GourAnGa

June 1 - Today.txt The first entry of Krystian Broniszewski's Chronicles. Wake up really early. 5:00 rest and rested. As usual, I got to life, but after 7:00 am it started lacing and I did not go to training because of it. Meanwhile, my mother greeted me with wishes on the children's day. At the time, I was fighting in front of Toshiba to send files to my phone. Bluetooth failed because the files were too large, it did not detect the drive through the cable. I lost an hour anyway. Come on, mac! I also downloaded the bluesoseil program to control Father and Mother's phone via bluetooth. Especially my mother, as I will be able to get in more easily when I need to rip her mp3 file. In addition, I bought a new phone on the Allegro. Samsung B5512 with dualSim and qwerty keyboard. It looks just like a blackberry phone. Then I regretted that I did not buy David's phone, as he said that his is the best for a similar price, although I always have a 10-day right to return. I went to training after 11. I really didn't want to exercise. Some nice kid gave me a four-leaf clover. That's nice, I put it in my bag. I asked a grandfather where he bought such a small backpack and about a handkerchief. Lalo, I didn't finish training and stretching at the end. I was wrong at home, previously I met Pania Lucynka. She said I lost weight. At home, I really liked my figure, although it was maybe 35.2 beats. Before that, I was doing the Gouranaga breath according to osho. I felt I had strong lungs and a stronger voice! I needed that, maybe it's time to change my breathing technique? A bit of a bad cutlet for dinner. As always, I did not want to eat at this time. And again a lot of thoughts - to eat or not to eat? I'm doing a post today. I decided so. I do evening and morning fast. This should be enough to make you think again. Ah, mum is so tight in the eyes and head from the spine ... I also have to jump to buy an Inka coffee. Ah, just a moment ago, some Virus simulating Antivirus entered me. I suppose it's from the false side of the toshiba. And that browsers also have such vulnerabilities ... I just finished breathing GourAnG's breath by osho. I had a strong voice for 3-5 minutes after I finished breathing. There was no ant or energy, but that voice. Excellent! I'm changing my breathing technique to gourang. Also, for a day I didn't do anything with gerland again. The manger called me in the afternoon. Srac I, however, wanted to and went to the toilet. The moment of the flushing was fun: We talked about Lenovo laptops. During the day I did something and nothing at the same time. Before evening, I started reading mind self-control using the silva method. Ah, the feeling that knowledge comes to me so fast now. Something beautiful... I wanted to eat because of lunch. I said I won't eat anything today, but I ate tons of sweets. - 125g Tofifi - Cake - 2 apples - 6 Raphael For a while after rafaello I was doing quite well. I felt that this is what my body needs at the moment. Fresh eyes and satisfaction with the stomach. Either I don't eat sweets at all or I eat them like a pig. How to fix it? I already know: I will make some affirmations as part of building a strong, muscular body, for example: - when I feel like sweets, I limit them This could help my problem! Just like last year, when I even ate 5-7 slices for breakfast. Before going to bed, I decided to do one of the silva methods: sleep programming. For this purpose, I wrote down the self-suggestions: - body, give me a way to put the vertebrae in their place. * / I will dream such a dream, I will remember it / * Of course, during Gourang's breath. Now it's time to read last day's Chronicle entry. I have just read the entry from the previous day. Despite the large size of 9KB (I wrote it really long) it took me 3 minutes to read it. I felt great - as if my life made sense. Just like it used to be. Just like a year ago, during the summer holidays, when I started to write and read my Chronicle again. Reading and seeing what I do wrong: I write down what I did wrong, where I feel bad, where I made a mistake. And I had an idea. It's time to put affirmations where I will write down my successes, and for that to be the case, I must strive for them! - Instead of writing schizophrenic and hypochondriac analyzes, strive to record your own successes! Strong, quite strong, but I still have to work out.

Chronicles of Krystian Broniszewski

May 31 - Krystian Broniszewski Chronicles The day started somewhere at 5:45 am, although I woke up at about 4:00 am, despite the late meal. For the evening I wrote down affirmations that I get up 5:30. Despite the late hearty meal, as many as 4 slices, I got up well. My body and mind came only 10 minutes late. They worked faithfully to please me :) By default, I was getting ready for training, I also did some shopping. I did add some money, unfortunately. Although I have no complaints that I spent some of my money. The training was pretty good. Due to the fact that the pain did not travel so often, and yesterday I also did not plunge into my imaginations. I imagined how Ola's children would translate - where the children come from :) Warmth, sometimes the sun. Mostly cloudy, but quite warm. Before leaving, I downloaded a piece of trance mix from YouTube for 26 minutes. During training I came up with the idea to listen to newer and newer music for training. I can download some long compilations from youtube. In addition, change the end of the affirmation to: - Build (...) a strong healthy body * / by imagining this photo / * Yes, a strong, healthy body reminds me well. Better than a powerful word. Yes, at the moment better, somehow I don't want to be that powerful. I want powerful armor in a slim, healthy, athletic body and a strong body. I think mighty bad. I also modified the sequence of the warm-up: first stretching, then intuflow. And today's guarana + Inka gave me a lot of stimulation! I also came up with an idea to change the name of the Diary of my Diary. The diary is associated with something for women. And if I give the name: - Krystian Broniszewski's Chronicles - sounds better. I need to think about the name. For now he will write yes. I came home barefoot. Julka and her dad were staring at me a bit. Then I thought to answer them: I got my shoes soaked :) At home, I needed an eraser - an old-fashioned flyer to mark a broken pen. As a part of self-confidence (today a new 3-day stay) I went to look for my neighbors. I also went to the chairwoman - she found it :) I think she was happy that she could help me, because she even said that I can still come if needed :) yes, people love to help, advise something, show off! I made her a real joy and I strengthened my personality. I thought to go to M. Gajewski for this purpose, I was even ready to do it and overcome my fear, but Mrs. Gosia finally opened it. Now, for the last 1 hour I was doing a few things at home which I wrote on the blackboard. On Zajfon.pl, they completely changed the interface. It's gray, I can better program my free calling program. I even felt like it. I also called the hospital in Zakopane I also came up with such a spontaneous idea that, since I am a graphic artist, I should learn Photoshop to stimulate the Laws of the Brain as part of building a strong muscular organism. I wrote it down in my notebook with goals. With Donat I had an idea to simulate Neuroses. Take a tram for this purpose, then I can play anyone. Then I feel that she is regaining her acting personality ... Yes ... Because, after all, Neurosis - I can be angry and furious. I am proud that I have Neuroses, and so Schizophrenia - I feel like a psycho and creep. Yes, I will strive to change the Diagnosis! I am going to register for it, then buy headphones in alsen. Around 4:00 p.m., if the weather is fine, I am going to collect nettles by taking bags from Adam. Headphone cable on the back - I unscrewed this technique during training. Not only that it gives a cable from the headphones from behind the back - the stomach is better to exercise, in addition it is a discreet solution and you do not see how I carry the cable. Very nice idea;) Before dinner I went to alsen in search of headphones + donate Bargiel. There was no earphone, one single one that I really care about ... Donata probably took a vacation before the long weekend. Going, I met chimon on a bench with Bartek, zazim, and someone else. You can see they were looking at me. Moments later, Szymon wrote to me where am I going? I wonder if it had anything to do with them? I wonder what they said about me ... I was also in Malgosia. I bought 2 cabbage rolls + 2 fudges for my mother. As part of my confidence, I said that I will show you which I want to have. The lady also gave me 1 grosz. I'm thinking of going there again and giving her this one penny :) Even when I came back, I was a little irritated that my mother heated the noodles for me twice. After all, it is unhealthy - it loses its nutritional value ... Well, I ate it, although this thought remained a bit in my head. I forget about the mobilization after the meal. I do not remember whether I did it in the morning - did not ... And no ... but I did, it is written on my board. A bit late, but I did. I will do it too, almost 30 minutes after the meal. Before 5 p.m. I went to gather herbs. Before I left, Paszczak called to buy an UltraBook. I advised him on Lenovo Yoga, although, as I emphasized, I do not know much about the equipment. When I went to the mountains, sunbathing at the same time and finally found nettles, I gave up collecting them. I was attacked by a kind of wasp, then I went elsewhere but I was already tired and I did not want to collect herbs. So I returned home On my way back, I met Pania Basie - Bartek's mother. I like a super woman very much. We chatted for a while along the way. There was also a conversation about work, I was a little afraid that it would come to the topic of where I worked in my life. Then I met Dad. He suggested that I should come to the store tomorrow for Children's Day to make something for myself. At home, although I wasn't hungry, I ate a really hearty dinner. My mistake - 2 cabbage rolls - a large pie with butter - a slice of dad - cheese - egg - strawberries - apple All this in 40-60 minutes. But then I regretted it. After all, I wasn't hungry at all. Again this metlik thinks - after all I will not gain weight, on the other hand, why should I eat when I'm not hungry. In the end, when I liked it, I ate one big bigos for dinner. With a strong sense of guilt, I began to breathe and asked my body - is the combination of carbon and protein, or apples and bread harmful or healthy? I listened to the sounds of my body and found: headache where this bloody lump is. Stomach - overcrowded but no pain. Eyes moisturized. So I state: - Mixing fruit and bread is healthy and feasible - I felt like my stomach, although it is overcrowded, I am satisfied with the product - Once, 2 years ago, when I had problems with my stomach, I felt like the dinner eaten together (potatoes + sorowka + chop) are better digestible than eaten separately as I did * / one but - in my head Tombak thinks that you have to eat it all separately / * - How to get rid of it if my body says it's healthy? But my Master Tombak says otherwise? I also called the psychotronics school today. I think I talked to the director himself. I made an appointment with him on Tuesday. Until then, I have to complete the application form and prepare the documents. I just finished meditating recently. I applied - Traffic jams - KEY MATTER! - SoundHealing - WFM up-down - Vibrating chair These 4 elements introduced me to an interesting meditative relaxation. When there was some strange sensation from the spine, I didn't care about it. I was quite relaxed. It was pleasant in all of this. And again today I didn't do anything with Gerland and I probably won't do anything anymore :) He also wrote a guest on the offer. He had some degree programs to pass for college. I'm supposed to do it. I gave him a fairly large price because PLN 369 but I wrote that I would do it to him in one day. I thought that the others would probably be screwed up and the guest would come to me the day before, but ... He called in twice :) I offered him what he expected - time! Plus a satisfaction guarantee, although the price is cosmic, it tempted him. He reduced to 250 PLN. Now I have to consider whether to cooperate with him. Now, after this 1 hour of meditation, I feel that I have eaten a really great meal and my body is happy. Although Tombak's thoughts about a separate diet are still in my head, I feel that the fruit goes well with the bread, apart from the fact that I was stuffed that evening like a pig. Cramp after this meditation, I feel extremely calm and composed.

God

May 30 - BozeCialo Night after the tram. I woke up a bit before 4:00, somewhere like 3:35 by eye. I got up for a moment, wrote my coffee and wondered what to do. But I went to sleep again, this time on my stomach. Sleeping on my back is getting better and better since I modified the position of the pillow. Then I woke up around 7:00 but it was raining a little, then even harder. So the weather was not suitable for training. I breathed, then around 9:00 am I ate breakfast. 3 slices - I increased this limit to build muscle mass. After 11:00 I went to training. For training, I actually ate guarane - just raw, without brewing. I had a lot of energy. Before that, I was looking for some ambient music, but I didn't find it. During training I met a few years old Kube. He told the children a lot of fairy tales :-) I had that too, probably at his age :) The training was really great - a lot of energy, a lot of power. I exercised in black pants and a T-shirt which gave me confidence. Then I downloaded them. After training and before lunch, I measured my biceps. Only 35cm less. I felt very soft in my biceps. I don't know if my biceps are unstretched ... I think I need to stretch my biceps. And that's it. I want to do nothing. I don't want to work on Gerland's website. I don't feel like fucking ... I don't feel like it. Such a "do nothing" life is now the best for me ... But something, I guess I have to. I have no choice. Between 3:30 p.m. and 5:00 p.m. I slept on my stomach. I slept quite nicely under the folder. I have already mastered the technique of sleeping on the stomach. Then I did over the page. Despite my modest graphic skills, I came up with a fantastic logo. I'm proud of myself. I've been doing all this for a long time ... Late dinner. Az 4 slices. However, with this amount, provoking affirmations, I feel how it can build a strong body, a powerful musculature, a strong body.

Hania (3)

May 29 - Hania There was also quite a lot going on today. Really much. I did not write the diary on a regular basis because I simply did not have time for it. Let's start: So I woke up quite early in the morning, well rested and rested. I slept almost nonstop on my back, maybe that's why this was the effect, despite the fact that the day before I ate a lot for dinner. Light preparations for the new day and around 6:30 am I started to pick up the herbs. I was especially concerned about the nettle. is the end of Maja and I wanted to get it. As part of self-confidence and building a muscular body, I went to Adaś to take 3 fresh bags. I think and I do it in order to build a muscular body broke my slight fear. I felt great with it. Going up along the motley, I saw Darek who was probably walking in the company of some nurses From 7:00 am it was really warm, although the morning was quite cold and I was still after a cold. After 7:00 am I already took off my shirt, put on short shorts and walked up the mountains. I met an old man who was also shirtless so early. I was also still worried about the spine - instructions from the purr to save my right arm. The walk was quite long when I got a lot of horsetail. Then going down I went to see how Kaja and Strasko were doing. Kaja is a bit low, but the leaves sprouted, I couldn't find it. I also wanted to pick up the nettles later, but somehow I was afraid and I didn't. So I transferred it to another day. I was going down, fearing for the spine, because in one hand a bag, in the other a sweatshirt + herbs. When I went downstairs, I went to the playground to stretch my spine. Wonderfully crunchy circles, I felt relaxed. And home. There was no one, during this time I was thinking whether I was eating breakfast. Yesterday I ate so much for dinner. I missed breakfast: I drank the juice, ate a few bad champions' apples, which made my stomach ache. I laughed that no one was home. I quickly prepared Marcin 7 visions of the website so that I was doing something there. I was also going to make a laptop and partition Tomek. I lied that I did it because I was really just starting out. Yesterday I said that such an operation would take me about 1 hour. I also have to value my skills, which is why I said so. In the meantime, I was wrong, I prepared my laptop, Russian dumplings and Tom came to pick me up at 12.30 at Adam's place. We went to the office together. With Grzegorz, we agreed on a new look for page 2 - without this blue border. Besides, he told me how the catalogs should look like. I noticed he has a Cool black KIE. Great car. I set up something else for Tomek on the laptop. It couldn't read .pdf files so I installed FoxitReader. I feel like a computer specialist here. It's good that I took the pillow, it calmed me down about the spine and tailbone. In addition, I also set up a printer. I dressed well, hairstyle, black appearance gave me confidence. When we finished making arrangements, Marcin drove me back. I had to go upstairs confidently tell a guy to repark the truck because we couldn't leave. Tom slightly hooked the fender on the gutter, but luckily nothing serious happened. I was in a hurry at 2 p.m. because I had an appointment with this fairy Hania. Tomek could see that he was in a hurry and every now and then we had some obstacles on the way :) I missed the interview, but Hania was not upset. Nice old woman. I still had a thought if she wasn't reading my mind now. I did not get an answer to my questions but wrote down her things. What captivated me was that her son committed suicide six months ago because he was labeled a mentally ill person. FUCKING DOCTORS !!! I really wanted to end this conversation asap. She said that I should treat my family not as a brake, but as a bar for my growth. But I don't want to grow anymore. I just want to survive in peace. In her opinion, it would be good if she did not quit her current job at the present stage of her life. Although I don't want to work. I want to do nothing. And by doing nothing, I mean not to worry about expenses, receive a decent retirement due to mental illness, travel and do whatever I want. To live alone, feel free as a man. It would give me joy in life! :) I also talked a lot about this subject. After the conversation, I ate dinner, and at the same time it wanted to shit me. First, I was able to shake myself off because when I ate these delicious dumplings I had a stomachache. But the breaths eased it quickly. I also had to clean the house. Somehow I only started around 17 when my mother came in. The last few days had been quite quiet on her part, but now there was an argument. I cleaned it up, but I was angry with myself again that I couldn't tell her. I couldn't and in addition I fell into a slightly depressed mood. So I took the tram. As I watched, I did not take almost 12-13 days of this remedy. And after the tram, when I went to training, I felt like a young God again. I felt outspoken, my thoughts were full of sharp retorts. I felt I could do anything. I wrote down to look for natural methods of stimulating serotonin and adrenaline. Maybe testosterone too. Tramal is a miracle medicine. I did training in black pants and a black T-shirt. In this outfit, I felt confident! After training, after 9 p.m., I ate dinner. I don't think there was any feeling of garlic due to the fact that I ate the garlic at the very beginning and then 3 sandwiches. It might be late for dinner, but I was quite hungry. In addition, I increased my breakfast and dinner slices to 3. I have a feeling that I am still lean and decided to increase my food to build a strong body. I do not know if the effect of the tram is still holding. I have the impression that it has stopped working for 30 minutes. But we will see. I have planned to listen to Hotara's music for the evening. Ah, end of the day and Tramal. Tramal is a great tool. I promised myself that I would use it next time for Donata Bargiel to make myself feel more confident and convince her to my opinion.

The World of Belief

28 May - DoOdwaznychSwiatNalezy Yesterday before midnight I went to sleep between 22-23, eating a hearty dinner, ice cream, sweets. I woke up sometime before 01:00. The room was relatively warm - the windows were just ajar. My cold was over as well, but I had a great desire for Andrographis - I felt that I needed something bitter. So I went into the kitchen and drank a bitter. Then somehow I did not want to sleep, so I sat down to read - Only you decide. It had some 85 pages. It's quite fun to read. After a while I went to sleep Massacre, I woke up before 7:00. In addition, I felt that I was lying for a long time, probably until somewhere until 3:00. Undisturbed nervous tension. That's probably why I got up so late. So I put off my daily schedule and took care of the most necessary things for today. Wallet, money, phone, bag, I made myself 3 sandwiches for the road with egg paste and a tomato in my container. Still leaving, I went through the park to stretch the spine on the bar. First I went to Mszana, then at 8:30 am by bus to Limanowa. Finally, on foot to Stara Wieś. Earlier, however, I bought juice in a grocery store in Limanów. I wanted a grapefruit very much, but I was tempted by some hortex juice or a fortune. I was tempted by the text that he was healthy and sugar-free. But the taste is gross. I could not cope with this pic. I fired him. And here maybe I made a mistake, which I will write about in a moment. Going to the purr I was breathing my diaphragm on the way. In addition, from the morning I had a slightly cold and hoarse voice. It gave me confidence. I liked that strong voice very much :) I was the first one at the purr at 10:00. The mutt arranged what he could, but I think that touching the spine I do not see any special difference. In addition, I had such specific feelings in my knees after the setup. I felt I needed more shoe insoles. As I was expressing myself the affirmations of courage to do something courageous and simple once every 3 days, I asked the elderly gentlemen if they could give me a lift to Limanowa or Mszana. Here, too, I used a slight persuasion - an apparent choice. On the way to Limanowa, I listened to the harmonious Persuasion of Artur Lewandowski - the same who wrote the Mind Code - a book I liked very much. I went to the station in Limanowa and there I sat at the end by the open window. Here I performed the vibrations of my brain waves, they calmed me down a bit and gave me a little pleasure. After leaving the hospital in Wroclawska, what I would not do, I feel like a crest! I have to finally break it. Therefore I made these vibrations despite this, saying to myself that within the framework of the 3-day courage that I established for myself. Lest the guest look at me strangely, I said to him: when the Lord is leaving - with this strong voice of my own. But then I switched to the very front. On the back too much vibration / shock - dangerous for the spine. Instead of fresh air, I chose spine health. I did these vibrations for a while and fell asleep in the car. Oh, I did the vibrations together with the affirmation - I love my body - I let it heal on its own! After such a dream, I felt like grapefruit juice. So I went to Tesco and here I met some homeless man in Tesco. It was dirty and run down. I wanted to help him somehow, but I didn't have the courage. I thought I would do it so in a moment, first I went to the toilet waiting for opportunities until a certain woman who paid for leaves. I broke my fear and when she left I entered the women's toilet :) Now, when I think about it - I am proud of myself for this success :) Then I left but the visitor was gone. But I felt that it was somewhere and first went to Tesco to buy grapefruit juice. When I bought it, I found a guest. He was no longer inside, but before entering. I wanted to go talk to me, but I was afraid. There were some women next to me, they could look at me strangely that I wanted to give him 20 PLN + a banana. Yes, what has all this led me to: because of the diagnosis from Wroclawska, I am afraid of what people think about me. Whatever I do, I'm afraid I will be hailed as a tip ... Fuck me ... But I came back, waited for these women to go away and I wanted to come, but the guy also left. I followed him. The guest spoke to a woman asking for 2 zlotys - this woman says that the card pays and no change is made with such a rather unpleasant dismissing accent. I tap the guests, the guest wants to shake my hand and say hello, but at this point I was afraid to say hello to him that he would catch some muck, which does not mean that I did not want to help him. I gave him a banana in hand - he hid it, and then I took out 20 PLN prepared in Tesco for him, saying: buy yourself something nutritious to eat! The guest was probably extremely grateful for his help, I think he could not believe that someone could give him as much as PLN 20 ... I went to the bus stop and then some thoughts got to me: what if he drinks it or something. But I think to myself: maybe he stinked, but it was definitely not alcohol. It was dirty, there is probably nowhere to live ... I think I will give it a rest, and today I have done so many brave things at the beginning, but I thought what would hurt again. I went to see if I accidentally drank it. Again he was sitting in front of tesco. Earlier there was a police car. Silver Kia. Some other short zebra talks to what I gave him 20 zlotys - what the fuck he got, the police are going here - somehow the text sounded like that. I didn't like this little guy. I could stand up for him and at least say something like "what the fuck do you care?" Today I did not have enough courage, but next time I will try to react in this situation and do something about it. I went to Kibla for a while. This little guy followed me and he looked at me a little. I was watching him too, finally he gave up and walked over. I was hoping that this homeless man would succeed and keep the 20 zloty, eat a banana and buy himself something nutritious to eat - but not alcohol. Returning to Rabka, I was doing WFM of the head in his intention, then breathing, thinking about him and hoping that he would succeed. I went to Grandpa instead of Akwaria. Someone told me that my grandfather kept the price of 2.50 students. Close, the bus cost me 3.50, but I saved PLN 1 on the ride anyway. In addition, I broke my fear again: I said that I am a student :) I did the same before going to Limanowa twice and back. Mainly because I didn't want to lose more money. And maybe finally print out the disability group ... And ride with a guardian for a 95% discount? Marcin Rakowski called in Rabka. I've been losing their cramps for some time. I bought a top-up in a store for PLN 5, then breathed for a while and went home. Agnieszka Pitek was walking in front of me with her younger brothers. I stretched again on the stroller. The mutt said something to be careful now with your right hand. I guess he was right. Moreover, when I look at the skin cancer, it seems that the skin is less red and less dry. Maybe his attitude was not in vain. In addition, he said that, unfortunately, he is treated oncologically. He accepts the last time in a week. That's what I thought about offering him baking soda or gerson therapy - but I didn't dare. I thought maybe he would laugh at me or something. But next time tomorrow, I'll have the courage. Especially on this matter, I will come to Limanowa earlier. At home, I ate dinner, but I really didn't want to eat. A little remorse, I'm not exercising, so I should take 2 meals a day or something ... But I ate, although I feel well fed. 10 for breakfast, then a liter of grapefruit juice ... However, I'm not that hungry. I can change that to affirmation: - since 2 meals of the diet is enough to live a normal life, 3 meals a day build a strong body, a powerful musculature, a powerful body. -Every meal eaten builds a strong body, a powerful musculature, a powerful body. The weather is beautiful. You've got to pay the damn Szymek. Ah, maybe I will go some exercise after all, or at least stretch and sunbathe. we'll see. Now, when I wrote the diary, I didn't think about the spine at all. So cool :) The weather in the weather is encouraging. But I guess I'll go practice :) About 3:45 pm Marcin came to me to jump to my office. Then there was Tomek Urbanski, I took his laptop home to partition him. I said that I have to do it at home because I do not have the program with me and such an operation takes about 1 hour. I talked to the boss about the layout of the website. I think they suspect me that I'm lazy and I slack off a lot, but ... luckily they didn't notice me :) For tomorrow I have an appointment with the Clairvoyant Hania who was recommended to me by Adrian Zielony. I wrote down a few questions I have for her, although my current life ambition is simply to survive and survive. Live in peace and do nothing ... In the evening, or rather before the evening, it was already quite nice. I breathed a little to regenerate myself. I think I have regenerated myself. It seems to me that I have a stronger voice when I breathe up to 10 o'clock. In the evening I ate a lot again, even though I was not hungry at all. For dinner, 3 slices + scrambled eggs, before that, an apple. and then 9 cubes of chocolate. Even later, some 5-6 pieces of delicious apple pie that smelled so sweet. After all, after the chocolate I didn't feel like eating anything more sweet, but I declared that I would eat this apple and I ate it ... Eh, do I feel guilty? I think to myself: once in a while you can sin, just like with Tramal. Although tramal treats as a lesser sin than eating sweets. Because it's just a small tablet, and here are hundreds / thousands of unnecessary calories that not enough fattening, the body has to digest them! In addition, I feel terribly full and full. I haven't had this feeling for a long time, I always leave the table light and full of energy. What's good about this situation? I got a negative feeling that I have to avoid and, moreover, I have sinned once in a while: I was content with something sweet at the expense of the burden on my stomach. It feels like the stomach is full, maybe even mixed up: bread, ovary + cake ... But thanks to this I know that combining bread with scrambled eggs is quite healthy and tasty. Then I feel fine, I don't feel any unpleasant ailments from the digestive system. I got to know a negative feeling and now I know what is good for me ... Heh, if I hadn't eaten, I would have thought: I didn't eat a delicious cake and chocolates ... Now that I have eaten, I think to myself: but I was stuffed like a pig. It will have to be burned somehow ... Oh, on the Allegro I bought myself niesmeirtelniki. One text was given by Krystian Broniszewski. Second words of Jesus, whatever you ask, believe that you will receive it .... I liked this text and Jesus' quote. The font is gothic, of course. Interestingly, eating so much, I don't think about the spine when writing this diary. I'm pretty calm. Is sugar calming? Perhaps, it definitely slows down the body ... Maybe it also calms down :) That's a good thing in this situation. I still want to read the overdue book Silva's method of mind control for the evening. I ate the apple pie burned a little :) It would be useful to wash it, but I feel that at this point it will not be the best solution. So I made a mistake with this cake. I can feel the chlamydia wandering around. It usually starts wandering when I do something wrong, mostly with food. Hah, some moments ago I mobilized Kregoslup A. Rakowski. After this mobilization, I feel energized. It seems to me that the mobilization of the spine increased blood flow throughout the body, also in the digestive system, which increases the digestibility of food. Breathing and yawning have become an inseparable companion of this exercise. It seems to me that his mobilization gives a similar effect to the chodzienei on the Heels of M. Tombak. I have entered this method into my arsenal of methods for building a strong body! In addition, today I was also lying in traffic jams in my ears. At that time, I was also doing breathing with the intention of neutralizing the pain from traveling. When I wrote the diary later and being at the PC, I didn't think about pain at all, even though it was there. He was on the side, as there are thoughts on the side while meditating. Cramp now I'm mobilizing again. Because I felt like it. This mobilization is really great! Now I am as if I am a sleepy blogger, discharged from unnecessary tension and I feel with pleasure that I can start reading a book.

After a cold

May 27 - Today.txt I think I forgot to write yesterday and, due to my health condition, I managed to go hungry yesterday. I did not want to eat, my stomach stopped working, my mouth was dry. The only thing I dreamed about was heat and water. I also added Andrographis to my arsenal. Before going to sleep I tried SoundHealing on the recliner, but unfortunately there was no such effect as it was in the afternoon. It's time to live ... A while ago I ended up listening to Health Sounds. It is true that I did not recover as much as yesterday, but at the same time I was saying affirmations which I really liked: - I love my body. I allow him to recover faster. And so at this moment without expectations. I was just saying the words to myself After the afternoon lunch, I felt almost cured of my cold. During the day I did something about Gerland, but again practically not much. At least you can see that I'm doing something ... Tomorrow morning to the purr ... I forgave Szymek a debt of just over PLN 300. I already had an appetite for the night. Actually, after 5 p.m. I wanted cheese. I ate the one I left for these 2 days. The starvation went brilliantly. Virtually no loss of muscle mass which makes me happy. Biceps 35.5 cm, waist 75 cm, weight 68.4 kg. Good results, I haven't lost any weight. It's good that I listened calmly to my body to eat nothing and drink a lot of water and herbs. After 12, I wanted my first meal: oranges. I ate 3. Then 14 Breton beans. I wasn't hungry, but you have to eat dinner. In fact, she even did me good. OK 19 I have eaten my dinner. For 30 minutes a total of 4 slices of egg paste, tomato and onion, and 20 each of ice cream and a lot of marshmallow. At first, I didn't feel guilty about the ice cream and marshmallow. I felt that my body needed it. Now, however, I feel a little sorry because I feel like my stomach is a bit full, but only a little bit. Let him go to health if I needed it. I suppose I need to regenerate for the starves. But I am satisfied the most and I haven't lost much in circuits :)

Self-healing

May 26 - Today.txt I woke up at 5:15 am. Cold, but I felt quite warm in bed. I think I slept without pain on my back most nights. I was glad about this fact :) The stool was great, because it had been strange and pale for several days. Today was great! I was also happy about this fact :) And I was getting ready for training today. Before training, however, I wanted to read WD Wattels again - Learning to Get Rich. I decided after yesterday's book the scientific secret of getting rich Joe Vitale and I will forgive the strangers a debt of PLN 300. I still have to do it so that he doesn't feel guilty about it. During the training I was reminded that yesterday I had an appointment with Jacek Gabbie twice. During training, I discovered that after training it is good to do breathing exercises to regenerate myself and then I want to stretch my muscles. Great technique, I wrote it down in my notebook. Besides, it was quite cold, I exercised in a black light jacket. I was wondering whether to do an enema today or not, but now when I came back I see that my mother is still in bed. Again, the question: eat breakfast or not? I decided that I will not eat the slices, I will do regeneration, but I can eat this cheese, then juices, egg shells, etc. After taking a shower, I will measure the measurements, eat echinacee to avoid catching a cold, because yesterday I also felt that I might catch a cold. Fortunately, it is much better today. These are wonderful tablets :) I was breathing with a modified affirmation: - "I accelerate the regeneration of my body" In addition, I fell into a certain swing again, i.e. I imagined how once I want to do nothing for the rest of my life, and the second time I want to have my combined interests ... I do not know what I want, sometimes I am in this state and sometimes in another ... however, do nothing. In turn, now I have responsibilities again - work. Gotta make this fucking website. Fuck, I really don't want to. Okay, I'm gonna get washed, then finish reading the book and get the echinacee. Yesterday in the evening I was testing again bedtime affirmations combined with breathing and the technique Get Rich While You Sleep. I guess it's a bit better again. I breathed in the intention of neutralizing the pain that was going on. In addition, I woke up quite early for such a late and great meal and there was a great stool ... A moment ago a guy with gg wrote to me: 42749646 from the website zarabiam.com. He had an interesting patent, he asked people of good will to register from his link. And what the hell, I agreed :) It is true that I will not use this website, but at least I did a good deed. Now I think to myself: crap and maybe this is how I finally finish my Universal Bot? And start making money on it? I wrote down my idea in the idea journal. When my mother went to church, however, I gave up the enema. At that time I went to Adam to buy a gift for my mother's day. I think I met some homeless man. I wanted to help him, but I didn't have the courage to talk to him. I could easily give him my old clothes and some money. But somehow I did not do it, interesting because recently I visualized that I help a homeless person. Besides, now around 2:30 pm after lunch I felt quite clear symptoms of a cold. I was practicing unnecessarily in the morning ... In panic I took another Echinacee. Let's hope he will help me. Peculiar headache - yes, I think I have a cold ... I wanted to improve my speed reading program but in this state I am unable to think. Okay I swallowed Echinacee. what to do? Maybe some kind of affirmation about faster recovery. Now WFM with affirmation, then I'll do the Breathing. For this even hemiSync SoundHeilting. That is: - WFM + Health sounds + affirmation. but what kind of affirmation? Maybe the last one with compassion: "I love my body, I love my sexuality. I love myself" Now I'm after dinner so I can't lie down on purpose, but then I'll go and lay with this affirmation 40 minutes later: CHICKENS, YOU HAVE GOOD! I HAVE COME FROM A COLD OF THIS METHOD! : d: d JUPI; d It is true that 4 minutes before my mother burst in here screaming: why didn't you give him this dinner? Fucking fucking fucking! today is still a fucking mother's day, I have to do my duty and give her a gift. It's good that I only bought chocolates for less than PLN 3.99 + paper. Because I feel sorry for more money! Later it got a bit worse, but it's still much better. Try this method again before going to sleep with breathing. Only with the window closed because it's cold. Also, during the day I did something with edreamtoys but not much. Barely doing it, because I kept thinking about the pain, the spine and the strange sensations from him and the traveling pain. There was a jack. I gave him his games. I didn't eat dinner. I don't feel lacrimation - I have a cold. I ate a tomato and onions. Now 1 hour later I took Echinacee once again. In a moment to wash and then those hemiSync with breathing. I'll do this page in the morning and quit training at the same time.

The message of Jesus

May 25 - Jesus' Message My mind and body surprised me positively once again. Yesterday, while going to sleep, I gave myself an affirmation: - "He sleeps comfortably flat on his stomach to get up at 4:30" I woke up at 4:00 am fully refreshed and well rested. I slept sideways in places, but I suppose this is due to the fact that it was terribly cold at night, despite the thermo-active clothes. I have to buy some kind of thermo-active pajamas. Good today I will start training exceptionally quickly. Maybe even 5:30 I will leave the house :) I finished the training really early. I felt like I had a lot of free time to myself. I even wanted to go to Rokicin or to buy new clothes for a chaise longue - but I don't want to :) Because the house has been cold for some time, today I overcame my fear and put on 2 sweatshirts on myself. It makes me warmer. Although I am afraid and think about it now, although it is actually warmer. I decided to download Rocky 4 Training for the words of my affirmation / self-suggestion: "Builds a strong body". Somehow these scenes, when he trained before the fight with Ivan Drago in the Russian frost, remind me of a strong organism. In addition, it is wonderfully warmed up by the mibilization of the Crayfish spine. Additionally, to heat the house I lit 2 candles in my room. I am afraid that it burns oxygen, I will have stale air, but on the other hand I will become resistant to this situation + now you have to choose something else at the expense of something else. My lungs are fine, but I'm cold. This is now more important and prioritized. I went out around 12:00 to the city for a clothes-liner. I wanted to buy some nice clothes, but unfortunately I didn't see anything interesting. I wanted a black V-neck shirt. Somehow, you asked if you could help. God, what are these sellers making a standard mistake - you should not ask right at the entrance for help. First, you should give the client the right decision, see a few minutes and then ask ... Then, out of fear and panic, I bought horse mask at a pharmacy. Message from Jesus - I got channeled today from Jesus Himself ... Wow, what an honor ... Reading Books - today I have added 2 new affirmations to my notebook to build a powerful, muscular body: - once every 3 days I break my fear and do something brave, something simple - I read with pleasure 1 book for 3 days During this time, I read a book: The Greatest Secret To Get Rich. Cala ksaizka is about giving to others as much as possible, then you receive as much as possible. And then I thought about chimek - maybe I will forgive him this debt of PLN 300 ... Besides, laziness and constant hypochondria. Pictures of my dream apartment - I found them on google, saved them on my desktop and will print them out soon. There was an episode on Facebook for good and bad about Lyme disease. Unfortunately, my browser crashed, but it promised to be interesting ... Achievements in the near future. And dinner. I did not want to eat, and I ate the medicin with rice. Then I also took a huge add-on. And I think about it. When I do not eat - I think that I eat too little and my muscles will not grow. And when I eat: I think that I did not want to eat and I ate too much. In addition, when I do, I think to myself: heated twice, loses nutrients ... But I know what I'll do. Tomorrow is Sunday. Morning fast + enema I think it will fix the matter :)

Clean room

May 24 - CzystyPokoj I guess the affirmation to get up again at 5:30 worked perfectly as if I had a watch in my hand. I tested sleeping on the stomach, I have already developed a suitable technique, but there are moments when I want to roll over to my right side and now I am atoning for this sin :) The shoulder was pressing on the thoracic vertebrae, neck on the cervical. Ledzwiowy is just somehow alright. I thought that since it is cold and the sun is not shining, I will do something new and now I will go to training, and then I will do the page. I'll probably start my day around 8:30. Cool :) I broke the basement drain for the first time. We'll see how this experiment turns out. I'm going to exercise! I think breaking the manhole helped. It didn't stink at home for the day :) It is now 6:25 pm. After a cold workout, my mom started cleaning my room. I came up with the idea that since the affirmation worked, and I am also positive about affirmations with photos + visualization = can print the apartment of my dreams in this way :) I was also thinking about my own car in which I would have my own apartment - my little hiding place. When I got back my mother was cleaning the windows. I had a great desire to go on my site, but first I cleaned the room a bit as my mother asked. It is really neat, clean and nice here now! Beautifully I also changed the windows shell. Although from StyleXP this option was blocked, I did it manually: found the file and fired it. It feels like my eyesight gets a bit sick at the same time. Skorki really cool: Project521 I made copies of them to my email address. A 51MB file was compressed to 7MB. Oh, how much I wanted to create a website, create a work of art, but in the end I do nothing again. Today in the evening I want to test affirmations: she sleeps flat on her stomach to regenerate properly + breath + vibrating chair. I tested in the afternoon for nearly an hour: nothing hurt! In addition, I was in the library today to hand over the book about the spine. Fortunately, they did not pick on anything and I am late for several months. I was also in PPU - they called me and I did not give up the procedure card. Luckily, it found itself in my punching bag: a bit wet and wiped out, but it caught on :) Then I went to the farmer to buy 3 onions. And on my way back home I felt like doing something. I left photoshop on top, but again did nothing. Now that I have closed it, I feel sorry for it ... I think I will write this rule of self-manipulation in my notebook. Just before entering Facebook, I saw an interesting photo of Marcin Miskowiec. He made his photocopies in different positions in one photo. A great effect, maybe I will use his idea someday if I want to work and earn money as a model A moment ago I had a nice joke: my mother complained that it was cold, I said: unfortunately, you have to wait until winter until they heat up. Moreover, I discovered how nice a place to meditate in the room is. In the living room, on the orange sofa. Soft, cozy, irresistible and the TV set hypnotizes you. But I'm bullshit. After all, I don't want meditation anymore

AffirmationBeforeWellness

23 May - Affirmation I think I slept sideways at night. I woke up twice. One dream I remember that I was as if I was completely in the "crush". That's why I slept sideways, it woke me up. A little bit of guilt and regret ... But what's interesting: I got up a little before 5:30. And before going to bed, I wrote down the affirmations / auto-suggestions on my blackboard: - He gets up 5:30 to finish the project and enjoy a beautiful sunny day Was it fulfilled? This is exactly what he told me to do silva and this author of the book get rich while you sleep. Maybe someday I will use it for such mental / esoteric purposes, although I will show you what I need to use it for real / manual dreams! In addition, the positions sideways feel like a "tightness" in the stuffiness and stuffy nose. What's good in this situation: I found another wrong solution, how not to be done. Okay, time to go to life and the project It seems to me that the effect of waking up relatively early so early is probably the effect of affirmation. For the night, I ate as many as 6 slices, previously almost an entire baking pan ... The fuck is 7:35. He feels a chill in the right testicle from the spine and the right side of the throat. During this time I was making Windows for DreamToys. Time to train. Cloudy weather, but it's time to train. The training went quite well. The only exercise I didn't finish was the head pull. But I will start to pull up a bit with a monkey grip - then I noticed that I have more strength, which I also wrote down. Somehow after the training, I edited the photos of Arnold Szwarceneger on my blackboard. I cut out my face and cut out the photos and now I really like his silhouette! Expressing his affirmation: "It builds a powerful body, a powerful musculature, a powerful body" and looking at these photos I feel a real desire to express them and work on such a figure! At 11:30 a.m. Tomek from TGS arrived, the one for whom I was configuring the laptop yesterday. I missed breakfast, only an apple. During this time, fortunately, I was able to complete the IncrediMail configuration. I used the technique here and explained a lot of simple things to him. The more you know, the better you are with your method. I made him a ViStart start bar in Windows8 + IncrediMail. I guess he was really happy. He picked me up and gave me a ride to the company. Marta brought back PLN 100 for a laptop to the company. Mom, I lied that the PLN 100 is for repairing a friend's PC. I do not want my parents to know that I work, because they will convince me again, especially the FATHER, that I know nothing, can do nothing and are useless - and then I will be praised by what a gifted son he has. At 1:00 p.m. I ate my soup. You could say that I had a light morning fast, but after yesterday's eating for the night I was practically not hungry. By the day I am making a website. I have already made some windows and am now extending the page. I think in Joomla you will be able to set the appropriate options. I was working on the website for the day. It worked :) I expanded, I am proud of myself :) There was Mrs. Basia, I talked to Michał Przybyslawski. I'm dying because I'm tired, especially my back. In addition, dad said before going to bed to clean the wells in the basement, then the air in the room will not stink. And I really appreciate fresh and clean air.

ScanFileCheck

May 22 - ScanFileCheck I woke up at 4:00 but I was terribly cold, so I also thought to lie for a while and lay sideways until 5:30. 5:30 a.m. as standard. Despite the fact that after yesterday's affirmation I fell into anger again and I tried it again and somehow it worked out. After 7:00 am for training. Later I finished and returned late. I finished my belly. I came up with the idea to look for spy glasses on the Allegro that would look like computer glasses. As usual, the plans ended. Yesterday, talking to Esther, he said that Adrian knows some clairvoyant who does skype sessions for free. I just wrote to her My mother went to Morczyna so I made dinner earlier. After training, I had a lot of ambitions and plans for the future. I wanted to take my hand again. I wanted to work! Today I discovered a new tool SFC.exe - Scan File System (Check) It is like an alternative to the R function - repair from Windows which for reasons unknown to me is inactive in SP3 ... I used it to restore system files so I have XP skin again :) JUPI: D With the pendrive I was able to reset the password (HIRENS BOOT CD) in windows 8 on Tomek's TGS laptop. And for the day I kinda fuck at home. I was still doing it at home. Affirmation works in the middle of something. I think about needles in the spine. I overloaded him. I'm going to exercise! And I think I have practically done nothing again today and I probably will not do anything anymore ... At 6 p.m. or a little before I ate. Almost an entire tray of cheesecake to build a powerful musculature. Perhaps my mother was extremely pleased about that. Now, however, I am a bit sleepy after him and it is a bit before 8pm For the night I ate a total of 6 slices (4 slices + 2 usual) and I was hungry. A little guilt or I'm doing right. I ate the last 2 with the feeling of being quite full. But if I regret it, maybe not. By breathing in, food will be transformed into a strong, muscular, powerful body!

I love my body

May 21 - Today.txt I think I will start with some wonderful news for me. Yesterday I went to sleep after 00:00 and woke up around 04:00 - refreshed, well rested and fully regenerated. Wow :) I feel great physically, mentally and I have a lot of time for myself! :) So I decided to list what factors could have influenced it. Here they are: MAIN: - Last meal 19:30. I ate nothing else - 2 cloves of garlic with dinner, which could have contributed to better sleep and regeneration (5000 mg of vitamin C + other compounds) - I was warm at night, I did not freeze at all. Maybe because I gave up the vibrating chair. - Sleeping flat on your back - I drank a total of 3 cups of coffee at bedtime at various intervals - A thorough cold shower before going to bed could regenerate me better - Breathing exercises before bedtime - Positive mental attitude (work) - Affirmation before bedtime! SECONDARY: - No afternoon training - Check back tomorrow! Today I will repeat everything almost exactly the same. Maybe with the exception of garlic. I will also have an effect without afternoon training. The time is now 4:48. Time to go to life. I also have herbs that I brewed in a thermos yesterday. I wonder how they will taste now during morning training. And as I promised myself - the morning training took place a bit earlier due to 8:30 am going to Rafal Pawlik. Morning training so-so. I decided that I will train 6 times a week. I break down the lafay training instead of 2x3 days into 1x6 days. At Rafal Pawlik's, we talked about suppressing feelings, about how I got a job, about the fact that IT specialists are thieves and about tolerance towards doctors ... At home, I ate 3 slices and left feeling slightly hungry. It is true that the 3 last slice at 11. But yes 13: 00-13: 30 I will do breathing exercises. Somehow it struck me that IT specialists are thieves ... And I don't want to pass for a thief! Between 11-12 I went to my friend to pay my bills and buy a battery for my toothbrush. I still have to report 20gr. When I finished, I felt like checking out my old house and its surroundings. Besides, my neck hurt. It was great. Behind the motley is "Prison Zaprawa". Imagining myself training there, I felt very free. It is true that the equipment is old and much uglier, but there is no plastic, trees around, fresh air and large grass, although close to the street. But the most important thing - loneliness - no one is looking at me! I also called Mruk. I signed up for Tuesday 10th. He said something about lumbar but I didn't hear because there was a storm and the connection was temporarily interrupted. I could have asked for a repeat! But I didn't, I wanted to be nice, I didn't want to piss him off and I nodded OK! I think maybe he can only do the lumbar spine right now? I don't know, at most I will just go for a ride. As a temporary affirmation in the draft, I gave: once in 3 days I break my fear and do something brave, something simple. So far it is only in the scratchpad. Today I broke my fear and asked a chemical store in front of the queue for batteries! I don't want to work again. So I started doing 50 diaphragm breaths. 16 more for tradition. I suddenly felt like visiting the old site gratyzchaty.pl - After all, I haven't been here for a long time. Maybe I can find some nice clothes;) At 15 I had an appointment at GerlandToys. What fear and panic about my own health: tailbone, cold needles everywhere, from an uncomfortable position for the spine. Wandering pain in places. Oh shit ... But I was scared. And so 2 hours ... In the future I have to make an appointment for 4pm, then I will only sit for 1h, and then take a pillow with you. Now wandering pain clings to the testicle, somehow so strange. He feels the tension in his head, light in his teeth. Temporary imbalance. slight Panic ... Eh ... I don't know what to do, it's cold in the field until I don't want to exercise? Brac tramal? Cramps like panic, suppressed panic because through my spine I have various strange but discreet feelings - and yet I am calmer. Much quieter than when I was working in the afternoon. Cramps for the next long time, despite the recurrences of spinal feelings and the pain wandering through the nerve cells, I began to say affirmations: I love my body, I love my sexuality, I love myself ... I felt full of joy, maybe even love and peace, no panic. I felt happy with this affirmation and my hateful old ones that I developed about a powerful body began to seem worse to me ... Strange ... Supposedly today's title was: Super dream, but I changed it to KochamSwojeCialo.

WorkaholismGerland

May 20 - WorkaholismGerland Light toxins in the morning - that's probably too much cheese for the night. I woke up early before 6:00 am Sleeping on your stomach sideways - slight thoracic stress. Item to be refined. In addition, there was pain when I tried to the side 32 breaths, guarana, it's time to train I put the herbs right after I got up to let them brew. I came up with the idea of ​​revenge against my family during training. I will buy SWIFT flooded - yes the water-soluble one ... I will not write if I want to use it ... Revenge will be sweet! But today a lot has happened. Morning training was super effective, although it will have to be repeated once again. I did not do afternoon due to workaholism. I modified the position of the hands on handbags and A7 pumps Lunch: I felt stuffed. Probably because I ate breakfast late after 10:30. In addition, dry bread, which I did not like. And I've been working on the GerlandToys site all afternoon. Finally I took my hand! It was a pleasure to work with. Today I found out from my mother and Father Kornela died. Exactly on May 18 ... I continued my affirmations with the breath today In the evening I hesitated whether to train or not, but I was so tired that I quit. Thanks to my work, I completely forgot about the pain. I mean the pain was there, but I didn't think about it that much. A certain situation of the day when I was selling Marcin Rakowski, or rather translating it. I lied that I did. It's good that somehow I picked it up, saying that the browser is loading it with data from the Cache. Ah, how nice it was for me to create this website today. I felt like a work of art on my own. Time to stop, time to go to sleep. For dinner I ate slices in separate mode and finally a cube of cheese. I felt that my body needed it. After morning training, I went to the store. I bought with my own money Carrots, mountain milk and vegetable margarine for myself. I hesitated which product to choose, finally I chose something new at a similar price. In addition, up to 500g So much... I feel like working more, but my body and mind are tired.

Free Spiritual Aid

May 19 - Free Spiritual Help I woke up several times during the night. It's cold, it's a dream: At night I had a dream with this skinny blonde girl who already has a child from Jurek Wolf's class. I dreamed that I met her in the church. She had 2 cars. In one car she went to suspend her family, in the other she had a child and I stayed there ... But why did I dream such a dream? I woke up at 5:00 am sideways. Slightly sleepy, luckily the vertebrae did not hurt. I found that the pillow fulfills its function better when it is rolled up, not so hard. Then a little before 7:00 am I woke up again. Lightly in toxins. The sideways position is really bad for sleep, a tired hand. I started on my 16 breaths and went to life. I just didn't do WFM because it was already a bit after 7:00 and it was time to go to training. After 8:00 am I met this Krystian whom I met last year under a stick. We talked for a while during the exercises, which made my training a bit longer, but that's not what I'm going to do. At the end of my training, after 9:00 am, we went to the sand next door, where there are cars and there is a trampoline. In my eyes he is a great acrobat! Flips in the air, flip-flops, stars. Wow - I want to be able to do that too: D We guessed initially for the weeekend and I practiced a bit of falls. After 10am I came home barefoot and shirtless. I did not want to eat, so I went on a spontaneous hunger. Proper and spontaneous morning fast. I ate some sandwich salad and 4 apples. Then 2 kiwi. I feel great: calm, composed. Cool! You will also have to smuggle sandwiches! Mom went to church, now it's time 15 minutes WFM because I didn't do it in the morning. Then he sneaks in sandwiches. Dinner great entered the stomach. Light hunger before and after a meal repeating affirmations. In the afternoon my mother went to sunbathe. I put a video on youtube about World War III. At the same time, I tried to breathe. He got me into a kind of depressed mood and I turned it off. It is 15:34: I feel stress: World War III, numerous health problems, in addition, I have 2 projects to complete. Now he thinks of wandering pain ... I thought maybe I would take a Tramal, but I don't know if I want to get high. So I found myself trying valerian drops. And so, I discovered a brilliant solution quite by accident! I gave my laptop on a platform at an angle. There is a good keyboard placement and in addition the screen above it, so my neck practically does not hurt;) Great solution, why did I discover it so late? Only after a year! Supposedly, everything comes in time and space. Maybe it was meant to be. And according to my rule in the notebook: some things are discovered by chance. This laptop riser is a really cool solution for the spine and neck! : D I just changed my hairstyle - I put a little gel or rather gum on my hair and this is how improving your own appearance can significantly improve your own well-being :) And by the way, I took these valerian drops. I think 35 drops. I'm perfect for training. I only trained for an hour in the sun for a short time. I met Kornel the Retractor with his Episode. They played ping-pong. My heart ached a little. I met Krystian again. He played soccer with the guys, then they practiced on silver handbags. At home I was breathing with the affirmation: - I allow my body to regenerate itself, and my breath helps in this. I just ate dinner. 4 sandwiches with cottage cheese + tomato + radish. And finally, 5-7 slices of cheese. And again, a conflict of thoughts: can these products be combined? And here's the affirmation - Negative thoughts and events do not affect me in any way - it is more of a silva self-suggestion. And now he lives on what I ate or eaten well. And at the same time affirmation by eating: - Builds a powerful organism, a powerful musculature, a powerful body! Interesting, now I have been doing WFM for quite a long time at the same time as this affirmation. I kind of fell asleep, as if I entered a trance while saying affirmations to myself ... Interesting ... It is 8:02 pm. Even though the sun is shining, I think I'm going to sleep. Fuck everything, fuck work, I'm going to sleep. I'm going to wash and sleep. Oh, the highlight of the day. On Adrian's profile I found: Free spiritual help. Which is the problem, I wrote to this guy. We'll see what comes out. I talked to Adrian for a while about this guy. Heh, that's how it was in my head and I read a little about cheese: - Contains a lot of calcium and phosphorus. Calcium contains more than a glass of milk. Lots of protein. It contains a lot of vitamin D. I will say the same health :) The disadvantages are that it contains a lot of fat, but I'm not afraid of fat there at the moment. I am skinny, I have a great figure :) Oh, it also has a lot of sodium, which is harmful to the kidneys, but with my body, which is more powerful than ever, it is not scary. Fun fact: - Two slices of cheese (60g) provide nearly 500 mg of calcium, which allows you to meet about 50% of the daily requirement for this ingredient.

Modification of the affirmation

May 18 - Change of the affirmation Like yesterday, the wasp woke me up. 5:30 am The day before in the evening I was testing Valerian for meditation, but I quickly went to sleep. I took about 50 drops. In addition to the fact that the wasp woke me up, I woke up in toxins, eyes stuck, dry. I tested sleeping on my stomach, but the body turned on its side twice. In the case of this bed, however, it is a position for a while, just like when I slept in the afternoon. I think that's it for the moment, it's time to live. Training, or rather stretching with breathing, was also carried out due to the cloud cover. Today I have improved my Purpose in my notebook: - It builds (we) a mighty organism, a mighty musculature, a mighty body. # 3x rule by D. Carnegi is impressive In addition, I torn out old pages and wrote all my methods and resolutions in the form of Affirmations. It gives you a really great mental kick. One is to make affirmations during exercise, breathing, and WFM. http://www.bieganie.pl/?show=1&cat=137&id=5275 - I have just read the arithmetic and running causes in the body substances similar to Marijuana causing an increase in euphoria After lunch, I was working on OCR Mail. I even did a little - mainly communication with the program through the handles. After 5:00 p.m. and a bit earlier, I started working on the breath with Affirmation. 32 breath. Some 2/5 of the energy intensity (ant) in the body and the affirmation: my body neutralizes the wandering pain! Admittedly, it has not neutralized him, but at least he feels much calmer and composed! Time to go on the gerlandToys site.

I took the free

May 17 - I took a free one Tramal Meditation - It is actually a sunny Tramal meditation. The experiences were amazing. Virtually no thoughts, trance music by Hotar. I did not fall asleep, I was sitting on the armchair, my hands on the armchair in a specific way, thanks to which I discharged my hatred and at the same time provided a great support for the spine. Wow. Finally I went to sleep, but I felt terrible hunger. Unfortunately, I have not achieved anything like this in bed! Idea meditation with valerian. Dream: my mother splashed me on drugs and pulled my cock at the same time. God what could that mean? Good thing it was just a dream. In the morning I was careful. During the night I woke up around 3:00 am. It was quite warm. About 1.5 hours including a break for hot coffee and I wanted to try meditation again, but this time the effect of the tram is over. It was almost 12 hours after he took him and I did not feel this effect anymore. In addition, 50% of hotar's songs suddenly stopped working. In the morning at 6:20 am I was awakened by a wasp. I felt very sleepy. And here again thoughts like: the body wants to sleep, I'll lie a little more. I did some breathing exercises that regenerated me During training, I had an idea: Push-up training on the top - feet together then or a broomstick. Back then, I would have been using less energy to do push-ups than I am now straddling Light meal in the morning: cottage cheese. Great energy Sleep without a mattress - better. Just a fight under the head. After 12 I went to sleep listening to mentalWay. I care about sleep, and at the same time I felt stress because my mother was cracking and banging everywhere - as always. I was making this suggestion: A negative fucking has no effect on me. At any level of body and mind. Breathing at the same time, it calmed me down. Around 2 p.m. I ate lunch. Delicious: cucumber salad, eggs and potatoes. An hour later I was hungry again. Now I eat flaxseed, wanting more potatoes. I chose a substitute. Aha, I wrote to Marcin that today I have free time, that is, I will be unavailable. Michal Staniszewski I made a proposal for cooperation. I don't want to do these pages, and he could do it under my name for 100%. We'll see what happens. Vanessa wrote back about "removing the kernel" ... But I got scared, but we made it all clear. I also wrote to elen regarding channeling on this matter.

SunnyTramal

May 16 - Today.txt I woke up quite early, but was murdered. Maybe it's the fault that I sat at the PC late yesterday and ate tons of apples before going to sleep. I prepared myself for training, took a backpack with herb and set off. The sun was fine. I trained, or rather stretched from 7:30 to 8:45 somewhere. Then I went to the river to wash my feet and at the same time I came up with the idea to breathe on the river. The noise of the river made me feel curious. I also thought to burn my thighs (to be in only underpants), but today I did not want to do it. Returning home, my mother was leaving for Nowy Targ for unemployment. Even though it was 9:30 I was not hungry. I drank the juice, I had a great desire for a cold shower because of the soreness for several days. I made this shower much more thoroughly. The sourdoughs changed by at least 50%. Unfortunately, I ended the Warm Shower badly - the water was so lukewarm and I was cold for a long time when I left. I've been cold for 1 hour! 2 slices for breakfast, egg paste and a lot of cheese at the end. I was wondering whether to eat it, but I developed a new affirmation that I really like - (we) build a powerful body from what I have, in the conditions I have. After breakfast, I went to the bridge. We were reminded of the good old days on the bridge. Mainly because it was sun and I was cold. I met Monike Pitek - she asked why I'm in a sweatshirt. I met Marcin Gajewski from Zona. Pretty! And slim for two children. Gnyla also asked if my legs hurt. I understand why that question - she wouldn't be able to do that. And back home and I'm still cold. It's been 45 minutes from the end of breakfast, so I thought that I would break my rules and drink coffee. Hot coffee to warm up. Maybe I will repeat my affirmation: - (we) build a powerful body from what I have, in the conditions I have. The weather is beautiful and I feel like walking and you have to work here, unfortunately. I will complete the program for Jarek, OCR Mail until 1.30 pm and then I will start breathing exercises. I also came up with the idea to cover the drugs in the toilet with toilet paper and do the so-called Bedbugs. Then I would feel safer and they ran well in the toilet. Oh, in case of detection, I came up with other methods - vomiting - look for some illusionist trick. Mom has gone. From the morning I was starting the programs, the website, but something was not working out for me. Already at 2 pm I felt a slight, pleasant hunger. I could have eaten dinner but I made another mistake. I ate Linseed and 2 apples. He feels like he is stuffed up and he thinks again: I have to breathe, I have to burn it. Dinner will be soon. Now some 1 hour has passed since this event. David boiled the potatoes. Once again, and I think to myself: they are being cooked again. They will be unhealthy. Real hypochondria. Despite the fact that I am stuffed I eat chicken meat, I put the potatoes in my yellow container. Real hypochondria. Oh, about 10 minutes ago from this nonsense of life I took 100 mg of tramal ... Here I work and I do nothing, stress, here hypochondria, thinks about what to eat, what not to eat, when to eat, when to exercise, go on a stride, think about neck, spine ... I took the tramal. I eat this chicken hard. Strange: I got clogged with apples and linseed. I said fucking everything. I took this tramal. I went to training. I listened to Marcin Rodzynek a bit - Never look down. Perfect music for the tram. I heard her today on the London radio. Feels the blogs a pleasant light sadness. I needed that, blogging. Ah, a wonderful tramal. And training in the sun - I practiced and stretched really slowly. The soreness is no more, I can't wait for tomorrow's training :) I have more and more thoughts in my head again. Oh, how happy I was, because I was constantly thinking about pain and ailments. When nothing hurts me or chlamydia does not move, I have cut-scenes and I delve into the world of my imagination. Mainly my imaginations are about revenge. During training, I developed a new affirmation about eating apples. I eat too many of them at once. I say one or two. And it ends with 3-7 apples. I will write it in my notebook in a moment and I will stick to this affirmation. Oh, I accidentally sent her to Jarek: D But it's going. In the rhythm of the tram, I want to Vibrate Fal Mozgu, but God forbid, I do not want to work ...

Respiratory enema

May 15 - Respiratory Enema I got up really early despite the tons of cake eaten for the evening and chocolate without drinking. Really early! You can say by eye that a little after 5:00, then I lay in bed for a long time, vibrating armchair. Now it's 5:50 as he writes. Great result! And I still think about the pie I eaten yesterday! That is why I say: Body, build a mighty body out of it. Hah I forgot to write: yesterday I was reading an OSHO excerpt saying about hypochondria. There was a moment when you ate a meal, you are wondering if the meal will be well understood: this is exactly what I had yesterday: D I am going to go to life, w / w The training was great. After 7:30 am I started to exercise. The sun was fine, I didn't want to eat it at all. Very intense, so I decided to drastically modify the order of all exercises Noon in the morning A1 I B1 C1 E2 D F H P G With Z I wondered whether to use the mind of logic or the heart. Now I have plan modifications above. For example, I wanted one chest and one back exercise in the morning and in the afternoon, but I turned my heart on. In the morning, full chest + legs, in the afternoon, full hands! I feel that such a modification will be much better. In addition, I modified the E2 squats a bit. Feels better with a medium lane. A medium stick seems to inhibit it, which means that I do the exercise slower, in addition I hold my arms more widely and work my legs harder. Shoulder stretching with a medium bar I do kneel, push ups on the yellow handrails I do every 4 pins - closer to my hand and I feel the chest more strongly. I felt my forearms super today. After training, around 10:00 am I went to the river. Yes, I broke my prohibitions, but I was not hungry. But I had a terrible desire to drink green tea. I washed my legs, I returned home - luckily there was no one. Earlier still, I met an elderly couple at the side of the road. I guess tourists were taking pictures of themselves, specifically the Lady of your husband. Preparing for an enema at home. Shower and then the rest. I will not describe the details. The enema didn't work out, but at least I had some experience for the future. I know in which position it is better to pour the water: maximally forward, the mother's table under the legs, tiger position, lean with the whole forearm and still head in a comfortable position. I think whether it would be better to lie on my stomach, but well - so far I do not have such an opportunity, especially on Sundays! And great breath - 16 breaths on your back, hands on the back. I felt light ants and, most importantly, a strong voice! A lot of things on the head: joomla template, OCR Mail and Jarek fix. I'll start with joomla. I have already settled my matters, I have practically trained after 4 p.m. I still fear for the spine, but thanks to lying down and breathing, I better adjusted my position to work. Practically only the neck, I stand a bit further, arms more forward. It would be best if the head was still upright ... Two girls talked to me during the afternoon training. One asked what the exercises were, the other just admired the splits I was doing. The former seemed to be clearly interested in me. The other one just talked like that next to the stick. Afternoon training also great. I have more strength when breaking up twice a day. Coming home. I feel like I'm in hypohondria again. Fear for the spine. My mom made me eat too early and I didn't feel like eating. Then 3 apples for the night. A slight regret, but fortunately there will be breath for the night. I've been working on dreamtoys a bit - I wanted to make an animated tiger, but it didn't work out. In line with my philosophy of life, somehow I will do what I could :)

Hypochondria

May 14 - Hypochondria I woke up well rested 4:30. Slight pains in the vertebrae resulting from the position on the stomach. The next 2 hours I lay flat, resting. Only a head fight, no other pillows. Brilliant, after these 2 hours my muscles relaxed. Apparently, the condition of the spine has improved so much that I can only sleep in a fight under my head. We have been testing this method since today, I remove all other pillows. And in the morning it is already standard: stress on the spine, herbs. Today Tuesday, I'm going to do stretching breathing at the tsnia and stretching the spine in the dangle. It's a pity that I didn't get up right away. I had a great desire and willingness to work, but one thing was blocking me - fear for my spine, especially my neck. Training for a while, dude was mowing the grass Selling a tablet to Marta Interview with Marcin at 4 p.m. in the office. On the way, I bought flaxseed in the shop next door. 500gr for 2.20 and the same amount of protein as nuts. Fear for the spine. Free breathing, tiredness and sleepiness. The breath softened the matter. Until 20:00 I was completely hungry. Maybe I didn't. soreness, Pleasant soreness after yesterday :) Now back at 10:00 pm I ate a lot of cake. Maybe I wasn't hungry but I felt like I wanted them. Earlier, I ate a lot of apples. Before going to bed, I will do a lot of breathing so that the body absorbs this powerful musculature. And fear at the same time: it's 22:00 in addition, it's sugar, but I think there is also cheese protein, but also with sugar. All day long you have nice sore muscles :) I just changed the title from Pleasant Sourdoughs to Hypochondria. I still think about the Pie. Is it rough, will the body absorb it properly? Before, I thought I didn't eat dinner: will I gain muscle to build a powerful body? In addition, I ate 6 more cubes of chocolate. Now it feels like remorse. But I know the breath will destroy it, but will I last that long breathing? Now I have this unpleasant feeling of overeating, like after a big dinner ... I haven't had this feeling for a long time ...

SuperTraining

May 13 - SuperTraining 6:20 wake up, I woke up earlier but I was lying sideways. My body must have tilted to this position at night. Today there was a resumption of training: herbs, guarana. In the morning I woke up feeling a little hungry. And I went to training, earlier buying bread in adas, as my mother asked me yesterday. Nice feeling to go to the store this morning. I left at 7:40 am wanting to be before 9:00 am. It almost worked. A quick warm-up, the training was divided into 2 parts and I finished a little after 9:00, probably 9:15 but I'm not sure. Great training, I felt mega power, a slight feeling of hunger. Cool! Mega muscle tension. I felt great in addition to giving out affirmations: - Good body, we are building together a powerful upright body! The training was really great, I felt the power. I was very pleased with myself. At home, a light meal, then around 9:30 am I ate breakfast. I felt hungry. 2 slices + 4 scrambled eggs. I feel pleased with myself. I feel mentally great! I provided what the body needed. I also saved the shells for later. I am glad that it finally succeeded :) Shower immediately and then too! K. Szafranowskeij's suggestion worked - I remember that ... Nice for mom = peace at home. Nice to dust, do some chores ... In the afternoon I worked with Esther and talked to him. Supposedly, multitasking does not exist, and while talking to him at the same time I was working much better! I suppose that is because the team works better, although we talked about other topics. That's how it was multitasking - doing anything myself I don't want to do anything. It was like a split attention! It relaxed me like a background radio. I don't write down the rest of the day. I felt great eating a meal every 5 hours. Super mentally and physically. Feeling a little hungry. Simply great!

Become a Young God

May 12 - Become a Young God I woke up relatively late. 7:15. A few minor wake-ups during the night. I got up in the sideways position, however, I find that with these 3 more broken vertebrae it is not a very safe position. I feel my whole body tense, especially the vertebrae in the cervical spine But at least I checked this item. Today, in such a case, the product positions lying flat, the side of the orthopedic pillow is turned. Before going to bed RB + pleasant muscle tightening (positions that I learned on yoga + hands on the back). Hah, now I'm thinking about my cervical spine. I had a few interesting dreams before I woke up - I was with dr. Feathers - I said that Dr. Sebastianowicz ordered hip resonance imaging. In addition, my hips were balancing a lot, and I was in pain. - I was like Uri boyka in prison, I was looking for a way out of prison. - something about a psychiatric hospital, saying Zarwskie, and I haven't been taking drugs for a year, but I don't remember very much what it was about. No, a definite mistake with this side position, I'm done with it, now I'm trying to sleep on my back with RB15 + tense muscles at the same time! Eh, I'm a bit worried about the vertebrae. I feel that I have jumped a little ... A moment ago I tried WFM on an orthopoedic pillow upside down. Smaller under the shoulders, larger under the neck. Quite a relaxing position. I think I'll try it today! At 8:30 am I ate a very rich breakfast. I feel a little guilty. Az 4 slices of petticoat with butter and then finally cheese directly. A bit of guilt, because I was not hungry, first and secondly I ate a lot - Okay body, no more guilt. Build a mighty body out of it! In addition, from tomorrow, I am resuming training. I was planning a breakfast at 7:00 am, right? so you have to do at least 1 day getting your body used to the new situation. There was no training today. A moment of hanging on the line and breathing in tsnia. I was breathing with intention / affirmation: - Body, build a mighty body out of this meal, that we may take revenge on my father! Then back home, mom went to church and here I came up with an interesting thing. Dawid is then in college, my mother goes to church, so: - I can do the enema on Sundays, even every other week as planned! Then again, too, I met Lukasz Lopate underneath me. I didn't really want to talk to him, but I did. Tezna, I listened to osho and returned home. I was worried a lot about my neck today. From the very morning. So far I'm worried. At home, dinner, for a quick dinner, I brought dinner to chic. After the meal I had eaten, I stood for about an hour and went to sleep to breathe. Breathe with intention, affirmation - Body, fuck that chlamydia! It is true that it failed. It is in my psyche that this traveling pain is impossible to get rid of, although in combination with the vibrations of the chair and SadSongsChannel1 I entered quite a pleasant state of blogs + a bit sleepy, a bit similar to the tram! I was also worried a bit that I was sleeping, my food was going to rot: /: D However, the vibrations of the chair + breath should do their job. Pleasant sleepiness blog, this experience was somewhat similar to the tram. Oh, and the orothedic pillow upside down, which makes the neck tense again, but smaller. But I had another idea. After all, the vibrating armchair makes me a bit taller when I sleep, the pillow is slightly lower on the bed. Let's check it out, so I put it in the normal position and we'll see how it will be tonight. After all, I missed my afternoon training session. And not in the morning either. There is nice music, so maybe I'll do it in a minute at home for a change instead of in the park, because it's raining in the field anyway. Hah, I gave my hunch on a project for Jarek. I did the tag removal on an ongoing basis and it was a bull's eye. I have already written how to solve this problem here and I felt it and it worked;) My mom and I had a little fight about her finger. She said touch me when it hurts. I said: circles in my spine also hurt, did you touch me when I asked you? And she: you don't want to touch you, after all, everyone says you have a good backbone! But I was pissed off. I went to my room to practice because it was raining! I unloaded my hatred and it occurred to me to think of something, moments later, when ester wrote to me. Will write a new script. Hypnotic script combined with either rebrithing or cw. respiratory 4-4. plus music. It will be like a prayer for me, like a beautiful affirmation. I put it in points, when the ester comes back, we'll refine and arrange the text together! I'm going for a drag and also because stress is taking me over the spine and vertebrae. I just came up with an idea for another business. To sell nuts, yams etc and not to sell on the road, put up an advertisement, just like the advertisement people put up for honey.

Dynamic WFM

May 11 - DynamicWFM Yesterday around midnight, as I wrote, I was doing WFM meditations in the intention of cleansing, and today I will post until 14:00. So I'm not eating breakfast. I'll take Kawe as an unlock later. I felt the vibrations. At first I nod my head upright, then my hips, when I got tired, I sat up. I just felt what to do to make it as good as possible. In addition, I did it in clothes, thanks to which I felt better mentally. However, I could not stand it, as planned until 3:00, even until 2:00, but just after 00:00 I went to sleep sideways. One night I woke up on my side. It was not so bad, but I felt like the effect of "restless heart" with which I lived for many years suffering from insomnia and stuffed by my father with ineffective psychotropics. I hate you fucking huju !!! Then I lay down on my back with my hand behind the orthopedic pillow and fell asleep. Until the morning, only one hand suffers, the rest of the body is almost OK. However, I am as if sleepy. Too much food for the night did its job. Toxinized teeth, eyes, heart, tired shoulders - I suppose it was because of this pillow and it was too high. Today, fast until 14:00, that is until lunch. I'll start with some breathing exercises, but first, bean coffee. I feel like bitter. So I think what good is in my well-being now: I got to know how average people feel every morning who live unhealthy lives. All in all, I have felt this way for many years, and even due to insomnia, poor bed and family atmosphere, I can say boldly and I felt 10 times worse. A few days ago, on the Bieganie.pl profile, someone posted a demot with the text: "To feel reborn - first you have to feel like you are dying" - maybe that is also about me. Today I have not exercised much. However, I was breathing a lot at the same time, thanks to which I slowed down a little and calmed down. It was nice to breathe, I felt the blogs relax but as usual without these ants / energy. But still not too bad. At the same time, I had an idea. Well, that my goal of building a powerful body can be issued as Affirmations of conversation with the body, such as: - Okay Body, I provide you with a healthy, light meal and you build a Mighty Body from it! - Me and my Body are building a POWERFUL BODY! - Body, I feel I need fasting today - Body, I feel you need to fast today after yesterday's horror! Use yesterday's excess meal to regenerate. I was wondering whether or not to use the words I, my mind and my body, although I do not know why the word Mind fits him strangely here. I don't know, maybe it even has bad associations, such as love? It's hard to say, that's why I stayed with the formulation of Me and my body! Oh, coming home, I felt a choke like a cervical spine. I thought it was from a circle, but I touch it is not the place ... I immediately thought, hoping that it would not be a tick ... Being at home, I noticed this pest upside down on the floor in the living room. I did not want to kill him, he is also a living creature. So I took it for a tissue and "blew it" on the balcony ... But mom gave the sheets to air and it feels like blowing into the sheets when blowing ... well ... Also throughout the day: I cleaned the floors after lunch. Wogole Dinner, not counting coffee, was my first meal today. I felt a bit cramped but started doing a Head Vibration with my hips. I could feel the rhythm of the vibrations, as the author mentioned many times. I felt what I was supposed to do and how to perform the vibrations. I improved Jarek's program after I finished wiping the floors. I fixed 2 main problems related to the service of binary states, e.g. united-states and the problem with the Schedules Table. It was missing and I had to manually add this tag to the code. There was still a problem with the England Championship table. I thought to program as an exception, but made a change so that every table should now work. Now after 8pm I found out how to do nice Rebrithing on the bed so that you want to do it. Hands must be on the back as if lying taut on the back. Rece is as if leaning against the wardrobe. Perhaps that is why anger has two ways out according to Osho: hands and teeth. Until I wanted to do this rebrithing and I can't wait to go to sleep today.

Momentum

May 10 - ChwilaSzczcia Day like everyday. Training in the morning - after training, however, I had a great desire to show my program, but at the same time thinking a lot about the spine. Afternoon and morning training great - the sun was great Mom was at the funeral today, we were home alone for a long time. Online meditation - I entered this password in google before the evening. I found a guy's channel that runs something like this. But the event of the day: In the evening, the simon invited me to his place. We drank one beer at a time. It was really cool, we talked for an hour. Was great! I haven't talked to anyone like that for a long time, I relaxed and relaxed. I didn't think about my illness for a long time. I also imagined how alcohol kills chlamydia. I was in this state of relaxation for a long time and I am until now. Only ... I ate a lot for the night! Not enough that earlier, some 6-7 apples are 22: 2 slices of chalka + probably 150-200g of cheese. In addition, 2-3 slices of plain bread with butter. I was going to eat and eat. I felt a slight hunger after alcohol for 2 slices of petticoat with butter, but I wanted to get drunk like a pig. To do so well. I do not even regret my decision. I'm a little cold. It feels like my body feels bad about it. But I had an idea. I do not want to sleep exceptionally. I just don't feel like it. Maybe it's the effect of physical and mental relaxation after talking to the simon. But I thought I'd go wash myself and then put on my clothes again. I feel great mentally in clothes. And in his clothes he meditates before going to sleep. I feel this is the moment now. I feel this is it. WFM standing, me and my laptop, maybe Krakow radio. Ah, now suddenly I start to regret and I ate so much in the evening, although on the other hand in my head I think that the body will transform it into muscles and at the same time I think that once in a while you can indulge in "such a drug" which is eating! Moreover, now I have a non-training week :) I had a cool idea: Now I set a goal for myself: a purifying meditation until 2:00 am to cleanse myself of the sins I have committed today, specifically solid gluttony for the evening. However, tomorrow, until 2pm, I have a Post :) Only psychological pressure will be on me again and I will have to go through my mother and smuggle sandwiches. But ... In meditation, set a goal for yourself to be successful. Cramp I feel that I have a desire for meditation. I feel like I want to meditate until 2:00 am (3)

Urologist Fun

May 9 - Urology Fun Sleeping sideways - tired hands. Lots of cheese for breakfast. Short breathing training, picking up packages from the post office. I picked up the shorts and the Magic Herbs Book. There, herbs actually serve for Magic: D I like this book: D Home, preparations for the Urologist, On the way to the hurricane, test results and joining everything after 2.50. Buying a lot of things. At the urologist, someone was messing with me, but I had no complaints. I had a lot of discussions with the urologist about the health service, asking for an internist. Referral for the treatment Tuesday, Wednesday, Thursday. I wonder whether to use this referral for testicular surgery ... I don't know ... I found out a little how the public health service works: and once the public health service in Poland was one of the best in the world. However, I did not have time to take a referral and a copy from the rheumatologist and neurologist files. I had to go home for dinner. Coming home, I bought juice earlier and drank too much as much as 1l of multivitamin. Along the way, I was afraid of the spine, especially the neck In the park, I met this woman with great Artur, I just greeted myself and said that I have to go because I'm in a hurry :) At home, I ate doves abundantly. Mom bragged about her shoes. I feel as eaten as a dragon, gut pushed forward. I don't like that feeling. I had an idea to write a computer current optimization program, something like IBM Power Manager. After lunch, I was so driven and did at least 15 minutes of WFM, but the tailbone pain prevented me. I put up my tablet on Facebook. I decided that I do not need it for anything. Idea: Internista Nowy Targ Well-known doctor A moment ago I was doing the WFM Meditations while standing. The legs are slightly extended, and the hands are resting on the table with the fingers. This relieved tension and relieved the tailbone! After afternoon training in the sun. I was still thinking about eating a big dinner. It was not good in my stomach, I also drank 2 cups of coffee with milk and honey. I felt a little vomiting ... Ah, how I regretted it. After 18-19, walking across the river, I met my husband, Patrycja Czyszczon. Wow as the saying goes: husband. I don't even know what the guy's name is. He talked to me that I lost weight and I took it for myself ... I was a bit afraid of this team and I really wanted to go home. I wanted to finish quickly. He also said that I'm done with "fun". I was wondering what he meant with this game ... Przemek, fun? Sex? I don't know, I didn't know what he meant. It was only after a few minutes in silence that I associated: he is Patrycja's husband, and I talked to Patrycja about various things, such as DXM and summoning spirits. I suppose that's what he meant. Good, I don't even know the name of the guy, but he already has an opinion about me ... In general, I felt a slight fear and discomfort in their company. I wanted to leave quickly. And at the same time leaving the hatred for my father. Even more hate! More anger! For fucking up the most beautiful years of my life. I avoid people, I don't like the goods of all people. I like being alone. At home, I ate 2 apples and a carrot. I didn't want this carrot, but I promised my mother that I would eat it. Then a hearty dinner around 8:30 pm, 2 slices of chalka and butter and a lot of cheese. After that, I felt like eating somehow. It's been a long time since I had such bouts of marriage. He controls himself. But now I would eat something else to fill myself. To stuff and to purge from hatred - as H. Louse claims to keep such people "merry". Yes, I haven't had it for a long time, but sometimes you can sin! I feel stuffed right now, but I don't feel such remorse that I ate so much! Earlier, I went to bring the dinner to Szymek. I had fun talking to him, but I had to go. He's tired and I have to write a program for Jarek. How about going to the kitchen and eating another slice Heh, about the operation jader: I don't know. I asked for this referral. I think to myself: an additional procedure: something will be added at least to the file, always some proof. But on the other hand, I'm worried about my testicles. I am afraid that I am screwed up with this procedure, although I told the Pomeranian that I am not afraid of the operation there. I lied. I'm afraid that they will hurt me. What to do? I don't know fucking ... Ask a fairy, an angel, a channeling? Anyway, I have already asked about this procedure ... I could take a risk, but I would like to have an answer from the card + from an angel that the procedure will be successful ... Eh, I think I know what hurts me right now. I feel sorry, I feel sorry that people remember me as Cipe, as a huge tight fat pussy, and that's how I feel now. I want to show, regain my honor, build a powerful body and muscles, straighten my spine and learn to fight like Uri Boyka. Supposedly I feel strong enough to achieve everything except the last one: the science of martial arts. I hate you fucking father

I got a job

May 8 - I got a job I woke up after 6:00 am. Pelen toxin in the body, eyes stuck together. Although I slept on my stomach, I woke up on my side. The neck is a little taut at the side. The prone position I think would have been successful if it had not been for this and the legs were too loose. In addition, I can be full of toxins because yesterday I ate up to 3 buns + 2 slices, right? It's 6:40 and I'm supposed to go to the interview at 9:30. The weather is so beautiful that I think I will be tempted and I will go sunbathing earlier :) I am after the interview, I was accepted. I used to sunbathe before :) I had an additional idea related to drugs - placebo tablets - Chewing gum # in case of problems - Stock of lemon juice - NAC For chewing gums, I just wrap the tablet in chewing gum and swallow it. I would have to look at the tram first, for example, will the tram work for me then. If it doesn't work, the rubber has been neutralized Gosh it is now 3:20 pm. I feel so excited, excited :) Excited about the new job, I imagine how I work with people, how my job gives me satisfaction, and how I give out self-suggestions explaining what I am doing. And here, after all, for Jarek we have to finish the program: D Being in the afternoon training session, I fell into my dreams again. I imagined myself buying a multimeter and a device for measuring electricity consumption and a similar backpack / bag on spikes in which I keep my tools and laptop, only this time slightly smaller than the one I bought. It is supposed to be a company backpack: tools and a laptop, CDs ... Ah, what beautiful dreams :) I think I'm about to go to the Allegro: D Heh just weeks after payment I read Channeling from Elen When asked what I was doing incorrectly in the breathing exercises, I was given metaphors, maybe nice, but I don't understand it ... When asked if Markicz suffered consequences for how he treated me: No, there was a conversation with his superior, who is his colleague, nothing more. When asked how to regain my actress's gift: (...) I was an enthusiast who wanted to show who is in charge ... Write down on a piece of paper what lies on my conscience in connection with this hospital and burn it! Oh fuck mac, nothing practical !!! Absolutely fucking nothing! However, I bought this backpack on the Allegro. I will keep my tools and laptop in it. Black color thanks to which it is unobtrusive.