewa also came - this little annoying rozujnica with some friend. I only asked if she still lived here, she replied that she did not ... In the evening I had a headache. I relieved my headache with breathing exercises and affirmation. In fact, when I start to sit again in front of the PC, my head hurts again. Weird. I did not sit for so long in front of the pc.

Sunny seed

April 21 - BreedingNasek I got up quite early, around 5:30. I'm developing Nichi's habits, morning hygiene. And today I also exercised my mind. A little ball, a little tetris. Thanks to this, he feels that he is rebuilding his powerful, muscular body. Because these are my goals. After 7:00 am I went to exercise. Despite the fact that the weather was cloudless, the sun was shining, it was cold, then the wind. Finally around 9:30 am I put on shirts and a sweatshirt. I was so cold, but I held it for quite a long time. In the morning, after getting up, 2 apples, 2 during training. When I got back a light breakfast in separate mode. And I feel a lot of energy! : I don't know what to do: D and also stress because my mother is here. Oh, and in the morning I read a book as part of my mind training. When I got back I wrote down my notes. Elegantly :) I am off. It's supposed to be 12, and I have 3 jobs on my head, but I can't stand it at home. I must go here! I can't take this whore under one roof. After lunch, the Lady hugging the tree again. I wanted to talk to her. I even sent my thoughts to her to go in my direction. But something stopped me. Blocked. I ran out of courage ... After lunch, I was still almost sunbathing. The playground was busy, in addition the boys were playing football, so I went to the river too. By the way, I performed acupressure of the feet and hardening the feet with water. When I got bored, I went too. There I found an empty spot on the street, took off my T-shirt and was sunbathing. I met a friend whom we called with Tomek Bereznicki ... Then to the playground. I saw the retractor kornel. And so it was almost 6:00 pm And I left after 3:00 pm. Nearly 3 hours of sunbathing. During training, I spoke affirmations to myself. At home, I ate a lot of cheesecake, previously apples with buttermilk. Somehow I wanted the cheesecake. Later I topped the cheesecake with cheese. This is where I started to feel guilty about whether I had mixed the products well in my stomach. It seems to be cheese and cheese, but prepared differently, although mentally I feel too full and I feel guilty ... I chatted with ester about seeding tomorrow. While watering the seeds in the test tube 2 they landed in the sink: D: D but I wanted to laugh until my cheeks hurt: D: D: D The procedure with wipes explained, I can't wait :) Oh, in the morning I also took out the batteries and put them on the radiator. I was also at Szymek's to crack the wifi password to Knapik. However, the knapik's wifi network did not kick out ... I wonder why, it is one floor below. Has the knapik turned off the router? Oh, today during WFM on the Escarpment I started thinking Channels vs Vanessa. I found that if the 210 PLN channeling I bought didn't satisfy me, I would ask Vanessa for more questions. She is a clairvoyant, so she speaks in her own words. He speaks straight from the bridge what he sees. Next time I will ask Vanessa for questions.

Battery regeneration

April 20 - Battery Regeneration In the morning I woke up several times. 3:00 am. 4:00 am. I got up around 5:30 and started to live. Then training. Mainly intuflow, stretching the spine and training on the back, which gave me great results yesterday. It does not hurt the spine, there are no strange feelings and forging in the vertebrae so I feel better mentally. The weather was cloudy. I exercised in a sweatshirt. When I got home: carrots, 2 slices with white cheese and then loads of cheese. Yes, I was supposed to do a separate diet. I also told myself my affirmation: "It builds a healthy, flexible, powerful muscular body." - eating products and taking an alternate shower, so that the subconscious mind will code and use these products to build a POWERFUL body! I watched the Lazy Rich Man episode No. 2. It was something that life had already taught me, namely: Dear and Little. If I am an expert in a given field, I have to value myself. I have to take a really dear price for people to appreciate me. Just like the app he writes! Finish, I'm going to do WFM outside. Damn, these programs have to finish .... There will be a massacre ... 3 orders + 4 unaccepted hell .... In the afternoon I quarreled with my mother. He hates her again. Fucking fucking. I felt like a pity for myself and I did not come up with any interesting cut retort ... I left home. I relieved the tension with squats and chest vibrations. In addition, I used a handgrip to stretch the spine against the ceiling by ladders. I was meditating moments of PE by the river but I was stressed again and I have little time. Then came this friend in goggles who sometimes walks and exercises in the park. Until today, I do not know his name. I once offered him a trip to the mountains together. We talked a bit about the mountains. He escorted me a bit to the post office. We took a shortcut through "cross" and then "where the cars are" (I don't know how to name these places otherwise). Maybe I was aware of these shortcuts, although I never used them: D At the post office, I picked up my mother's package. A young and nice lady with glasses met me and knew that it was a package for my mother. Then I went to the store to buy the rest of the multivitamine juice. Of course, the sugar-free timbark. And home. Lunch. Now I have written my diary. I wrote a bogus email about the Norms program. I lied ... lied ... I regret, not regret? I do not know. I shouldn't do that ... While I was there on the slope, I saw a Lady hugging a tree. I suppose that she wanted to get energy from him: D especially that she was older and walked with poles. She certainly had some health problems as well. I wanted to talk to her, but somehow I didn't. I do not know, could I have lacked the courage? I also saw Ole Dachowska with her aunt ... An elderly sick woman. Her hips widened and she has nice legs: P In the evening I wasn't hungry at all. I haven't been hungry since eating lunch. I explained it to myself that the training was not very intense - practically none. The lack of sun which speeds up the metabolism. So maybe I didn't need it, because yesterday I felt a little hungry every 3 hours. Every 3 hours I ate something ... You are hungry - eat! My body will build a mighty body out of it! Oh, after these exercises, I think I feel some improvement in the neck and thoracic spine. Although I still think about them and panic. Certainly these episodes are less "crunchy" and less painful, but still panic with ailments. I didn't want anything. Thread. My only dream is to finish my showcase ProgramowanieNaZlecenie.pl and do nothing else ... I listened to Maria several times during the day ... As Fil said, this must be listened to with the heart, not with the mind. I haven't had dinner. I was a bit afraid that my mom would start to get on with it, but with the help came an affirmation: I don't let this whore feed me like pigs! Besides: during the day I installed Norton Antivirus and removed the viruses. The latest version of the vacuum cleaner - I cleaned the disk. And I defragmented it. I have made the force shutdown options. In the morning I was also eager to regenerate my Toshiba battery. For this, of course, I wrapped it in paper, foil and frozen it. I have done the procedure several times. Additionally, I will do a cleaning inside and reset the controller. It would be nice to have a laptop in the park to go to work. In the evening I listened to a few of my sad pieces to the beat of the mattress. It was nice to blog. In the morning I also greeted Krzysek Kedra. Finally, today is his birthday. Oh, I also tried to make a HirensBoot CD USB. YES, I had a great desire to have this Swiss Army knife always at hand. What a BUT FUCKING MAC! It's 21:00. I am going to sleep early, because tomorrow is another pointless day ...

MobilizationStretchingWFM

April 19 - MobilizationReplacingWFM I woke up quite early. About 4:00, almost 100% rested. It was warm outside. Really warm, but I didn't want to get up. I lay in bed until 5:30 am. I threw in the vibrating chair. A little bit of Nichi and I started to do my thing. Then for training, actually only intuflow and stretching. But I was quite clearly hungry. In addition, there was no sun, I decided to end my training somewhere between 9:00 and 10:00. I went home. Oh, I will add that to the house and for training I am going to the normal side towards the park. I'm doing something new. It's always a new experience. In addition, I stopped using the headphones. I stopped listening to music for several days. I do without them ... I ate breakfast. 4 boiled eggs and 2 slices of bread with butter. I ate rationally as directed by Michal Tombak. After 10 minutes I ate 4 eggs. I also took 4 from the pot. Then something mom jump to the store. Finally, there are apples ligole in Adam, only tiny. I bought a lot of them as a spare. Then I decided to go to this cliff / escarpment near the river. There is a bench, I wanted to see how WFM will do for my head by the river. It relaxed me quite clearly. Some people, mostly older ones, were passing by. After 10 minutes of vibration I felt exceptionally self-confident for a moment. With great confidence and with a strong voice, I asked 2 old ladies for wipes. The second about the watch, despite the fact that I had the watch on my own hand: D hehe: D I did the vibrations anyway. And by the way, I discovered a new exercise for the spine. I named them - Pulling up at the top of the ladders - Old Lady's belly (where I did push-ups) I came back home, fear for the spine again, again I feel like nothing. Massacre. In order not to think about pain so much, I played Yurim's quiet music. My mother also pointed out to me: what are your red hands? As if she has not noticed for 2 years I have such terribly red hands, and it results from the spine ... FUCKING FUCK AND WHORE ... In the evening I will also go there over the gaps. There is a beautiful place for meditation, apart from tons of rubbish and cigarette smoke ... The sound of the river, the forest ... It's beautiful, considering the conditions of modern civilization I did not want to write the program again, so after 4 p.m. I went to the Park to practice. I was supposed to do WFM on the slope, but I decided that I prefer to sunbathe. And I was doing stretching in the Park. I was doing stretching on the ladders. Great for the spine. There is no pain. There are no strange feelings. Voltage discharged. EPIC! I'll add this to my exercise arsenal. I sent Szymek to the store earlier. I lent him 50 zlotys and asked him to do some shopping for me. When I was in the Park, I thought to myself: I don't feel like anything. I don't want to do anything in my life. I want to do nothing. At best, finish your showcase ProgramowanieNaZlecenie.pl, and then do nothing. Exercise, sunbathe, listen to music ... Living alone, somewhere away from people. And above all do nothing. A moment ago I had an idea to call Arek regarding Mariusz Teper. To do this, it will be a bit persuasive to arouse his curiosity. I'll just tell him and I URGENTLY need a phone number for Mariusz Teper. I managed to contact Bartek Osa. Just Mariusz was on the phone. He gave it to me, he said that he can get up to PLN 1500 and he has to learn ... Besides, in the evening I was meditating on WFM in the Park. In the open air, it gives a pretty cool and enjoyable experience. Really great. The eyes are tearing incredibly. This is it! I'm going to sleep. Concern for the spine again. Today, in addition, my ear often hurt.

FearOKregoslup

April 18 - Today.txt I woke up quite early because 5:00 am almost rested. I was planning to get up at 4:00 but still good. I took care of myself a bit, I decided and I will continue my projects later. I've got my own business done - I've finished writing down my goals for action this week for: Building a Powerful Body + a few other little things. At 7:00 am I went to training. In order not to dirty the cup, I do the smuggling in my pocket. Again, slight concerns and I will meet these 3 girls, luckily they were not there. There was panic due to numerous crouches in the spine, but hanging upside down did the trick. I met this drunk who said that he also had back problems once. He looks 45 in total and 57. I trained, the sun was great. Before leaving, I felt hungry, so I ate 2 bananas which I ate perfectly. For training I took 2 apples and a Yerbe Mate to drink. Nice and warm, the sun was really nice. Excellent training. I discovered some new exercises: to pull up along the tube for the back and biceps. Not enough that the exercise then you do slower, the muscles work harder and more accurately. Great. Same for the forearms. I felt my muscles beautifully. I measured my biceps after training. 38cm. I was counting on 37cm and here I got a nice surprise. It probably results from it and at the same time I also exercised triceps. Excellent training, I felt great. While I was a little hungry I ate an apple. Coming home, I drank carrot juice. It was perfect and then I ate 3 slices with butter and hohland cream cheese. I felt it was the perfect meal for me. I was thinking about cottage cheese, but this is what I felt like at the moment and I felt that my body needed it. After the detox, I weigh as much as I weighed 70 kg. And now chaos and charmider. Lots of welds on the head. I need to sort out peace and business here. I have to understand something here. Marta wrote to me. She wished me a birthday wish. I just wrote back to her. Although I don't have my birthday today in 10 days, she still remembers about me. It's nice. Okay, time to start cleaning up. I read to put the chestnuts in the bedding container in the bed. Thanks to this, it protects against radiation. After a year, they should be replaced with new ones - fresh chestnuts. And that's how the chestnuts came today. I was afraid of the spine all day long. Afternoon treatments. I went at 2:30 pm to have dinner at 2:00 pm. Everyone comes at different times, so I thought, what harms me, to do the same. I'm still worried about the spine. Still a sense of forging in circles. Light training tomorrow, I hope to refine the exercises and training for the spine. Throughout the day I was working on the NormaPro project. It was going fairly well until I sent the CTRL + S key combination. But somehow I will manage, but probably not today. In the afternoon I was tempted to sunbathe and exercise in the park - but I have obligations. I have to write programs. In addition, tomorrow will be even worse, because there will be 3 to write. Fuck me ... But I made some money. I don't feel like it so much, because everything hurts me ... I'm panicking with ailments. Today because of the spine, wandering pain ... Fuck ... I'm finishing because I'm afraid of pain. Finish. At the very end of the day, I planned a 15-minute Rebritning to the rhythm of the vibrating chair.

Lyme Detox

April 17 - LymeDetox Ah, how much has happened today. In addition, he writes everything at the end of the day. I woke up twice during the night. Any strange dreams. The first time I woke up at 2:00 am - a little bit toxic. Second time at 4:00 am. Then I dreamed of a tick walking for me and it bit me ... I wonder if it could have anything to do with my trip to a meeting about Lyme disease today. After 7:00 am I went to exercise, although first I went to the Farmer for apples. I think I ate 4 during training. The training was rather warm-up. Due to the fact that I was weighing in the morning, the weight showed only 69.9 kg - it terrified me until such a sudden weight loss. The day before I had 71.4 kg. Az 1.5 kg? it's impossible ... I think it's a weighty mistake. Anyway, I decided not to do a starvation today and all I did was Detox: apples, butter, nuts ... In the park, I was approached by 3 girls, or rather one of their representatives. She was talking to me with a question: "Hey, with my friends we are wondering if this is a warm-up after a run or ..." she was talking about something. Even good for a seductress. I said: "I am practicing as an amateur for my health". And actually, like a parrot, I answered questions. And I could be more spontaneous, for example: - Well, that's how I heard something out loud, one of you was talking - go talk to him: D - You liked my chest and biceps so much? - (I think I'd be a fool) - You really are so interested in this? - Nice line to kick-off. But somehow I honestly didn't feel like talking to them. I did not have, I did not want to - I ran away from them as far as possible. I escaped across the river and then across the Park. As for today's weather and sunshine - the sun was flying into balls. I mainly exercised in the cold without a T-shirt, the sun was shining in some places, but it's some 25-35% still through the clouds. I returned home a little after 10. I smuggled breakfast. I was wondering what to do with breakfast and came up with the idea that in Krakow I can feed the pigeons :) So I did. I got ready, I packed my notebook with notes, a small notebook for notes, a small laptop, and a thermo turtleneck. Although I practically used only a notebook and thermo-active golf. I was also afraid to smuggle this breakfast, luckily the power was with me and I was able to do it without any problems. Then back to Kefirk. I met the Farmer again. I felt a little hungry. I bought apples and nuts from him. Then for treatments. All 3 treatments were arranged at an earlier date. And to Krakow. On the way, I met these 3 girls again. I know why I met them. We attracted each other with thoughts. They had to think so hard about me and our paths joined again. They must have really wanted to meet me. And I really want them to give me holy peace. When driving an Edmar, only the rear sunroof hatch was ajar. You have to sit almost sitting under it to blow a pleasant breeze just on you blogs. I did the same for the first time. On the bus, I tried to listen to MentalWay, but I didn't want to. I didn't want to listen to music either, I just wanted to enjoy this moment. I've even used WFM for meditation in my own way. It gave me relaxation and pleasure and additionally energized me. Due to the fact that I woke up at 4:00 I was a bit sleepy. WFM energized me. I found out that because of this, my hateful hands must be tense, unleash my anger. I put them on my hips, and my right hand was almost in a vertical position, relieving the tension on the ground. COOL! I can do the same at home, picking up something. Alternatively, I can always do it on the hips. Being in Krakow at 2 p.m. I did carefour shopping. I bought buttermilk, 5 packets of sunflowers. There was an interesting queue there. One at a time, one queue and summoning to the individual cash register. It really did save a lot of time. I spent about an hour there and decided to go to Dietl to get a copy of the hospital report. It's not yet a full 2 ​​years so they should keep photocopies of my discharge from the hospital. I got there, I was talking to random girls about the way. The least I can do, I felt good about it. Unfortunately, registration was now closed. I looked around the hospital a bit. I saw an older man on the couch who wogola did not move ... That I could not do anything. I couldn't watch him suffer ... And here came the same thought that was repeated in Galeria Krakowsia. All these people that I meet here on my way, I attracted them with my thoughts, and they attracted me with theirs. It is not without reason that I have met them all. Maybe I wanted to have a great illness, Wojciech Panz was also suffering and he had a serious illness. He would like to meet someone similar to himself (me). In the end, he also said: "I am not surprised, because more than one has got his ass from Krakow" ... Maybe there is a great doctor with high intelligence whom I wanted to meet so much and who would also like to have someone like me who got his ass and who would like help. Who would like to kick Skawinska! I believe there is such a doctor somewhere! I have no method of finding him. I just keep looking ... Moreover, in Krakow I experienced pain only twice and for a short time. What does Krakow have to do with it? Lower blood pressure, smog? It's hard to say ... Anyway, I do not delve into science anymore - because I do not believe in science ... Oh, while getting off in Krakow some woman was looking for Rakowicka Street. I showed her the way to Lubicz. I was eager to help. By the way, I met this Anie from spyware. I followed her a bit aimlessly for a while, but then turned back. I was still worried about the spine, but somehow I was doing it ... I came back and I had a terrible desire for Grapefruit juice. I saw a great blonde in the bus. A dream woman, tall, slim, pretty and modest. Ah, I imagined different things with her: D I wanted to talk to one of them, but I was afraid. I did not have the courage. Where to start a conversation. While in Rabka, I went to Steskal. Oh, I sat in the wrong place on the bus. Then I switched to a place where there is fresh air just after the place was vacant. I energized WFM. One woman next to me looked at me askance. He thought to explain to her why I am doing this - I think that due to her age, she would understand my situation ... Well, and in steskal, wanting to buy grapefruit juice, feeling that it would be an ideal meal for me, I met these 3 girls again. I wanted to avoid them at all costs. At the checkout, I also saw Patryk Kucaj. Muscular and fit as always. I also did not want to engage in unnecessary discussions with him. I love being alone. That's why I pretended to be doing more shopping. To avoid the girls who must have been waiting at the exit of Steskala I also read the channeling on the bus, especially the fragment that I understand and it was especially stuck in my head: Let his hand of thoughts and smooth out in you, let them run on there, and I will carry them, when I have reached my end. I will take them there to be heard. That he is Brave, although there is still little power in him, because he thinks the circle around ideas that he would better leave behind. I feel full, but what ends up in them ends with a dark glow shines, instead of being bright I perceive in myself. I see these clarity, I see this power, it lies dormant in You and waits for a signal, it waits for a word like a spell spoken to myself: The love is in me and to me and to what surrounds me. Thanks to the fact that the pain did not travel to me - again I had a lot of different thoughts. My psychic energy focuses on my ailments and traveling pain. I don't have time to think about other things. The pain consumes all my psychic energy. I also went to the health resort of Rabka to settle down. I took a different route starting from the back of the steskala. I also ate an apple and drank grapefruit juice. I breathed a little. I have developed a nice exercise to stretch and mobilize the spine. Pulling the bench towards you - sort of an isometric exercise. Immediately culem as pleasantly crunchy vertebrae in the thoracic. When it was already dark - to the playground. But for that moment later came 2 homies. One is tightly packed in a red T-shirt and the other a little less with a child. They wanted to practice there - I had such an impression that the thinner one was my mother's lover. I was wondering whether to talk to them or not? But again, some unnecessary programs crammed into my brain, and I gave myself holy peace with them. I went home. An interesting surprise awaited me at home - I got 2 nice sweatshirts and pants from uncle Jacek, thanks to my dad. I really feel great in them. Epic! My dad also heard about my strange, as he put it, "nicknames" like: we'll meet in hell. I think he guessed who it was ... Thanks to the fact that the pain does not strike me right away, I turned on the dark music of DBZ Main Vegeta and I imagined my revenge on it ...

Affirmation of a powerful body

April 16 - Affirmation of Strength I did not write anymore and yesterday I got one more channeling from Fila. Some extra-world force Maria ... I can understand this at most 30% Or maybe 15% But there were a few words that aroused the desire to FIGHT. And then, before going to sleep, I uttered the affirmations: - Build a flexible, healthy, athletic - POWERFUL MUSCULAR BODY! Yes, this new accentuation gives me the will to fight. Writing it out as a target. She is great! In any case, channeling was quite interesting. Long. I did not ask the Fil for this channeling. But this "Maria", whoever she is, also calls me to love, forgiveness, etc ... But so far I don't want it ... I think I'll even print these words ... It will make it easier for me to analyze them. And I'm writing now because I woke up with a kind of nightmare. I dreamed that if I wanted to kill myself, I can barely walk again, every step is painful. A week ago I met Ole Dachowska, who said: I am psycically ill, some kind of schizophrenic and it can be treated ... But I am pissed. What my subconscious wanted to tell me. By the way, I met a boy yesterday. And I haven't seen Ola for a very long time. I just got a video interestingly titled "Lazy Bogacz" from Kasia Szafranowska. This is something for me: D Although I do not care about money so much, I do not want to do anything in my life: D In addition, in the morning I went to exercise. The weather is nice, nice and warm, sunny. I used the power of solar steroids. Today I also wanted to start my Post after 2 p.m. I only ate 2 slices for breakfast and felt a little hungry. I did not use the Tombak method with food separation techin. To wash my hands, I ran for a while, also leaving all my things behind. One older gentleman was surprised how toughened I was :) Breakfast at home .... Then I decided to redo my room. I haven't done everything yet. I was going very slowly. I felt a little hungry and tired. I ate dinner and there was an error for the body. I felt that Dream had priority, but I had to eat it. I went for treatments and felt sleepy and tired. I used WFM for my head and recovered for a while. A moment of relaxation in some way immersed the dream. In addition, today I had a magnetic field and currents to the thoracic region. The Prada was really strong and clear. Cool. All this day, I have been worrying about my spine almost a day. I often felt chucks in the thoracic section. After the treatments, I went to my mother to buy nothing, although I probably bought her no good. I was coming back holding my hip, Marta was walking with the child and some girl from the park exit like there are chestnuts. I was holding my hip, afraid of the thoracic spine. A moment on the road, a couple of metals, a boy and a girl, were smoking next to an e-cigarette. I went home, or rather entered Monika Pitek's house. Earlier she wrote a request to fix her computer. I did what I could. By the way, I found out that one of our peers had brain cancer. But I got involved, because before Cancer could occur, the body had to emit regular signals that something was wrong. I went home, made some tea, went back to sunbathe a little after 4pm in the playground. The children were squeaking terribly, so after some time I went to the river, but I spent about 20 minutes there. I met Pania bitch from mathematics, I lent some guest a handkerchief myself on my own initiative for her little daughter. On the river a lot of homies, cokes. I used my slight fear of them to keep me in check. I also met Mariusz Teper. When I met him, I had thoughts to ask about Simon about a pension. He got a pension for being an orphan. I just wrote to him on Facebook. We'll see what comes out of it. There was also the police, but they forgave themselves those compatriots who drank beer. Then too, go home. I was hungry. I wanted to eat today. I hesitated for a long time - to fast or eat. In addition, I was tired. Eventually I chose and I will eat the apples. It was a bad meal again. Nuts would be better. I just decided to do a 36h detox instead of a starvation if I am hungry. I'm gonna go to the store in a minute and buy myself either nuts or butter. Today I also expressed my affirmation of the Mighty Body. I like it very much. I will come back to her during the meal with Adam. z / w In the evening I also felt weak and tired. I used WFM. I quickly regained my strength;) I bought 40 chestnuts on the Allegro for PLN 40. I'm going to sleep quickly. I'm still thinking about the spine and I'm afraid for it.

Sila Peace

April 14 - Peace of mind. 8:00 In the morning I resumed training. Finally. I did a full training, training was really fun. The only drawback - the sun was flying into balls, so I did not use the power of the sun's steroids. Coming home, I remember that my mother, going to church, asked me to buy her tights. So I bought it in Adaś. I spoke again with Adam Bytof. He wrote a little about Meditation, a little about Galantamine. As he claims, to eat the snowdrop on me, I would have to eat some 5 kg. In my opinion he is wrong, he probably underestimates the power of herbal medicine. In addition, he recommended me the movie "Silence of Peace" which I am currently watching. Super intelligent guy who can do anything. I suppose there will be something about meditation here. I tried to clean that tooth I had a crack last year when I was having intense bleeding from my upper jaw. He's bleeding, I was a little scared, I took sage to help. I wanted to use the floss I bought, but I am unable to pull it out. Nothing is hidden. This movie irritated me. The guy could do everything, genius: knowledge, martial arts ... Amazing. He wants so too ... However, there was no way to achieve this state. It was just: Get the garbage out of your mind, although no prescription was given on how to do it. FUCKING !!!! Now I'm listening to Eckhart Tolle. Lecture "what is the meaning of mental illness". I remember some interesting words: suffering is part of awakening. What in India and Tibet is considered enlightenment, we treat it as a mental illness ... Next Day: In the afternoon I went to the playground to sunbathe. There were a lot of people with children. I was a little afraid and I will go crazy again and I am without a shirt for such weather, although somehow I managed. I did it gradually. First, I practiced with a sweatshirt. Then I downloaded and practiced intuflow. And finally a t-shirt. However, the sun was not sensational much. He was often obscured by clouds. I went for a walk early, after 20:00. I put MentalWay on for the night. The guy is great, he says really wise and impressive words in my opinion. To think that I had such a gift once too. I fell asleep with a vibrating mattress. I discovered a new position to sleep on my stomach. It was on a vibrating mattress + soft neck pillow. I slept for an hour to the rhythm of the vibrations that woke me up after I finished. Great, the neck did not hurt at all, hands are elegant. I felt regenerated.

Introduction to Separate Diet

April 15 - Separate Diet Introduction The day is written in an exceptional way during the day, written in the evening. In the morning I started training around 7:30. Instead of Yerba, I made myself green tea. However, it was so strong and I came back with a thermos to add lemon to dilute it. Interestingly, during stretching and intuflow training, I did not think about wandering pain. Maybe it is a merit of getting away from home and NAC and Sunny Anabolics :) Training was really great! At the end of the training, I was turning my balls with my balls while sunbathing. I also had thoughts to meditate on the escarpment. For this purpose I took a pillow to sit on the Laweczka. Today is great, the pain hardly wandered during the day. Moreover, chlamydia is less active during the summer. Maybe he doesn't like the sun, hence the surprising results today. Come home, mom has gone somewhere. Today I washed my shoes, put them on the windowsill to make them dry faster, but as I looked a moment ago, they have not dried out so far. I did not want to write these programs again today. So I had an idea and I would write to the guest and tell him the price, and in return I would start writing programs from Friday. I will have a few days off. But tomorrow I have to start a program with handles to Norma Pro anyway. At 14:00 Treatments. I threw MentalWay videos on my phone and something came over me to read about Sparta training. I downloaded some of the first audiobooks on this topic that I listened to for a day. Today I had a lot of energy after my morning training. The sun really energized me positively. I think I was right, please. Here's what I found on the forum: These results show that vitamin D is essential in the fight against intracellular pathogens (and thus also chlamydia). There was a new massage woman at the treatments. Seemingly sad, but massaging it great. At the very corner, I told her "The Divine Lady is massaging". She smiled and said that she is very nice. For almost all day, I did not think about any spine ailments. The legs are positively tired. I feel like I will sleep well. Wow, even as he writes now, thanks to the fact that pain hardly bothers me, he writes calmly on his diary. In the afternoon I went back to the afternoon training in the sun. I also went to my mother to buy office safety pins, and I also bought a red Donau underliner. I liked him very much. I also bought balloons: I thought it would be useful for breathing exercises. Coming home quite late, nothing special. In Malta I also bought 1l of multivitamin juice. I haven't eaten dinner again. 2 apples and my stomach hurt a lot. Maybe I did wrong. After all, I wasn't hungry at all. I ate to eat something because in my subconscious there is a thought: there is dinner, you have to eat. And I am not hungry at all ... I decided to look for something about food combinations. Tombak writes in short not to combine proteins with carbohydrates. I wonder what the products that have both: beans, soybeans ... I think that the body can handle them. protein is digested in the stomach for 2-4 hours, and carbohydrates for 20-40 minutes. However, his method will be bumpy and I will try to do it from tomorrow. Morning sandwiches first I will eat bread with butter and after 20 minutes I will eat white cheese. Fats can supposedly be linked to both. I will see how it will work. What can you combine? Briefly: proteins with fats, fats with carbohydrates. Here are the correct food combinations. Meat and green vegetables Bread, potatoes � green vegetables Green vegetables � all proteins Nuts � green vegetables, sour fruit Eggs - green vegetables Animal fats - all cereal plants Cereal plants � green vegetables Legumes � green vegetables Non-acidic fruits - sour milk, yoghurt Sour fruit - nuts, sour milk, other sour fruit The worst connections They rely on the simultaneous consumption of protein with carbohydrates and are dangerous to health. Here is what. Meat Bread, groats, potatoes, sugar, honey Bread - all proteins, fruits and sugars Green vegetables � milk Eggs � milk, starch, sweets, sour products Animal fats - all proteins Cereal plants - all proteins, sweets, milk I don't think I will connect lunches so much. Well, as he writes, I will eat potatoes from raw material first, and then cutlet at the end. This too should be a better solution ... I think I can feel this stomach ache already. From apples. I wanted something fatty, such as nuts or milk and oatmeal. However, I ate apples that I did not like yet. I deceived my body hoping to do the right thing and it resulted in a stomach ache, a clear signal and I made a mistake. First carbohydrates, then protein. And so, today, I had a psychological desire to act, be creative, and implement my ideas. When I entered the website: zarabiam.com, I wanted to finish my Universal Bot again and earn money on various combined businesses :) But I don't want to, now the weather is too beautiful and I prefer to spend it in the Park. But on the other hand, I could take my laptop to the Park and work there :) In the evening I felt the urge to write down my goal in my notebook: - Build a flexible, healthy, athletic, POWERFUL MUSCULAR BODY! I took steps in that direction and wrote it all down in my notebook of goals. Additionally, I have a program to write tomorrow. So I wrote down the affirmations, or rather just a question on my board that I want to ask before going to bed. We'll see what comes out. I feel like expressing this affirmation as the goal of my meditation. A moment ago I read the channeling message from Elen Kanicka: It comes out of it and with medicinal starches will not eliminate "your cysts" - because that's what Angel called them. He gave me 7 pieces of advice, but these are advice about love, forgiveness and such shit that I am not particularly interested in. However, it may be interesting that I am establishing the truth of my life. He made a kind of affirmation "You are the Spirit", but I will change it because I do not like it: It builds a healthy, athletic, POWERFUL MUSCULAR BODY flexibly! It may also be helpful to clean the apartment from the influence of watercourses and old thought forms. Just clean the apartment, or even better move out.

Fall out for a beer

April 13 - It's a Beer Drop I woke up quite early in the morning between 5-6. Despite the hearty dinner. I was quite cold. I didn't feel like anything again, but finally I got up and went to work. I wrote back to the lawyer, it took me about 1.5 hours to tell my story, despite the fact that he writes quickly, and I did not manage to write all the details. Then I went to practice. Yes, as if I was supposed to do it, tomorrow, I hesitated to do it, but it was sunshine and beautiful weather. 10 degrees. I was tempted to start the cycle with sun steroids: D During the exercises I gained enthusiasm and motivation to exercise. Intuflow and light stretching in the sun gave me energy for the rest of the day ... Then moments for the day, but literally a few minutes. I only tanned my back at 10 degrees. One lady said it was frozen :) Coming home, my mother was gone. I ate a few apples, a banana, and a carrot juice, visualizing it removing all impurities from me. I talked to the Lawyer on facebook for a while, answering his questions. It's good that he has few likes, a little over 200, so I think he gave me some free information. The conversation ended with the fact that I am entitled to compensation for the violation of my physical or mental health and negligence of the doctor. However, there is no tariff, it is the court that decides the amount of remuneration. I also wrote to Adam Bytof. In fact, he was the first to write some post about a mixture of Galantamine, 5-HTP and something else stimulating LD. I wrote to him if he knows any natural LD ​​triggers. He described that Galantamine is natural - indeed. I also thought - maybe order this galantamine with him - by the way, I would have an ally among him and maybe help from time to time. But bah ... he can be my teacher when I get to school. Anyway, nothing happens by accident, since I wrote to him and he wrote the post, I believe that something positive will come out of it. At the moment, he has just over 700 likes - so he is soon on FB. In that case, probably not many people write to him, there is a chance and he can write back a comprehensive message to me :) Now, after lunch, I tested the Venol droplets. We'll see if it gives me some mental power. In addition, I tested the meditation position developed yesterday with a vibrating chair. The vibrating chair was there to keep my food from rotting in my stomach. In fact, this method developed by me is like walking on the heels of Michal Tombak. Feels like the meal is better absorbed, eyes are tearing. It is true that during meditation I fell asleep a bit, but it was still good :) For several hours I have been trying to improve Jarek's program. I tried a long time to interact with JavaScript, figure it out, but gave up. I used TWebBrowser which translated JS beautifully and I have clean nice HTML code. Interestingly, I didn't have this pure html code using web browsers. Weird... WB.OleObject.Document.documentElement.innerHTML; // The processed HTML code The simplest solutions are the best. The program will change this way and instead of Indy or Synapse it will use the good old TWebBrowser. It may be slower, but I won't have to rewrite everything. I will use old html code. In the evening, as promised, I went to Beer with zazim. We drank 3 beers. 2 in the Park, I fired a bit because I couldn't. One beer is enough for me. I cut it off a bit. Zazi talked about Rapa, about his career. It's good that I didn't say much, what's up with me. Then we went to the chestnuts. I was a bit scared, but due to my hairstyle and alcohol and my curve, I could look quite threatening. Then to the Zone - but in the zazi zone, he talked to some blonde girl and left me. I didn't want to be here anymore - I didn't have what for. I left 4 beer and went home. Full of HATE. I thought whether to use this state of relaxation for meditation. At home, I really wanted to drink. I drank 2 coffees, 2 more during the night I was hydrated. Now in the morning I ate an orange. On the way, I read the channeling from 2 years ago, looking for some clues, some solution. Hear Greg Branden about Scientific Prayer. Follow this lead and you will find all the answers you are looking for ... I turned it on for the night and I think I fell asleep. Was with the teacher in Ivona. But they're esoteric fuckers about love, prayer. Yesterday I had such an image to Elena Kanicka like: "Let me tell the Angels, for which I can pay even 1000 PLN - fuck you fucking angels. In the morning I also found a website: stopajfaceta.pl - I read articles. What women do to stop us and think about us ... Is that really the truth.

SpyPhone

April 12 - SpyPhone Wake up at 5:00 in the morning. Well well-fed, quite early, despite the fact that for the night I got 2 chocolates like a pig. In the morning I ate 1.5 more chocolates. Nice ... Spring is coming, it's quite warm 6 degrees on the field, I slept in my pants for a change. I had a great sleep, I felt so at ease in bed. I think I'll take a walk for a change. Although I was wondering what to do: meditate, write a program? But I'm going for a walk. Even though I ate a lot of chocolate - chlamydia did not travel much. Yesterday, she also wandered little during the day. During the treatments, I even fanatized myself and imagined various things, which I had not done for a long time, because thinking about pain consumes all my mental energy. I think I will give the rest of the chocolate to someone. Now, after I ate 1.5, I can't look at the chocolate. I wish I had eaten so much of her. This contradicts my affirmation "white sugar is fucking poison ..." "white sugar destroys my mighty body ..." Oh, Chlamas started to wander me :) But on the other hand, I could say to myself: "My body is becoming resistant to this poison ...". Yes, but my body is able to resist small doses of poisons ... This is what homeopathy is all about. Let's face it, I gorged myself like a pig, I wanted to please myself, although once in a while you can :) I went to practice after 6:00 in the park. In the park, I really wanted to shit. I showered myself in the bushes, it's good that it is morning hours, there are not many people and I had tissues with me. However, a certain slaughter disturbed me. Half of the stool was stained red in blood. Oh god, a little panic. And I was already looking for the reason: I must have eaten too much of this chocolate. Yesterday until 2, today also almost 2. On an empty stomach. It's poison. In the morning when I got back, there was also a lot of stool in my blood. The cure for me would be an apple and a carrot. In addition, hunger, but the stomach was clogged with chocolate. At the same time, I was breathing a lot this time using the 4-4-4-4 technique. However, the effects in the form of a stronger and stronger voice are completely absent. FUCKING MAC !!! Legal Counsel on Facebook Bartlomiej Marzec announced free legal advice. I am writing to him, but I really don't feel like writing. I want to do nothing. In a moment I will feel good again, but due to the lack of effects, I do not want to go there. What to do, what the fuck to do ... Yesterday I still had the impression that the urine is slightly red, today I also had such an impression ... Fucking chocolate, I will not eat it anymore. I remembered that he also talked to some guy about what I was doing. I told him I was breathing. I could tell you what do you care I have a lot of hate today. cold needles in the brain from that cyst. and this nonsense of life. I decided to take the tramal to lunch. 100mg. without sipping. maybe it will work less well and I will be able to work today. pancakes for dinner. Bartlomiej Marzec - legal advisor wrote back to me. Although I did not want to write back to him ... Also: I found interesting meditation positions today. In fact, I think I wrote about it once, but despite this, I kept repeating the same mistakes. And so: Back position, legs crossed, hands behind the head for the pillow. I could stay in it for quite a long time without tiredness and suffering, perhaps even 20-30 minutes. The position is great! My unloaded anger and hatred was burned in this position which made my meditation easier. In addition, I took a tram today :) Even if it was not meditation, I got joy and pleasure from Tramal :) In the evening I was tapped on android and hacking bluetooth. I was looking for eavesdropping programs a lot, but the spyphone costs up to PLN 1000. Then bluetooth hacking, but of course all Linux password cracking programs are so complicated that it's impossible to get over it. KURRRRWA. For the night I ate a hearty dinner, lots of dumplings. FUCKING ... Until my belly bursts. I wish I'd eaten like a pig again. And after all, I kept my diet for so many months. It all started with donating blood. Well, with the chic, I gave my chocolate away. I had a great desire to listen to my father's and mother's phone calls, to know what was going on, what they said about me, but now that I have seen how complicated it is - I have enough again. Plus, I felt like a pig. In addition, my head hurts in that one particular place, the feeling of cold needles in my brain ... eh ...

Help for Patients

April 11 - Help for Patients injured in the result of a doctor's error. I woke up around 2:00 am. I went to have a drink and checked the post. This clairvoyant vanessa wrote back, although I felt that there would be no threads of it ... I was not wrong. He claims that I have chlamydia and Lyme disease, and he does not see how it was confirmed by the EAV test and the Arletta fairy. She advised me against cards. She gave some links on how to get compensation. All in all, it did not help me much. And I would very much like Raphael's prophecy that the doctor is from New Salt and the bacteria healed by spiramycin become a reality. I really want this. In second place, I want compensation and regain my honor! It confused my head a little. At the Skawinska street, the doctor asked me if the pain was moving in the finger, on the side of the joints. So it is. Rita also diagnosed me with chlamydia then when I did not know that such a thing exists. Too many coincidences. It confirmed my thoughts to write down my history of my treatment today and report it to a good lawyer. Maybe this number with injuries from Limanowa is not a coincidence. On Polish Radio, London also advertises: the highest compensation ... for free ... What harms me to get some free advice ... Oh, this morning I called you. Donating blood did not significantly reduce my muscle mass. Only 0.3 kg what these oscillations can be due to various reasons. Moreover, fat and muscles remained unchanged. Biceps 36cm. There is no huge colossal difference. It only suits to document it nicely in my training diary. In the morning I went to sleep well after 8:00. After 9:00 am I picked up my package from InPost. MJ seeds, I can not wait until we can plant them: D I wonder if sage and Ahauasce can also be planted in PL? Then I thought about a place for my new training. I went to the playground. The perfect place. There is a bar, ladders for spine exercises. I even tried to hang my legs down, although I don't think I have so strong muscles to hold on yet. It would also be nice to have some pillow. There is a straight bench, you can make dips decently. There is everything. Complete gym! On the chains you can pull up, do biceps. Only these drazyki a bit uncomfortable to pull up, but somehow I can handle it. And the most important: - you will be able to draw energy from the sun! SUNNY STEROIDS: D can't wait for Sunday, 2 more days! I also imagined walking on stones to the river. Then it would be less suspicious than walking on stones at tezni. I wouldn't feel like a tip. When I read the message from Vanessa at home, it pissed me off. Urazil. She did not understand, fortunately it was possible to reach an agreement, I even received a beautiful apology from her. I was about to write that she pissed me off, but I wrote "she hurt me" and it sounded better because I wasn't angry with her. I just felt offended. We reconciled, gave me more motivation to find an institution that would help injured patients. I just don't want to write my story and tell it. I got too lazy, unfortunately ... I don't feel like anything, I would just lie in bed all day. In addition, today Jarek needs to write a program. But I do not want to. Theoretically, I have until Tuesday, because a new project is on Tuesday. However, I will earn a lot of PLN 1300. Although I do not depend on the money at the moment. I just want to have a finished business card and do nothing else. I made an affirmation which I like very much: Kaja does not love me, and I love her. However, we will think about ourselves for the rest of our lives. I liked this affirmation very much, and when I like it, I say it several times! I was just analyzing my situation. I hurt Kasie unknowingly. I didn't want to hurt her. Maybe that's why I was so lucky in my heart. I think those who wanted to hurt me were punished ... A moment ago I came back from the treatments. I was returning through the park, I still wanted to catch a dragline. There I met Lukasz Lopate. He came very clearly. You can see that it is massaging faster. As he claims, he weighs only 65 kg. Not enough that I lost weight it visually looks more massive. He's put on weight, and he only eats 1 or 2 meals a day. I'm impressed! He gave me 2 techniques. One is a GUN. Lean your forearms on the floor and those muscles that tremble are weak. The second is pulling up with the drag on the drazku. Without a thumb, as if on the last 2 fingers. The back works better. In the evening, when I was going to the store for bread, I met zazie. We made an appointment for a beer. Then I started to think and analyze my hasty decisions: after all, I have no job, I am not studying what I will talk to him about. what will I tell him that I am not doing anything? Although I wanted to meet him, I nevertheless dismissed him, but he came to my house. I postponed it to 21st then canceled it for tomorrow after 4pm maybe it will forget :) at least that's what I hope :) Besides ... I talked to Marta and Esther about my work with the toy store. Marta says that this boss is not here and that is why they did not speak to me and are interested in me. They are to give me some work for the test. On the other hand, Ester was convincing not about the advantages of taking up a job. Reason says: work would be useful, but my heart: I do not fucking want to fuck: D I succumbed in the evening. I ate all the chocolate. Just like yesterday after donating blood, although yesterday I ate 2 chocolates. It is a pity that they would be wasted. Eh, maybe I'll eat one more. That's a lot of calories, but .... I feel like it. With this I satisfied the evening hunger. I consider it a homeopathy that my body will fight off once in a while.

April's blood

April 10 - April's Blood I woke up at around 2:00 in the morning. I sat for a while in front of the computer, I downloaded some old NLP recordings to my phone, for which I paid 300 PLN. Then I listened to some new manipulation by Lewandowski and fell asleep. I woke up a little after 5:30, I lay a little more in bed. Normally, a long time ago that lounging would have made me sleeper even more, but lounging gave me energy and I got up to get ready for the NT departure. Oh, at two o'clock in the morning I must have eaten an orange and an apple. After 6:00 a.m. I had a little coffee, ate an apple and hit the road. I brewed Yerbe tea, but decided that I will not be so heavy on the tachal road. So I only took apples, buttermilk, x-ray documents and books for sale. I went by bus, on the way I met Hubert Zywiol. Penwie went to school or college, but more likely to go to college since he is David's age. I took the bus ticket from the bus driver and went to the hospital. Ewelina Miskowiec with Agnieszka Smolecka also got out in front of the hospital. I asked them what they were doing here - it turns out that they are nurses. Something came out of this conversation for me, I said that the nurses earn little. They want to go out for 2 thousand zlotys. They asked what I was doing here: I told them that I came to see the doctor. First I went to register with Macinkowski, although the deadline was 30 April. There were no more timelines. Then I went to the MRI, but because it was 7:30 the MRI was not active yet. I was talking to the patients outside the door. I met Adam the computer scientist on his way to the MRI - I've already seen him here in the hospital once. It's probably even good - if he ever met my father and talked about me - I have a strong alibi and I'm often in the hospital. I wanted to pee, but because the toilets here in the hospital stink, I went to the Labor Office. There the lounges are very clean and fragrant. Then I went to donate blood. I was wondering about the safety shoes, but the Lord gave me when I entered. Really very nice women work there. I had to complete the survey again. At the end I left the question: "do you pose a threat / risk of contamination". It was probably question no. 4. I noted that I was treated for Rzrzaczka and skin diseases related to butcher's disease. As a last resort, I said I was not a threat. Earlier, when I registered and gave my ID card: I was a little afraid that something had gone wrong, some scandal. Czuelm that the lady behind the computer seemed to have some doubts. I looked away, pretending to read a leaflet on the wall, but found that I was probably doing a wrong thing, and then started looking at her. Once somewhere to the side, sometimes on her. And we did it. Later, when the Lady took a blood sample from her Finger, she no longer had a grudge against the Butcher. Everything is OK. I went to the doctor who was supposed to check me out. He only examined the blood pressure properly. I think 145/65. He didn't even examine the mouth, eyes, and lymph nodes. It's probably even good, because I have a red dot on the left side and those red dots under the tongue. It worked. Then for a blood donation. I felt a bit cramped when donating blood, the nurse must have put the needle in the wrong way. I specially chose a bed closer to the computer to be able to see what is written there. This time I don't think I was marked in red. Jupi! : D I was highlighted in green like a normal patient. I gave up the blood, then tea in the company of this obese Lady. Oh, the lady told me how exactly I thought of the elbows: D She joked, she was very nice. And the prize is 8 chocolates, juice and canned food. I went to registration, got 10 PLN for the ticket and left. Oh, I also noted that my mother's blood group 0Rh + or -. I felt it was probably a rare blood group, I am a universal donor, but I can only accept blood type Rh-. I'm about to check on my relatives how rare this blood type is. And no, Firefox has crashed in addition. Fuck it, it seems to me that it is a rare blood type and you could make money selling it. It would be nice to earn 500 zlotys on giving Blood. In the corridor I talked to some old gentleman who said how in the past you received 12 chocolates, 100 PLN, a few hams and something else. That's why everyone gave blood. One grandmother was pissed at having to keep filling out the questionnaires. I am surprised by her behavior ... For me, these shoes are OK! I went to the Buffet, rested there, ate a little. Forging in the thoracic spine worried me. I was afraid of the loads I was carrying with me. I headed towards the town through the cemetery looking for Spokojna Street. Along the way, I drank almost all the butter, I ate all the apples. Ok, and here I will shorten it. I was in the bookstore on the alleys, but they didn't buy books there. Then I went to the bookstore on Szaflarska, although here they only took school books. So I set off in search of ul. Calm. People were surprised that they do not know such a street, one guy has lived here for 40 years and has not heard of such a street. But I found ul. Spokojna 7 where the Antiquarian Bookstore was supposed to be. Unfortunately, it was open from 3pm to 7pm. So I gave up. Such a strange and quiet street, like private houses. I went to the stop, I already wanted to go to Rabka. Oh, in the hospital I registered for a hip resonance. It was only on September 16. For almost half a fucking year. I thought to myself - maybe it has some advantages. Maybe one day this outstanding doctor from Nowa Sól whom I meet will look at it differently - but he was bothered by the visitor, but he waited a long time for the visitor. I hope that's what he will think. I felt hungry at the bus stop. So I ate 2 chocolates. Interestingly, however, the chocolate had as much as 8g of protein. I drove home, I walked through the Park and on the stroller. On the back of the road I really wanted to shit. I tugged the spine a little and took my luggage home. At home, quickly into the toilet - trust what a relief. But I was weak and hungry. I felt that I was lacking food and oxygen. So I was breathing deeply, then drank the carrot juice. Relief, a great juice, and also has hematopoietic properties. I needed that. But I was still hungry. Due to the fact that it was already after 1pm and I had to go to the Treatments, I ate eggs with bread and butter. The perfect meal I felt that I needed it. Although I was still hungry, I walked away with this feeling of light hunger and weakness and sleepiness. I packed up, Yerba on the road, I took my mother's cream on my back, the "green sheet" and went on my way to the treatments. The lady agreed to do a Borovine for my thoracic spine. Then for a massage, I gave the guest this cream, but it feels more like me: it was smearing as he was massaging it. Darek and Maksym gave me a lot of massages, and this guy just smacked me. Then on the lamp. There was a slightly different woman, but then the one I liked came. She liked how my tailbone was there, and we talked a bit. There was also a little blonde girl in front of me with her mother who had treatments, but she spoke quietly. I was wondering whether or not to go out with this woman, she is cool. I even like it a bit. She talks to me, maybe she likes me too, waiting for a signal from me. After the treatments I went to their room and said goodbye, thinking that this nice woman would hear it. She is short, nice and quite pretty. My type! I went home, although I left feeling a little hungry, now I felt full and full. Mom was at home. I wrote back Jarek's emails about football tables, a bot for TibiaMe, a gg guy who wants a crack for AutoCad. I got down to writing my diary. Earlier, however, before I started writing my diary, I was breathing deeply and diaphragmically to the rhythm of the chair's vibration for 15 minutes. I could feel the energy of the breath and vibration quite clearly. Because I was weak and tired. It energized me and I started the Diary to the rhythm of Hemi Sync Brain Power. These hemiSync are like Bethoven for work and study. It is better for me to follow the rhythm of their work ... I think I'll start using this form of breathing and chair vibration. I will resume it, perhaps simultaneously with the hemisync concerning the Chakras? We'll see. In any case, I really energized myself and that was what I needed! Today I was supposed to start the fixes to the Tables of Football program. Unfortunately ... Wincomparator service has been completely rebuilt. The program is completely useless. Client Jarek decided to write 2 separate programs with 2 services. In total, I will earn PLN 1300 on this interest. Oh shit, but money: D: D But you're so fucking happy: D